Synchronized Chaos Second October Issue: What Will We Carry Forward?

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First, an announcement. Our regular contributor Rui Carvalho invites readers and contributors to submit poetry to the next annual Nature Writing Contest.

Our contest, Nature 2025-2026, is a new opportunity that we, as organizers, create to reach the rest of the world. Every Contest is a challenge for authors participating and to people that make it happen. This year we invite all authors to write poetry about:
(i) Flowers;
(ii) Trees and wind;
(iii) Water;
(iv) Nature Conservation;
(v) Turtles;
(vi) Love for people and nature;
(vii) Hope and Happiness.

Rules and submission information here.

Now, for this issue. There are moments when the world seems to be asking a single question in a hundred different languages: What will we carry forward?

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We inherit bodies and cities, languages and technologies, griefs and gardens, family stories and national histories. We inherit wars we did not begin and forms of love we did not invent. Yet inheritance is never merely passive. Each generation must decide what deserves preservation, what requires transformation, and what must finally be left behind. Across this extraordinarily varied collection of poetry, fiction, essays, criticism, interviews, visual art, and scholarship, that act of choosing becomes a common human task. Whether the subject is artificial intelligence, flowers, domestic violence, potatoes, punk zines, cybersecurity, mothers, jazz, education, or death itself, these contributors ask what remains when the world changes—and what we can make from what remains.

Soumen Roy provides an apt beginning by imagining life as something crafted, chiseled as though we ourselves were sculptures. Mistakes and struggles do not disqualify us from beauty; they become part of the material from which the work is made. Lan Xin approaches the same resilience through love, refusing the idea that love exists only when another person gives it to us. Love can be chosen and preserved inwardly, becoming one of the forces that keeps the soul alive. Biswanath Kar’s blue butterfly similarly makes the fragile beautiful: its delicate form becomes an emblem of the poet’s own longing soul. And Brian Barbeito raises flowers beyond decoration, making them a bridge between cultivated and wild existence, humanity and divinity, ordinary perception and transcendence.

Dilxiroj Yangiboyeva’s dream poem also finds meaning in flowers and in caring for others, while Christina Margeti uses natural imagery to turn grief and longing into something elemental and enduring. Toya L. Walker expands this ecological language into a philosophy of regeneration. The garden’s cycles of growth, decay, and renewal become instructions for living: if we want life to continue, we must care for its conditions, including our bodies and relationships. Nidia Amelia García reminds us who performs some of the most literal forms of this work, honoring the farmers and peasants whose labor feeds the world.

Yet what we cultivate is not only biological. We cultivate minds, skills, institutions, and futures. Madina Mirzayeva looks toward Uzbekistan’s youth and the role they can play in digital education. Ibragimova Bikajon Ergash qizi examines technology’s transformation of the Uzbek potato industry, while Sherzod Suvonov considers how accounting knowledge and artificial intelligence might modernize Uzbekistan’s financial and tax systems and prepare professionals for a data-driven economy. Suvonov also approaches AI from another, more intimate direction, demonstrating that personality and communication style are genuine dimensions of artificial-intelligence design rather than superficial additions to technical performance.

Zihad Hossain Rafi traces the development of cybersecurity in Bangladesh, and Boymurodova Feruza Jumanazar qizi turns toward medical science, describing microscopic and genetic methods for diagnosing parasitic infections. Abduxafizova Sitora Farxod qizi reminds us that preparation for the future happens socially as well as technologically: volunteering is real formative work, developing responsibility, dedication, discipline, and teamwork. Shodmonova Aziza Sherzod qizi brings that process into university life by examining the inevitable distance between what students imagine higher education will be and what they actually encounter there.

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Technology, however, can never completely describe the world it measures. Al Pal’s poetic triptych exposes the gap between digital representation and physical reality. GPS, heat maps, and CAPTCHAs attempt to classify experience, but the messy street refuses to become identical with its data. Mark Young’s five poems extend this suspicion into a suite on dislocation, probing the distance between what things actually are for and what a distracted culture takes them for. The absurdity of contemporary metrics becomes another kind of estrangement.

