Poetry from Jeffrey Levert

European inspired city scape with cobblestone streets, white houses, and blue trim for windows and doors. Flowers in flowerbeds and hanging vines.
Naxos and Lesser Cyclades, Greece

Time spread poems like butter on bread
Springtime and long summer days, confusion and technological change

At a distance, the island appeared to be a tiered wedding cake with several layers of dazzling white topped by a castle and monastery. It was all for Tina. On arrival, the Portera on the bluff was open, seemingly to beckon both of us to walk through it into a new Ariadne smile. Radiant rays of sun poured through it. We walked the shores of Naxos. Cheese, carrots, and potatoes. It was 1963, and we were exhilarated by the cooling spray whipped up by the Aegean wind. We laughed and loved.


Do you remember Νaxos?
Come let’s take a journey on sun-buttered bays of light.
Plunge into waves of morning dance on the sands at night.
And we shall arrive again at the place where we loved on trembling sand.


Listen once more to the wave’s music and the tide wetting the land.
Feel the warmth of lost moments, feel the touch of our hands.
Recline in the sun together, love, on the warm golden sand.
Come let’s follow the rainbow pass through the colors of time.
Listen again to your voice whispering your head next to mine.
Feel the heat of rocks ageless baking in golden sunshine.
And we shall lie down at midday, and I shall drink in your sweet wine.
Follow the scent of the blossoms; look for the wisdom of vines.
I will see you once more in the springtime before leaves leave on their flight.
Before you weathered the winter before the cold darkness of night.
I shall hear the lilt of your laughter snuggle up into your smile.
Bathe in the gaze of your brown eyes all softness and warmth for awhile.

Come let’s take a journey over the widening years.
Cool in the waters of morning, warm in the flow of our tears.
And I will bring you my laughter blossoms from the bough of a tree.
As we hold on to each other forever in love together youthful and free.
The same girl
Such a wonder have I dreamed and now perceived.
That I have found and only lived in you.
Could I today just find a way to say.
You are the sunshine of my night and each and every day.
Two fragments found in a forgotten place
Chance it was when an awe-inspiring girl
Crossed my path and I hers
Our eyes pulling and could not draw back
Two different lives were somehow interlocked
I looked at the girl and Athens with my amazed admiring gaze,
In their own time they gave me back their pulse, their breath,
She walked with springtime grace
Garlanded with warmth and an enchanting smile
That I caught on to within her eyes,
Through mine I gave her my captivated gaze,
By chance she unlocked a door my charmed life
Let’s hold on, search for the sun
Enjoy it all with no show at all
It’s all ours, ours for the fun
Let’s find the road and just go
Let’s look up towards the light
Enjoy ourselves throughout the night
The day and night are ours alone
Let’s pass the hours, feel the warmth of home
Let’s live life with what we have
Not bother with what we have not
What we have is precious love, a desire to live
Let’s hold on we have the sun
We have bays buttered by it too
We have the sun and moon the rain
We have our smiles, our laughter and the flowers
We have our hearts our minds and thoughts
We have our garden, no not Eden ours
With trees for shade, a stream that runs through
Plums and pears and tart apples too.

There was a time when nothing seemed to fit, nothing made sense, and then came. It crept up slowly and then swallowed me. I sipped white wine and nibbled on food, and the hours went by. Suddenly, the words nothing is what it seems to be shouted themselves out at me.

None other heard, and I was not aware of others.
Confusion awakened in the dark of night, I left my dreams behind.
I stumbled towards day to find that nothing quite makes sense.
But all are talking, mouths close and open, moving fast and slow.
Devoid of sense with nothing adding up.
And when it does, it adds up to represent some zero-sum.
Yet all including me are writing.
Typewriters tick and tap away, and sheets fall out.
Pages littered with a’s and b’s and m’s and n’s not to forget the y’s and z’s.


