Poetry from Alan Catlin

The Savage Muse

There is no experience quite like sitting alone in a totally darkened barroom at 5 AM on a Sunday morning staring at the upturned legs of the barstools, drinking pints of Bass Ale, listening to the leaking faucet drip into the stainless-steel sink.

The second hand scans the face of the clock, smoke rings dissipate in the antique, hand engraved Harp Lager mirror behind the bar.

The barman considers the room; the beer puddles on the peeling linoleum floor, the  mud-streaked foot sliding prints, the broken glass shards, the spent matches, the blackened cigarette ends, the twisted plastic drink sticks, the wadded paper napkins strewn everywhere amidst the general rubble.

The barman considers these details of his life quietly as he drinks his Bass.

The clock hands move, the water drips, this is chaos revealed, this is the silent hour, the quiet hour when all that remains are the smoking ruins after The Fall.  

Ordering Details:

In the heat of the night the barman consolidates his orders.

Pours beers from chrome plated taps, shakes drinks one handed over his shoulder, cracks ice in the palm of his left hand with a mallet wielded by his right hand.

Considers his world.

Finds Poems:

Music Men

They heard

tunes in

their heads

no one else

would ever

hear

They were

so whacked

out on

where they

            had come

from and

where they

were going

they didn’t

have any

time for

the here

and the now

They were

music men

lost in

the ozone

and their

plane was

coming down

so fast

you could

see the

spirals

in their

eyes

More quarters fall into the jukebox.  The pin ball machines in the background are ringing, automatically totaling unknowable scores.

Working Details:

The barman is an extremely precise, particular man of habit.

All the tools of his trade: his bottles, glasses, fruit mixes, and the like must be exactly where  they are meant to be all the time.

Whenever he assumes a shift, he scrupulously examines the subject and orders his material; creates an environment in which he may comfortably function.

Riders of the Purple Sage

Had that

well worn

world weary

look of

men who’d

spent too

much time

somewhere

people

shouldn’t

go

Said ” line

‘em up boys.”

as if this

were the

last chance

saloon

Creation Details:

In the heat of the night, the barman considers his room as if it were a blank sheet of paper; every crowd as a mass of unknowns which must be ordered and controlled.

It is the barman’s role to assign meaning to every detail, to every person, to everything that he sees

Downhill Racer

She didn’t

look like

the crazy type

but she kept

switching her

drinks as if

she didn’t know

what event

she’d signed up

for

All I knew

was she’d

better look

out

She was going

down the

hill way

too fast

The Savage Muse, Details:

Outlaw

He was

plenty heavy

alright

Had all

of those

classic

bad moves

you associate

with movie

bad guys

out West

I thought

maybe he

had a black

hat in the

trunk of

his car

Thought maybe

he carried

a gun

and knew

how to use

it

thought

maybe he

was after

my ass

just for

the hell

of it

As an artist, the barman has no time for motivations; his only concern is the effect of the cause.

Escaping Details:

The Tenth Victim

She had

the look

of a woman

waiting

for her

tenth victim

She wore

only enough

clothes to

keep her

from being

arrested

Had a long

thin scar

the length

of her

right fore-

arm

Asked me

for a Vodka

Gimlet

Up

Sat drinking

  her 20 dollar

bill until it

was gone

watching the

door

Watching me

in case

he didn’t

show

The barman is an escape artist.

He lives out on the street unprotected, confronting his material head on, directly engaging in a vicious, psychic tug of war with his savage muse.

At the end of his nightly struggle, the barman watches the sun rise outside the darkened barroom drinking Bass Ale as the water drips in the stainless-steel sink.

He is always too numb and too tired to look for or to find poems.

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