Poetry from Musharraf Hussain & Thi Lan Anh Tran

LOVE AMIDST CALCULATIONS

Authors:

Musharraf Hussain (Assam, India) & Thi Lan Anh Tran (Aschaffenburg, Germany)

20 July 2026

Upon the wall, the map of the world unfolds;

In your hands, the latest pages of data and reports.

The table is crowded with towering files,

Yet one quiet thought refuses to leave us.

With your pen, you explain profit and loss;

Silently, I count the music of our hearts.

Can any graph ever measure a lingering glance?

That is the quiet beauty of postmodern love.

The books of economics gleam upon the shelves,

While our two hearts drift into another realm.

Words fall silent beneath stacks of documents;

I pause, looking only into your eyes.

Set down this weary burden of paper and numbers—

Can the human heart ever be understood so easily?

From the pages of ledgers rises a tide of love,

And beside my humble cup of tea, your place now waits.

All Copyrights Reserved © Musharraf Hussain & Thi Lan Anh Tran, 2026

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TÌNH YÊU GIỮA NHỮNG PHÉP TÍNH

Tác giả:

Musharraf Hussain (Assam, Ấn Độ) & Thi Lan Anh Trần (Aschaffenburg, Đức)

Ngày 20 tháng 7 năm 2026

Trên bức tường, bản đồ thế giới mở ra rộng lớn,

Trong tay em là những trang dữ liệu mới và bao bản báo cáo.

Chiếc bàn chất đầy những hồ sơ cao ngất,

Nhưng một nỗi niềm lặng lẽ vẫn chẳng thể rời xa.

Bằng ngòi bút, em giải thích những lời lãi, được mất,

Còn tôi âm thầm đếm nhịp nhạc của trái tim mình.

Liệu có biểu đồ nào đo được ánh nhìn lưu luyến?

Đó chính là vẻ đẹp dịu dàng của tình yêu thời hậu hiện đại.

Những cuốn sách kinh tế lấp lánh trên giá,

Trong khi hai trái tim ta trôi về một miền xa khác.

Lời nói dường như lặng im dưới chồng hồ sơ giấy tờ,

Tôi dừng lại, chỉ muốn ngắm nhìn đôi mắt em.

Hãy đặt xuống gánh nặng của những trang giấy và con số mỏi mệt,

Bởi trái tim con người đâu dễ dàng được thấu hiểu?

Từ những trang sổ sách khô khan dâng lên một dòng yêu thương,

Và bên ly trà giản dị của tôi, giờ đây đã có chỗ dành cho em.

Bản quyền thuộc về tác giả © Musharraf Hussain & Thi Lan Anh Trần, 2026

“হিচাপৰ মাজত মৰম”

(Love Amidst Calculations)

কবিদ্বয়:

মুশ্বাৰ্ৰফ হুছেইন (অসম, ভাৰত) আৰু থি লান আন ট্ৰান (আছাফেনবুৰ্গ, জাৰ্মানী)

২০/০৭/২০২৬

বেৰত আঁৰিছা বিশ্বৰ মানচিত্ৰ,

হাতত লৈছা তথ্যৰ সাম্প্ৰতিক চিত্ৰ।

নথিপত্ৰৰ পাহাৰেৰে টেবুলখন ভৰিছে,

হিচাপৰ মাজতে এটা কথাই আমনি কৰিছে।

তুমি কলমেৰে বুজাইছা লাভ আৰু লোকচান,

মই মনে মনে গুণিছোঁ আমাৰ হৃদয়ৰ গান।

লেখচিত্ৰই জানো জুখিব পাৰে চকুৰ চাৱনি?

উত্তৰ-আধুনিক প্ৰেমৰ এইয়াই যে শুৱনি!

অৰ্থনীতিৰ কিতাপবোৰ জিলিকি আছে বেৰত,

আমাৰ মন দুটা কিন্তু বিলীন অন্য এক ফেৰত।

শব্দবোৰ স্তব্ধ হয় ফাইল-পত্ৰ সামৰি,

মই মাথোঁ চাওঁ তোমাৰ চকুলৈ থমকি।

থৈ দিয়া এই গধুৰ কাগজৰ মেটমৰা বোজা,

মানুহৰ মনটোক জানো ইমান সহজতে বুজা?

