BOY MILKING THE COW Who doubts that this child milking the cow Will grow up A leading man, governor, president or politician Well, his art of milking, without a doubt Will produce great effects As do those who govern and guide us In the valleys, on the hills In the streets, the stables and corrals In the palaces, government houses Deputations and Town Halls Leaving the State Cow dry Praising the great benefits What have they taken from it For their own benefit and advantage. This child, his lullabies already forgotten Won't be a Marine Because in this city of Burgos there is no beach But yes military or police Pedophile priest, or a qualified worker Subjugated like so many others. This child, grown up Praising the cow that he milked as a child Will dream, in his nights of happy sleep That he is in a world of peace Waking up to reality Watching the world keep rolling Between crimes and bombs That reach the Earth and the Sky And that all men Ppraise fascist and pedophile mysticism Under vatican canopy Admiring what a nuke shot Can do in palatial buildings In houses of administration and government And even in the Cathedral Without being able to emigrate to Asturias Dear homeland Unable to climb the tree Nor being able to pick the flower Nor give it to his blonde or brunette That he waits at the gate From the Walk of he Cubes Or in the Gamonal Square. -Daniel de Culla
Essay from Gulsevar Xojamova
MOTHERLAND In my dream a man gave advice, His words are bitter, but the truth is: "Don't be careless, be careful when you are, My words are wisdom, just remember." Know that without labor the Motherland will not prosper, There is love in this heart, he does not sleep at night. God does not like a careless person. Think of what you have done for the country. A true man who appreciates women, A moment to acknowledge the truth of life Failure to complete the cycle Push the drowsy soul, now awake I woke up to the magic of words You are my love, you are my freedom. I planted the seeds of vigilance in my heart I have given you this soul. Gulsevar Khojamova Student of Andijan State Pedagogical Institute
Essay from Zarina Abdulina (first of a series)
“Every teacher should be a psychologist, every psychologist an educator”
“The most important phenomenon in the school, the most instructive subject, the most living example for the student is the teacher himself or herself.”
~ Zarina Abdulina
In the creative pedagogical activity of a teacher, the key to success is the very process of creativity. The teacher acts as a comrade-in-arms, friend for children. Co-creation excludes an arrogant view of the child from the standpoint of adult experience. And in order to teach children something and raise real people out of them, it is necessary to focus on their requirements for us, teachers, and not just focus them on our requirements.
At present, when a person finds himself in a rapid flow of information, a lot is required from a teacher who adapts a growing person to these conditions. He must know and understand everything, be better and more perfect than any ordinary person. An ideally good teacher should rise above the human mass, demonstrating his knowledge, diversified development and bright talent!
The child begins to explore the world from the first day of his birth. Knows the subject to find out what it is for and how it is useful. The more things the baby learns, and the deeper he will study them. The concept of “modern teacher” is not limited by any framework. But at all times a teacher for people is a special person, an example for his students for life.
Thus, it turns out that a truly invaluable teacher is competent in many areas, teachers, psychologists, who are able to combine humanity and exactingness, and of course, love for their subject and mastery of its subtleties. The combination of these qualities helps the teacher to fulfill his main mission.
We all live in times of change: society, laws, charters, requirements for the school, for students, and, accordingly, for teachers are changing. But at the same time, the teacher’s ability to BE should remain unchanged: to be literate and competent, to be open to the different opinions of students and, of course, to be a person himself, and not a bureaucratic machine for the child, in order to hear him not only with ears, but also with his heart. Be sure to be, not to seem.
In the light of the foregoing, a rather serious problem in the pedagogical process of preparing a teacher of a particular subject is the transformation of the student’s personality in the future as a teacher-master (he will become a professional teacher in the process of teaching at school), capable of solving a fairly large variety of tasks related to learning, and education of schoolchildren. After all, a true teacher is also an educator. Unlike a teacher, a teacher teaches students not only their subject, but also teaches them how to live.
In order to be successful in teaching, teachers must have not only a deep knowledge of the subject, but also the most accurate understanding of people, their psyche and behavior. Consequently, a modern teacher is also a subtle psychologist. The teacher must be proficient in child psychology, understand the psychological state of the child and come to the rescue in time in difficult times.
