Plague Poem
for Day Nine
and I always thought they lived
outside my imagining they did
were actual links to reality
solid shapes coming and going in
patterns they control – but today,
and yesterday now that I think of it,
the street out front has been/is empty
the neighborhood is neighborless –
the cars strangely silent,
the children playing elsewhere, if at all,
joggerless, dogwalkerless, the elderly couple
walk for their health no more, perhaps
there never was a mailman after all —
the whole world has become worldless,
absent, misplaced, unaccounted for
like it never was, never wasn’t, won’t be
— I’d open the blind most mornings
like this and there it was and there
I imagined it would always be.
Plague Poem for Day Thirteen
This morning is so quiet here:
my careful morning routine
seems hollow, empty of all
the meaning I assigned it before,
why even the birds hesitate at
the feeder, sing to themselves
if at all, or just recall the songs
they sang before, before this,
these numbers that numb us –
more than 22,000 dead worldwide,
over a thousand in the U.S. –
the numbers seem mysterious,
distant suggestions floating by
hinting at things beyond this
morning quiet, this isolation
I have made of myself, for myself.
When does it catch up with me?
When does this slight cough connect
me with others, gives me my place
in the count on the morning news?
Plague Poem for Day Fourteen
As faithful as that, they are there each morning, early
as if waiting all night to announce the latest, as if
the virus was theirs to dole out a little at a time, yesterday
the mathematics of it, exponential, then geometric growth,
the effected and the dead, and now today a new symptom
they’ve discovered to haunt us – can I taste, can I smell,
is this headache the usual eyestrain or persistent, just like
the coughing I do in the morning as if I’m a cold engine,
the aging car in the driveway trying to start up again, did
I get too close then touch my face, should I stand back even
further than I have my whole life, this checking of new
symptoms has become a symptom of this new virus that
has us, has us turning to the networks and internet, has us
waking to the “they” that have been waiting all night to make
our day.
Strong work, it certainly captures some of the moment we are living.