This is why books, language, art, and cultural memory matter so urgently. Hasanova Manzura argues that books are not simply entertainment but vessels carrying accumulated human wisdom from generation to generation. Dilnura Qurolova similarly insists that Uzbek literature deserves an international readership because a national literature ultimately contributes to humanity’s shared story. Orifova Feruzabonu makes the stakes even more explicit: preserving the Uzbek language is a responsibility of its speakers because a nation’s continuity depends upon the survival of its tongue. Munira Shermamatova answers that challenge with a generational pledge, taking up the responsibility of carrying her nation’s values outward into the wider world.

Menda Vreto takes us still deeper beneath formal records, suggesting that the truest archive of a people may not be an archive at all. It is what passes from heart to heart, including what existed before anyone thought to name it. Imène Daoud explores this mystery from inside language itself, presenting poetry as an experience of discovering and inhabiting words while simultaneously being inhabited by them.

The handmade archive matters too. A.J. Iwasa defends punk zines precisely because their personal, imperfect, human-scale materiality preserves something mass culture cannot easily reproduce. Alex S. Johnson, interviewing Carol Queen, likewise treats the counterculture and its writers as a living lineage requiring conscious remembrance, particularly at a historical moment when AI may flatten distinctions and erase cultural history. Remembering becomes resistance.

Ri Hossain complicates that duty by reminding us that preservation must not become uncritical mythmaking. His re-examination of Sukanta Bhattacharya challenges the familiar image of a solitary teenage Bengali literary genius, arguing that this reputation was politically constructed. Dr. Jernail Singh Anand approaches literary inheritance differently, seeking renewed prestige for epic poetry by locating it within fiction while claiming for it fiction’s most elevated, passionate, imaginative possibilities. Dr. Fernando Martinez Alderete looks toward the beginning rather than the accumulated canon, affirming childhood and a humane philosophy of education grounded in love, optimism, hope, and faith in the future.

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Art itself repeatedly becomes a way of carrying experience through time. Frederick Schardt hears Lee Konitz playing jazz on a Broadway morning and discovers an image of the artist’s spiritual path: disciplined surrender to craft becoming an avenue toward freedom, grace, mercy, and charity. Elsewhere, Schardt celebrates the uninhibited voices of older people as the soul of a caring community. Poet and painter Timothee Bordenave, in his interview with Eva Petropoulou Lianou, similarly demonstrates how personal suffering can be folded into decades of creative practice, with tradition and innovation coexisting and art functioning both as catharsis and quiet moral communication.

William Crawford achieves transformation visually through intense color, dramatic geometry, and unusual perspectives that turn ordinary urban structures into abstractions. Sofia Fountoulaki’s painting moves toward a different visual register, suggesting a quiet inward gaze toward a glowing horizon. Thomas Fink makes the physical arrangement of words inseparable from their meaning, fracturing language across a pipe-shaped form so that reading becomes an act of assembly.

Sometimes art must assemble what history has shattered. Jerrice Baptiste joins poetry and visual art in explorations of ancestral memory, resilience, and reclaimed heritage. Ashiqur Rahman asserts the hopes, dreams, and very existence of the exiled Burmese Rohingya community. Dr. HC Rozalia Aleksandrova joins prayer, Bulgarian patriotism, and artistic creation, wrapping her homeland imaginatively in a canvas of love and entrusting its fate to God.

But love of one’s inheritance need not become rejection of the wider world. Abdullayeva Sarvinoz Aktamjon kizi considers globalization and youth culture and argues for a balanced middle path. That balance—between inheritance and openness, memory and transformation—runs throughout this collection.

It becomes especially urgent when the inheritance is violence.

Eva Petropoulou Lianou issues a fierce appeal for peace against the greed that produces war. Xhuli Spahiu answers from the level of everyday conduct, arguing that peace is constructed from below, one compassionate act at a time, and that these acts constitute our real legacy. Shannon Scoates and Lucille A. LaRoche turn toward children, reminding us that the young inherit emotional wounds from wars and disasters created by adults and that adults therefore bear responsibility for helping them heal.

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Duane Vorhees examines what violence and power do to culture, poetry, and ordinary human beings—and nevertheless keeps singing through ghazals, puns, and collage. Sandip Saha moves among exhaustion, ambition, and career success before satirizing the supposedly righteous anger that perpetuates cycles of religious violence. Deepika Bhatnagar addresses both tyrant and victim with the conviction that wrongdoing does not ultimately escape consequence.

