Dadam-suyanch togʻim

Dadam, siz mening suyanch togʻimsiz,

Sokin-nigohingiz butun borligʻimsiz.

Yiqilsam ham sezdirmay katta qilgansiz,

Ogʻir dardimno oʻzingiz olgansiz.

Qoʻllaringiz charchoqni bilmas goʻyo,

Biz uchun yashaysiz har kun, har doim.

Bir ogʻiz soʻzingiz-kuch, ishonch va najot,

Siz bilan yuragimda soʻnmaydi hayot.

Bolaligimda yelkangizda koʻtargansiz,

Katta bulsam ham, qalbingizda asragansiz.

Bir qarashingiz-ming soʻzdan ortiq,

Siz bor-dunyom yorugʻ, yoʻllarim ochiq.

Dada, sizsiz tasavvur qilolmayman oʻzimni,

Sizdan oʻrgandim sabrni, toʻgʻri soʻzni.

Men uchun siz-nafaqat ota, balki dunyoyimsiz,

Dada siz-mening faxrim, suyanchim, yagona togʻimsiz.

Dad is my rock

Dad, you are my rock,

Your calm gaze is my whole being.

Even if I fall,

you have raised me without me noticing,

You have taken my heavy pain on yourself.

It seems that your hands do not know fatigue,

You live for us every day, always.

One word from you is strength, trust and salvation,

With you, life does not fade in my heart.

You carried me on your shoulders when I was a child,

Even if I grow up, you have kept me in your heart.

One look from you is more than a thousand words,

You are my world, my paths are open.

Dad, I cannot imagine myself without you,

From you I learned patience, the right word.

For me, you are not only a father, but also my world,

Dad, you are my pride, my support, my only rock.

Berdinazarova Jasmina Mirshod qizi was born on July 28, 2007 in the Pastdargam district of the Samarkand region. She is currently a 1st-year student of the Department of Philology and Language Teaching: Uzbek language at the Samarkand campus of Oriental University. Her article “The main ideas and theoretical principles of the Montessori methodology” and the poem “Dadam-suyanch togim” were published in the creative anthology “Ilm nuri”. She was a guest on the “Assalom Samarkand” program, which will be broadcast on the Samarkand TV channel in 2026. Her dream for the future is to interest young people in literature and achieve great success.

The Morning Knows Me by My Eyes

Whenever longing spurs dawn’s steps,

Night mirrors my sorrow—

A window and a moon,

As I scatter the ages of my face—

Seasons of waiting

Between the shores of questions and the sea of wonder. 

My heart ebbs like an hourglass,

No map traversing the branches of ancients,

Nor a melody attending the seasons—

Until you rose twice upon me:

Once in the lineage of my dreams,

And again in the secret of my kohl,

Until my life became a hymn to itself. 

To write of you,

I must ask the flamenco to lend me a dance,

One that erases all the wars of absence.

I must borrow my dress from the paper butterflies,

And between rain and music, inscribe the exile of my soul. 

The thrill of magic whispers my name;

Roses wash in my breath.

You are the heritage of love and poetry,

Every time they stone the windows of the future,

And you are the covenant of sparrows.

I break the sea’s siege,

And improvise the sky. 

My moments, silver anklets,

wrap around the legs of longing,

awaiting a promise.

And my fragrance, a forgotten winter on your coat,

awaits an embrace. 

And beauty asks me,

How did it defy the claims of withering?

and rebel against time’s decrees? 

I answer:

My beauty arranges itself upon your gaze.

My beauty is the path that plucked your name to join with mine.

Since they laid claim to the eyes of wagers,

my memory of triumph has faded,

But the horses of your love refuse to depart,

They never tire of my leaps or my start,

Nor do they weary of my eager neigh.

Reema Hamza is a Syrian poet.