হিচাপৰ বহী ফালি ওলাই আহে মৰমৰ জোৱাৰ,

মোৰ চাহৰ কাপটোৰ কাষতে যে স্থান এতিয়া তোমাৰ।

All Copyrights Reserved

 © Musharraf Hussain & Thi Lan Anh Tran, 2026

Poetry from Chidimma Ewelukwa

The Questions Children Ask

Our teacher says

every story

should begin

with hope.

I keep wondering

if hope still remembers

the road to our street.

The swing

in the playground

moves only

when the wind comes

looking for children.

My little brother

still asks

whether schools

can grow back

the way trees do

after the rain.

The grown-ups

keep talking

about borders,

victory and history.

Their voices

are so loud

they never hear

the questions children ask.

My friend

used to race me

to the corner shop.

Now,

his football

waits alone

beside a broken wall,

still expecting his feet.

Every night,

my mother counts us

before she sleeps.

Every morning,

she counts us again.

No child should learn

to tell the difference

between thunder

and falling shells.

No mother

should have to

kiss a forehead

as though

it might be

the last time.

The world says

we are tomorrow.

Then let tomorrow

grow old enough

to walk home

without fear.

Leave the iron

to bridges.

Let mornings

begin again

with birds arriving

before sirens.

What Survives The Fire

I have carried you all –

the child

learning to whistle,

the farmer

waiting for rain,

the mother

humming sleep

into restless eyes,

the soldier who was once

someone’s baby.

I have never minded

the weight

of your footsteps,

only the ashes

they leave behind.

Yet every season,

you bury your anger

inside me

and call it history.

You carve

new borders

across my skin,

then ask why rivers

no longer know

where to flow.

You fill my mornings

with sirens

and my nights

with names

children were never

meant to become.

I can grow another forest,

heal a burned field,

persuade flowers

to return to places

that have forgotten their colors.

But I cannot grow

back a childhood.

I cannot replace

the first laugh

war steals,

the dream it buries,

the first home

it teaches

a child to fear.

Stop depriving

children a future.

They have already

paid for the fire

they never ignited.

Leave behind the metals.

Before you stitched

colors into cloth,

you knew one another

by heartbeat.

Remember this

and I will answer

with green mornings,

rivers finding their voices

and children singing

a new song.

Chidimma Ewelukwa is a Nigerian writer whose work explores memory, belonging, identity, and the quiet tensions of everyday life. She has been published in Writer Monk Literary Magazine.

Essay from Marjorie Thelen

Magpie Baby

From Marjorie Thelen’s daily journal 2022

High Desert in Burns, Oregon

Monday, July 4th 2022,70 degrees

Yesterday about 9:00 AM I was walking under the Russian olive trees on the north side of our house and noticed something black lying on the ground. I investigated and found it was a baby magpie still alive, half feathered out. He must have blown out of the nest about twenty feet above me in the old Russian olive. I felt helpless. I knew he would die if I left him there, but I couldn’t get him back into the nest because it was so high up and difficult to climb the Russian Olive tree with its thin, spare limbs and haphazard branches. A magpie pair had worked on repairing that two story condotel nest for months. It had a front and back door on the first floor, and this little guy must have got shoved out. Already it was hot and dusty in the high desert, and the little guy didn’t have much of a chance in the baking sun. 

I fixed him a small cardboard box lined with grass and tied his home to a low hanging tree limb under the high up magpie nest, hoping the parents would notice. He wasn’t responsive. I felt bad knowing there was little I could do. The fall from the nest must have knocked the wind out of him. He needed to recover. I checked on him during the morning. He wasn’t responsive. 

I consulted the Internet and Marta, my animal savvy neighbor, as to what to do. I kept checking on him.

When I checked in the early afternoon he started chirring his head off. I mixed up some food for him garnered from three websites: cat food soaked in water, hard-boiled egg, and cooked oats. He ate it up. Marta came over with a big, two foot long rectangular, open wire cage that I lined with newspaper and fresh cut grass. His new home.

He eats and sleeps. I feed him with a blue plastic tweezers. He’s had two moths and four flies plus his special food. He’s eating more. Then he sleeps. Marta and John think he should be covered. So, I put a hand towel over him for the night. He is still alive. I’ll cover him at night because the nights are cool, and he doesn’t have his siblings for warmth. We take one day at a time. This is a very special experience. The flow of life.

