Kaizen The autumnal Bliss Collecting paper flowers A marlboro bough Cherry blossoms in a night travelled road Dark like night sheets Rooted deeply in parks Funeral coats are funny Dusts to dusts While counting each moments Loose ends Piano players are happiest Yeats was right So were Poets Fool's paradise Dark rhythms I conceive you My Muse of torpedo blue Little Bluebird of my chainmail desks My autumnal pinings La Vie en rose Gold hearts get noticed Poets are happiest In a sense Paradise eden Lean in art's bosom. I summon my Autumn.
Synchronized Chaos October 2024: Fears and Aspirations
Christopher Bernard will be reading at the Poets for Palestine SF Marathon Reading at San Francisco’s Bird and Beckett Bookstore. For a donation of any amount to the Middle East Children’s Alliance, a nonpartisan and nonpolitical organization helping all children in the region, poets can come and read at any time at the store on October 14th, Indigenous People’s Day. Please feel welcome to sign up here or email poetsforpalestinesf@gmail.com to be scheduled.
This month’s issue addresses our fears and aspirations: whether life will become what we dread, or what we hope.
Wazed Abdullah revels in the joy of the Bangladesh monsoon as Don Bormon celebrates flowers and wispy clouds in autumn. Maurizio Brancaleoni contributes bilingual haiku spotlighting days at the beach, insects, cats, and the rain. Brian Barbeito shares the experience of walking his dogs as summer turns to fall.
Soren Sorensen probes and stylizes sunsets in his photography series. Lan Qyqualla rhapsodizes about love, dreams, flowers, colors, poetry, and harp music. Ilhomova Mohichehra poetically welcomes autumn to her land.
John L. Waters reviews Brian Barbeito’s collection of poetry and photography Still Some Summer Wind Coming Through, pointing out how it showcases nature and the “subtle otherworldly” within seemingly ordinary scenes. Oz Hartwick finds a bit of the otherworldly within his ordinary vignettes as he shifts his perspective.
Kelly Moyer crafts stylized photographic closeups of ordinary scenes, rendering the familiar extraordinary. Ma Yongbo paints scenes where ordinary life becomes unreal, suffused with images associated with horror.
Sayani Mukherjee speaks of a bird’s sudden descent into a field of flowers and comments on our wildness beneath the surface. Jake Cosmos Aller illustrates physical attraction literally driving a person wild.
Mesfakus Salahin asserts that were the whole natural world to become silent, his love would continue. Mahbub Alam views life as a continual journey towards his beloved. Tuliyeva Sarvinoz writes tenderly of a mother and her young son and of the snow as a beloved preparing for her lover. Sevinch Tirkasheva speaks of young love and a connection that goes deeper than looks. llhomova Mohichehra offers up tender words for each of her family members. She also expresses a kind tribute to a classmate and friend.
Meanwhile, rather than describing tender loving affection, Mykyta Ryzhykh gets in your face with his pieces on war and physical and sexual abuse. His work speaks to the times when life seems to be an obscenity. Z.I. Mahmud looks at William Butler Yeats’ horror-esque poem The Second Coming through the lens of Yeats’ contemporary and tumultuous European political situation.
Alexander Kabishev’s next tale of life during the blockade of St. Petersburg horrifies with its domestic brutality. Almustapha Umar weeps with grief over the situations of others in his country.
In a switch back to thoughts of hope, Lidia Popa speaks to the power of poetry and language to connect people across social divides. Hari Lamba asserts his vision for a more just and equal America with better care for climate and ecology. Perizyat Azerbayeva highlights drip irrigation as a method to tackle the global problem of a shortage of clean drinkable water. Eldorbek Xotamov explores roles for technology and artificial intelligence in education.
Elmaya Jabbarova expresses her hopes for compassion and peace in our world. Eva Petropolou affirms that action, not mere pretty words, are needed to heal our world.
Ahmad Al-Khatat’s story illustrates the healing power of intimate love after the trauma of surviving war and displacement. Graciela Noemi Villaverde reflects on the healing calm of silence after war.
Meanwhile, Christopher Bernard showcases the inhumanity of modern warfare in a story that reads at first glance like a sci-fi dystopia. Daniel De Culla also calls out the absurdity of war and the grossness of humor in the face of brutality.
Pat Doyne probes the roots of anti-Haitian immigrant rumors in Springfield, Ohio and critiques fear-mongering. Jorabayeva Ezoza Otkir looks to nature for metaphors on the corrosive nature of hate.