With far more space than ink, like an unknown atom’s alphabet.
Electrons in full chase around a proton-neutron epicenter that may not hold. Reams role for replication to multiply memos meaningless.
But no one says a single word while all are talking, scribbling words on paper scraps.


Pursuing thoughts a sentence here a few lines there stretching a paragraph somewhere.
With a little more teasing, it stretches to a page of typewriter fodder.
Tick and tap, tap tap, and tick the memo shuntered to the replication tray.


Some memo of menace, so beware.
Perhaps the country’s call for cannon fodder to feed some war.
While controlled conversations behind closed doors.
Much said, but making no sense at all.
Where all action is delayed and mock decisions with certainty are made.


Confused not knowing what to do, perhaps put down my pen.
Return to sleep, hoping to catch up in a better world of dreams.
When I was young, I never thought of going to America. When I was still young, I did, and I loved it. I made good friends for life and went back as often as I could. One of my dreams is to make my American last stand in CHICAGO.


Strange notes between Chicago and Athens, from fun to serious and sometimes furious conversation. To be read for me by Ed at the International Club if he remembers, and with poetic aplomb instead of his typical reformer style. Tonight, I can think of no better place to be than to be with you, all of you. So let it happen in thought and memory. A moment of recollection, please, a minute only; I don’t want to take you away from a great chef’s food. Put down your forks, Erich, please put down your fork and lift up your glasses; I see that’s easy! We toast you from afar.


I remember you all so well and clearly: the Dean of Deans who tangoed with his wife in Argentina better than any dago, a medical educator who rants on poverty, a great working man’s doctor whose son is in Hollywood and a TV star. Erich with an h, Ed, and Captain who discovered the dread disease of carbitus, T&D, Tom with the wooden leg, Henry White and Linda Matilda, books and magazines stacked in stable perfection with a central window through which its holed-up occupant could be seen working in his office, and through which, if necessary, the phone could be passed. In my mind’s eye, I see Erich with Fran, Linda knocking back the margaritas in Mexico, Ed asking me mischievously on which side of the bed I wanted to
sleep in front of the bellboy… Of course, there is George; his only phrase is “no salt,” said loudly.


My friends, my captain, Zhivago and Zorba have taught me much: that under no circumstances must I despair; to hope and to act is my duty. So here goes. The Jeff Lifetime Achievement Awards tonight go to two distinguished Americans jointly shared by Jolly Jean and Friendly Fran, with the recommendation that the boys keep the money implicit in this ever so meritorious award for an occasional coffee or for the tip of the night. Erich gets Dekano of Dekanos Award, and Captain our captain Ed gets the World Community Service Chalice.


From the eastern flank of the land of Ez [as in Eurozone]: No Dorothy here, only scared crows; no cowardly Lion, just lion-hearted politicians, pronounced in the King’s English as “lyin.” No Tinman, only pilfered copper… while the streets are full of rag, bone, and tag men collecting (that’s what it’s called) all things in reach in sight: street lamps, public telephones, cables…


don’t park your old car anymore here; coming back, your calls to insurance will go unheard…
Many on the streets are insiders; some come from outside of Ez… some come from over the rainbow… while others are over the rainbow. Meanwhile, the government of Ez expects its patriotic people to keep coughing up to keep the coffers topped up and spilling over.


Meanwhile, all the Punch and Judies and the Black Georges wonder why the coffers are well below the Plum-rose line. While most are coughing up coin, our saviors circulate and drink wine… the Plimsoll line plummets and the basic basket grows smaller with less salad, no more salad, and no more salad with feta cheese…

Dear friends, you have helped make a difference…In celebration of her long life, many are the things that bound us together: from breakfast to Obama, from bagels to buns, from Chicago to Athens, from fun to serious conversation, from vodka (gin) and tonic with a twist to wine that sometimes tasted of the tar (Retsina), from hot-
hot coffee to Greek coffee, from love and affection to affection and love. Her husband was my mentor and taught me neuro-physiology.

