If i am
You are not
If i exist
You don't breathe
If i get stronger
But you become weak
What kind of humanity is this??
If you spend money
On buying weapons
You make big gathering
To decide how many weapons
Needed
But you don't care for the victims
You never care for what is happening to the earth
If you kill so many victims
Who is drinking the blood
If i get weak
One day Death will come
Thirsty
And hungry
Because what you have given
It was to grow
An evil world
Stay away from the Dark......
EVA Petropoulou Eva Lianou Petropoulou
Greek national, author of children's books, poetry, and literary fiction
deep dark depth
below earth —
an alien world
pockets of ultra
green spews
Uchechukwu Onyedikam/Christina Chin
silence in space
a boom
in abysmal section —
where they are condemned
death with no tomb
— Christina Chin/Uchechukwu Onyedikam
old beauty
of eerie silhouette
red mask covers the eyes
children hide
in the blankets
— Uchechukwu Onyedikam/Christina Chin
Sure, I’ll take it, what’s the worst that can happen?
Wha’—no-nope hands clasp hard up o’er face and Top-mayor la mayor royam oya y {in any case zink!} gut gone down e e dark ee dar’ ‘k n’ no never no’ ‘o, ‘t zink zink down back Go. Go go d s a o go go how when the truth is was once ‘t did seem seme that back no further and farther to where its so far the black’s not bl’ why the h’ what’s the worst that can happen ak’s not black did things come to ‘ome ‘t c’ ‘o this this n n n n n n n n n n n n go
—child, what Sure, I’ll take it, what’s child car e di n’t car; ukelele
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plump you ought to be wanting to make something of your life you I did I don’t matter no did I or not, matter DON’T! N’ don’ MATTER don’t do as told boy in the field out that side throwing pretend spear out’s s’ far as possible run over mark run over turn mark back boy ‘d pretty next contestant Sure, I’ll next contestant up comes our very next contestant there’s the window where she’ll be mother will be Mommy Oh Mommy there’s the window where she’ll be okay there they are step’d up back the spear psych up and Throw there we are back the property line here we’re back in the earliest rock-hard truth we know, b-but NO maybe no hands – what’s the worst that can happen what’s wrong what’s wrong let me help you let us help yo SLAP the hands hot up the face back-snap the head maybe yes maybe no No I am not really here any more how can you help me its a lie you can help me ‘cause no I am not no more here any more I am over there now or maybe back there too but certainly most certainly not here any more can’t you see can’t you see God it’s not even the same now every new now’s every new; G’ how stupid are you see my face see my face — b’b the spear’s been thrown no she’s not calling from the window not yet no not yet run there mark the spot and yes yah contestant two is now in the lead GOD its a ‘ow game of competing with myself no no no no no no no there are various selves involved don’t you see no no spear one has been thrown there see it there and then with spear two I have beaten myself no no NO no no NO each spear’s very different if each’s thrown by you and your same the distances would be IDENTICAL would they not be IDENTICAL no no no take your questions away who are you you are spoiling my game bu’ but NO you cannot play a game made for many with just you and yourself yes I can no you can’t {Is mom in the back house shed window to save me (as she saves me out the end ‘f every Hot ‘ummer ‘fternoon +is she or+ is she not or) maybe she is and can’t just be “seen”) oh ma ma Gimi, here I am down here under where in the Ground what the Ground no no rise from the ground get your ass in that window to save me as at the end of all summer afternoons crickets and mice no no no be there but no you are living a lie no no no no NO! I ! won eoki !! WON EOKI does not exist! Why’d you lie what’s the worst that can happen why you be always lying no no no no NO! I ! kmer sdUnnehb sdUNNEHB does not exist! Either stop lying stop lying into me there she is she’s there calling lying into me last she’s calling into me at last cut the damned lying where’s the dinner yet mommy can I escape into the dinner what dinner that dinner every day there’s dinners to put on hide inside of grow fatly all over meistercheives meistercheived he he ha ha don’t blame me blame yourselves, was YOU brought the World Books ‘ Sklyklupedias in here said read your fill Gimi, read read read up your damned Greed-swillie fill like you do get fat read more Gimi, Uh! read more Sure, I’ll get m’ fatter Uh Uh ! !!!!!! @crysyalline’s shit-marine’s great bug back’d leatherneck of a Nora-class GREAT BIG DEMOLITION charge there that grey barrel there’s more than one in there too soldier so be doubly aware PING poor the sun look theSun is still high but who’s saying
ping
ping
ping
ping
baby Sure, I’ll take it, what’s the worst that can happen? Come on in, Gimi, it what where no—the window is empty no no no it is not time to run throw that spear find the winner got to get to the winner before getting called in why’s that so important oh it is it just is {like don’t step on the cracks (up that long hill up Washington + even when gagging up Coke foam drunk too quick much too [from that machine {in the police station | and do not bounce balls on the way on up Washington : while gagging up Coke foam & not stepping on cracks ‘! cause “ the ball may bounce wild = run you out in the road <off balance got to get it ^ but off balance Go Down ‘fore > go down ‘fore = go down ‘fore “ the car Great big Dodge eh ‘ great *come on in Gimi* big black blunt old school Dodge bullnose : too late hit the brakes | too late screech the brakes Sure, I’ll *it is time to eat Gimi come* ] too late eh + too late eh eh he hee to ) too two late – Pinc-nez poooo*on*oooooooooooo*in now*oo} out from under there way out from under there all the way what’s the worst that can happen *Gimi come on* out of there Gimi! oh Gimi! I lost the spear game again God damn it God Come hell in I been calling! *its time*
God!
