Red Plastic Dust My childhood began with a metal spring curled on the carpet. I opened it. A hand closed my mouth. The light went out. I stood on a narrow shelf, facing the wall, learning fear as a location— in muscle, in breath. Even now, decades later, when I wake in the dark, my body still asks: Is there ground beneath me? My uncle brought me a gift. 1976. I was five. She was beautiful— the doll with painted eyes, dark braids, and nails— bright red, glossy, perfect. I held her like treasure. “Bad girls wear nail polish. Take it off.” Water. Soap. My small fingernails scratching at the color. “Use the scissors.” Clip. Clip. Clip. Ten tiny nails falling to the floor— red plastic dust. They raised us to fear soft things. Color. Touch. Wanting. I learned early: desire is something you bury. But the body keeps records. Even now, when something good arrives— a hand extended, a voice that says stay— something in me still reaches for the scissors. On the floor, a red dust only I can see.
Author Archives: Synchronized Chaos
Poetry from Nedaa Al-Durubi

️Misery
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A tear trembled on her cheek
Soaked in the veil of her misery
If only she knew the world better
She, like a rose in the prime of her youth
She cried out to death to take her
And to the winds to carry her
To save her from life’s tragedies
And open life’s doors to her
If only she knew the world better
She, like a rose in the prime of her youth
A rose wandering in the fields of her kindness
She is youth lost in her dreams
If only she knew the world better
She, like a rose in the prime of her youth
Her only sin is her kind heart and her sufficiency
If only she knew the world better
She, like a rose in the prime of her youth
First poem written in 1983. Poetry by Nrdaa Al-Durubi
My inner strength
From rock my stories unfolded
And from resolve my gifts overflowed
And with wheat I wove my smiles
That truth is born in my courtyards
And the olive branch is the fence of my life
And peace is planted in my moments
Thus I learned, driven by my humanity
To expel the monsters who
Destroyed my life
And to eradicate the coming evil
So, winds of the earth, blow
And dispel my confusion with love
And rid me of the evil
That killed my hopes
Shall I remain dwelling in my sorrow
Or shall I wipe the hypocrites from my soil?
I am that loyal one, wearied by my cries
In the shadow of a justice turned upside down by my hours
Oh… How many battles I fought
To see the coming dawn
And my words are no longer of any use
Poetry from Perwaiz Shaharyar

The Song of Love
I couldn’t write any song after your departure
We were so deeply fallen in love with each other
That no one could apart us, we were so inseparable
However, destiny has planned something else for us
Finally, you met an accident of severe air crash
Now, I am alone and forlorn in this cruel world
I think there is no life without a loving life partner
Whom can I show my pains of breaking heart
Alas! I wish no one fell in love
Otherwise, she will not be able to fly again like a broken-wing dove
Poetry from Ri Hossain

Do Not Spoil the Evening
— Ri Hossain
In your restive, waiting evening
Experience tells you,
Do not spoil the evening;
sip your coffee, and ponder something—
Is everything so wretched?
The light is dim, framing the dustbin outside.
Such a nuisance—the little girl in nothing at all!
Even the intersection is unhinged, rushing with red eyes,
opening green eyes only to go blind.
No, not these.
Do not waste a thought on such things.
A man of your worth doesn’t bother with them;
please, do not ruin your evening.
Ask yourself instead: why is there no Starbucks here?
Is the coffee cloyingly sweet?
Thinkers like you crave a bitter brew.
Ponder your new lover’s swelling breasts instead—
the finest creation of beauty in the world is a woman’s breast.
Your fountain pen, engraved with the Madonna,
sheds its clothes as it writes—
compare the two pairs of breasts, while within your skull
a war breaks out between rival miracles.
Do not dare think of the beauty of the vagina,
it is like a black hole,
where your entire being collapses into nothingness.
Do not spoil the evening;
let each sip of coffee
yield another intoxicating draft.
May your evening be blessed. Let her arrive,
let her warmth outmatch the coffee’s steam.
Sit face to face and begin to write—
let the lover’s body strip down like the fountain pen.
Do not spoil the evening.
Drag the poem deep into the night—
let the ink of the fountain pen
flood the undiscovered vagina.
Ri Hossain is a prominent voice in Bengali poetry, recognized as a rebellious and resilient figure in the contemporary literary landscape. Born on August 19, 1981, in Rangpur, Bangladesh, with ancestral roots in Munshiganj, he began his literary journey in 1993. His poetry deeply reflects personal experiences, societal conflicts, urban alienation, and a steadfast commitment to free expression. Author of several works, including the poetry collection Kobitar Abhyutthan Chai (2024), his writing bridges social consciousness with profound psychological and intimate introspection.
Poetry from Brian Barbeito