Leaning seemed to come easily as he handed out tall glasses of vodka and tonic with a slice of lemon topped up with perfect cubes of ice. As the sun sets or rises slowly in the western and eastern sky, we are confident that day or night will arrive, maybe thinking that the dawn of hope will come for man to live peace on earth, his ultimo besoin.


Lines for a world day of peace
It’s quite clear here, right at the center of it all.
In Delphi, where the gods still prevail.
It’s not too late to build back better, and a better one.
Urged on by mountains tall and still agaze on Marathon.
While Marathon still looks upon the sea.
While here we stand with gods and free.
On this most precious special day.
Hopeful that we can hail in peace.
Yes, it is clear; no, it is not too late.

To build for all mankind a better fate.
Can we stop; slow down the undoing of our world?
The burning, flooding and polluting of our souls
Restore our world to glory in hope and splendid green-blue oceans, sunset’s red, rivulets, and flowing streams. Where men all
and women too are equal and all free.


Can we redo our world? Improve it for all offspring.
Such wonders are the words and phrases I can hear when I think
They tumble forth differently each time but are always woven together as a captivating collage.
They come mainly from a lyrical dialogue between East and West. If I can retain rhythm and musicality and remain recitative with recurrent words and transient, what follows may well be called a poem. I give you a bouzouki and three peacocks with bejeweled tails.


Cross-cultural musings
I came to buy bread, 6 I am, and never left the street.
The street is now renamed for the missile.
Here where the clock stopped and Despots bicker over truth.
Where lies and misinformation rule the roost.
15 I am a hostage, held because of my darker, deeper skin.
Innocent on the threshold of life uninvited horror came to my door.
No drip of water; now the pelican for me is dead.
Earth has become a stray dog, kicked by a military boot.
Carry my soul to the palm reader; take it to be fingerprinted.
Two banks of one World River.
The West is behind, but the East is not before.
Devils are in the Orient, tyrants too, but the bleeding finger does not speak.
The weavings of the winds are sparks that can kindle imperial cities.
Listening to the stars is a singular experience multiple in meaning.
Flames raging furiously, thoughts breathe, words burn, and wine intoxicates.
What can we do with this already crumpled world?
What can we do with this already unmade world?
Underway is the way, and we can only finish the journey.
On every path from desert to town, I wander with caravans.
Trade in shawls, coffee, and musk.
Through bazaars, past donkey carts lining the dirt road.
With rosary beads draping my hand.
And crimson shades, Eastern roses, the Roses of Shiraz.
The cup of Jamshid, obedient water, and worlds contained within the wine.
To sip, kiss over kiss.
A rose of hope, the stupidity of hate, and hope in harm’s way.
Insane shadows, I tasted them and spoke them, though I said I wouldn’t.
Ruffled locks near midnight, you come in disarray.
Return for a night as the moon turns full.

Fiery eyes and eyes of fire, the loveliest things she owns.
Love, listen to me at night, most of all at night.
The time will pass, all must change.
What is human and what is stone?
At dusk I stand beside the well in which the moon is trapped.
Face darkness of the coming night, the terror of the waves.
Look up to read the cosmos as a sacred text, a perfume that is love.
To read the first alphabet that declares our human grace in Persepolis.
A glance of the beloved! My ancient love is she asleep?
Who lies beneath your spell, tonight?
Loves, take me home again but not to that house, especially not at night.
She still looks for the man who used to burn inside her blouse.
His search is for the hundred qualities of a camel.
To plunge into a lightning storm.
Oh so rosy lips and cheeks, those lily hands of sheer delight to poets.
More precious than all the gems of Samarkand.
Gardens are not for those who do not crave to know the flower’s soul.
Upon the fates will be bestowed a rose of hope.
Return me to lemon trees in blossom and the cicadas call.
The devil takes no interest in dry old bones that lie at peace.
He fell through a smashed-in anger mirror.
To find himself alone on the other side.
On the edge of a forest, looking into a large swamp.
Take me to the river where fish fall in love three times a day.
Three times a day, they kill themselves.
No better way to enter heaven, than a return to stone, no heart.
In the crimson shade of stars, you’ll find my grief concealed in verse.
A falling meteorite from high above connects heaven to earth.
Whereupon unfold both sacred and profane in black stone.
Where are you from, again the same old question.
I am a prophet of myself, without religion or followers.
Not even on myself do I impose my invitation.
To sit in burnt-down places on either bank of the river of the world.
While from today’s day and tonight’s night.
Ask not to demand anything but what yesterday did bring.
For up there upon the roof, up on the roof a peacock stands.
A peacock stands upon the roof.
Faraway places with gods in control.
Once a young man from a faraway place used a big stick to beat upon snakes.
Walking by day and by night, over tall hills and through lonely valleys, came upon coupled
snakes in primeval thrill.
Warmed by the sun’s rays, releasing such reptilian passion the young man tried hard to subdue
a thrill and passion.

