and we all know whose fault it was ask her if she fools around, if you can get her number, and she laughs, and you ask if she has any x, if she has a friend who puts out and get it where you can, right? and it sure as shit wasn’t creeley who told me that, wasn’t cirino or eliot, cuz all the fucking poets ever did was lie all that asshole tony ever did was keep the acid for himself, and it was your father who taught you how to pull the trigger, sure, but he would never let you take the blindfold off would never tell you who you’d hit and he had that guitar autographed by pettibon, had that girlfriend your mother never found out about, and did you cry when he died? did you go through his pockets of his sunday jeans looking for cash or a credit card? and i remember you kept telling me he owed you something, but you were always a pussy, always thought you were missing out always thought the future was just around the corner said you wanted to be ready for the moment that would change everything, but the moment had already come and gone no religion my whole life spent waiting for everything to go wrong, and i end in this house, on this day, setting fire to the past while the roof collapses i end up too old to die young, and with mixed emotions about it i end up terrified of the fact that i might not live forever that i might end up nothing more than the person i’ve become defacer’s blues and all the pretty girls dead of accidental overdoses, and all the parties you were supposed to meet them at the ones where you show up alone already drunk and stoned, where you fade into the darkest corner, and it’s a gift, always being the ugliest person in the room it’s a thankless job traveling everywhere with a shovel and a holy book, with a can of gasoline and a book of matches, but none of these corpses are going to take care of themselves none of your freedoms are going to last forever, and it always feels strange pretending to give a shit about the state of the world because, seriously, what the fuck are you possibly going to do to stop war, to put an end to starvation or genocide? who are you going to kill to assure the rest of us a lifetime of peace? seems like you should’ve thought of something by now in the garden of dying stars or junkie truth, which is not the truth a victim’s idea of power grey sun in a grey sky and this old man sleeping in his hospital bed looks like me, like my father, like the spaces that grow between us, and hope matters, of course, but let’s not fuck around here the false king is a dead man the poet without a gun really has nothing to offer and i remember telling you this on the day before your lover’s suicide, and i remember all of the reasons you gave for hating me i remember silence young boy crying in the middle of main street, and then the scream of brakes only a small loss, right? gotta look at the bigger picture gotta build better bombs the poor can take care of themselves, and tough shit if they can’t no one starves in a nation of corpses no one needs god when a holy man can fuck them just as good understand this, and you might just turn out okay [we danced to save them all] this boy with the knife in his throat thinks he has something to say, but he is beyond words he is a prince and a king and a corpse, and we are all trying to forget his name here in the kingdom of nil we are tell his sister we love her we are telling her she belongs in movies, but she won’t take her clothes off for us she won’t get in the back seat and the blood is on our hands, is in our smiles and our dreams, and none of the bibles we’re given ever have anything intelligent to say none of the children playing out in the streets have parents none of them have homes and the soldiers laugh as they hand out candy, and they laugh as they open fire because no one can ever get revenge if no one is left alive no one sings as sweetly as the hangman’s latest lover no one’s life ever ends up being worth very much at all John Sweet sends greetings from the rural wastelands of upstate NY. He is a firm believer in writing as catharsis, and in compassionate nihilism which, as luck would have it, has all the best bands. His published collections include NO ONE STARVES IN A NATION OF CORPSES (2020 Analog Submission Press) and THERE’S ONLY ONE WAY THIS IS GOING TO END (Cyberwit, 2023).