And the last. In our opinion, it is extremely necessary to select teachers for schools, for universities for pedagogical specialties – applicants as strictly and biasedly as is done when enrolling in a higher educational institution. It is our deep conviction that only special individuals should receive the right to be called a teacher. Their pedagogical work should also be evaluated in a special way. To date, the status of a teacher, his financial situation, unfortunately, does not correspond to the importance of solving problems by him. And so we want our schools to always have the happiness of knowledge, the joy of communication in many languages, including foreign ones, an atmosphere of love and creativity, the unity of learning and teaching.
We can talk endlessly about the duties of an educator, but let’s not forget to tell them “Thank you!” for their endless work, patience and love for us, already native children. May your invaluable experience help our children grow up to be worthy and wise people. We wish you health, energy, strength and patience. Let positive, pleasant communication and interesting events adorn your lives.
Zarina ABDULINA
(student 3rd year) of Bashkir State Pedagogical University
named of after M. Akmullah
Poetry from Allison Grayhurst
Outline Too bad you got burned on the spell of worldly accomplishments and comparison, that you fell into the snowbank and drenched yourself through. Friendly false eyes in the flame, in the sweating ruthless ocean - you lost the hand that held you to truth and the longing for a deeper betterment. But now you are home, proclaiming the invisible as your building blocks - piled high and mortared together strong against every storm. You almost got pulled into the everlasting pit, fooled by fool’s gold, but you reached the upper edge and lifted yourself to a safe landing. Eat from your bowl and be grateful. Everything you asked for is already yours. Walk away from the party, shake hands, give uncommitted hugs, then read by the dim light, knowing your true riches, knowing all that you treasure is complete, thriving in this compact tried-and-true family and in the landscape of your evolving solitude. Jesus in the Marrow You arrived again, reviving the groove, clearing out the debris of lingering madness and anxiety, brilliant blazing again with your miracles, your compassion that leaves me breathless with joy, surges within with affection, protecting, feeling like a did when I was a child and my father walked with me on his shoulders and I could see higher, further than ever before, safe and moving, knowing I would never be harmed, never abandoned, knowing the freedom of a child’s fearlessness, trust in the strength of the one who loves me, trust in the power of the one who carries me like a queen, like someone special, unshackling my imagination, restoring my vigour and swoon. You arrived again and I remember all of it, all of your love, dazzling, perfect, saturating my seat at the table, overflowing. You Heard Me You heard me speaking and you shook the floor, loosening the dust and devastating sadness until that floor was dismantled and replaced by a stronger, easier-to-clean platform, until the miracle rose unpolluted in a continual swelling, sinking the darkness for good, calling brother to sister to the truth of your perfect temple, worshiping the work of love, relieving the weight of chaos. You heard me and I know you are perfect, more real than the burrowing fears inside my head, more powerful than the churning sickness of anxiety that overtakes my gut, overtakes and takes me away from you. You who heard me, through paralysis and poison, through my weak overtures, ripped away my unhealthy accumulations, cleansing my desires that missed the mark, until I saw and committed to one voice, one priority, listening. Rabbit Broken longing healed in the eyes of a tender receiver, blessed by mercy and the promise of perpetual drink. Soft, silky warmth beside me fragile and more precious than any perfectly-cut gemstone. Faith once mangled now restored to a richer glory than introduced before. Solitude in communion - God inside a gentle touch, mutual bond and loneliness appeased. Sweet waters of fate receive me, my neck is stretched high, my arms are a basket. Let the unassuming reign, place me secure in this place where the private and the meagre are honoured, quietly declared yours. Zen Virgin This killer yoke was pieced together from another century, enforcing brutal labour, swollen joints from overload and depression swamping the upper ground. You know it has always driven the hunt, from your parents’ childhood homes in Indian monsoons and Polish Februarys - dishwashing, factory working, 4 a.m. typing, deciding to plot an unexpected ending, yet still, following form. You know you can get out only if you stop defending all of its creation, only if you drain your devotion and broaden what you are and are not permitted to be. You can get out, flashing, golden-sea eyes flashing and leaping in celebration of the door touched and opened, the re-wiring that burns every wire and sets down the players and the playing board. Do this emptying. Trust it is done and it will be done. You can hold your shoes in one hand and your truth in another, put on those shoes and yield to a direction unprecedented. Mark it down Great joys approach like weeping harmonies in music, relief in the course-correction, astonishment in the manifold beauty. Decorations placed around the table. Declarations for devotion riveting through the backyard garden where everything overflows with abundance, is a tapestry of young blood frolicking. Shared surges of strong faith between us, because our love is never ending because the loudest boom has exploded altering the vibration here and forever, a higher octave, a mountain sailed over, a vision walked into, gallant and kind - welcoming, offering to fully bathe our bodies, open a fortune box so we can step away from restrictions, step into a beautiful anticipation. Pasture I can see my mind in victory over the clinging contaminating thoughts that used to spiral in a vigorous loop through my days even when in joy, even when hearing a tambourine tune rise up, happy and fresh. Now those thoughts struggle to stand, abandoned in a desert vast and widowed. Dehydrated unto death they sometimes whisper, but barely have a hold or exert a reasonable authority. My shame has packed its belongings and left. My self-pity has reduced its wound to a pin-prick along with my bitterness. Gratitude is the only dream worth feeding. I will feed it and not be overwhelmed or react to desperate hungry rumblings, not react in desperation to what is lacking on the canvas, on the alter, or in my understanding and this growing surrender. Allison Grayhurst is a member of the League of Canadian Poets. Five times nominated for “Best of the Net,” she has over 1375 poems published in over 525 international journals. She has 25 published books of poetry and 6 chapbooks. She lives in Toronto with her family. She also sculpts, working with clay.