On a personal level, Nosirova Gavhar dramatizes various human responses to loss and trauma. Kendall Snipper dramatizes an eating disorder ravaging a woman’s life and body.
Donna Dallas’ characters are lonely, bruised by life, and drawn to what’s not good for them: drugs, bad relationships, lovers who don’t share their dreams. J.J. Campbell evokes his miserable life situation with dark humor.
Meanwhile, Maja Milojkovic savors each moment as she creates her own happiness through a positive attitude. In the same vein, Lilian Dipasupil Kunimasa celebrates the power of a free and self-confident mind and the joy of spending time with small children.
Tuliyeva Sarvinoz urges us to move forward toward our goals with faith and dedication. Numonjonova Shahnozakhon echoes that sentiment, encouraging perseverance and resilience. S. Afrose resolves to move forward in life with optimism and self-respect.
Michael Robinson reflects on the peace he finds in his continuing Christian walk. Federico Wardal reviews anthropologist Claudia Costa’s research into spiritual fasting practices among the Yawanawa tribe in Brazil.
Duane Vorhees explores questions of legacy, inheritance, and immortality, both seriously and with humor. Isabel Gomes de Diego highlights Spanish nature and culture with her photographic closeups of flowers, religious icons, and a drawing made as a gift for a child’s parents. Federico Wardal highlights the archaeological findings of Egyptologist Dr. Zahi Hawass and his upcoming return to San Francisco’s De Young Museum. Zarina Bo’riyeva describes the history and cultural value of Samarkand.
Sarvinoz Mansurova sends outlines from a conference she attended on Turkic-adjacent cultures, exploring her region as well as her own Uzbek culture.
Barchinoy Jumaboyeva describes her affection for her native Uzbekistan, viewing the country as a spiritual parent. Deepika Singh explores the mother-daughter relationship in India and universally through her dialogue poem.
David Sapp’s short story captures the feel of decades-ago Audrey Hepburn film Roman Holiday as it describes a dream meeting between lovers in Rome. Mickey Corrigan renders the escapades and tragedies of historical women writers into poetry.
Duane Vorhees draws a parallel between Whitman’s detractors and those who would criticize Jacques Fleury’s poetry collection You Are Enough: The Journey To Accepting Your Authentic Self for having a non-traditional style.
This set of poems from Jacques Fleury expresses a sophisticated childlike whimsy. A few other pieces carry a sense of wry humor. Daniel De Culla relates a tale of inadvertently obtaining something useful through an email scam. Taylor Dibbert reflects on our escapes and “guilty pleasures.”
Noah Berlatsky reflects on both his progress as a poet and editors’ changing tastes. Sometimes it takes growing and maturing over time as a person to create more thoughtful craft.
Alan Catlin strips artworks down to their bare essential elements in his list poetry, drawing attention to main themes. Mark Young focuses on kernels of experience, on the core of what matters in the moment. J.D. Nelson captures sights, experiences, and thoughts into evocative monostich poems worthy of another reading.
Kylian Cubilla Gomez’ pictures get close up to everyday miracles: a beetle, car components, action figures, a boy in a dinosaur costume.
We hope that this issue, while being open about the worries we face, is also a source of everyday miracles and thought-provoking ideas. Enjoy!
Poetry from J.D. Nelson
Five Untitled Monostichs
independence prickly pears at long last
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millions of it this bottomless denver
—
instead of concrete bright yellow bird hank
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late eclipse pepper sandwich later
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grass lather unless tree & tree
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bio/graf
J. D. Nelson is the author of eleven print chapbooks and e-books of poetry, including *purgatorio* (wlovolw, 2024). His first full-length collection is *in ghostly onehead* (Post-Asemic Press, 2022). Visit his website, MadVerse.com, for more information and links to his published work. Nelson lives in Boulder, Colorado, USA.