July 5, 2022, Tuesday, 80 degrees, partly sunny

Magpie baby made it through the night. Got some bugs for him today to eat plus his special food: softened cat food, hard-boiled egg, and soft oats. He eats and poops well. Likes his blankie which he sits under sometimes. He’s hopping more.

July 6, 2022, Wednesday, 80 degrees, sunny and breezy 

Magpie baby still alive and growing. John caught some moths today for him. I added mashed banana to his special food.

July 8, 2022, Friday, 80 degrees, sunny

Magpie baby still alive and growing, feathering out. Going to town today. Marta will come to feed magpie baby. 

July 10, 2022, hot, breezy

Feeding magpie baby. His two siblings are roosting outside their nest. They are all feathering out.

July 11, 2022, Monday, 90s, sunny

Magpie baby spent from 8 AM to 4 PM outside on the limb above her cage. Twice I saw her parent visit and sit on the limb beside her. The second time the parent jumped to the ground, pecked around, and fed her. My heart was thrilled. Bubbie fell off the limb twice. So, after 4 PM feeding I put her back in the cage because we’re going to a picnic in town tonight. She did well today and sits on the branches in the cage now. I say she’s a female because she has four fat siblings who are bigger and are brighter black and white than her. They jump around on the branches outside the nest. So today she became female. I call her Bubbie. The Power is working to help her. Thank you.

July 12, 2022, 99 degrees, breezy, hot

Bubbie, the magpie, did well. Didn’t eat much in afternoon maybe ‘cause of the heat. Put her in the safe house (cage) when we went to town. She hopped over on the limb when I couldn’t reach her and got a bite to eat from the blue, plastic tweezer I use. John found her some moths. I got two flies. Her siblings seemed interested in her getting fed. But they haven’t come to investigate. They watch from above.

I wear a floppy straw hat when I go to feed her. Today she was sitting on a limb about the same height as the top of my hat. She decided to jump over on top of my hat and turn around. As luck would have it, I had my iPhone with me and snapped a photo of us, her on top my hat like that’s where she belonged.  I will always treasure that photo.

July 14, 2022, my best friend’s birthday, hot, sunny

Baby magpie rejoined the wild today. She flew by herself past the pump house, past the garage and chicken coop. She’s sleeping tonight in the west Russian olive trees on the far side of our fenced property on the west side of our garage where two of her siblings are. One looks like her, so I think she is a female like Bubbie. I fed her the last time about 6 PM. At 8 PM I went out and stopped about mid garage. She was on the ground but made her way up to the limb about midway where another sibling was sitting. Parent magpie visited that one and may have fed Bubbie. So tonight she spends in the trees reunited with her family. I felt so grateful and happy. Bless her, bless her, bless her.

July 15, 2022, Friday, hot sunny, 94 degrees

Bubbie the magpie made it through the night with her five siblings in the west Russian Olive tree that grows along the wood and barb wire fence with a line of other Russian Olives.  At 9 AM, noon, and 6 PM I checked on her. She hopped out on a branch to be fed. The other five are in the tree, on the fence, on the ground.  Bubbie seems to like being on the ground. I think she’s looking for bugs. She was hungry tonight at 6 PM, not as much the other times. Hopefully, she’s getting something from the parents. 

July 17, 2022, Sunday 6 AM, 47 degrees, sunny

Friday evening when I fed Bubbie at 6 PM I teared up. I somehow knew I would be the last time. I told her I loved her and asked blessings upon her life. After I worried I shouldn’t have fed her, that her parents wouldn’t, and that she’d still be dependent on me.  

Saturday I avoided going to the western Russian Olive trees. I didn’t want her to see me. Yes, all the magpie family was still there.  I could hear them. About 7 PM I took the watering can filled with water to replenish the big bird water saucer on the ground by the picnic table that sits under a Russian Olive. I stopped by the garage because the magpies were on the table and taking a bath in the water pan on the ground. I was thrilled.