Delsa López Lorenzo transforms the writer-activist into a contemporary knight-errant, someone willing to turn the supposed madness of caring too much into moral combat against injustice. Rezauddin Stalin, translated by Ashraf Chowdhury, invokes myth to envision the awakening of women and the gradual eclipse of inherited masculine supremacy, imagining a movement from imbalance toward greater equality while refusing to pretend that transformation comes without cost.

The struggle against violence also enters the home. J.L. Orango’s poetic sequence examines how language, society, and passive witnesses can enable domestic violence and how survivors negotiate its presence in everyday life. Abigail George responds with a raw cry against domestic and intergenerational trauma, demanding that someone finally speak and interrupt the cycle. Ermira D. Ifandi shows that violence need not always be loud: the silent treatment itself becomes destructive, turning home into a ransacked emotional space and transforming the speaking “I” into an “other.”

Sana Jangeer Hamad therefore makes reclamation crucial. Trauma may be real, but another person’s interpretation of that trauma need not become the survivor’s final definition. Milena Pčinjski carries this reclamation into defiance: the woman who was once trampled now demands that the world kneel and learn. Priyanka Neogi likewise refuses brokenness as a permanent identity, making inner resolve an act of resistance.

Sayani Mukherjee’s struggle is subtler but related: how can one be formed by heritage, inherited faith, and other people’s expectations without becoming merely a character in somebody else’s story? Adamu Muhammad Ja’agi approaches the question through identity, family, gender expectations, and language, exposing the pain of being erased or denied by others. Anja Sekulić discovers identity through care when the caretaker suddenly recognizes herself in the person she is trying to save.

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Reema Salman Hamza asks what remains possible amid both public and private grief. Her answer is not denial but transcendence: one keeps singing, stitching, and gathering light even as the world continues to break. Raida Jarjes’ review of Faleeha Hassan’s Forty Years of Snow similarly finds poetry moving beyond catastrophic events toward their echoes, allowing restraint and silence to transform the residue of loss into understanding.

Richard Dulgheriu’s triptych dwells within quiet suffering, masculine endurance, and the lonely dignity of people carrying burdens they rarely articulate. Milka J. Šolaja turns toward the moral aftermath of speech itself—the guilt and spiritual reckoning produced by words spoken in anger or ignorance. Elmaya Jabbarova gives alienation a refrain: the burden of feeling misplaced in the world coexists with dignity and a longing for something more authentic.

Stephen Jarrell Williams enlarges personal disconnection into civic catastrophe. His city falls not because an outside enemy conquers it but because its own inhabitants cease to care about one another. Community, the poem implies, can die before its buildings do.

And yet community can also be recovered through the smallest human pleasures. Christina Chin’s haiga captures the simple happiness of a night shared with girlfriends. Her tan-renga with Paul Callus and Andrew Brindle’s collaborative work move in different intimate directions: the former balances composure during danger against the cold that remains after violence, while the latter allows human and dog to speak almost as one, two lives settling into a shared, unhurried rhythm.

Graciela Noemi Villaverde locates the ultimate sanctuary in the mother: origin, inexhaustible love, and the place to which the self imaginatively returns in order to become whole. Egamnazarova Shahina similarly discovers that memory turns ordinary experience into treasure. Winter awakens longing for summer, but beneath seasonal nostalgia lies something deeper—the remembered warmth of childhood and family.

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Yeon Myung-ji’s remembrance of her strong, earthy aunt is more difficult. What remains is a “taste,” a fierce vitality inseparable from shame over an ending marked by loneliness and neglect. Memory here refuses simplification; love must carry both celebration and remorse.

Bill Tope takes another route into remembrance through tragicomedy. A grandmother’s funeral, revisited through the consciousness of the nine-year-old the narrator once was, becomes both grief and absurdity. Gregg Norman pushes mortality further into the comic grotesque: death comes for everyone, but it may arrive through circumstances so mundane, absurd, or anachronistic that solemnity itself becomes unstable.

Mooch Simon responds to death by refusing its power to terrorize. Mortality, historical violence, grief, and depression can be acknowledged without being allowed the final word; grief itself can be transformed into legacy. Shah Jehan Ashrafi reaches a related truth through satire, skewering arrogance, conspicuous wealth, and self-importance by invoking the great equalizer: none of them survives death.