He could, should have left well alone, gone on, made his peace but without rhyme or reason he stopped the snake’s fun.
How could he not have known that nothing goes unknown or unseen as when his stick was struck by gods all of Greece?
Anger came fast to Hera and Zeus he said her you must play by my rules, preserve love and life, and ensure it for fools.
You are he bellowed the goddess of the bridal bed and native bliss, get angry much more turn Tiresias into what you wish.
The youth Tiresias changed place took up womanhood spent seven years in girlish form.
She stayed like that and played the field until she met again by chance a pair of coupled snakes.
Still young now worldly wise he downed his stick let them mate and whereupon Hera took away all of his womanly ways.
Time passed, and Zeus to Hera said sex is enjoyed by women more than men which got her well worked up said tis not so.
They bickered on and on in high dispute tis so says Zeus tis not Hera replied until abruptly they decided to ask someone.
Someone who’d played both roles quite well enjoyed sex with a woman and sex with a man.
One only they knew who’d lived both lives for sure the still young Tiresias who had lived life with and without a stick.
So the young man from a faraway place who hadn’t let seven years slip idly by was now recalled to settle the case.
Zeus and no other god had had such a unique fun stated clearly their query and loudly of his and of Hera’s Tiresias now far too big for his occupied boots delivered a verdict, women relish nine men only one if sex has ten part.
Hell hath no fury like Hera’s and now greatly displeased decides to punish Tiresias with all loss of his sight Zeus now aghast but with his hands tied, no power to heal him and restore his lost sight
so he granted him long life, Life of a wise seer expert on sex with his erudite knowledge Revered by Homer in faraway places and in Oedipus Rex.


At the heart of the Aegean on a small island called Pserimos, whose population is less than 20 but currently about 2000, as a result of tourism, the concept of smart islands was Once upon a time, children ran wild like cappers there, which gave the island its other name, Caparri. It also resulted in this poem dedicated to a wise teacher who years ago remembered 100 pupils in the local school. Her wisdom is larger than her island. And yet another image leaps to mind, with myriads of schoolchildren streaming down a narrow, dusty road towards home when school lets out. It was in Gaza!


Tranquil and reflective Aegean Isles
Pserimos in summer, and the sun shines bright.
Fiercely in early afternoon while slowly moving towards dusk and night.
Day’s end is still yet one whole eternity away.
But it will come as surely as the tide will turn.