I only counted three magpies at first. Two were sitting on the barb wire fence under the Russian Olives. My worry was back that Bubbie wasn’t with them. But then I counted six. I was thrilled and gratified again. I waited until everyone had had a bath then walked with the water can, food container, and red plate to the picnic table. Three magpies were there and looked at me. One came forward with the magpie greeting, a loud squawk. It was Bubbie! She didn’t open her mouth to be fed. She watched me fill the water pan on the table. Then I put on the picnic table the red food plate and placed some of her food on it.  She looked but didn’t eat.

I talked to her but didn’t reach out. She watched. Then I left. After the parent came several times to the picnic table and fed Bubbie at least once. She likes bugs better. She took a splashy bath in the water pan on the table as did one of her fat siblings.  

I watched sitting in a chair by the cat nip growing along the garage wall well back from the magpie drama. I was petting Midnight, our black long hair cat, as I watched the magpies. She jumped down and went to investigate something on the ground. I did, too. It was a tiny, featherless baby sparrow that had fallen out of the bird house high on the garage wall. It was still alive but felt cool to the touch, so I put it into the hole in the bird house. This time I could reach the nest.  

July 17, 2022. Sunday. Hot. Hot. Hot. 98 degrees.

July 26, 2022, Hit 102 degrees. Heat Advisory

Early morning I’m out filling bird water pans by the picnic table under the elm tree.  No magpies this morning or evening. The family of California quail are grateful for these offerings.

July 27, 2022 8:30 AM Heat advisory.

No magpies this morning, last evening or yesterday morning. 

July 28

No magpies

July 31

Water to bird pans morning and evening. 

The magpies are gone. I think they come to nest in the Russian Olives in the early spring and then are gone by summer. I wonder where they go. Maybe to the basalt cliffs to the north of our place, since it’s cooler there.  I miss them. They will always be my favorite bird. 

I have a photo of Bubbie sitting on my garden hat on my head. I keep it on my nightstand. She hopped up on it one day when I was feeding her, and she was on the limb across from me. We were pals. We will be forever friends. What a special experience to share one’s life with a baby magpie.

September 2022  

We pack the truck to go cross country to Pennsylvania for a long sojourn.  I’m walking around in the yard. A lone magpie flies to our Russian Olives, calling. I watch. It’s unusual for a magpie to be here this late in the year. She flies back and forth in the Russian Olives, calling. This continues for several hours. Then she’s gone. I like to think it was Bubbie, come to say goodbye.

Short story from Eva Lianou Petropoulou

Συνημμένη φωτογραφία: FB_IMG_1763912737886.jpg

The sea

Once upon a time..

The sea Once a sailor asked a dove, how is it to fly? and the dove answered, you ask me because you are every day at sea and with your strong boat you tear the waves in two. You have a brave crew and you are not afraid of storms.. Meanwhile I just fly, sometimes low, sometimes high, but I always meet clouds and planes, nothing exciting. You tell me about your adventures… So said the dove and the sailor, who was the captain of a boat, began to tell about the nights with the full moon and the mermaids crying on the reefs burnt with orange and red coral, to weep for their sisters or for the fortunes of travelers

and the stars twinkle merrily high up there in the firmament of heaven. Years ago there lived a dolphin in the waters of the Atlantic and sang and played with the other dolphins of his tribe, until one day he woke up and nothing was the same as before. Everything changed in his neighborhood, they were found to have plastic bottles and tons of tires in every coral cave, the algae got sick and the dolphins got stuck in the deepest caves. -But what’s going on? The sea became sick, the ocean became infected, the mullets answered him as they also passed by, looking for better and cleaner waters. – The sea got sick, but that doesn’t happen, the sea is a living organism

with the power of self-healing, it has iodine and phosphorus and salt, thought the dolphin… deciding to rise to the surface, to go and see up close what exactly happened. As soon as he climbed a little higher, he saw a terrifying sight, plastic bags and bottles were floating, and tires from cars and another pile of garbage. The dolphin started swimming back and forth restlessly and doing somersaults. It’s all true, he said over and over again. The sea became sick and filled with rashes and sores. I have to find a solution, but how can I? I’m small and ….. as he thinks he saw the careta careta  turtle carelessly swimming around, looking for food. I will ask about this careta careta  turtle..

she will be able to help me, since she often rises to the surface to give birth to her young, he thought and quickly made hasty movements with his tail, to reach her.. – What are you saying, did Thalassa get sick? the loggerhead turtle grimaced as he munched on a seaweed, Since when; Does he have a high fever? Let’s vacuum her, he replied and continued swimming towards a more fertile ground that also had plankton. – Suction cups, what is that again? These elders talk with incomprehensible words and never explain the inexplicable to us… all their philosophies and then… we , the new generations we are   lost  and we don’t know what we should do to find solutions!!!!

