Father didn’t know how to smoke cigars correctly
Father extinguishes ashes on mother’s vagina
Nobody knew why I wasn’t born
Everyone blamed the young midwife for what happened
***
Voice is the right to noise
Trembling is the right to weakness
My father recently fell asleep
People are not able to choose what they dream about when they sleep
Dead people cannot choose who to visit in a dream
My dad recently fell asleep in a cemetery
The grass is the same everywhere even near the grave
The night is always the same even at dawn
My dad fell asleep on the grass at night in a cemetery
The next morning no one woke up in the cemetery
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The broken silence of time
You are listening to the screams of future embryos
You don’t hear anything and your viscous legs stick to the cemetery
It’s raining again in the cemetery
You’re falling into the cemetery again
Sperm time crunches underfoot