Poetry from David Woodward
going viral there are so many expressions of God love a hug is one in a sea fish contours rubbing against slippery scaly aqueous matter between us no Thing between us a silent sound passing in the moonlight an expression of Love. ~ a virus (God sent?) has opened-up a new world a stagnant sessile creature born of creation is free free an opportunity virus an opportunity opportuned to be Creators to create distance distance the eyes that see beyond a daily weekly monthly yearly cycle one-routine-after another we’ve missed the opportunities the opportunities that have been calling us listen! listen! i say to your next dream― have you seen the wisdom in there? in here this un-conscious machine this un-conscious medicine this un-conscious god delirium awake! awake! it cries i want You fully realized the non-living is near alive the virus hints alive in here whispering death & life subtle in its message cruel in its response but only for a moment one cruel moment at a time we are learning so much in here with you with us we haven’t been this alive in a good long white whale swallowed a virus a teacher a god God you are approaching i can smell disease decay decomposition with-out my will a heart is faltering there is a rhythm not our own the self is fading a virus is growing the core is exposing truth exposed the kernel with-in the core institutions corporations markets economics distractions distortions elite minds in elite towers crumbling to the sea fish at home home in here to make a home the un-conscious mind at work at last part virus swimming searching learning rubbing against the fabric of the fuller existence of being finalizes itself fully virus dies. epilogue: a sea replete with fish swimming amongst the corals rubbing growing rubbing growing brother sun beating down reflecting love reflecting lovingly sister moon expanding the tides expanding the tides of fate taking over what was what is only a number’s game with-in a circle with-in an embryo we watch the gods forming un-forming the odds archetypical swimmers inside the naked truth fornicating with illusion as time passes through virus to bacteria to fruiting body bacteria phages with-in the living iridescent sense of microscopic particles of precious life.
Poetry from Alan Catlin
694- something I read or heard somewhere, “The dead have memories For up to thirty days after they die.” Actually misheard. should be, “The dead have memorials that last Up to thirty days after they die.” “It was like the truth” 700- “For imaginary visitors I had a chair Made of cane I found in the trash.” Charles Simic After Dante, no one was surprised how many levels of hell there were “Your invisible friend, what happened to her?” Simic 704- Hell’s lawn ornaments. Sock puppets. Stuffed toys. Rusted hubcaps. Flexible action figures. Colored string. Lawn jockeys. Garden gnomes. Dried flowers. Wrought iron funeral wreathes. Metal flowers. Bird houses. Birds. Pinecones. Broken wrist watches. Detached human ears. Potato heads. Doll’s heads, voodoo heads. Fetishes. Mannequin limbs. Snake eyes. 706- Doomsday or plain old day books. Jean Seberg or Romaine Gary. Dead in the trunk of a car or The back seats of. Jim Carroll. Herman Melville. Jerry Garcia. All born August 1. All gone now. 707- True seriousness resides in the comic. Nicanor Parra. The Oblivion Seeker. Isabel Erhardt or DFW. Drowned in a flash flood in the desert or hung by the neck until dead. 708- Drowning the desert. Like getting killed in a car crash on the way home from a funeral. Like a mystery writer being murdered. Like being killed on the ground by a plane falling from the sky after surviving 9-11 in a tower.