Lady Turtle Caretta – Caretta , I don’t want tips or suction cups, i need help….The Sea got sick and filled with rashes, and sores . We need to find a medical help, look around you, and  stop chewing.

..The loggerhead turtle stopped munching and looked around, facing a macabre sight, with plastic bags on every coral reef and plastic bottles lying on the bottom, and car tires blocking the entrance to  the main door of  homes of  the Smyrna, of the crabs and  the starfish and a  chaos was everywhere… .

Those aren’t viruses, the turtle said flatly and continued munching on her seaweed. – Isn’t it a virus? and how do you know that, wondered the dolphin – I just know it, and I also know who is responsible for this downfall… Probably the people are responsible!!! 

– People?

what is this, swamp fish? asked the dolphin in wonder – No, they are not swamp fish, 

people are people.

 They are different from us because they can stand and walk with their feet and move outside the water, they breathe and live by eating each other.. but also us , the fishes and other animals, but they don’t know how to hide their garbage, to recycle it, like we do , and  they just through their carbage into the sea. They did that.

I have a bad experience with them, I see how they treat me and my children when I go to the surface to give birth. They are monsters!!!- The dolphin was scared but said determinedly, monsters or dragons, I will go fight them and send them back their garbage. The dolphin  said  and swam angrily towards an unknown direction.

after months it was heard in the dolphin family that a small gray dolphin was caught in a fisherman’s net and died like a hero. They said it was found, swimming on the surface and very close to coasts and cities.

They said that every night he carried plastic bottles with his snout and left them on the beach, in the morning the people who went to the beach found mountains of plastic bottles and plastic bags waiting for them and they frowned and shouted and made faces and were very annoyed because they couldn’t bathe or sunbathe and they went to the beginning and asked the Municipality to clean up the waste, because some unconscious people threw it on the shore, and it prevents them from sitting comfortably or drinking their coffee, they couldn’t from the stench .

The municipality called the garbage trucks and collected 3 truckloads of plastic, and he didn’t know where to take it, since he himself knew that plastic doesn’t dissolve easily and takes thousands of years to decompose, but wherever he throws it or buries it , it will be harmful to the environment.. .However the whole story was, he ordered the trucks of waste to be taken to the dump and melted down. . Every night the dolphin continued to carry whatever plastic bag or other plastic he found thrown on the bottom and in the yard of the dolphin’ s house.

He also carried bottles and tin cans of soft drinks, he had also found friends, and the caretta-caretta turtle, and a couple of octopuses were coming to help him in this whole business. But no matter how much they emptied the bottom and how much they tried, the next day, they still found empty plastic bottles buried in the sand and mixed with their food. Yesterday, the Whale almost swallowed a soft drink cap and a small plastic spoon, they didn’t know where all this dirt was coming from, until one day, the loggerhead turtle, who was around the world, explained to them that this was garbage of the human and throw all   into all the seas.

All the fish have moved out of their caves and gone to other coral caves to stay. The loggerhead turtle said that the seas have no more plankton and much of the algae has been poisoned. – But we can’t live like this, in uncertainty and misery, said the dolphin angrily. We have to show them, that we are down here living with our families and the sea is getting sicker day by day. – And what should we do? Asked the turtle,

 they have destroyed everything  the forests and the air. They will never  stop …now they will destroy the sea.