Usarova Shirin Orif qizi therefore asks us to measure life differently. Wealth disappears; deeds remain. Kindness, integrity, and goodness become the true inheritance. Mesfakus Salahin’s speaker acts on this principle by taking pride in poverty when poverty is the consequence of choosing integrity and authenticity over worldly advancement. Shahzoda Habibullayeva finds another antidote to endless striving in gratitude: happiness begins when we stop chasing long enough to notice what is already present.

Türkan Ergör offers a similarly contemplative ethic. Echoing Ecclesiastes, she recognizes that life contains different seasons for different actions and reminds us of the necessity of pausing, praying, reflecting, and choosing. Hong Ngoc Chau’s poems arrive at acceptance through time, hardship, loss, and change, discovering peace and gratitude within rather than in circumstances that can always be taken away.

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Isaac Dominion Aju pushes inwardness toward the sacred: the Divine is within, the story is within, and bringing inward truth into the world can heal both the individual and a fractured society. Allison Grayhurst builds an entire spiritual autobiography from this relationship between inward mystery and ordinary life, finding love, memory, suffering, survival, faith, and the wonder of existence in everyday objects and beloved people. Nassira Nezzar similarly celebrates the protected interior sanctuary that the poet creates and inhabits.

But inwardness is not necessarily peaceful. Mesut Şenol imagines interior life as perpetual weather, winds that refuse to stop as reality continually dissolves toward dream. His poems arrive not at mastery but surrender. Salimeh Mousavi turns inner haunting into literal haunting through a story of a young mother pursued by lifelong fear and despair.

Love, too, occupies every point between sanctuary and haunting. Saeed Koushan writes of the love that was forbidden or never pursued yet becomes permanently incorporated into identity. Matt D. Ivansky explores unrequited love, sacrifice, and the painful wisdom of releasing what cannot be possessed. Tanja Ajtic mourns a love that ended without explosion: tenderness simply passed into silence.

Anwar Rahim’s three poems inhabit the point at which language fails before the ache of love and loss. Valentina Pavlović uses deceptively simple archaic language to explore love, absence, and the price paid for wisdom. Katica Protić asks one of separation’s hardest questions: when people who once shared a life encounter one another again, can they truly recover each other—or even recognize the people they have become?

Vesna Malović Petrović gives love another form entirely: elemental force, overwhelming and uncontrollable, destructive yet somehow worth the devastation. Alan Patrick Traynor places longing inside a church until sacred desire and human desire become impossible to distinguish. Jacques Fleury’s “Bull Riding” turns desire toward bawdy humor, using masculine camaraderie and the metaphor of bull riding to explore a closeted or forbidden attraction between working men and the thrill of crossing a boundary.

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Alan Catlin’s dense allusive cycle moves further into transgression, bringing murder mysteries, pornography or “blue movies,” and literary and cinematic canons into collision. Here art does not purify experience so much as investigate the unstable boundary between culture’s respectable surfaces and its forbidden fascinations.

Marjorie Thelen returns us to the city, but to a city in which people seek stillness. Her works, linked by a single New York afternoon, search for human connection inside overwhelming urban noise. Abin Roychoudhury’s Kolkata is far less serene: a living, wounded creature in which mythic history and fractured modernity occupy the same streets.

Perhaps that is the condition of the world represented throughout this collection: multiple times occupying the same street.

The past remains inside the present. The dead remain inside memory. Old languages encounter artificial intelligence. The handmade zine survives beside digital culture. Gardens teach lessons to technological societies. Ancient epics demand recognition in contemporary literary categories. National traditions seek global audiences. Violence is inherited, but so are compassion and resistance.

Mahbub Alam captures this contradictory persistence beautifully: human existence is imperfect and impermanent, grief and memories of bloodshed repeatedly return, and still we grow toward sunlight, awaken love, and rise toward beauty. Karimova Maftuna Erkinovna’s tribute to her father gives that rising a personal model: survival is not merely enduring the fall but rising beyond the people and circumstances that attempted to break us.

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And perhaps this is also what the poet does.

Frederick Schardt’s jazz musician plays. Duane Vorhees keeps singing. Reema Salman Hamza gathers light. Delsa López Lorenzo fights with words. Imène Daoud inhabits them. Jerrice Baptiste retrieves ancestral memory through image and poem. Faleeha Hassan’s losses survive in their echoes. The punk zinester keeps making something by hand. The farmer plants. The volunteer serves. The scientist diagnoses. The teacher believes in the child. The student discovers that reality is more complicated than expectation. The survivor refuses someone else’s definition. The mother remains a refuge. The old speak freely. The young inherit languages and decide whether they will carry them forward.