The North York Poems
(for Tara)
Evergreen and Hawk
Impossibly tall,
Wonder wander in the skies.
Clouds that enthrall,
A golden new beginning
Black hawk with frayed looking
Feathers at the back,
And the green so old
And slightly moving
Firmament worlds fine
The Red Chairs and Table
The paint held up,
Wooden and steel,
Round, not large not small
Just medium size chairs
Designs on their backs
Like faces
A table is everything,
For I needed somewhere to
Put my items upon
Whilst watching the day,
Whilst thinking of the creative way

A Garden is a World
Yellow petals have occurred,
And some red ones on the ground also
I think the raspberries
Those old red ones new again will show
Up this summer,
Reminding me of the spirit
Of my grandparents…
And we have learned how
To make jam,
Oh the soulfulness of the
Jars and process and
End product
The Story of the Raccoons
Solitary one wandering.
Where are you going?
Be careful of everything,
It can be a weird world
Nice eyes and fur,
You are looking no doubt
For food. And aren’t we all
In a way actually and
Symbolically?
Watch the tracks my friend,
And maybe go along the sides of
Boulevards by the light of
The moon,
The eternal moon
Dawn’s Deer
A group pauses as the
Sun tries to begin. Agile
And interesting. Go then to
Your job of life and try
And stick together
There, by the forest
Perimeter in the suburban
Sprawling worlds…
Look look look,–
God definitely made
The deer
The Blooming Branches
I see in just one week
You have really begun to
Grow. I don’t think
Anybody noticed. There is
A
Cardinal around there,
And it is disturbed that I
Am present. It flies away.
Sorry Cardinal
I didn’t even know you were there
At first
Fly fly in the spring summer
Sunday sky
Coffee, Stone, and Flower
I have a coffee, and there is
A stone nearby, ancient looking.
What a juxtaposition between the
Rock and the flower bed beside made
Of wooden planks and
See the flowers and the small metal
Sign
That says ‘BASIL’
I take a sip of the coffee,
Breathe. Stand and stretch,
The slow quiet life is better,
More observant and reflective,
Yes let us find words and pictures
And the most soulful route to
The world and ourselves that
Is possible
That Old Statue
The one of the three watchers
of the world. It’s old but sturdy. A bit
Broken but that is what it is…
Grey countenance. Maybe a spirit
Guards it. It seems somehow so.
The grasses green and the berries red
Grow around it,- around the
Stone watchers of the world and
The possible garden phantom-ghost!
I declare it is protected through rain and
Wind, night and light,
By a great garden deva
Sagacious and kind
Do You Remember When?
The old times when we met?- and the
The vibes and atmosphere? I can. Summer sun. White clouds. Me and you and
The wild birds that flew, some poems
And they were written in a blank paper
Book,- yes with a pen and some
Quick easy fun drawings of flowers
And people, of mountains
And even of you

Terra Cotta Days
A plant container is everything, no?
Different sizes and their matted finish
Not glossy, perfect for the weather and the soil and the root systems. Nice. I like it.
Gardeners everywhere have these, and
The bases; the stands. It’s like writing or photography in that you can put any flowers you want inside them – you are a creator or at least a guide, a curator of the artistic and creative spirit a medium for something good
The Tree of Life
On a wall. Metal. Big. Symbolic of hope and organic cycle and beingness of existence. Love. Like. Look. The world outside the yard is quite quick and full of ambition, the worldly type. But the poets and artists understand the Magic of the gardens and the quiet meditative qualities of the yards in summer yes, the verdant and colourful gardens warm…
Poetry from Kushi Nanayakkara