– Should we act, should we send a message to these people? – But how; The turtle once said. There are many of them and they don’t speak the same language as us. They don’t understand us. – They understand us, insisted the dolphin. There are some of them, the little people who understand us. I feel it. We need to alert the little people to help us. To stop throwing their garbage into our sea. We will find a way. We have to if we want to stay alive and with clean seas. – How are you so sure? Caretta-caretta turtle replied. – Some time ago I traveled with my family to see distant relatives,

– our dolphin cousins, who live on a piece of land that is washed by the sea. There I had a strange encounter with a small man, I guess, I didn’t know what kind of animal it was, because I didn’t understand his speech and he didn’t come to the sea, only I was approaching the shore… – You’re still alive, you were lucky. People usually kill dolphins and all other fish, either for food or to make fertilizers for their skin. Monsters I tell you, I know them well, who am forced to wait long nights for them to leave, so that I can go lay my eggs and then I quickly run away and leave the unfortunates to their fate… They are all monsters, continued the Caretta turtle

– -I believe in this little man, he didn’t hurt me, nor did he try to imprison me. We played very often and he taught me many tricks too, I will try to find him and give him a message, the dolphin continued his thoughts optimistically.

.If I manage to get to shore again, there will be a way to send him a message. So I’ll tell you, people spend hours at the sea, on days when it’s always sunny. They sit lying down, and sometimes they turn to the right, sometimes to the left, on huge quilts, I often see them, said the turtle-caretta-caretta. It will be your only chance to send them a message, but only to the little people. I will tell you what you will do, you will find a glass bottle, it will surely be there near the coral reefs, you will bring it here and tell the seahorses and the cuttlefish to come to my house. –

. – But for what reason? He asked the surprised dolphin.-I have an idea, the turtle said meaningfully and continued to chew her seaweed. So it happened, when the sun’s rays were no longer visible, they all gathered in the coral cave of the caretta-caretta turtle. She opened her desk and took two feathers and a piece of paper, she told the cuttlefish to put as much force as she could and blow her ink over the feathers, she began to write and write on this paper and when she had finished folded and put them in the glass bottle that the dolphin holds for them. He turned to the seahorses and told them in a determined voice, now you know what to do.

The sea-horses galloped away with the bottle fastened between them, they swam for some time, until it was daylight when they reached a shore. With an acrobatic figure, they threw the glass bottle towards the shore and it went and got stuck, between some deckchairs, where a family was. A child who was carelessly playing with his buckets a little further, went to collect stones and shells and found the glass bottle. He took it and took it to his grandfather, look what I found, grandfather, a glass bottle with a message inside, it must be a treasure. Grandfather took the bottle, opened the cap and carefully took out the note and read aloud:

Here in this blue land that we inhabit, and you call the sea, we live before you are even born, before you even learn to walk, before you even know what you are?   We not disturb you ,you  not care. 

We demand

Stop throwing your trash here, 

stop throwing your plastic waste in our yard and poisoning our food. Stop right now!»

Signature 

The creatures of the sea

 Dolphins – whales – sharks

 Corals and algae 

End 

Eva Petropoulou Lianou

Poet and author 

Essay from Alex S. Johnson

Blackwater Drowning’s frontwoman Morgan Riley carries herself with the kind of grounded ferocity that comes from years of carving out a place in a genre that demands both brutality and vulnerability. Her band, a five‑piece forged in North Carolina’s metal crucible, has become one of the most distinctive voices in modern melodic death metal by refusing to obey the stylistic borders that define so many of their peers.

As Riley puts it, “We’re not trying to fit into one specific little category. We want to just kind of take all of our bits of inspiration and make it into something kind of unique. And we’re not trying to fit some mold of, ‘we got to sound like this’. We just write what we feel. And I feel really passionate about that.”

Her origin story with guitarist Jeremy Bennett is one of parallel trajectories finally converging. “Jeremy and I had been in separate bands, and we played several shows together over the years,” she recalls. “Those bands ended up breaking up. I was in more of a hard rock band, but I always wanted to be more metal, and he was in a really good death metal band, and he wanted to do some more melodic stuff—because we’re both really big fans of Swedish melodic death metal.”

Their chemistry was immediate. “He started sending me stuff, and I started writing over it, and then Aria came into the picture. And several years later, Ron came in… and then Eamon joined, and he’s Ron’s little brother, so it just made sense.”

Looking back at the early EPs, Riley hears the band becoming itself. “When you first start a band, you are trying to figure out what your identity is,” she says. “We started out, I think, with a pretty strong identity, and I still really like a lot of those old songs, but now I feel we’re just more in focus to kind of the concept that we want to be. And I feel we don’t really sound a whole lot like anybody else… I don’t really hear anything that sounds exactly like what we’re doing. So, I love that. I love being a little bit unique.”