Then will the sun descend to sink beneath eternal waves.
A rising moon will lift off to ride above the darkening earth.
Full bloom and full, full as if in high flown birth.
Laced beams of silver, flitting through the citrus grove.
Fireflies flirting in a purple painted light.
Dry, blemished leaves, brushed arrestingly by the lemon’s yellow afterglow.
Olives dancing shimmering upon gnarled ancient trees.
Scintillations surprisingly softly falling on the eyes.
Dreams to be remembered and tenderly recalled.
Smells of strained soil with brave blossoms wafted by a breeze.
Greek fire, warm drops in sand of pooling wax beneath an icon’s glow.
Copper hammered cross by weight of age subdued.
An old church whose eyes have within its gaze untold pain.
Where the dark-eyed virgin mother of the world.
Gives solace and sets in flight waves of worldly inspirational light.
With Cassiopeia high above caught once again in the midnight flight.
Caught up in Meltemi’s daytime forceful energetic wind.
Declining to a cooling evening breeze.
Caught up in the Aegean’s gentle fall and swell of tides.
Wrapped in a silvery linings through the starry sky.
Graceful and flowing along the wide stretching Milky Way.
Those isles of Greece, the pleasing Dodecanese.
Where mysteries of numbers and the universal harmony became known.
To that ancient, awesome, penetrating, and thoughtful gaze.
Where know-thyself was perceptively admired, esteemed, revered.
Where Apollo’s sun and scepter were bright, Prometheus’s warming fire held sway.
Attended by a sometimes sad and woeful moon, sometimes a simple silver sphere.
Where the early morning and the evening stars became the same and one.
Where lovely Aphrodite beguilingly arose above the ruffled waves.
Where a cool Venus rose above and set within a wine-dark clouded sea.
Where lovely Aphrodite and cool Venus rise from and descend within the sea.
The Isles of Greece are the Isles of pure delight.
Apollo’s light cannot be absent there for long.
Pythagoras knew his numbers well and fled from Sammian tyranny there.
Hippocrates who never harmed a soul, and Socrates, who knew yet knew not at all.
Those Isles where philosophy survives and all is well.
On a small isle and gentle Grecian site, called Pserimos.
Poems end never, mine yes


My words come to an end but poetry goes on and will go on. Writing poems should start early, as early as possible. It is when young when our senses can register the earth-shaking and when our brain has the agility to make up its mind on the direction that life will be taken. If life is lived in freedom it comes easy to the few that take the road less traveled by. Far too many lives unfold in unequal worlds with ever-present, slavery to fear, and want, making it too hard to set free its abundant talent. In the twilight between those worlds, talent can be suspect as when a writer was hauled in by the state police and asks why, saying he has done nothing wrong?

You write books don’t you which people are reading, so you must have done something!
When young the earth shakes while the bell rings for old men who continue to tilt at windmills as bell’s toll. As students in search of our Earth’s heart-beat, we learn that there are bridges over which marching soldiers have to break step to prevent collapse and that the flutter of butterfly wings in another place yesterday is the reason for the storm overhead, today.


Tomorrow will always remain unknown except to the poet, while philosophy can shed light in its early dawn.

Poetry from Duane Vorhees

GLOVED

(Gloved. Hid in shadow. A blow ready to land–)

     love

              creeps on tiptoe

        blackjack in either hand.

IN ORDER TO FORM A MORE PERFECT UNION

She loved Jesus, the Church, and nuns.

Her favorite toy was her rosary.

He thought only of swords and guns,

of battles and of soldiery.

When she was little and he was young,

she had her Bible and he his drums.

The eagle grew up, as did the dove.

And when they grew up they fell in love,

He wore his beard just like a badge,

and her hair was like a halo.

But after they gave their pledge

he enlisted to be a sailor.

Off he went to win the war.

She hadn’t understood what he meant

when he said he got so bored

when she gave up her marriage for Lent.

When she was little and he was young

she got a Bible and he got a drum.

The eagle grew up, as did the dove,

and when they grew up they fell in love.

And their union was a wonderment

of matched opportunities and goals:

Because he was exploded at the front,

and she prays daily for his soul.

MOSES NEVER WON A NEBULA

Genesis was from the

earliest sci-fi writer,

with tales that told the genre:

A scientist who made

a universe and strove

to keep his androids safe

from any taste of morality

and free from immortality,

and the price the robots paid.

The creation of murder

and the mark it made,

and when the world was drowned.

And divine promises of forever,

transmutations into salt,

and how the nations came about,

and how languages began.

