To walk on four legs or barefoot
and to go through a wall
to fall into
oneself
boneless
eviscerated
like with a hole in the head
through which
one could put a transparent finger
and touch one's colorless brain
the jar has been overflowing
with pain
I was so sorry for you…
then to sit and watch
all those atoms
being scattered into oblivion
drowning deep
you should have started
by picking up your bones
one after the other
to build something meaningful
with them
even fleshless
I've heard someone crying
in my neighbors’ apartment
they don't know who I am
anonymous building
inhabited by ghosts
busy with themselves
busy beating up their kids
abusing their wives
as if
they wanted to somehow
decry their hollow souls