Her vocal journey mirrors the band’s evolution. Riley didn’t come up through metal; she came up through musical theater. “I actually came up in more of a musical theater household,” she says. “And I still love musical theater and singing big notes and all that stuff. So, I came upon a lot of that. And it definitely influenced the power.” Her first encounter with heavy women’s voices was transformative. “I think the first metal or hard rock woman that I heard was probably Amy Lee, as a lot of women in my generation did,” she explains. “And that was really big for me. She can sing beautifully, and then there’s this heavy music behind her, right? And then I discovered Flyleaf. And that first song ‘I’m So Sick’, where Lacey does that little scream—‘Oh my God, a girl does that! I want to figure out how to do that.’”

From there, she plunged deeper. “I went down a rabbit hole and found Arch Enemy, and became a big fan of that, just because it’s very brutal,” she says. “And Otep was a big one for me as well, because she does a lot of different things vocally. And I love the emotion that she puts into her voice. I draw inspiration from a whole lot of places. Lamb of God is a big one too. A lot of nu metal stuff.”

Her technique came the hard way. “When I first started, I literally just screamed along to Arch Enemy records,” she admits. “Messed up my voice for a few days trying to figure out how to do it, and I did it until I figured out how to not hurt myself with it.”

That duality—brutal and beautiful—is the core of Blackwater Drowning’s sound. Riley describes their motif with clarity: “If I had to describe us or kind of summarize, I always want to keep the heavy and some breakdowns. We don’t have to have breakdowns in every song—to show off our technical chops, because that’s fun—but never lose the groove of the music, and then keep the dichotomy of having the heavy, brutal stuff along with the beautiful melody.”

Their new album Obscure Sorrows—out now—is the band’s most collaborative work to date. Earlier releases were largely steered by Bennett, but this record opened the creative doors to everyone.

“We had the precedent that Jeremy was our main writer for those first two EPs and half of Sonder Satori,” Riley explains. “This is before Ron had joined the band. He joined at the very tail end of us recording our second EP. We had already had a whole bunch of stuff already written for the next one, and he contributed to that a lot, don’t get me wrong. But this time, we all kind of wrote together.”

The shift happened because the environment changed: they recorded the album themselves, with Bennett engineering. “We recorded this album actually ourselves,” Riley says. “Jeremy was the main engineer for all of that—well, the only engineer for all that. So, it was a little bit more relaxed than when you’re in the studio, because obviously when you’re in the studio, you are on the clock, and we don’t have a lot of money, so we’re not trying to waste our time, or their time, noodling around and figuring stuff out. You want to have everything ready to go, for our budgets. So, it gave us more space—I feel—to be spontaneous and creative, and with less pressure behind it.”

The orchestral elements that thread through Obscure Sorrows came from a trusted ally. “It’s actually our really good friend David,” Riley says. “He had been working on doing orchestration stuff for fun, and then also to put on albums. And Ron and him have been friends for a long time, and we’ve all played shows together. He’s a fantastic drummer, and we contracted him to write the orchestra parts. We’d send him the half‑completed song and be like, ‘Here, do your thing’, and we gave him some notes. And I think I’m really proud of the final product. I think it sounds really cool, and it’s something that we hadn’t really done before.”

Conceptually, the album began as a folklore‑driven project. “Originally, for the album, we had the idea that it was going to be a concept album where every song was going to be about a piece of folklore,” Riley explains. “And as we went along, there were some songs that I didn’t relate to any piece of folklore. I didn’t want to just write something and force it out, because that’s against my entire ethos. It’s got a… a song has to call for it.”

Still, folklore remains a strong thread. “The Sixth Omen was based around the legend of La Llorona,” she says. “And we did another song that was about a giantess—maybe her husband got killed, and no one has any sympathy for her, and she’s just a monster to them. And then ‘Incubus’ is… I mean, we knew what an incubus is, and it’s really just about that subject of, you know, you run into these people who are just an energy suck, you know? Drain you of everything.”

The album also reaches into depression, betrayal, generational curses, demons, and the afterlife. “I think obviously depression and stuff—that is always a strong theme in a lot of heavy music, and just music in general,” Riley says. “I think we all experience it to some degree in our lives. And then the afterlife—I think we all are really curious about what happens after, because nobody really knows.”

