My RESURRECTION  

              (Jesus shows me the way)

                       July 16th, 2025

Truly I say to you all: I have been Resurrected over the last year and half through all the medical issues. Truly, I was legally dead for six minutes doing open heart surgery a year or so earlier. My rapid heartbeats have sent me to the emergency room several times.

The many hospital stays. Finally, the rehab center at Solaris in Apopka Fla on 5-27-2025 till 6-13-2025 was a living nightmare.  Looking back over the last year and half I prayed with intensely to God this year and half. Praying, as I laid in bed. Praying day and into the wee hours of the morning. 

I had focus and purpose to seek God like in childhood in the inner-city. I was created to be with the Holy Father for all eternity on earth or Heaven. Now that I fully understand Jesus total obedience to the Lord. Now I am coming to understand more fully what it means to live in total obedience to Jesus as Lord. 

The walk to Calvary and Golgotha was at the place of the skull. The Cross was not only a symbol to wear, but rather a way of life taught by Jesus himself. Jesus taught me through my illness that I had to die to the physical world of man. 

Jesus taught illness to my understanding was to die to the physical world of man. Man has many desires to be the creator and that man’s selfish needs and wants and desires are opposed to God’s purpose for man. In my recent experiences, I came to understand God, Jesus Christ, and the true purpose of salvation and redemption for us all, starting with First, trust that God cares for you no matter what, simply because you are His child. A child must grow into a man. A man of God’s creation or a man of the world? Man’s world is a world of deception and greed and ultimately death.

This is not Jesus’ death, because he was Resurrected into spirit, joining God presence among the angels. When Jesus died, his death was for the sake of resurrection and to re-join God in the third heaven.

The Cross was my walk the last year and half.  Faith and trust and belief beyond your intentions to save yourself. I learned that you must have faith and trust beyond your intentions to save yourself. You will not save yourself but lose who you were created to be. Once knowing that Jesus lived beyond the physical death and was Resurrected to love and be one with the Father. Once you realize that Jesus lived beyond the physical death and was resurrected, you learn to love and to be one with the Father.

Beyond the symbol of the Cross to the reality that one must die to that which he loves. Jesus focused on His purpose to be crucified even through Jesus knew that he was to show us the path to the light of life and not the darkness of death. 

God offers life.

Man offers death. 

God offers love. 

Man offers hate.

God offers truth.

Man offers lies.

Jesus revealed God’s truth and showed man’s deceit. Jesus walks to Calvary showed man nature for cruelty to man. Nothing could be crueler than the Crucifixion.

What kind of evil had to reside in men to do this to anyone? All of man’s inhumanity was exposed on that walk to Calvary. How about the events leading to the walk with the Cross? The lies and false accusations and the use of these accusations to have a man (the Son of God) crucified. How many of us have experienced these moments?

However, there’s a way out of the darkness and Jesus shines that light in our hearts with God.