Even the apparently smallest acts therefore participate in the collection’s larger question.

What do we carry forward?

Not everything.

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We need not carry tyranny, cycles of domestic violence, religious hatred, arrogance, neglect, inherited gender supremacy, or the silence that permits suffering to reproduce itself. Some inheritances demand interruption rather than preservation.

But we can carry languages. Stories. Books. Memories. Craft. Compassion. Cultural lineages. Scientific knowledge. Gardens. Friendship. Humor. The dignity of labor. The wisdom of elders. The imagination of children. The voices of displaced peoples. The courage of survivors. The inconvenient handmade artifact. The strange poem. The difficult truth. The blue butterfly. The sound of jazz on a Broadway morning.

And we can carry love.

That may finally be the deepest thread joining these radically different contributions. The world these writers and artists describe is neither stable nor safe. It contains technological upheaval, displacement, war, ecological fragility, violence, grief, estrangement, mortality, and forgetting. Yet it also contains people continually making meaning from what threatens to disappear.

Life is carved, as Soumen Roy suggests, from imperfect material. We do not receive a finished sculpture. We inherit the stone and the marks already cut into it.

What happens next is our work.

Poetry from Mooch Simon

DEATH IS CALLING

Death is calling 

and yet you summoned me 

to clean your earthly dirts.

I am already ahead of you,

one foot in hell and another on earth.

I recalled going to war of survival 

with my kinsmen, 

friends, strangers and enemies 

trying to make life___

But we got smacked in the faces and got scattered.

I could not remember who ran where.

So, I spent decades waiting, 

waiting and waiting 

for them to come back 

but when the world went cold,

moon disappeared 

and the sun gone, 

I realised they were all dead.

You ended them just like you did to their fathers 

and those before them. 

I am not scared, 

I am not sheken 

and I am not moved 

when you say you are going to kill me 

because I started dying long time ago. 

I began dying the day I was born in to this world.

Every birthday increases my speed to the  grave.

No one will rot alive

So, when I am gone today I will leave the door wide open for you to pass through.

When the time that birthed your strength, 

your magic and your powers dies, 

the faces of the people you are forcing us to forget will come to see you,

and when they do, 

you will be crwoned in fears.

Every mark of terror, agony and pain you inflicted on them will come roaring like thunder and hunting you like a hungry lion.

They will watch you bleed and 

leave you lifeless body to the divine.

You held my ancestors, 

pushed them down the mountains, 

hanged them on the trees 

and now your map is drawn to me 

and probably the unborns too 

who will emerge after the death of time

many moons, many seasons, 

many leagues and many years from now. 

Before I die, 

I will continue to speak in the old tongues of the earth and the new 

I will blend in the old ways and the new 

I will shout to the ears of the living

and scream to the ears of the dead

and if they don’t hear me,

 I will speak in the tongue of soil.

I will continue to expose you to lightning 

I will expose your lifestyle and your hideouts 

So, Mr. Depression if you see me die, it is not your work, it is death calling.

Poetry from Mesut Şenol

MESUT ŞENOL

RÜZGARLAR YÜZÜNDE ESİYORSA

Gönlünde bir yere yerleşebilme noktasına gelirken

Senin cennetinin arka bahçeleri bir anlaşma arıyor

Yeni gelenler sabreder mi düşlerinde gördükleriyle

Cehennemin bekçilerini aldatmak büyük bir değil yine de

Ya da bu boşlukta geleceğini tehlikeye atabilirsin

En küçük farklılık için git ve gör ne sunabilirsin

Senin hayatın en engin okyanusların rüzgarlarına yüzmede

Hiç bitmeyen öykü tam burada, açlık havzasında başlar

Susuzluk bile bundan sonra saf suyla bile giderilemez

Beynini ve göğsünü kullanmak yüzünü kapatmaya yetmez

Acımasız bir sevgilinin rüzgarlarından seni hiçbir şey koruyamaz

Yine de aşıklar, sakin bir meltemin ortasında bir yerlerde buluşur

Ancak senin kalbinin iklim odasında olan bir şeyler vardır

İç dünyanda rüzgarlar yüzünde eser eser, hiç durmaz

IF THE WINDS BLOW ON YOUR FACE

Coming to fruition in finding a place to settle in your soul

The back gardens of your own paradise still cry for a deal

Will the newcomers be patient with what they see in their dreams?

