A Garden of Memory
Morning comes
without her.
No song from the kitchen,
no sound of the kettle
only the garden,
wild with weeds,
waiting.
The roses bow
beneath their own weight.
I follow her path
through the wet grass,
placing my feet
where hers have been,
and the earth gives back
the weight of her footstep,
still there.
Her brass thimble
lies beside the sewing chair,
the threads she never finished
like tangled questions
I never had the chance
to ask.
A photograph she kept hidden
folded twice,
tucked behind her Bible
her younger self in another dress,
before the revolution
came looking for her.
When they came to question her,
she was in the garden.
She did not hurry inside.
She wiped her hands on her apron,
placed seeds in my palm
warm, unhurried
and walked toward the door
as if she had been
waiting for them for years.
“They can take the streets.”
I remember this, later
by the window,
watching them go.
When I was afraid,
she called me
“my little seed.”
Now I light a candle
in the room where she slept.
The flame trembles
small and steady
like her voice
calling my name
after everyone had gone.
Spring will come.
The roses will bloom again.
And somewhere in the turning
of the earth,
in the stubborn mint
that returns every time
where no one planted it
I place my hand in the soil
and know where to go.