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the summer rain

languishing in

the summer rain

a beautiful woman

has lost the ability

to care

two cervezas

por favor

the kind of night

where you’ll find

out if god actually

exists or the devil

is all you have left

and as usual, given

the music playing

here and the look

in her eye

the devil is winning

yet again

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in those pants

he looked like the kind of

asshole that always takes

the stairs

she, like it seems all nurses,

has an amazing ass in those

pants

i was across the room watching

chuckling that this was most

of the movies i watched in

my 20’s

he started to chat with her

and she gave him a look

that i have seen from most

women in my life

that go fuck yourself look

that only a fool thinks means

something else

this fool started to follow

her

i was hoping she had her

keys in her hand and ready

for the throat

not that i ever got handsy

but i know the move

she didn’t, but the asshole

didn’t realize the husband

was at work today

popcorn is ready

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things to do

blistering heat

ac running day

and night

too hot to think

or do much else

the neighbors put

up screens around

their hot tub

makes it easier to

film i suppose

but of course

someone will mow

their grass for the

second time this

week

i’m not sure what

the need is

it hasn’t rained for

almost two weeks

my mother tells me

it is what happens

with old men that

run out of things

to do

i laugh

tell her i should

send over some

rope and a step

by step guide to

what the neighbor

next door did so

successfully

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somewhere else

summertime at a medical

facility

watching single mothers

drag along four or five

kids that always want to

be somewhere else

my own mother doing her

physical therapy while i’m

out in the lobby scribbling

in a notebook like some

madman that needs to get

this down before planting

the bomb

it never gets to that point

although twenty some

years ago i had all the

motivation a younger

psychopath would need

now, apathy has run its

course and i’m simply

waiting for death

bound to get here

before too long

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on the back porch

fireworks until three

in the morning

good thing i hardly

sleep anymore

found a stray cat

sleeping on the

back porch

got close enough

to make sure it

wasn’t dead

of course, just like

an asshole would

it didn’t appreciate

the concern

one of these days

i’ll make it out of

this town

probably against

my will

and probably by

the use of force

there is always

the chance

i’ll die first

yet another one

of those dreams

that will never

come true

J.J. Campbell (1976 – ?) is trapped in suburbia, plotting his escape. He’s been widely published over the last 30 years or so, most recently at Drinkers Only, Mad Swirl, The Rye Whiskey Review, The Beatnik Cowboy and Yellow Mama. His latest book, to live your dreams, published by Whiskey City Press, is available at Amazon by going here: https://a.co/d/0huILRpq

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Lens Cleaner

I wake up with the juke-

box of the mind on full

rotation, Tony Bennett

telling me how he left his

heart in San Francisco. It’s

a sixties song, but then je

suis aussi un enfant des an-

nées soixante, born twenty

years earlier, & at this

parsing, a part of the time

& space between Miles

& Motown, something

akin to Bennett but with

much less grandeur.

The Wife of Bath’s Tale

Spent much of last Saturday 

asking a number of AI bots 

which bot I should use to 

help me write poems. Their 

concensus was that probably 

the best to suit my needs 

was still in development, but 

has a working title of Geoffrey

Chaucer’s Canterbury Tales bot.

Assembling an octagonal tripod

Attach the inner diffusion fabric. It comes 

with a hook & loop fastener.Without the 

inner diffusion you can “see” the bulb be-

hind the fabric as a central hotspot. Add 

a small inner diffusion panel if you do see 

that hotspot. Slide the diffuser into the first 

filter rail. It can be installed either way a-

round with the same results. The spackle 

shirt project uses a laser-cut micro-suede 

skirt. The inner part snaps onto elastic 

tabs inside the dish, the outer uses a self-

securing closure. Softboxes have wide

velcro to cater for honeycomb. A baffle 

can be attached to the softbox’s interior.

A few lines on the approaching solstice

Nostalgia can form an integral part of bocce.

Our club has a dual purpose.

A model of needs is an elusive concept.

Sometimes it’s just a green herb.

WHO fact sheet on hantaviruses provides key facts.

harassing a heuristic

Even though it is said that plurality

should not be posited without necessity,

it seems that Aristotle, Ptolemy, John

Duns Scotus, & Durandus of Saint-

Pourçain can all be considered to be

William of Ockham’s curtain raisers.