Again, it’s not a huge enterprise to fool the hell’s guards

Or else you might danger your prospect in this emptiness

See what you can offer in exchange for any subtlety

Your life swims out to reach the vastest ocean’ winds

The never-ending story begins just here in the basin of hunger

Even thirst could not be satisfied by pure water any longer

Use of the brain or chest will not suffice to cover your face

Nothing is saved from winds caused by a merciless lover

Still, lovers meet somewhere in the middle of a calm breeze

Yet there is something in your climactic heart chamber

Within your inner world, winds blow on your face ceaselessly

SENİ DİNLEDİM

Körleşen dağ yamacı küçülüp kaldığında

ve ufkun ötesine gittiğinde

Esmeyen tepesi gölgelerle kaplandığında

ve öylesi bir gün bitiminde

Girerim hükümsüz periler dünyasına

ve uçarım düş halımla birdenbire

Yol veririm en loş kalmış sanrılara

unutulmamalarını istesem de

Uğultusuz inlemeler saplanır seraplara

hem de en derin derinliklerine

Bilgelerin buluştuğu kuşku boşluğu olan anlara

ulaşmak  için zorlanıp direndiğimde

Tepelerin üstündeki o karaltıya bakınca

ve onun arkasındakilere gözlerimi dikince

Zamanın geldiğini anlarım düşle gerçek birbirine karıştığında 

ve bitmesini istemesem de

Varım seni içimde taşımaya

ve hazırım senin türkülerini dinlemeye

Güneş doğunca…

TO PAY ATTENTION TO YOU

As the blinding mountainside was shrinking

and going beyond the horizon

Non blowing top was being shrouded by shadows

and at a such end of a sunshine

I enter into the world of the fairies without asking

and start flying on my magic carpet out of clear sky

I give way to the obscure delusions

though I would not wish for them to be forgotten

Mirages are being daggered by un-howling groan

at that in the deepest depths

The moment of the mistrust void where the wise are meeting

when I was toiling and sweating to reach it

As I was having a look at the silhouette on the top of the hills

and when I was staring at beyond it

I can sense that it is time when the dream 

and the reality get blended

and though I would not wish it to end 

I am here for carrying you inside me

and I am ready to pay attention to you

When the sun rises…

Poetry from Alan Patrick Traynor

IN A CHURCH IN MADRID 

Sadness 

Will you go and listen 

To the cobblestones

To her voice

In the sandalwood

Drifting freely

Seasons moving 

In the sawdust floors

That remind me of you

And love, will you go and find her face

A room with a view

The elated silence 

Of a childhood

That holds you

Where I blamed God for

Daylight

As I stood there

And felt the blood of the holy water 

And the air

Of a spectacular minuet

In a church in Madrid 

The linen screaming in its silence 

A rose so sweetly

Kissing marble floors

Colliding in a secret fire that hides in candles

She washes love

In a lonely water 

In the passion of the streets

Her painted hands

I remember you

As you lay in the pink swaying winds

Of Saint-Martin-d’Ablois

Flesh to flesh 

Sonnet to sonnet

A human sea

A human sea

.

Poetry from Mahbub Alam

Life, a Long Sorrow

Life is a sorrow that stretches through time.

Like the moon still drifting across the sky,

As a shadow.
Just as the ribs within our chests
Keep breaking, again and again,
As the Bargis devour the harvest
And leave the fields stripped bare,

Trees stand wounded
Upon the breast of nature.

Has anyone ever imagined
Such an unfamiliar world
Upon the sky
Or upon the earth?

Life is a sorrow that stretches through time.

And yet, it grows.

Along the basin of life,
How much it carries with it—
How many memories,
How many unspoken burdens
Flow through its depths.

Still, it befriends the sunlight.
It shimmers and smiles
In the flowing breath of the wind.

It awakens love.
It awakens sorrow.

And still, it sways,
Gently, from side to side,
Scattering glimmers of peace
From the corners of its eyes.

It keeps growing upward,
Higher and higher,
Rising beyond its branches,
Beautiful in the fullness
Of its own existence.

At night,
The birds sleep soundly
Inside their cages,
Undisturbed by the darkness.

This tree is a world,
A world within another world—

Just as within a human being
There dwells the human mind,
An unseen world
Within the world we see.

Life moves within life.

