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yet they never do
i see road
signs that say
end road work
yet they never
do
all the same
faces all these
years later
if dreams keep
us alive
this place was
dead long before
i was ever born
and they wonder
why no one stays
puts down roots
the white picket
fences never make
it through the first
round of storms
hard to keep up
with which america
are we this week
longing for a sunset
a porch to fall
asleep on
something cold
to drink on a hot
summer day
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to whatever is a life
driving the highway
in the rain
mind starting to
drift into the void
haven’t seen any
headlights in hours
a trip i was supposed
to take over thirty
years ago
nothing like eventually
getting around to finally
taking the first steps to
whatever is a life
i’m sure there will
be some woman
along the way
plenty of poems
and probably a
disease or two
didn’t exactly come
from the right side
of the tracks
and i clearly understand
the only way out of this
fucking life is death
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buried in their phones
yet another waiting
room with everyone
buried in their phones
black lesbian couple
laughs at some video
online
i’m over in the corner
scribbling poems like
a crazy fuck
that always makes
me laugh
not like i’m scribbling
in blood or something
trying to figure out
what restaurant was
here before it became
a dentist office
mom hates that we
had to come to one
of these places
she’s slowly figuring
out that at her age,
they would much
rather her die than
actually meet her
deductible with
her medicare
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having never been one
bloody nose
broken neck
this is the kind
of party usually
reserved for
your twenties
this is what
happens when
a younger woman
comes along
when the old man
wants to pretend
he can still hang
with the cool
ones
having never been
one ever before
scribbling poems
in the bathroom
trying not to get
shit in the wrong
places
just enough pain
that this chance
is never going
to end well
perhaps, there’s
a tragedy in
waiting
figures, none
of that paperwork
has been filed
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longing for death like
killing time instead
of whatever else
my inner child
plays the harmonica
thinks of himself
as a more handsome
version of tom waits
that always makes
me laugh
but soon i’ll be
walking the streets
longing for death
like a random kiss
on a hot summer
night
sure, a rose can grow
in concrete but here
we only get the weeds
dancing with fireflies
gypsies playing music
not heard for years
her eyes are an
unfolding tragedy
her tears were for
a nation that no
longer cares
mere seconds to go
until the collapse
will be complete
start up the band
the silence is ending
J.J. Campbell (1976 – ?) is old enough to know better. the 3 time Best of the Net nominee and 2 time Pushcart Prize nominee has been widely published over the years. Most recently at Yellow Mama, The Beatnik Cowboy, The Rye Whiskey Review, Night Owl Narrative and Disturb the Universe Magazine. His most recent book, to live your dreams, published by Whiskey City Press, is available to purchase on Amazon.com by going here: https://a.co/d/08MEaejk












