Poetry from Ryan Quinn Flanagan

Tire Pile

 

You really shouldn’t be a fledgling anything

after sixty, but you pass a burning tire pile

and that is it

 

late to the party is better than never

except there is no party

and many say there is no such thing

as Time either

 

which makes late as tough a sell

as early

while the schemers

scheme

 

and the hippies of Redwood

breastfeed Mars out

of war

 

and later at my place

you are no longer there,

not even in my thoughts:

 

one woman, eight candles, six bottles,

two glasses…

I am counting.

 

Are you going to have the bathroom?

I slur.

 

I’m going to the bathroom,

she says.

I don’t know if anyone can

have it.


 

Ringo on Cushions

 

She is in the basement sanding down wood

shelving and applying a second coat

of paint.

 

I hear her working away

like a blacksmith with

benefits.

 

As I sit on the couch

and imagine myself the Ringo

of couch cushions.

 

Drunk on wine

and trying to keep up

with the others.

 

Laughing at everyone’s jokes

because I can’t think of any of

my own.

 

Sprawled out over George, Paul,

and John.

 

Knowing the buttons on my shirt

can’t last forever.

 

 

Jury Duty

 

They better not call my number, I say,

I’ll tell them right off that everyone is innocent

to me.

 

What if they did something really awful?

she asks.

 

Not guilty.

 

Even if they raped or murdered someone?

 

Not guilty.

If they want to jail a man, they will,

but they’re not enlisting my help

to do it.

 

But they pay you, she says.

 

Yes, to condemn a man,

I think not.

 

So what if I go to bed right now?

she asks.

 

GUILTY!,

I yell.

 

I knew it, she laughs.

You’re so full of shit!


 

Hazmat

 

I posted a 7 and a half

minute video

of me in a hazmat suit

peeling carrots

in the driveway

 

up on social media

and waited for

likes

 

under the title:

Hazmat

 

and all I got

was healthcare professionals

throwing shade at me

for trying to be

the sun.

 

 

EAT ME!

 

this very tall man

in full drag yelled from

across the street.

 

ONLY IF YOU WERE MADE OF GINGERREAD, SISTER!

I yelled back.

 

WHAT ARE YOU, SOME KINDA SISSY?

the very tall man woman

yelled back.

 

I started doing an Elvis dance

even though I didn’t know

what that was supposed to mean.

 

Drunk arguments with complete strangers

are the best because they don’t

make any sense.

 

Like watching freedom throw up

in its own mouth

and point to chipped barbells

on the floor.

 

A couple cars honking wildly

in the street.

 

As a midget in a sailor cap

tried to hand me a brochure

for something.

 

 

Full Circle

 

not just a half circle,

that would be

lazy

 

like picking up a Frisbee

and refusing to

throw it

 

or watching a partial eclipse

make a complete fool

of itself –

 

CIRCUMFERENCE!

I hear the entire math department

yell

 

which sounds like a sex toy to me,

or an old pagan ritual involving many

many sheets of particle board and a bag

of coloured marshmallows

 

ALL THE WAY AROUND!

I hear the cinder track coach

beckon;

 

a stopwatch in his hand

and a lucky marble in his pocket

which he strokes three times

when he thinks no one

is looking.

 

 

Hair Meddle

 

If

I

was

not

so

alone,

 

I

would

probably

be

with

someone

else.

 

Someone

who

shaves

their

legs

 

long

before

I

do.

 

Someone

of

the

opposite

sex

 

even.

 

Like

holding

hostages

over

the

sink

 

and

lathering

on

the

scented

soap

 

of

your

 

demands.

 

 

GET THERE FASTER!

 

she yells

emphatically

 

and since I don’t know where

I am supposed to be going

I just talk off running down the street

in old winter clunkers with the lacing

rusted through

 

and when one boots falls off my foot

I pump my arms wildly

feeling the wet run through

my sock

 

and she is yelling something,

but I am halfway up the block

by now

 

and starting to get rather winded

 

as they say in the wind

tunnel.

 

 

$3 Dollar Movies

 

were the

best

 

and we went to them

many times

a week

 

when we were dating

 

at Young and Dundas

Station

 

catching the underground

back out of the city

 

when we were done

with it

 

and ready to start in

on the lips

 

of each

other.