A dawn—
A whole universe of light.

A night—
An arrangement of sleep,
A quiet realm of rest.

And yet,
Why does light fail to break
On certain mornings?

Why does sleep never come
On certain nights?

The lives that disappear
One by one from our lives—

Why do they remain strangers
Even among the things we know?

Just when a hand rises
To rest upon the forehead,
The furrows of thought unfold,

And yesterday’s bloodshed
Floats back
Before our eyes.

Sorrow seems to crawl,
Slowly, across the ground.

Sorrow seems to crawl,
Slowly, across the ground.

Chapainawabganj, Bangladesh
17/09/2026

Md. Mahbubul Alam is from Bangladesh. His writer name is Mahbub John in Bangladesh. He is a Senior Teacher (English) of Harimohan Government High School, Chapainawabganj, Bangladesh. Chapainawabganj is a district town of Bangladesh. He is an MA in English Literature from Rajshahi College under National University. He has published three books of poems in Bangla. He writes mainly poems but other branches of literature such as prose, article, essay etc. also have been published in national and local newspapers, magazines, little magazines. He has achieved three times the Best Teacher Certificate and Crest in National Education Week in the District Wise Competition in Chapainawabganj District. He has gained many literary awards from home and abroad. His English writings have been published in Synchronized Chaos for seven years.

Once when he was in grade ten in 1990, his Bangla letter was selected as the best one from Deutsche Welle, Germany Radio that broadcast Bangla news for the Banglalee people. And he was given 50 Dutch Mark as his award. They would ask letters from the listeners to the news in Bangla and select one letter for the best one in every month.     

From 17 to 30 September, in 2018 he received a higher training in teaching English language in Kasetsart University of Thailand for secondary level students through a government order from education ministry. 

On 06 November 2015 he achieved Amjad Ali Mondal Medal for his contribution in education field by a development organization in the conference and felicitation function for the honorable personalities at Rajshahi College Auditorium. 

On 30 December 2017 from West Bengal in India he was declared a ‘Literary Charioteer’ in Bangobandhu Literary and World Bango Conference and they awarded him with a Gold Medal in their International Literary Conference and Prize Giving Ceremony.

In 2018, he achieved Prodipto Lirerary Award in Prodipto Literary Conference at Kesorhat, Rajshahi for poems in Bangla literature. He received honorary crest from the administration of Chapainawabganj District Literary Conference and Cultural Function in 2021 and 2022 consecutively. 

His poems have been published in many international online magazines such as Juntos Por las L Raven Cage Zine, and Area Felix.  His poems have been translated and published in Argentine and Serbian, and he participated in many international online cultural meetings. 

Poetry from Menda Vreto

What the Earth Remembers

The earth remembers

what history forgets.

It remembers the first song

a mother gave to the darkness,

the hands that shaped clay

before anyone knew the word art,

the footsteps of dancers

who turned the dust of their homeland

into a language of joy.

It remembers languages

that crossed mountains and oceans,

stories carried in the trembling voices

of those who refused to let them disappear.

Every culture begins

with someone saying,

“This is who we are,”

and another heart answering,

“I will remember.”

A melody may be born

in a village no map can find

and travel farther than kings.

A painting may speak

without a single word.

A poem may cross a border

where no traveler is allowed to go.

This is the quiet power of culture:

it survives.

Through exile.

Through war.

Through time.

Through the silence of generations.

It survives in a grandmother

who remembers an old song,

in a child who learns a word

from a language nearly forgotten,

in the artist who takes yesterday

and gives it a new tomorrow.

We are not separate stories.

We are fragments

of one unfinished human story,

written in countless alphabets,

sung in countless voices,

painted in colors

the world has not yet named.

And perhaps this is why

we need one another:

to see what we cannot see alone,

to hear what our own silence hides,

to discover that beneath every tradition,

every language, every sacred memory,

there is a human heart

asking the same ancient question—

Will you remember me?

So let us remember.

Let us keep the songs alive.

Let us protect the stories.

Let us honor the hands

that created beauty before us.

For when a culture disappears,

the world loses more than a tradition.

It loses a voice

it will never hear again.

And when we preserve one another’s heritage,

we do more than save the past—

we give the future

a richer language

with which to dream.