Poetry from Dan Cuddy
Frankfurt am Main, Germany Often in my wounded warrior years I think back to Frankfurt, Germany twenty years after the horror though I then was not mindful of the whistle and bang of bombs, the dry or the wet mess of rubble; the streets were postcards reconstructing, bratwurst sizzling beer warm, not needing chill, frauleins in calf-high boots, mini-skirts, tight sweaters that your eyes groped wildly, though judiciously. The sun shone down as in a travel magazine, so rich that azure, the greens dark, bright in that damp Taunus District climate. My legs were good. I walked one end of the city to the other never fearing knife, gun, Gestapo, thug; I walked fantasizing the look of the Holy Roman Empire, of genuine Roman soldiers before that, the armor clinking or clacking as they walked, the precision of determined feet on stone, on ground. I imagined campfires on dark nights, logs, twigs burning, the crackle, and the river silent in the shadows out there somewhere. I strolled by the now and seemingly forever named Main River, the stippled white light of noon floating, and I even by myself, mostly by myself, entered the scene like Caspar David Friedrich, a wanderer above a sea of fog, but the fog was in the mind, history, not the eye, in the mind and then the cold touch of a railing, and next to me the frown and pull away of that pretty girl that I would have liked to meet.. I heard stories of the war, saw the aria of the old opera house, the building a shell exploded with a Beethoven burst. The fog did not lift; besides imagined Sturm und Drang. there was only the crudity, the stupidity of enlisted army life, only the George Grosz faces of people I knew, drunks, punks I knew, kids like me, when face to face with a mirror, and later through years of sifted sunlight, time established itself, the haze of history arose from its corpse. I saw in perspective a personal walk on a stage empty awaiting the next act of the larger drama. I was grateful that I lived in less than Wagnerian times, the entrances and exits were losing their impressions in the accumulating dust, in the wearing away of wounds in the sweeping away of the dust. History is so much cloud; The brief shapes evaporate But the essence of storm Always arises, bit by bit, And grumbles out to another country, Bites lightning quick, Floods with impassioned blood And roars the rhetoric of anger and grief. In Frankfurt I roamed the wisps of the past As if the conclusion of one war was final, but it is the human heart that’s always ready for new battle, arming itself with distrust, suspicion, vainglorious ambition, A generation falls dead, So many puppets rot away, All that courage, fear, blindness, Visionary grief evaporated like water, Puddles of blood hidden, absorbed by weeds, The dancing flowers of peace so charming, Disarming nations with the veneer of civilization. How so much is reconstructed, built with hope, But all the foundations are built on forgetting, or if Memory is invoked, the kings, queens, sergeants, Killers and the fallen are made of bronze or stone. No blood, no veins, no laughs or tears Come out of the unchanging mouths of statues, Posterity that has that faux nobility, Like scripture has that holier than thou reverence. Nothing is grounded in the common world of bombs, armor. The head is still wrapped in historic fog, ----Dan Cuddy ******* The Gasthaus On Homburger Landstrasse Johan or “John” owned a profitable business a gasthaus serving Henninger Bier cognac all manner of whiskey schnitzel, wurst, pommes frites that the young depraved American army craved A somewhat homey place, the wood paneling, the white and yellow opaque glass of the lower window panes, the comfortable tables, not too closely spaced; Locals visited it too, not just soldiers that wanted to get off-base but had to stay nearby, Edwards Kaserne just across the street and Third Armor headquarters' gate, this side half a block down. John had a glass eye. He in his late forties a soldier in Hitler's army, his frau, attractive face, a bit plump but good living settles, spreads, sits in contented conversation. Renoir would approve. Life moves on. Certainly, John was not a war criminal but a skinny youth in the bad times, when harangue and euphoria were the orders of the day. John just wanted to get along; it was his duty to serve, defend the homeland, had nothing to do with Jews. he didn't particularly like Nazis. He was a dark-haired German lean, young, given a uniform, a gun. John was not an intellectual; he fell into the general apoplexy, nurtured no visible conscience or protest, just an ordinary man, Ecco Homo, the events swarming before his eyes within, without his mind, he just wanted life, not a soldier's death, not a hero's monument, and so, twenty years after the war he had a plump attractive wife who gave him a peck of affection in public and more in the marriage bed, three floors above that gasthaus where soldiers would come and go talking of drinking and bordellos, but the American soldiers were kids and the couple like chaperones kept a semblance of order, had little trouble with loud voices, off-key American singing. A profitable business, an ordinary life, not a romantic’s dream but preferable to the ride of the Valkyries one learns to tap forgetfulness toast the present, ---Dan Cuddy