Poetry from Alan Catlin

“life in the dead zone” 

After  Leonard Bird who stood up

Obey all commands issued

especially those that do not make

any sense:

“Shortly after the implosion, you will

stand up and face ground zero. You will

observe the effects of the fireball and

its subsequent mushroom. Approximately

two hours later, you will mount an assault

on ground zero—“

Welcome to Yucca Flats, welcome to first

hand viewing Shot Hood.

“Stand assured! You will be at no risk.

None whatsoever if you follow our 

instructions.”

“Radioactive dust poses no immediate danger.

Sweepers with brooms will be employed to

remove any dust that remains after the test.

Showers will be available to wash excess dirt

and debris away, as will new uniforms to replace

your old soiled ones.”

It is only later that the danger will become

apparent, that the risk factor will increase.

“Don your gas masks; check your straps.

Check your buddy’s straps. Fall to one knee.

Cover your eyes.  Pull your field jacket over

your head and over you face.  Cross your arms

on your knee.  Bury your face in your crossed arms.”

You are Marines.  You are volunteers;

Volunteers, volunteered, involuntarily.

“Two minutes until zero hour.  Two minutes!

Assume the final position.  Cover your faces.

Block out all light.  Cross your arms on your

knee.  Bury your covered face in your crossed

arms.  Repeat!  Block out all light!”

Think about this:

“March toward ground zero!”

And what good these safety measures will do:

“All right, Marines.  Dust yourself off.

Thoroughly.  Repeat.  Thoroughly!”

The real final position taken much later on,

once the defenses are completely broken

down and the cancer, the enemy is fully established. 

“It is always snowing when I read the Russians”

after a line by Sean Thomas Dougherty

& my head is packed with ice,

my eyes are frozen coals made

harder by the drop forge of burning,

the last white light of heat’s evisceration

stolen from bodies wrapped in fur.

I am reading the Russians

by lamplight: Chekhov’s Country

Doctor rides a pale horse, fights

a duel over lost love and is wounded

but doesn’t die, squanders money

on the tables, drinks last kopeks

meant for the family meal while

his children freeze for want of coal.

I am reading how they survived 

Stalingrad, deliberately starved 

and made more desperate

so they would fight that much

harder to protect what little

remained; for want of potatoes

they ate dirt.

I am reading the Russians

and how they tell of ice breaks

so forceful, soul loud they sounded

like thunder, like a thousand cannons

at the Front, all the unburied dead

rising to fight again; after two years

of holding off the Germans anything

is possible even retribution, even salvation.

I am reading the Russians

and listening to Prokofiev, 

Alexander Nevsky and how 

the peasants sang as they worked,

how they fought, listening to wordless

chanting of a Russian Easter Overture

suggesting after Death, Renewal and

I am listening to Shostakovich, Babi

Yar, Leningrad, those symphonies

that told another story of the Motherland,

the one of terror and murder and exile

to places from which no one ever returned,

the real stories, the ones the State denies

but the People know in their bones.

The Saturation Bombing of Saddam’s Army in Retreat During 

First Gulf War Crusade as the Book of Revelation

after reading Quan Barry

All the precision hits, staged and televised on

CNN News and elsewhere for the world

to witness.

All the cities, towns, enclaves reduced to ruin 

from above with a Biblical kind of Technological

wrath.

All the Kuwaiti oil fields on fire, belching noxious

black smoke, fouling the air, the beaches,

the desert.

All the putative Armies of Occupation bombed into submission,

concussed bodies left whole on the fields

of battle, undamaged on the outside, fucked

on the inside. 

All the corpses made into shriveled effigies of men 

trapped in their fire-ruined vehicles; memento mori 

for conquering armies rebuffed, in full rout.

All those armies in retreat, on straight open roads in

wide open desert spaces, on raised berms, barely

moving targets without defenses or recourse.

And the man who ordered the wholesale annihilation by

saturation bombings and later, rescinded, after tens

of thousands died.

The Killing Fields as Robert Towne’s Screenplay for “Chinatown”

after reading Quan Barry’s Incontrovertibles

Seven million skulls planted on the sloping streets in

soft earth beneath cobblestone streets.

The skulls that sprout are fashioned into masks for

street mimes, performance artists, trick or

treating kids.

Each time a siren is heard, a new round of killings is

announced.

Hovering overhead, chopper blades localize the places where

blood has been shed and broadcasts it to networks,

police headquarters, the general’s palace.

The mastermind behind the most heinous of the ritual killings

sends disciples made totally suggestible by infusions

of drugs, sexual addiction and hypnotic commands,

to continue the killing

Blood of the victims is used to write DEATH TO PIGS 

on walls, or to leave tell-tale prints to warn those

who follow the killers here, that the Future will be

determined by a new kind of Primal Law: Kill or Be 

Killed, Eat or Be Eaten.

Stated fears of race wars, and political persecution, are just a

rationalization, an excuse to insure that the killing will

go on.

Witnessing the senseless murdering reveals that, Death is a release,

that what may be done to the next generation, the unprotected

by arms and man, will be much worse that what has been

done to the dead ones, and you will be powerless to prevent it.

There is no overthrowing the strongman, only Death will survive.

“It’s Chinatown, Jake.”

It’s the Killing Fields, folks

Cold War Entertainment: a triptych

On the foreground of three panels

a lady from the fifties rolls up her

skirt to reveal what is beneath:

shapely legs in silk stockings, 

fetchingly flexed on high heels.

A refuge from a Beckett play

circus clown sprawls on a bare

panel, balancing a Shirley Temple

doll on his nose.

And a well-dressed-for-work-and-

play man, standing on his head, suit jacket

and tie folding over, white shirt neatly

tucked in, black socks and garters

exposed where the pants legs slide down.

All framed against a large-as-life backdrop/

photograph of the aftermath of A-bomb  

on the cities in Japan.

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