Menda Vreto is an Albanian writer who lives and creates in Italy. She is the author of several books published in Italian, and her works have been translated into several languages internationally. She regularly collaborates with both online and print magazines, where she publishes literary articles and essays. Her work has received significant recognition. Among her achievements is the Special Jury Award in the literary competition Il Silenzio Uccide (Silence Kills), where her work was featured prominently in the anthology.

Her first book also attracted the attention of the prestigious magazine Marie Claire, which featured her extensively, recognizing both her work and her journey as an author. Menda Vreto proudly bears the surname Vreto, a name connected to the distinguished figure of the Albanian National Renaissance, Jani Vreto. She considers this family name a legacy of profound cultural and historical significance.

Essay from Shodmonova Aziza Sherzod qizi

First Year: The Harmony of Dreams and Reality

Yesterday, a school student stood eagerly awaiting the sound of the school bell and bid farewell to school with tears in their eyes during the graduation ceremony. Today, that same student is sitting in the spacious and magnificent lecture halls of a university.

Student life is one of the brightest, most dynamic, and most responsible periods in a person’s life. As we step across the threshold of university, it feels as though wings have grown on our shoulders. We are filled with the enthusiasm to change the world, ambitious plans, and unquenchable dreams. However, just as every high flight has its point of landing, the encounter between dreams and reality is inevitable.

The Flight of Dreams and the Illusions of Student Applicants

The period of preparing for university entrance examinations has its own challenges. During these years, almost every young person imagines university life as a wonderful, almost heavenly world. Thoughts such as, “Once I get into university, everything will be different. I will read as many books as I want, start the projects I have always dreamed of, and finally become free and independent,” fill their hearts with excitement and hope.

When the gates of the university finally open and students receive their student ID cards, these dreams become even more vivid. You feel like a hero who has just received a ticket to a great new chapter of life. The lecture halls, unfamiliar faces, and professors’ lectures all seem like scenes from a fairy tale.

The Hard Ground and the Warm Truth: When the Challenges Begin

However, these sweet illusions do not last long. Reality gradually begins to reveal its entirely different sides. Suddenly, you find yourself moving from the structured environment of school, where teachers monitor your every step and assign every homework task, into a vast ocean of freedom. Yet, this freedom immediately confronts you with two important realities: the struggle to keep up and the burden of responsibility.

The fast pace of a big city, morning traffic jams, the everyday challenges of living in a dormitory or rented accommodation, and complicated class schedules can turn the romantic excitement of the first few days into uncertainty. Complex academic terminology introduced during lectures, hundreds of pages of reading material, and the heavy demands of independent study may suddenly make you think, “It is not as easy as I imagined.”

The inability to manage time effectively, the desire for financial independence, and the challenge of balancing studies with other responsibilities are among the first serious tests that every first-year student may encounter.

The True Beauty of Reality: Personal Growth and Discovery

Nevertheless, the collision between dreams and reality does not break us; instead, it shapes us and makes us stronger. The brightest aspect of reality is that these very difficulties and obstacles help us grow, develop resilience, and become more mature individuals.

Being surrounded by thousands of peers from different parts of the country creates opportunities to make like-minded friends and explore various university clubs, reading communities, and academic projects. Childhood dreams, once simple and vague, gradually turn into specific and achievable goals. Plans such as “I will achieve a C1 level in a language examination,” “I will write a scientific article,” and “I will actively participate in university life” begin to take shape.

The ability to think independently, manage one’s own time, and find solutions to problems develops significantly during the first year of university. Little by little, students learn that success does not come merely from dreaming but from taking consistent action, accepting responsibility, and learning from experience.

In Conclusion: The Power That Turns Dreams into Reality

The first year of university is one of the most remarkable periods of life: somewhat frightening on the one hand, yet full of endless opportunities on the other. The gap between dreams and reality represents one of the first courageous steps a person takes on the journey from childhood towards maturity.

Reality does not extinguish dreams; rather, it lays a solid foundation for them. Dreams become meaningful when they are supported by determination, patience, responsibility, and continuous effort. Ultimately, the first year of university teaches us that the path to achieving our ambitions may not always be easy, but every challenge can become a valuable lesson and every experience can bring us one step closer to the future we envision.

Shodmonova Aziza Sherzod qizi was born in 2008 in Qarshi District, Qashqadaryo Region, Uzbekistan. She is currently a first-year student at the Uzbekistan State World Languages University, Faculty of English Philology, majoring in Philology and Language Teaching (English).