Clandestine Journey

I am the man with the biggest mouth in Hebei Province,

Choosing only the words that favor me
from those that drift about the world.

People fly into Lintong—
I do not know them, yet they act as though they know me.
Wherever the boredom of life touches down,
the lines grow long, and the borders of the world contract.
I am a persuasive traveler.
Truth is, the days I have not faced the mirror
pile up damp and dim within me.

I have long dwelled in the darkness
where lions made their camp—
but this, still, is my secret city.

Unaware that arrows were tailing me,
I made my rounds until illness struck me down in Sagugung.
A man slandered by their lips,
mocked, I left Qin again and again.

Now I can understand the Jeolla dialect
that once cursed me for building a grand tomb.
No one has seen my face
since death came upon me suddenly, like burning paper—
a quiet death, making all worldly splendor pale.

A tomb is a warm place
for the one who looks toward the far corner
rather than a neighbor’s plot.
A woman—an aide to the angels—
touches the sleepers in their burial hollows
whispering with a few lingering spirits in Xi’an.

The world you live in is one of deceit and deception.
Pass by coldly, like rain.
If you glance about at unseen followers,
the tail that notices your faltering step—
then comes the jolt, and what follows, no one can tell.

The soldiers of the Terracotta Army
still roll their sorrowful eyes.

I am the man with the longest neck in Hebei Province—
Qin Shi Huang, who sleeps in short bursts like a giraffe.

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Poet Yeon Myeong-ji began her literary career in 2013 with the poetry collection 『Gashibi』, published in the Minerva Poetry Series.

Her published works include the poetry collections 『Sitting Like an Apple』 and 『Where would the House of the  Sorry’ be? 』 the e-poetry collection 『Seventeen Marco Polos,』 and the travel essay 『Step by Step, Walking the Camino.』

She has received the Tolstoy Literary Award, the Homi Literary Award, the Cheongsong Gaekju Literary Award, and the Aviation Literary Award. In 2025, she was awarded the Bronze Prize in Poetry at the Literature Asia Awards.

Her poems have been translated and published in local languages in India, Pakistan, Kosovo, Italy, Egypt, the United States, and Belgium, UK, Germany.

Summer

It is inevitable.

The anticipation.

The delicious certainty that something wonderful is about to happen.

I can smell it before I see it.

Summer announces itself.

It arrives on a warm breeze carrying charcoal smoke drifting from a neighbor’s grill.

Freckled cheeks. Sunburned shoulders. Cute boys. White shorts.

Bare feet toughened by sidewalks too hot to stand on.

Watermelon, buried in the cool, wet sand. Sticky juice running down our arms while opportunistic seagulls circled overhead.

A towel was all you needed.

A swimsuit.

A best friend who lived close enough to hear your whistle from across the street.

The soundtrack was the slap of flip-flops, the crash of the waves, and the distant song of the ice cream truck.

First kisses tasted of coconut oil and lemonade.

Every June, I believed this would be the summer I would grow taller, swim farther, fall in love, and become the person I had imagined all winter long.

Its arrival leaves me breathless.

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Suffering and endurance 

Suffering has no beginning.

Suffering has no end. 

It’s a continuous process of digesting the unkind world 

Through pathos and apathy. 

Suffering kicks in your stomach like a silent killer 

You feel numb.

To suffer is to endure 

Endure the blackness of agony 

Endure the tantrums of moods and hormones 

Transforming like the shades of light observed during the sunset 

A pure endurance 

Of whimsical torture 

A rebellion against mild submission,

You associate yourself with the estranged tramps of Beckett 

Silence prevails like dark evening 

You can hear the whistling of unwanted creatures 

That you want to remove,

You endure life’s drudgery 

Like a spirited adolescent endures 

Thee punishment of the elders,

You become the chief narrator

Of the soliloquy of suffering and endurance, 

You press your feeble arms only to feel the blood veins 

The circulation of blood, 

You endure the resistance

Of immunity fighting against disease 

A cough 

A cold 

A perverse condition,

Melancholy is a long saga of endurance 

Your body reacts to strange melancholia,

Tears come out like the sudden, incessant downpour 

You endure the mischievous rain. 