Why the hell’ve I lost the spear game again God !!
Why the hell you not come in when called by me, Gimi?
I did not believe it was you calling, Ma. I was—
No? Why the hell you not believe it was me, Gimi? Did you not hear someone yell, Come on in, Gimi? You were back there. I saw you. There’s no way you did not hear it, Gimi. No way!
I did not think it was you Ma.
No—why not? Who else would it be?
I I don’t know Ma someone tricking me ma ma now who ma would be please no ma be lying ‘bout being no no no Ma being Me, Gimi?
Why you lie to me Gimi?
‘aheeeeeeeeee (0)
Tell me now answer it why the hell dare you lie?
Oke. = Sure, I’ll take it, what’s the worst that can happen? ‘re s i ts in ets in sets in twa’, walls, ellll, lick = mamago, hessss, ARK; gell-ding, nag th’ allereg Canada! ennacer n’ lipronancer, eh, What? MA! ‘s, gell-ding, nag th’ alleregennacer n’ lipronancer, eh, What? Yes, gell-ding, nag th’ alleregennar MA! n’ lipronancer, eh, what? Yes, gell-ding, nag th’ alleregnacer MA! n’ lipronancer, eh, What? Yes, gell-ding, nag th’ alleregennacer n’ lip MA! nancer, Canada! eh, What? Yes, gell-ding, nag th’ alleregennacer n’ lipronancer, eh, What? Yes, gell-ding, nag th’ allere MA! nnacer n’ lipronancer, eh, what? Yes, gell-ding, nag th’ alleregennacer n’ lipronancer, eh, What? Yes, gell-ding, nag th’ alleregennacer n’ lipronancer, eh, Canada! What? Yes, gel- MA! ing, nag th’ alleregennacer n’ lipronancer, eh, What? Yes, gell-ding, n MA! alleregennacer n’ li MA! onancer, eh, what? Yes, gell-ding, nag th’ alleregennacer n’ li MA! onancer, eh, What? Yes, MA! ding, nag th’ allere MA! er n’ l MA! e MA! t p MA! ‘a MA! an pl MA! ast MA! e MA! MA! r MA! o Sure, I’ll Wishes? what’s the worst that can happenMA! Yup, Yes, wishes. Plasterdna-uno wishes. Com wishes. Com wishes, Com-wishes com com com com com Canada CanadaCanadaCanada comma com-wishes! Plasterdna-uno wishes. anada Canad anadaCanad Done wished for. And wished for. Plasterdna-uno wishes. anada ana anda-a ana B’ never. Bu’ ‘ever. But ‘eve’ never. Never on never on never on never up-so up-so uo-so nandabunne down’d, no. NO! Always a nope from them from them always a nope on my wishesCanada! {Brigg’s Peter}
Bring that here now.
Do as you’re told,
Brung that there them those over here now!
What no three hands? Bah!
Dancer? Just do as you’re told bring all those ones o’er there here top me yes right now!
Yah big Dancer. the worst that can happen? Here’s the real nut of it = problemninmanialle’d up, steam sighhhhhhhhhhhh ook. (Burns) ‘roblemninmanialle’d up, steam sighhhhhhhhhhhh oo’. (Burns)‘roblem0inmanialle’d ‘p, steam sigh=0=hhhhhhhh ‘o’. (Burns) church parklot’s cellar ahhhhhh! ‘robl=m0inmanial=’d ‘p, st=m sigh=0=hhhhhhh ‘o’. (Burns) up the badmen call the cops! ‘rbl=m0inmanil=’d ‘p, t=m sih=0=hhhhhh. (Burns) yup yup yup planners what we need’s seed some planners seed planners got to seed us down some great big planners what ‘nners? yes right now! whip? No! Th’ Spanish pers near yurk city playce-taaaaaaa B! place t’ be that’s the God damn big best darn-tootin’ place to be ‘f ask me my and that register on the table over there ain’t she a beauty WOW ain’t she a beauty WOW beauty AH beauty AH ain’t she some PAN PAN PAN PAN terrain pull UP terrain pull Up pull UP terrain PAN PAN PAN sort of beauty? Now that’s what we call a beauty herele dish spaces {know ye what ye mean, Pilgrim?} No don’t ye know what ye mean never no, Bimbo! Pilgrim? what the hell’s wrong Bimbo! Pilgrim? wrong with you can’t make up Bimbo! Pilgrim? make up your mind why Bimbo! why the hell can you never make up your mind GIMI Pilgrim? GIMI oh Gimi, why the hell for Bimbo! Pilgrim? for old aunt Petunia even you never seem to Bimbo! Pilgrim? to be able to ever finally what’s the worst that can happen? and Bimbo! and o’ finally make up Pilgrim? Bimbo! make up yer hoooooooooot’n mind, Pilgrim?