How a prisoner’s prophet dreams

unfolded the famines that led

to Pharaoh’s favor and reward

and the enslavement that resulted.

He wrote of giants and, later,

of supermen and leviathans,

and how to survive a whale

or a wilderness;

of bushes that talked and burned

and sawing the sea in half

and halting the course of suns.

Some Moses canon is in dispute,

but not his imagination.

IT WAS EVE WHO CHANGED TOMORROWS: A PORTRAIT

Your blonde avalanche threatens to end the temples;

ears vibrate with chants, hymns, and psalms of later rites.

Your eyebrows are branches from the destiny trees.

Your tongue smiles, predicts mankind’s ongoing journey

from garden to crypt, from safety to testedness

at Eden’s eclipse. Your eye looks to a future

lattice of your ribs guarding mankind’s heart,

though they’d been equipped to status your appendage.

Your garter snake lips pulse upon your marble face.

Though angels still dance and geologists still sigh,

your gold avalanche still may bury your temples.

THROWN OVER

Usurped by September,

last summer’s emperor

will pass into legend

with his castles of sand.

Days started to funnel

towards autumn’s narrow

dark-dominated hours

when the sun would unpower,

the maples would unleaf,

and the winds would turn knives.

You, Queen, deposed August,

saying earth was athirst.

You expect your new king

to provide your sweet reign.

September’s rule, so mild,

must soon give way to wild

tyrants whose boons are thorns,

brambles, bitter acorns.

I, the summer’s specter,

reminisce my scepter,

my signet, and my orb

while I try to absorb

this flood of banishment.

Once, before you rent

our robes of gold purple,

I ignored life’s circle.

It still seems long before

my son’s revolt restores.

Poetry from Nicholas Gunther

Maine

I see the ship that took me through the gates of Erebus, and down into sulfurous Tartarus.

It had flown through the cold air for three thousand miles, 

Far away from my cold Ithaca,

Just to deliver me to the warm air of suffering.

I was obligated to come here, too this burning place

Without a choice, without the ability to opt out.

Forced to endure hard earthed grounds, and sleep deprivation.

Without the ability to bargain with Hades.

My attempts to rest are broken by the Erinyes,

ripping at my soft flesh, my knees shattering under their whips.

I wait a month for my freedom, a break from my shackles.

For the φθινόπωρο, for Eurus to carry me home on soft autumnal winds.

For the return to my cold Ithaca.  

Poetry from J.J. Campbell

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Older middle aged white man with reading glasses, a long beard, and scruffy hair. He's in a room with a dresser and a bulletin board with posters.

