MAGNETIC NEGAPOSITIVITY

Come to me, my healer, my killer,

and bring with you silently my sleep.

(The fact is the oak, and truth the ax.

The wolf is the shepherd is the sheep.)

My love is gold, my soul is silver.

You are the banker. You are the thief.

REPRESSION: “LIVING IN AN UNDERGROUND DEN”

I’ve learned to bury my furies well.

My false rainbow smile

is concealing

my volcano style.

I wear my heaven to hide my hell.

My tornado’s ire

needs revealing

through some Plato’s fire

on my ceiling.

I must learn to unsilence my knell.

THE OLD FOLKS

Neutered and defutured,

even their pasts have vanished.

PASSING ANREN BY ROAD

Two boys crouch in a small boat,

barge poles and oars set aside.

No rain, but umbrellas out

so winds can push them ahead.

–after Yang Wanli

A SECOND DAY IN THAILAND: CHA AM

In the beginning you are a distant turquoise triangle incongruous against sand.

All around, some one has taken a straight edge across the sea and then folded up the sky to box in us homo saps.

Sentry trawlers crawl their stations along the cloudwall perimeter.

Closer in, thoughtless speedboats laugh across the waves, diesel waterbugs.

Skiers trudge behind, trying to play catch-up.

Birds pepper the sky..

And here and there bobbin heads pop up, as jellyfish nudists sprawl motionless tanning themselves along the surf.

A long-ago engineer built his clam dam to further contain this ocean, but now it is more breach than construct, debris among the former fish.

Mini Vesuvii dot the shoreline, cold openings to another, yet hidden, world.

Your neon triangle slowly sprouts bucket-crafted sandcastle appendages, as your shape begins delineation.

All along the beach, a patchwork of erratic crowd heaves. Can there really be a fractal that describes the geometry of herky-jerky humankind?

Tuxedoed canine trio scratches in harmony, sniffs for an 8 count, resumes its rhythmic bowing to metronome waves that gently assault bathers white, bathers red, bathers brown. Colors evolve like chameleons.

Children, even those with beards, sport in the mer. Mothers coddle eager sea urchins, while youths (and used-to-be youths too) ogle maidens who gleam and undulate in sunsparkle.

The clockwork dogs resume their symphony.

And then, of a sudden, your nippled battlements fully confront. I espy your sandy tourney field, your flying buttresses, your emblazoned portcullis smile. And marvel at the royal keep impossibly curtained behind that turquoise tapestry.

But my feet continue dutifully on their rounds: today they must lay down their permanent sign track, announcing to all posterity my once-existence. Ye seekers after truth and/or beauty.

Here indeed is the ever-changing unchanged, infinity in miniscule, eternal now, pastless while ancient, futuring into forever. This everybeach.

All cosmologies compress and store in islands of indelible sand. All philosophy unravels on this strand, expands beyond knowing. And is humbled proudly in the doing.

I finally achieve beach end and turn to survey my day’s work:  my ozymandias footprints already ruins.

And yet, the entire cosmos kaleidoscopes behind me out from your turquoise neon triangle, like the promiscuous eye of God.