One of the album’s key tracks, “Storm,” is rooted in feminism—though Riley refuses to be heavy‑handed. “I have another song that’s more about feminism, which is ‘Storm’,” she says. “Because that’s a subject near and dear to my heart. But I didn’t want to be too on the nose with it, because that’s not really our thing, but I still want to say what I feel.”

Her feminism is grounded in history, not celebrity. “I feel I’m inspired by not necessarily any one person in particular, but just the body of work that feminism has done,” she explains. “And just when you look at history and how new some of these rights are to us—even in my grandmother’s day, we didn’t have some of these rights—and that’s wild to me. Just all the women who have come before me who have paved the way for the things that I have now… there’s so many of them, I don’t know if I could really choose just one or even a couple.”

For Riley, the most powerful part of being in a band isn’t the technical achievement—it’s the human connection.

“We did a tour, and we’re going up north, and a guy drove three hours to see us at this… we’re playing at this sushi bar,” she remembers. “And he has continued to follow us. He’s been following us since our first EP, and the fact that someone cares enough about what we’re doing to keep up with us… he actually got his very first tattoo was our band logo. That’s so cool.”

Then there are the quieter testimonies. “People tell me sometimes how a song helped them through a hard time,” Riley says. “And that always really touches me. I just love the human element of being in a band and affecting people’s lives in ways that you don’t even expect that you’re going to.”

She writes with that in mind. “When I write this music, when I write my words, I am talking about things that I’m going through, and maybe something a little bit more esoteric sometimes,” she explains. “But I always try to keep some element of relatability in there, so that despite the brutal setting, you can still empathize with what’s going on, and maybe it speaks to you. And if it helps you through whatever bad time you’re having—that’s really awesome to me, and that means a lot. Because as a metal band, you don’t expect someone’s going to be, ‘This helped me through my depression. You’re screaming.’ Well, it was really cool when that happened.”

Her conclusion is simple and devastatingly true: “It’s so rewarding as an artist to know that something that you created out of your heart and mind touched someone else’s heart. You connect with people on a deeper level that you’ve never even met. And that’s such a cool part about any kind of art. And that legacy carrying on is what makes artists immortal.”

Blackwater Drowning’s music carries that immortality: a fusion of personal history, theatrical instinct, metal lineage, and emotional honesty. Riley stands at the center of it—calm, powerful, grounded, evolving. She is part of a new generation of metal vocalists who understand that heaviness is not just sonic; it is emotional, intellectual, and spiritual. And with Obscure Sorrows out now, she and her bandmates have crafted a work that feels poised to carry them far beyond the borders of North Carolina’s metal scene, into a space where folklore, feminism, horror, groove, and brutality coexist in a single, unmistakable signature.

About the Author: Alex S. Johnson

Alex S. Johnson is a novelist, poet, editor, journalist, and cultural historian whose work threads the dark fantastique, bizarro surrealism, punk lineage, and countercultural satire into a singular voice. His fiction and poetry has appeared alongside Allen Ginsberg, Charles Bukowski, Edward Lee, Joe Hill, Caitlín R. Kiernan, and Poppy Z. Brite, and he has been hailed by John Shirley as “the Baudelaire of our time.” He has performed with such legends as Punk Rock Royalty Iris Berry from Lame Flames and Ringling Sisters, 2.13.61 (Henry Rollins) authors Tricia Warden and Ellyn Maybe, and SPIN magazine featured poet and cult author Danielle Willis (Dogs in Lingerie).

A veteran of the underground press, Johnson has written for Metal Maniacs, Zero Tolerance, Brave Words & Bloody Knuckles, and Metal Hammer. He is the founder of Nocturnicorn Books / A Collective Paw and curator of the Pawsie Awards. He is co‑writer (with Nicole H. Sixx) of the dark‑comedy slasher screenplay Serial Date.

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Forever and always with you

I find the beauty of your soul growing

With your blues

Thunderstorm over this town

I can escape burning with your hand

The little unnamed flowers along the path

where river flows a sublime zeal

Dance and music nature’s flowing through

Shimmering and shining with your cityscape

I always find a reason to be with you

My forever and always earthen song.