Poetry from Donna Dallas
Call Me Well Again
I’ve survived another you
saliva infectious
dreary and shopworn
I tear through the streets wildly
search for
someone’s discarded shred of home
soft sheets
a fireplace perhaps
light operatic music
it’s just a fantasy
non-existent
any minute your truck will come barreling through
my thoughts of salvation
I’ll get by on a lower dosage
of you
We’ll cut it down to three days a week
I’ll end up stalking you
grip the light post
to climb the rim of the dumpster
try to peer in
your window
You’re agitated now
I’m so low I’m a slinking
belly scraping beggar
no real reason I’m lingering outside
in thirty-five degrees
wearing a denim jacket
you shuffle me to the truck
I’m edging away
from two failed marriages
put it all on them
but it was me me me
When I’m well again
I’ll come calling
fresh as babies’ skin
holding a tray of Starbucks
While I Wait for my Lover
The buzz and hum of New York City
fills the air
I tuck into a restaurant for cover
small
Italian
quiet
The couple at the table next to me
sort through sonogram prints
I feel a pang of jealousy at
the little fetus forming in this woman’s
belly
My lover
late – and certainly not mine alone
has no interest in children
For his sake
I forego this
I cannot help but stare
longingly into the abyss of those
black and whites
that little heart
tiny head
this embryo I turn my body
away from
for martyrdom
yet it’s the thing that calls to me
from some primal part of
my makeup
I’m on the edge now
sacrificing the eggs
I feel bouncing around
in my uterus
for some blind pact
that later seals the deal
of which we will be much
happier
together
without kids
While I Wait for my Lover (Cont.)
The woman feels my eyes
says it’s a boy
smiles uncontrollably
I worm around in my seat
the couple finally gone
I am left alone
and this is how it will be
as I decided I’ve passed that exit
many many highways before
I’ll just wait for my lover to show up
and order us scotch on the rocks
for the long pull of loneliness
has begun to root
What Will Your Mother Say
When she finds your corpse
with foam bubbling
down your chin
eyes sunk deep
in your sockets
black spreading around
your lids and mouth
the needle still stuck
frozen
You
in your aloneness
You
in your dying
As your mother cracks open
lays across you
the spoon now cold
your spirit beats against the window
pleads
with God
to let you
back in
To see her in a pile
of grief and longing
so deep
your soul evaporates
into the pain
What will she tell
your siblings
the school
the bus driver
the crossing guard
it was an accident
always is
Wait for the autopsy
to understand
what went wrong
deep in the gully of absent parenting
divorce
boyfriend fondlers
What Will Your Mother Say (Cont.)
booze
cigs
marijuana
heroine
here……..
As you lay hardened
frothing
a slow last milky tear oozing
She still wants you
she begs
to glue you
for a day – just one day
even if it’s your druggy lean against the wall
eyes open to a slit
turtle movements
slurred speech
if just that…than the hell of this
to speak of you
now
in your deadness
Poetry from Wazed Abdullah
My green country in Monsoon’s lap
Monsoon clouds gather, dark and deep,
Rivers swell, their secrets to keep.
Paddy fields dance in the pouring rain,
Life awakens, free from pain.
Children splash in puddles wide,
Nature’s bounty, a vibrant tide.
In every drop, a story flows,
Bangladesh breathes as the monsoon grows.
Wazed Abdullah is a student in grade nine at Harimohan Government High School, Chapainawabganj, Bangladesh.
Poetry from Don Bormon
Autumn
Autumn is a season of natural beauty
It comes after rainy season
Autumn is the third season of the nature
This is the season of flowers
This time clouds blow like cotton
Which creates a nice season
This time the wind blow gently
This wind also blows my mind
The river side fulfil with white flowers
This makes the nature look clean
We are always thankful to the Creator
For various types of seasons.
Don Bormon is a student of grade nine in Harimohan Government High School, Chapainawabganj, Bangladesh.
Poetry from Elmaya Jabbarova
Healing
A noble heart for charity,
There is no malice or anger in him,
He always prays, holds good wishes,
Bitter words and hatred stay away from him.
The healing of ailments is from God,
A doctor on earth is one of the doctors,
Sometimes it’s for mysterious, magical reasons,
Miracles happen every day in the world.
A salve is a single word, a compassionate look
The ice melts, it rains heavily,
The artist’s brush makes a thousand patterns,
Wounds heal every day in the world.
May the dove of peace fly,
Let him erase the word War,
Have mercy on the stony hearts,
Let life go on every day in the world!
Elmaya Jabbarova was born in Azerbaijan. She is a poet, writer, reciter, and translator. Her poems were published in the regional newspapers «Sharginsesi», «Ziya», «Hekari», literary collections «Turan», «Karabakh is Azerbaijan!», «Zafar», «Buta», foreign Anthologies «Silk Road Arabian Nights», «Nano poem for Africa», «JuntosporlasLetras 1;2», «Kafiye.net» in Turkey, in the African’s CAJ magazine, Bangladesh’s Red Times magazine, «Prodigy Published» magazine. She performed her poems live on Bangladesh Uddan TV, at the II Spain Book Fair 1ra Feria Virtual del Libro Panama, Bolivia, Uruguay, France, Portugal, USA.