Monthly Archives: April 2024
Poetry from Daniel De Culla

FROM EGG LIFE One morning, not very early After cleaning up And blow my nose How my mom taught me I approach a group of children That run around the beach Sometimes getting close to the water To catch the waves of the sea. Boys and girls playing Singing “I’ll give you”: -I’ll give you I’ll give you beautiful girl I will give you one thing One thing I only know, coffee. Girls, more intelligent Speak and say: -We represent the Beach. You are the waves of the sea Coming, caressing us With kisses that pamper us Then penetrating us Leaving us pregnant And abandoning us As a baby at the door Of a convent. Children, feeling shy sometimes Speak and say: -All men are bad Very bad and badly interested Because the only thing That matters to them It's eating a peach. Yes. Eat a peach With a red heart. The Carrion Vulture Is the animal that portrays them Well, corruption and money Hypocrisy and lying Are the carrion They go to first. Girls, what was the first The egg or the she dinosaur? Girls: -We don't know. Our mother, one day, she told us: -Daughters, be careful When eating green olives Because I got pregnant By swallowing the pit of one. Guys: - Life is from the egg. Man and woman Procreate on the ground Like any animal. -Daniel de Culla
Poetry from Christina Chin, Shane Coppage, Marjorie Pezzoli and Jerome Berglund

[tan-renga, untitled] deciduous conifers the secret not enjoying it
seabreeze lifts
a mini skirt
Jerome Berglund& Christina chin [rengay]
Shane Coppage & Jerome Berglund

Light Mana
fooly electric shoals of koi live live neon
winsome bird
before the blur
virtual fall the numbers behind purple rain
faraday cage
color coding
french ballets
data castles arabesque in replica dreams
singularity
fake it
till you make it[split sequence]
Marjorie Pezzoli & Jerome Berglund

Throw Down
Sisyphus smiles
high John
the Conqueror
swine keep disappearing
daisies cheer
moonbeams laugh mannish boy dreams petal drops
rock-paper-scissors
Nana Buluku
no way to contact directly
submit a support request
Jerome Berglund has worked as everything from dishwasher to paralegal, night watchman to assembler of heart valves. Many haiku, haiga and haibun he’s written have been exhibited or are forthcoming online and in print, most recently in bottle rockets, Frogpond, Kingfisher, and Presence. His first full-length collections of poetry Bathtub Poems and Funny Pages were just released by Setu and Meat For Tea press, and a mixed media chapbook showcasing his fine art photography is available now from Yavanika.
Christina Chin is a painter and haiku poet. Her work has been featured in numerous publications online and in print: https://haikuzyg.blogspot.com/ https://christinachin99blog.wordpress.com/
Shane Coppage is an emerging writer with a fine arts degree. His words have been published in Humana Obscura, Cold Moon Journal, The Japan Society London, Shadow Pond Journal, and The Winged Moon Magazine. Connect with him on Instagram @shane_coppage.
Marjorie Pezzoli is a silk painter for 25+ years, visual artist, storyteller, and poet. Her writings deal with grief, hope, cosmic wonders, and stuff that catches her eye. Her poetry has been published in numerous anthologies since 2019. Many of her writings are inspired by her photographic observations taken while walking Beau, the dog with Betty Davis eyes. Marjorie looks for words that are worth a thousand images. wwwPezzoliart.com
Poetry from Jacques Fleury

A hazy familiar abstraction.... Like a decoupage painting Designed as a distraction Like watching you dreaming... Mesmerized by a wistful whiff of Melancholy and underlying yearning for the joy of a blossoming aliveness. You, a relay of impressionist painter Claude Monet All while in the deep end of steep sleep; I was transfixed and transported in your succoring still, Even if for a sparkly shine of a firefly Nestled in the arms of the numbing night, Like the brevity of life itself...beautifully rendered Even if only in your dream state; Until daylight swallows the night And dreams come AWAKE!


Jacques Fleury is a Boston Globe featured Haitian-American Poet, Educator, Author of four books and literary arts student at Harvard University online. His latest publication “You Are Enough: The Journey to Accepting Your Authentic Self” & other titles are available at all Boston Public Libraries, the University of Massachusetts Healey Library, University of Wyoming, Askews and Holts Library Services in the United Kingdom, The Harvard Book Store, The Grolier Poetry Bookshop, Amazon etc…He has been published in prestigious publications such as Muddy River Poetry Review, the Cornell University Press anthology Class Lives: Stories from Our Economic Divide, Boston Area Small Press and Poetry Scene among others…Visit him here.