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but not concerned

drifting at sea

lost, but not concerned

i once got lost in the

woods as a child

my father debated if

he should actually go

find me

he never did

i came back forty five

minutes later unscathed

my mother hug me

i gave my father

the finger

my hopes are to one day

piss on his grave and then

get on a boat to nowhere

and actually enjoy a few

minutes before i die

i picture a drink with

an umbrella in it

a black woman over by

the pool that is disgusted

with my appearance

some reggae playing

in the distance

and suddenly all those

spanish classes i took in

high school are coming

in handy

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the proverbial ditch

as the rain starts yet again

i dream of a soft angel

waiting for me to rest

in her arms

nearing death as fast as i

can but no one seems to

care about anything other

than their bottom line

this is what happens when

the criminals get elected to

run the country into the

proverbial ditch

bring on the natural disasters

and some fucker will be

busy playing golf

and here we settle on the

margins of life, lucky to

have a roof, food, a vehicle

that still runs

i think they are making

meth across the street

taxes must be due

if the sewers start to back

up i wonder where the

animals will go

too late to fix that hole

in the garage door

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here come the rainbows

torture

the haunted souls

of galveston

rename the water

and think it changes

everything

soon, another hurricane

more souls devoured

but the rich can move

at will

the poor are like

an anchor

the only reason society

doesn’t split in two

here come the rainbows

confetti

and old cheerleader

catches your eye

funny how two old

souls can always find

time for a needle

love is agony most days

the pure ache of what

could have been

heroin kisses at three

in the morning is life

asking a question

the dawn will provide

the answer

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fighting to breathe

picture the demon

that resides inside

of you fighting

to breathe

longing for a soul

to hold and care

for

human nature gets

the better of all

of us

we tend to be

useless in these

matters

the heart wants

what it can’t

have

the soul has

given up long

ago

one tap of the

vein to get ready

two taps to find

a new god

you never hear

the stories of

when the drugs

work for someone

that doesn’t fit

their narrative

not much does

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the baseball cards are collecting dust

seek out a professional when the

thoughts of suicide become too

much to handle

i highly doubt the professional

is going to talk me down if i get

to that stage

now, maybe if she has stunning

eyes and can make me laugh at

all the wrong times there might

be a chance

some karma g love thing happening

i suppose

out here chasing ghosts

pondering death and debt

the baseball cards are collecting

dust

every dream has been shattered,

archived in my soul for use

when i really need to bring

myself down

my own worst enemy tucks me

in every night

reaches for the towel when the

other brain finds a release

rinse and repeat

a homeless guy told me once

if you don’t have love, all you

have is shit

took too many years to find

the bottom of that fucking

truth

J.J. Campbell (1976 – ?) is trapped in the suburbs, waiting to die. He’s been widely published over the years, most recently at Horror Sleaze Trash, The Dope Fiend Daily, Lothlorien Poetry Journal, The Beatnik Cowboy and Yellow Mama. Rumor has it he might have a new book coming out soon. You can find him most days on his mildly entertaining blog, evil delights. (https://evildelights.blogspot.com)

Poetry from Marley Manalo-Ladicho

you’re not real 

do you remember the night that you told me

i look like how saffron flowers taste

dancing on your tongue and coating your fingertips in a red golden hue

like the color if we set the world on fire

we were laying in that one hammock

in the backyard of that one party (i don’t remember who threw it)

and it was dark

so i don’t know how you could’ve seen me 

with only the moonlight and a shot of tequila to help you perceive more clearly

maybe you thought you could save me

or maybe i thought you could save me

either way

you made me believe arson could be beautiful and 

saffron mixed with tequila wouldn’t taste so bad together

both bitter, both burning, but in the end 

something you either hate or love

do you remember that night as clearly as i do

where we dreamed of setting the world ablaze (metaphorically speaking)

and you matched my warmth

all i could think was that

you’re not real

as you covered my torso

with the blanket the host gave

(october chills are no joke)

i could see the kindness in your smile

and the understanding in your touch

i liked how you didn’t want me to be cold

(even though I loved my outfit and didn’t want you do cover it up)

you kept holding my hands and kissing them

like they were actual saffron

to try and get its medicinal properties to seep into your skin

and hopefully infuse me into you. 

that night was the first i realized

there’s no way i won’t be consumed by you. 

Essay from Nozima Gofurova

Young Central Asian woman with long straight dark hair stands in a room with a piano and a bunch of diplomas and awards on the wall. She's holding a certificate and a trophy.

Devotion to Art — The Path to Victory


On the international success of Laziza Sherzodbek qizi Usmonova
Today, the youth of Uzbekistan are achieving great heights not only in science, but also in art, sports, and many other fields, proudly representing our nation on the international stage. It is particularly heartening to see a growing number of talented students in children’s music schools gaining recognition.


Among such gifted individuals, Laziza Sherzodbek qizi Usmonova holds a special place. She is a 6th-grade student at the Piano Department of the Andijan City Children’s School of Music and Art No. 1. With her deep love for art, dedication, and hard work, she has achieved numerous successes.


Recently, Laziza won first place at the prestigious international competition-festival “AD LIBITUM” held in our country. This victory is the result of her thorough preparation, stage confidence, and deep focus on music. All evaluation criteria of the festival confirmed her well-developed performance skills.