Your frail lips mutter ungraspable sounds like an imprisoned convict 

Going to be hanged 

A thorough endurance against law and order.

Everywhere I see 

I see the marks of sorrow in the dry cactus land 

Impregnated with hollow men and curses

Alas! Life is a journey of endurance,

A pilgrimage towards the beacon of hope.

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The land of faces

2020

Nightmarish-

Standing on the road,

Bare foot, empty handed,

Placing my palm under the sky-

A sudden rush of wind 

Makes me realize

The shape of my palm-

Gentle for giving

Humble for taking;

I close my hands

In the momentum of awe,

I open my eyes-

I find myself

In the land of 

Degraded machines

Drowsy faces

That I never dream of.

Drowsiness

2021

Drowsiness

Drowsiness comes like a night

Silently approaching towards my eyes

Eyes like the eyes of the sky- stars

Insignificant and numerous –

Something vague.

Drowsiness comes like a new dawn

After the night

With a holy spirit of newness 

And with solemn vigour

Dawn- 

The yellowish vapour of sunrise

Bestows upon my blue-eyes

Like drowsiness.

How far! How cold!

The drowsiness seems to be-

Alas! It becomes the link

Between birth and death

Alas! It is life-

The water-

 The sea. 

13.01.2025

Moment of stillness

2020

(In this painting, I have taken the reference from the painting of Egon Schiele)

Moment of winter

He is sitting and turning over the pages of his books. 

He is sitting and combing his hair.

He is combing and listening to the music from You-tube.

The tunes, the music, the lengthy books- all seem to be longer

Than the evenings of winter.

Winter nights are for contemplation.

One’s life is lesser comparing to the cold sensation of winter.

One can be content if one counts the passing moments of winter.

It does not want to move; 

It does not want to end; 

It does not want to reciprocate

To the songs of the crickets and birds.

Winter days are like these- 

Titillating and still;

So still that a moment can turn into a frozen one

Easily;

Nausea does not bore him any-more.

He thinks- he is more than nausea. 

He is more than moments. 

The hanging clock on the walls is afraid to create a sound;

If it makes a crack in the walls of frozen time

From that crack, some illusory vapour may come out

Signalling the boats on the sea 

To protect the boats from winter- storms.

A sound can be a buzz-

Buzz of the nearby bazaars of the neighbourhood;

Sound of winter-

Are you there?

Almost one hour has passed. He is in the same position. 

Nothing changed except the time-

Eternal time of winter-

That is old age.

A solitary crow on the nearby branch of the tree

Is shrieking to awaken its counsel-

This is the last winter evening 

Evening of doom.

The You-tube music is going on and on and on-

The crow along with its counsel looks at the lifelessness

Around this house.

Some mishap has happened.

Moments of time become silent for eternity. 

14.01.2025

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The power of magnet is so much that it attracts the other magnets. If our life is like magnet, it will attract things like fate. I am people and I attract people.  People live with numbers. And numbers attract other numbers. That is how the chain is formed. Like people, dates are special numbers. It adds, subtracts, and multiplies to create other numbers. The date of birth is a bunch of dates/numbers. It exists on earth so does our life. All the numbers are the events, the incidents, the happenings. These happenings happen so we live. We remember the dates/numbers, we forget. Ironically, we become the numbers.

I am terrible at coining words,

Framing my thoughts. 

I believe that thoughts are like vapour. 

Thin, thin, long strands of vapour- 

Like fragmented clouds in the veiled sky. 

We weave; we stitch the foamy particles 

To shape them into a number-

A note- 

The living life lived 

By some lucky-draw champions.

People say that one has to start to reach somewhere

Then-

Start from where?

Where to end?

In the middle, there is a passage-

It is the life

And life becomes the numbers-

A number-

Till the eternal dawn.

22.01.2025