Poetry from Eddie Heaton
light and bitter sunday lunchtime with my father in the cemetery wind striking stone beating conflict bearing down scratched on a head marking the days four poems prowl as i fly into deeds that bought me up for change to bring me into line to put me in these lines the imagery awakes and in this mist of time this son of york moves effortlessly ‘mongst the pines a slicing of anxiety that lies most pale in the moonlight witness the nervous prayer vistas that were there for us a very useful sunset once more cut adrift lover-to-be – begin sex and secularity show boats in the drink adolescent agitprop revisited a really low shuck scuttle across the backs of daunting zebras leap or they’ll come for you get down on the blanket then harsh noise too dark once i was a walking erection entitlement personified lewd passions break neck runaway class runaway signs sonic experiments ranging from riffs exclude ecstasy include instances you know she whispered you do know gentle then gentlemen we are subjects of the author of his latest and the world won’t end oh delighting one after all you will after all you’ve seen full-lotus on the mantelpiece a technique to be admired move on to more familiar hypnosis twist yourself into a tree incendiary personal collections consisting of salacious clips behaviour can be useful a fortune on the pools north carolina is drowning and she is a million years old in his pocket lies your breathing modern psychology fries wavemakers made off with my waking red brick telephone lines yes sir she does have two kidneys racists are usually thick the meat grinder has read your note but you are not excused a hundred-thousand potbellies can’t be wrong and personal chemistry can only take you so far this blend of surreal chicanery is remaining weaving opening pieces and having to make do so cease your fashionable scuttling i also find that quite contrived we held we necked as first rains hit the carriage we decoded the typology and oh what fun we had live streaming the event simplify and exemplify or you will be disturbed try to exercise begin to form softness sink into self-defence only partly consume yourself more profit for the shucksters out ways means way out sullen leaps from the parapet my stares have been changed and both are rather weary now coffee brews with queer desires following which and taking it on take what you want and get it to shore farewell yearning cobra cats that ridge their backs time to find the dreamlike frame mind abiding buttered cool blue-tiled pools and pixled fools furnish them with everything be unconscious mind i said call it out then mother-hen and this is what that feels like it creeps into you backwards with its bug eyes on your feet on a tight leash fold and unfold as the woodland comes to life in surroundings i wave she waving must run rice cake wars once factories made sure still jolly reader really bad got bored rather than wait the creature stirred who would have thought of virgin lands with ringing crystals so debauched who then is watching this unprecedented growth through a soft lens reach for a cigarette vodka this world has become a dark world murdering catamites behind a white picket fence what is on offer we bring you plate ransom note thought circuits bathed in flaming gravy simple weird moments in a deep bass slot fine dimly wondered march acoustics sirloin beef broils there bypassing breath this infernal whooping through my mucus has transformed the cold machinery of war break out the psalms and trance-like simul- ations before the god of winds caresses your last breath counting your sleeps in a sound-proofed chamber recycling waste for a jollier death my knees have turned against me and now they’re spreading so there’s little else left here for me to do oh damn your dreams fish don’t want air and many more besides a little bit of ghostly’s gone astray go check for mail and mow the lawn and throw your groceries in the bin this must we see it cannot be it flows through graduated forms a stasis tube containing light a play with something different new concerns providing stranger personal effects aesthetic coffins ripened love buds please dear uncle am i then the one am i a shade of energy pulsating in and out of love of time not out of hate of signs but talk of peace that mimics all the body’s core and fights what should have made a difference and yet appears in more and more degrading revelations force fed into my conscious mind it’s what is endlessly desired discover walks and roots in forestation that renew then take up huge amounts of time – the moments must so easily slip by be still and concentrate as best you can with myra hindley on your knee a flash of bottled radishes pressed uo against your spine that so inflames the rash that your humanity decries irrational darkening dream status a sinistere mouths and my glass eye rolls left arm draped in a short space stake gibbet and cross and repent base pernicious and degrading fire and sword from lip to ear crystallised into a creed prenatal memory cognition black fire town once there was a red hot poker now there’s only central heating shadow travellers offend a sort of rising for a few like-minded friends and what is left is postmarked quarantine daisy gristle welts green gnomes here lie and their chunks anastasia was disposed of lady chatterley's a broken tuba now her topical mouth is a gift shop but it’s closed whose contraption am i strapped upon the master-key is in their hands and i believe they watch my dreams through apertures extending into space Eddie Heaton studied innovative and experimental poetry under the tutelage of post-modern poet and educator Keith Jebb, achieving a first-class honours degree. He also won the 2021 Carcanet Award for Creative Writing. His work has been extensively published in a number of prestigious literary journals.