Laziza was admitted to the music school in 2019, and over the years, she has participated in many events and competitions at school, city, regional, and national levels. Each of her performances has captured the attention of audiences and judges. Throughout her creative journey, she has been awarded several top prizes at both national and international festivals.


Her musical education and creative development have been significantly influenced by her class teacher and mentor, Lyudmila Vasilevna Ogay. Her teacher’s guidance, pedagogical approach, and patience have become important pillars in Laziza’s artistic journey.
It is also worth noting that Laziza’s achievements are deeply supported by family love, care, and encouragement. In particular, the conditions created by her grandmother, Nodira Jabborova, play a vital role in nurturing Laziza’s musical education and realizing her creative potential.


Currently, Laziza is successfully continuing her studies both at the music school and in her general education school. Additionally, she is paying special attention to learning foreign languages — an important step toward becoming a well-rounded individual.
As part of the competition, Laziza had the unique opportunity to perform on the stage of the renowned Organ Hall of the State Conservatory. Performing in such a venue is a dream for any young artist. Therefore, sincere gratitude is extended to the organizers of the competition and to all those who are opening the path of artistic growth for the younger generation.


Undoubtedly, talented youths like Laziza are the result of the ongoing reforms in the art sector in our country. Their accomplishments are a source of pride not only for themselves, but for our entire nation.
We look forward to seeing many more achievements from Laziza Usmonova in the future. We are confident that her musical path will be bright and that through her art, she will continue to elevate Uzbekistan’s name on the international stage.

Nozima Gofurova is a student of Uzbekistan Journalism and Mass Communication University.

Poetry from Tuliyeva Sarvinoz

Young Central Asian woman stands on a concrete path with trees and a statue in the background. It's a cloudy day.

The past is easy in my breath without you,
My day turned into a dark night.
Longing roamed the garden of the heart,
My night is passing without finding you.

Writing poetry, searching the heart,
Let’s remember the past.
He wears the lamp of regret,
crying is stupid.

I will pour my heart out to you and empty the sack,
Don’t let my feelings go to waste.
I smile, like a mountain next to me
You – be my root, let me live.

***
Comfort the beloved heart,
Deceive that you will come.
I’ll just stick to it
We will also go to the tulip field.

The heavens know that I miss you,
Rain falls from his forehead.
Patience tested on my shoulder
A vein is shooting deep..

My heart goes out to you,
Get over the longings.
Maybe today, maybe tomorrow
Break the barriers.

***
You are my eyes in love
I saw my love in your eyes.
Do not drown in my tears
I will reach out to you

My smiling faces
It was like a desert without water.
Every minute without you
It looked like distant Venus.

My heart is broken, my heart is sick
I look for you in myself, wow!
Give me your identity
My heart is beating, I hear it!

I’m leaving

Let the night wear a black veil,
I will drown from the burden of sins.
From the cares of a false world
Sometimes I don’t know, I choke.

Whom did you envy, weak heart,
I will tear my face for you.
It’s hard for guilt to be revealed, eh, woah
The face is broken. I will pass through the gates.

A day when the reward of sin is measured
No one collects merit in time.
I’m going, they’re gone, they’re gone
No one can fit into this mortal world.

Tuliyeva Sarvinoz
Uzbekistan.
Born on November 8, 1999.
Graduated from Alisher Navoi Tashkent State University of Uzbek Language and Literature (2023).
The winner of the state award named after Zulfia (2019).
Participant of the Zomin workshop of young artists (2019)

She is the author of the poetry books “Song of Peace”, “I am a Girl of Truth”, “Morning Poem”. Author of the creative collection “Nurli Izlar”. About 100 creative works have been published in republican and foreign newspapers and magazines. His creative works and articles have been published in Russia, Turkey, Germany, USA, Kenya, Great Britain. Teacher of native language and literature at Shaikhontohur District Vocational School, Tashkent.