Why’s that?
No don’t lie!
Why’s that?
No Don’t lie!
Don’t lie!
Don’t lie!
Never l’
AH!
yes right now! yes right now! yes right now! yes right now!
what?
Wake up you were dreaming = you were dreaming so wake up oh oh
RIGHT THE HELL NOW! sop askin stop asking please stop ploose oh stop all the asking!
HOLES
Black holes,
More holes arise
Your face reversed, a tripwire
Universal effigy, blanket sky of fear
Black holes, blackened tears
In corridors of sunken mirrors
Black holes,
More holes arise
Your face reversed, a tripwire
As you sink into yourself,
The harrowing altar near its tinned denial
Bleeds forth, a faint gospel groaning,
Feebly sowing its half-dripping gourds of
Dead banquets, questing for loans,
Boiled and fractally conjoined, icicles of
Ancient guards, umbilical froth
Bursts placards of tired, lost suns
Whipped clean of their ancient morgues:
The bottomed firmaments in the day’s Sickly half-glow
Ripened holes of black,
Denied castellated frequencies,
Unredeemed attics of multiverses seep Disloyal broth,
Animated fugues within horns of rotted Plaster
Wreath the bones of
Gangrenous gossamer,
As unripe Crowns
Are led down the ladders of gelid stone
They are entombed within spinning gyratory eyes,
To see no further light,
As the black holes eclipse
Themselves
Fully tied
And to your face reversed, a tripwire
More holes arise
Black holes
Black holes arise
Born in Lubbock, Texas in 1984, AG Davis is a sound poet, author, performance artist and composer who resides in Jacksonville, Florida. Davis began his career as a Division I football recruit, having attended West Point for a brief period of time. After dropping out, he earned his degree in English Literature at the University of Florida (2006).
He has written four books of highly experimental poetry, his most recent being published in 2023 through mOnocle-Lash Anti-Press.
His work often delves into the darker side of the human psyche, exploring the multifaceted realms of psychosis.
weep beneath white mums
you lilies of the valley
and salve the sorrow
–
silent tears descend
grief lingers in solemn hearts
farewell's bitter chill
–
shadows cast by breath
whispers weep and moans entwine
graves devoid of light
–
in stygian soil
fungus creeps and worms whisper
secrets unshackled
–
viscous memories
haunt like spirits whispering
stories in my ear
–
sun illuminates
my broken glass heart and light
remembers rainbows
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what could have been
the whispers
of my demise
are getting
louder
i have never
bothered myself
with paying any
attention to them
i'm too damn
busy trying to
sabotage my
own life
so far
so good
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too damn stubborn
sitting alone in a medical
facility waiting to have
some x-rays done
looking around at all
the old couples knowing
damn well i have already
lived half of my life
quickly thinking about
how i'll manage this shit
when i'm older, alone
and too damn stubborn
to ask for help
this is when i hope my
savior has beautiful eyes
and an ass that i can dream
about from across the room
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and rainbow eyebrows
just walked by
a woman with
green lipstick
hopefully the
freaks are finally
taking over
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the stranger
a stranger told me
online to seek out
the lord
i asked this stranger
if the lord was there
when i was molested
as a child or when
my father tried to
choke me to death
silence
apparently the lord
was making sure
the stranger didn't
accidentally let the
truth get out
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swiss cheese
the guy behind
me in the hospital
waiting room
just said the
doctor said his
mother's insides
looked like swiss
cheese
so much for that
sandwich
J.J. Campbell (1976 - ?) is old enough to know better. He's been widely published over the years, most recently at Misfit Magazine, Disturb the Universe Magazine, Dumpster Fire Press, Horror Sleaze Trash and The Asylum Floor. You can find him most days on his mildly entertaining blog, evil delights. (https://evildelights.blogspot.com)
Train Wreck (a pantoum)
Being driven by the urge to stand still
I watched the passenger train derail
It screeched and pounded with a shrill
At iron against flesh with a wail
I watched the passenger train derail
My jaw dropped to the platform
At iron against flesh with a wail
Of death screaming like a thunderstorm
My jaw dropped to the platform
In disbelief at the destructive disarray
Of death screaming like a thunderstorm
I pounded my chest, to face it this way
In disbelief at the destructive disarray
I felt a surge of Divine courage
I pounded my chest to face it this way
Firm in faith against chaos and carnage
I felt a surge of Divine courage
It screeched and pounded with a shrill
Firm in faith against chaos and carnage
Being driven by the urge to stand still