Poetry from Alan Catlin

This Is Not Art

: an assemblage

“The Americans call photography an art.  They have

galleries, institutions, exhibitions. But what I’m doing

is not art.”  Don McCullin

Cholera victim. Eyes rolled back into her head.

Cradled in arms of her husband as an offering to

Death.

Shabby woman of no particular age.  Standing in 

her, three-rungs-below-hell, dwelling.  “Rats the

size of cats,” her son says. Whoring is a way of

life here.  You have to eat.  So do the boy with no-future 

eyes.

An American soldier in Hue city. During the offensive.

Throwing a grenade amid the ruins toward an unseen

enemy.  Seconds before his arm is blown off

by a sniper’s bullet.  Before another soldier takes his

place. Throws a grenade. Is shot. Before another

man is ordered forward.

Three heavily armed, cocky young American soldiers

in South East Asia.  Their captive forced to his

knees, arms trussed behind his back, rope around his

neck like a leash. Eyes blindfolded with a dirty once-

white rag.  The village behind them about to burn.

Three blind black women fast walking in bare

feet past heavily armed guerrilla force on the last

days of the Smith regime in Rhodesia.

American army chaplain lifting an confused, dazed old

woman from bombing raid rubble.

A face only portrait of a starving boy in Biafra.

Oh, the Humanity!

Insanity: a poem with an epigraph and a closure by

The Poet Spiel

“It’s a good thing to die at least once in a lifetime.”

Life had become a place where

you could fall asleep in a world

that adhered to moral principles

and natural laws, and wake up in

another where all those rules had

been suspended.  Even the environment

unrecognizable. All the buildings,

public spaces transformed into

creations by narcotects, city planners

on cocaine using blueprints crafted

from splatter art like those pock- 

marked Bill Burroughs’ paint smeared

canvases randomly created by shotgun

spray patterns and arterial blood.

All the faceless men and  women

stick figures fashioned from coat

hangers, high tension wire art made

bright with electrical charges that

illuminate the night.  Nothing moves

but the poison gas clouds, the blood red 

sickle of a waxing moon.

“What if, in fact, the world does not end

but just goes on and on and on….and….”

After Reading What Light Becomes: The Turner Variations,

by George Looney

Is this how the dead

assemble, by fire light,

on river’s edge near

where the spires give

themselves to the flame?

The night is charred by

all this burning, are smoking

screens that descend from

blackened clouds as secrets

contained by ash.  No reason,

to direct water where

total conflagration reigns,

the passion of all this fire

must be spent, consumption

the end of this, of all things

mortal, of all things made

by man, even that, even those

who purport to rule the world.

One Life Is Not Enough

after artwork by Edward Boccia

for the allegorical voyages of all

these independent minded souls.

For the men rescued from a filthy house

of cards, pulled from the wreckage

of a breaking hall of mirrors 

unfolded now as an accordion,

a shaped enclosure reduced to shards

of crystal lodged in the near perfect

eyes of a princess dreaming of her

mythic lover. For that half-man, half-beast-

thing, sent in exile to sea with a fleet

of confusion boats, consigned to

onerous duties, trials, and elemental

war. For, a lifetime of tasking before

the tempestuous days of false ecstasies.

For dancing on the heads of ship to shore

lynch pins, pulled from the tortured

flesh of soon-to-be-sacrificial virgins,

defilement inevitable as the monstrous

heart excavated from a sacred ruinous

place beyond understanding. For an 

inexactness tiles fitting into a mosaic-

a map of love more lasting than all t

he misleading dreams that layered, 

obstructive dead adhere to, blocking 

the way inside; here, at land’s end,

the final choices are offered and

made. For the man with the lasting vision

is the one who come out whole on

the other side of night.

This war, that war, the next war, war everlasting:

with lines from Wilfred Owen and Siegfried Sassoon

“Out there, we’ve walked quite friendly with Death;

Sat down and eaten with him, cool and bland,

Pardoned his spilling mess-tins in one hand.”

Wilfred Owen, “The Next War”

Oh, brave new world of gravity rainbows,

long range death by guided missile, satellites,

drones;

all those Space X unscheduled midair disassembling,

air space disruptive, debris spewing on residential

homes and gardens;

all those air show explosions casting shrapnel 

to the wind like Turner fireworks falling, 

like Owen’s fleeting flares;

Oh, those happy days in the arms of death

like close combat in the green, all those mad minute

tracer rounds before the final fight,

before the shock and awe of carpet bombing

civilian targets, concussive assaults, in great

fireballs forged and deadly as Death From Above;

all those polluted by stealth bombers and super sonic

jet fighters, skirting toxic clouds and the acidic rain

that falls after;

Oh, the odd beauty of it all, the way the world

is ending with a blustery tweet, a nuclear winter

without Strangelove’s unearthly chorus singing,

“Until we meet again, I don’t know when…”

“War’s a joke for me and you

While we know such dreams are true”

Siegfreid Sassoon

Post Card to Thompson May 6, 20–: The Poet at Kurt Cobain 

Landing wearing a rubber dog mask 

and hand painted answers to 

Kurt C questions, Private Keep Out

He wrote Anthems for the Doomed

Youth: not Wilfred Owen but Cobain.

He’d be a one name rock star if he

were living now. So famous he didn’t need

a first and a last one, just a brand name.  For

personal appearances all he world have to do

is show, act cool, preen. Just being was enough.

Mega.

Man.

Went directly from his mansion to

rock and roll heaven with a shot gun in his mouth.

Fuck Go, fuck the two hundred dollars,

fuck Courtney Love.

He was already in Nirvana. What more

could he possibly need?

“I say shot gun, shoot em ‘fore he run now….”

Junior Walker

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