A Missile and A Mother’s Lullaby—
A rebellion strikes within me,
Outside, thunder shatters the sky.
Before my eyes, high-rise buildings turn to ash,
Inside, a silent earthquake keeps shaking me.
I stagger, I run in all directions.
Leaves fall, scattering into the sky,
And like cotton clouds of silk-cotton trees,
I drift away into a white, floating realm.
Now I am only a drifting existence.
Yet sometimes I glimpse that familiar path of mine—
A forest wrapped in hills,
Birds flying freely into the open sky.
It is a land of no shortage of vastness,
A field where I can fly as I wish, wander as I wish,
And keep singing songs of love within.
Here, no fire of missiles falls,
No one sets traps of betrayal for another.
Beyond the violence of the earth,
With wings spread like birds,
That floating realm is enough for my two breaths of life.
But in this human world,
Human conflict burns the earth—
Burning buildings, burning soil, destroying lives.
Children startle awake from dreams
At the sound of war stories,
A chill runs through the bones.
In the forest, jackals keep howling softly,
As if even nature is mourning.
Yet a mother was supposed to tell stories—
A lullabying mother,
A soft song for a child’s gentle sleep,
A moonlit face full of peace,
A child like a sky full of stars.
If only I had a life that could dream like that…
Chapainawabganj, Bangladesh
28 March, 2026.
Md. Mahbubul Alam is from Bangladesh. His writer name is Mahbub John in Bangladesh. He is a Senior Teacher (English) of Harimohan Government High School, Chapainawabganj, Bangladesh. Chapainawabganj is a district town of Bangladesh. He is an MA in English Literature from Rajshahi College under National University. He has published three books of poems in Bangla. He writes mainly poems but other branches of literature such as prose, article, essay etc. also have been published in national and local newspapers, magazines, little magazines. He has achieved three times the Best Teacher Certificate and Crest in National Education Week in the District Wise Competition in Chapainawabganj District. He has gained many literary awards from home and abroad. His English writings have been published in Synchronized Chaos for seven years.
Once when he was in grade ten in 1990, his Bangla letter was selected as the best one from Deutsche Welle, Germany Radio that broadcast Bangla news for the Banglalee people. And he was given 50 Dutch Mark as his award. They would ask letters from the listeners to the news in Bangla and select one letter for the best one in every month.
From 17 to 30 September, in 2018 he received a higher training in teaching English language in Kasetsart University of Thailand for secondary level students through a government order from education ministry.
On 06 November 2015 he achieved Amjad Ali Mondal Medal for his contribution in education field by a development organization in the conference and felicitation function for the honorable personalities at Rajshahi College Auditorium.
On 30 December 2017 from West Bengal in India he was declared a ‘Literary Charioteer’ in Bangobandhu Literary and World Bango Conference and they awarded him with a Gold Medal in their International Literary Conference and Prize Giving Ceremony.
In 2018, he achieved Prodipto Lirerary Award in Prodipto Literary Conference at Kesorhat, Rajshahi for poems in Bangla literature. He received honorary crest from the administration of Chapainawabganj District Literary Conference and Cultural Function in 2021 and 2022 consecutively.
His poems have been published in many international online magazines such as Juntos Por las L Raven Cage Zine, and Area Felix. His poems have been translated and published in Argentine and Serbian, and he participated in many international online cultural meetings.