The Poem of Peace and Love
Fumes of grey drew ghosts on the sky,
Once a sapphire canvas now painted with cries.
A lone pearly dove flew above the ruins.
A wandering poet saw peace among the chaos.
The rubbles and echoes felt unseen for a while.
As the poet followed the dove with a forgotten smile.
Line by line a poem weaved on the way.
A hopeful light, a bridge over where night lay.
The dove descended on to a hanging block.
Pointed its beak towards the rubbles below.
The poet gazed, seeing a crumpled up book,
Took out a pen, the poet treasured through high and low.
Sat down on the stones, the marks of the violence.
weaved the poem of peace in scared silence.
The poet slowly tied the poem on the dove.
And watched it carried the poem of peace and love.
Loveless Humanity
Widowed ‘Humanity’ walked on the road.
Witnessing people breezed right pass through.
Unseen, Unheard, Unfelt, Unmoved.
She was bewildered, Had she became a ghost?
‘Empathy’ and ‘Sympathy’ joined later on,
Still no one noticed their pearly glow.
The world carried on, soulessly happy,
Chasing the mist of greed and money,
‘Kindness’ laid on the road, long gone.
Her stench drew no trails of tears.
‘Honesty’ bled, her dress was stained.
‘Empathy’ and ‘Sympathy’ lost it and fell.
‘Humanity’ unwillingly moved on the road.
Another pearl dress splayed on the floor.
People stood around, singing “Peace lives on”.
While ‘Peace’ laid there distorted and crushed.
At last ‘Humanity’ stumbled and dropped.
Only the nature witnessed this mournful crime.
People walked by laughing hallow croaks.
As six corpses decayed, Unseen, Unmoved.
Wishes of the Children
A child watching other children play,
Laughing, running, in a joyous day.
The child looks at his hands in dismay,
Carrying bags of trash every day.
He looks at the clothes of the others.
Bright colours fashioned with animals.
While his shows, his bones through tatters,
Worn and torn, never whole only holes.
He gazes at the parents watching their kids,
Twinkles in their eyes, glowing golden skins.
He wonders where his own, on or under the grass?
Yet he smiles instead, A hope is all he needs.
The playing kids saw him with all the bags,
Wondering of his strange bags and clothes.
Yet ‘come, let’s play’ waves the angelic kids,
Their hearts so pure, Yet the boy hesitates.
One mother got up, coming towards his way,
He prepares to run, but her smile stops his day.
‘Hey, wanna join them?’ She asks lovingly,
The boy slowly nods, Wondering is it a dream or reality?
In life, every child deserves a peaceful life.
It shouldn’t be a dream or a case in the courts.
Only love and care, every child wishes in life.
And nothing should ever, deny that from their lives.
Kushi Nanayakkara is a Sri Lankan born poetess who brings nature, human experiences, and creativity together through poetry. She studied Graphic Design/Information Technology before finding her way into poetry in 2020.
Her work often revolves around themes such as nature, art, life, love, mind, death, philosophy, and social themes such as justice and humanity. Her poetry was featured in literature websites in USA and India and newspapers in Sri Lanka and Bangladesh. Her poetry was also published in poetry anthologies and magazines in India, Iraq, USA and the Philippines. Her sincere wish is to inspire hearts to stay creatively conscious and continue refining her craft.
Essay from MD. Shinha Sarder

MD. Shinha Sarder is a young Bangladeshi entrepreneur, researcher, journalist, writer and musical artist who has developed an interest in technology, digital media, creative work and entrepreneurship from an early age. His activities reflect the growing role of young people in Bangladesh’s digital economy and creative industries.
Born on November 5, 2004, MD. Shinha Sarder grew up in Khulna, Bangladesh. He pursued his early education at Khulna Zilla School and later studied science at Ahsanullah College, Khulna. He is currently associated with the field of Computer Science and Engineering, where his academic interests connect with his broader involvement in technology and digital innovation.
As an entrepreneur, Shinha Sarder has focused on technology-oriented initiatives and digital platforms. He is associated with IT Tech BD and Biostar, where he has worked on developing ideas related to technology, online services and digital communication. His entrepreneurial activities demonstrate his interest in transforming technical knowledge into practical projects.
Research is another important part of his professional interests. His background in computer science has encouraged him to explore topics involving information technology, software, digital platforms and emerging technologies. Through research and independent learning, he seeks to expand his knowledge and contribute ideas to the rapidly changing technological environment.
MD. Shinha Sarder has also shown an interest in journalism and digital reporting. His work in online media involves writing and presenting information about technology, entrepreneurship, current affairs and people working in different creative and professional fields. Digital journalism provides him with an opportunity to combine communication skills with his interest in technology.
Alongside technology and journalism, music represents another significant area of his creative activities. As a musical artist, he has explored music production and digital music publishing. His involvement in music reflects his desire to maintain a balance between technical education and artistic expression. In an era when independent musicians can reach audiences through digital platforms, Shinha Sarder has used online media as an important part of his creative journey.
Writing is also connected to his professional identity. He has worked on books and educational content covering subjects such as computers, information technology, social media and personal experiences. His writing interests range from educational materials to creative and digital content, demonstrating his broader interest in sharing knowledge with readers.
One of the notable aspects of Shinha Sarder’s journey is the combination of several fields. Entrepreneurship, computer science, research, journalism, writing and music are often treated as separate professional areas, but he has attempted to bring these interests together through digital platforms. This multidisciplinary approach reflects the changing career opportunities available to young people in the modern digital environment.
For young entrepreneurs and students, his journey illustrates the importance of continuous learning and experimentation. Technology is developing rapidly, and individuals increasingly need to combine technical knowledge with communication, creativity and business skills. Shinha Sarder’s activities across different areas demonstrate an effort to develop these capabilities simultaneously.
His story is also connected to the broader transformation taking place in Bangladesh. The growth of internet access, social media, digital businesses, online journalism and independent content creation has created new opportunities for young professionals. Entrepreneurs and creators can now build audiences, launch projects and distribute creative work without depending entirely on traditional institutions.
Looking ahead, MD. Shinha Sarder aims to continue developing his work in technology, entrepreneurship, research, journalism, writing and music. His multidisciplinary interests have positioned him as an emerging young figure seeking to build a career around both innovation and creativity.
The journey of MD. Shinha Sarder demonstrates how education, technology and creativity can come together to create new professional possibilities. His experience highlights the potential of young Bangladeshi entrepreneurs and creators who are using digital platforms to explore ideas, develop projects and communicate with audiences locally and internationally.