Artwork from Goran Tomic
Poetry from John Grey
WATER So this is what we need to survive. I’d have said blood, the red stuff that gushes out whenever I cut myself. But, if water it’s to be, then at least I can turn on a tap anywhere in the house and it does flow. It even flushes. And it spins like crazy in the washing machine. I do drink the stuff from time to time. Like a penance. For the stuff is the ultimate in tasteless. But the flowers seem to like it. As do the birds. And it keeps me clean. So it’s definitely a player in my love life. And I must confess that I have this romantic attachment to rain. Inside is never cozier than when it’s pouring on the outside. My lover and I sit by the window, watch it bucket down. We sip our wine in full view of the weather. A great Chablis gives water something to aspire to. CURFEW NIGHT Real Gothic night. Cops are circling like vampires. Kids are in their virgin clothes, t-shirts, jeans, grins on faces, dirt under nails. Transylvania Main Street. Ignore the Hardware store, the McDonalds, the movie house showing adult romance. Be afraid. Tremble. Feel your clothes on your skin and your skin on you. You're on foot, in summer garb, even though the knives of Autumn are out. And the cops are Winter grim. "Why aren't you at home?” The river's gray and sour. Lights betray the garbage of civilization. A bar shakes like ice in a glass. Here men gather for protection. The grim adulteress approaches each in turn like a song from the juke-box. Cheap lyrics are Shakespeare to a drunk. Cops don't bother them. With the right uniform, the perfect fangs, drunks could be cops themselves. But the kids are without rooms, without ceilings, alcohol, cheap talk and last year's orgasms. They're as vulnerable as burgomaster's daughters in the twilight woods crossing the shadow of the crumbling castle on the hill. They try for the rhythm of grownups but end up darting here and there like sting-less wasps. Any lighter and the breeze has them. Any smaller and they fall through the sidewalk cracks. Meanwhile, Dracula has had his donut. Count Yorga has parked and dozed enough. Time now to sate the hunger or push some weight around. "Hey there. What are you up to!" Kids stop in their tracks. The cops’ “Go home” is up-close and sharp. Kids feel like they’ve just been bit. JOSEPH Joseph was as slow at realizing the truth as he was getting up in the morning, and, even when he did arise, his brain took its time registering the purpose of all that surrounded him from the ceiling to the walls, to the floor, the stairs and the coffee pot. And that’s why he didn’t realize, until midday, that his wife, Anita was not in the house. And then, only at twilight, did Joseph find the note she’d left on the sideboard. He didn’t read it until it was time for bed, when he was so drowsy, he had a hard time deciphering the meaning of “I’ve left you.” And her mention of another guy, Andrew, who was twenty years younger, had him shaking his head, and saying, “I don’t know any Andrew.” He fell asleep without even noticing there was nobody under the sheets with him. Joseph dreamed that night of a tennis match where his opponent was a much younger man named Andrew with a strong serve and wicked backhand. The only one in the stands was his wife. Andrew totally destroyed Joseph in straight sets and the victor flung his racket high in the air in celebration then ran off the court and into the arms of Anita. When Joseph awoke next morning and, after his mind and reality got in synch, he looked in the mirror at a plumpish, long-faced, gray-haired reflection, muttered to himself, “Joseph Andrew Sullivan, you’re sure not the man you used to be”. IN TERMS OF AUDIENCE Far out in the waves, you screamed as an undercurrent took hold of your foot and pulled you under. Flapping arms and kicking feet propelled your body out of danger and into calmer waters. As you coasted on a wave back to shore, you began to imagine throngs of people awaiting you there, welcoming you back to life. But fat man on the beach was all who noticed you, and not while you were in danger, only as you made your way out of the waves, and strode up the beach. His belly was bright red and as round as a prize-winning melon. You envisaged it winning the blue ribbon at a harvest festival. You wanted to applaud but you checked yourself. JAKE AND THE CIGARETTE MACHINE Jake needed a cigarette badly, so he put his money in the nearest machine, though it didn’t carry his brand. But when he pushed the button, nothing happened. It took his cash all right but no pack popped out below. “Damn,” he cried out before waylaying some guy who worked at the place. “I don’t got the key,” the employee said. “Write down your name and number and I’ll give it to Artie when he comes by next Tuesday.” Jake was in a rage, grabbed the guy by the collar, screamed, “I’m dying for a fucking cigarette!” “I’d give you one of mine,” said the other through his violently restrained vocal chords. “But I don’t smoke.” That’s when Jake clocked him in the jaw, then grabbed the nearest thing to come to hand, a fire extinguisher. flung it at the cigarette machine with such force, the front caved in, cracked open, spilling cigarette boxes everywhere. Jake breathed a sigh of relief. Violence had been good to him, calmed his nerves, satisfied cravings. He left without taking the freebies scattered across the floor. He no longer needed a cigarette. John Grey is an Australian poet, US resident, recently published in New World Writing, North Dakota Quarterly and Lost Pilots. Latest books, ”Between Two Fires”, “Covert” and “Memory Outside The Head” are available through Amazon. Work upcoming in California Quarterly, Seventh Quarry, La Presa and Doubly Mad.