Poetry from Hauwa Hassan Haruna

/a/ woman conquest.

to be a woman. 

is a circle of being visible 

attention arrives, uninvited 

at the home front.

like a gentle dove,

she walks in silence, 

yet, she is ferocious,

to intruders. 

for dangers wears many faces. 

caution is her watchword.

she shrinks from retribution 

that the world is not a soft landing.

her fears see the future, 

for women are fragile mirrors 

they break easily. 

mortals roam without dystopia, 

but a woman world is not freedom 

her steps are calculative binaries. 

she endures the violence of unfenced territory. 

she lives without identity 

where no watches 

no warnings.

just her welding the sword of survival. 

she must survive where fears lingers like a apocalypse.

she is the sun that eclipse the moon. 

fighting everyday for a new dawn.

A Female’s Quiet Battle 

To be female 

has often meant 

to be seen before being known

attention arriving uninvited, 

everywhere. 

They call me quiet, 

an introvert wrapped in silence, 

yet even in stillness 

eyes find me. 

Before I speak, 

I am already felt— 

like heat on the back of the neck, 

like footsteps that never pass. 

Silence does not hide me. 

It only makes the staring louder

a weight pressing 

between my shoulders, 

refusing to lift. 

I walk with awareness stitched into my skin, 

a constant echo of be careful

For danger wears many faces, 

stories whispered 

about what could happen

if I am not cautious enough

There are fears I carry

standing to speak, 

finding my voice 

in rooms too loud, 

too watchful.

They say overcome it

but courage is not simple 

when fear has learned your name

They say a woman is fragile

as if strength cannot live

inside trembling hands, 

as if breaking is all we know. 

And so I shrink sometimes, 

not from weakness, 

but from knowing 

the world does not soften for me. 

I cannot choose recklessness 

and expect safety in return. 

Where others roam without thought, 

I measure my steps, 

I have learned to fold myself

not small, 

but precise

slipping through spaces 

without catching 

like fabric on a nail. 

Even my voice 

checks the room before it rises, 

testing the air 

like something that could burn. 

Freedom, for me, 

is not careless. 

It is the lit path, 

the crowded bus, 

the seat closest to the door 

a quiet math of staying safe. 

In those moments, 

I am both the one who fears 

and the one who guards

holding myself together 

with nothing but awareness 

They have called me fragile. 

But they have not seen 

how steady my hands remain 

when my heart is running, 

how I keep walking 

when every instinct says turn back. 

Still, I move. 

Not freely

but forward.

And if I am watched, 

if I am measured, 

if I must carry this constant knowing

then I will become 

unmissable in another way: 

not the girl who shrinks, 

not the shadow that passes 

but the voice of a woman

that remained

despite the fear. 

This is a poem by Hauwa Hassan Haruna, I am an upcoming artist, who fell in love with the literary space and trying to find her own place and voice. I have a post graduate degree in international relations and as an aspiring diplomat, I wish to convey message through writing.

Hauwa Hassan Haruna writes from Minna, Nigeria. She holds a B.A and M.A International studies and diplomacy from Ibrahim Badamosi Babangida University, Lapai. When she is not writing, she travels and loves to cook. 

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