Have You Ever?
Imagine thirty creatures
Remotely resembling women
In a dark filthy kennel of a cell
With a toilet bowl and
A dirty sink shared by all.
Everyone is shivering with cold.
No vacant room on the stone bench.
Some snore on the concrete floor.
Others step on them when
Passing by and swear.
No hair pins, no shoe laces,
No garbage containers either.
Twice a day they get liquid food
Which tastes like nothing.
Disposed cups are all over the place.
Every now and then
The disturbing iron door is opened
And a name is called out.
Mischievous clicking of handcuffs
Drives everyone crazy.
If it takes a woman too long to get
To her feet as her joints become
Unbearably stiff, they would not wait
And take somebody else, forgetting about her
For a long humiliating while.
Screwed drug-longing bodies
Of whores and thieves scream with spasm.
Ache and fatigue dim their eyes down.
Devastated souls vaguely remember life.
Have you ever been through this hell?
Farida Samerkhanova lives in Toronto, Ontario. Her letters to the editor have appeared in the magazines Elle Canada, Canadian Stories and Canadian Immigrant. Within the past few years, her poems, short stories, and essays have been published in numerous publications.
To inquire about Farida Samerkhanova’s work, e-mail farida203@yahoo.com.



















