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despair syndromes
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myopia letters
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silence of speech
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madness of meaning
¥
betrayal of consciousness

and everywhere cripples and soldiers 
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Plastic flowers will cover the graves
The graves will grow on the lawn instead of flowers
Flowers will grow higher than graves

Everything around blooms and smells of death inspired by life
Loneliness is the lot of a newborn or a deceased
So the butterflies in my stomach announce the plan to intercept

(Editor's note: adult content below) 

 
Oh my gods he wants his asshole torn by big men
Oh yeah, baby, he wants to get talked about
Luckily he won't be picking up a gun
He'll earn his money with his ass, not his blood
He'll enjoy fucking, not dismembering
As silly as it sounds, he loves everybody
All people are beautiful, really
He especially loves those who are richer and more generous
Of course he likes to confront his complexes
Of course his stupid mother didn't approve (and then died)
The man who has been renting all his life is forced to pay
Paying for air in the form of strangulation during sex
Paying for everything else according to the receipt
Hungry children catch up with pigeons and take the birds' bread
I want everybody to learn how to fuck for bread
I want everybody to learn how to fuck for money
I want there to be no money 
I want to steal air without a monthly fee 
But in the meantime, after the rain, the cemetery grows
Hungry men take their fat dicks out of their pants
Death and sex is a perpetual motion machine
Money is a perpetual concentration camp

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I want you but no one hears how the night ends with a shot in the iron of the head. Because of the nonsense, because of the lack of you -> because of the lack of yourself. How to fill yourself after the explosion of a hydroelectric power station? Water? By blood? With fur? Shit? Every day I remember how sweetly you hissed your eyes, brewed tea, sang like a perch in the net, only God knows a song.
Your penis was so beautiful that the morning ended before it started. The rain soaked the cemeteries and the ashes scattered.

I always wanted to feel your body: incomprehensible, inapplicable. The body of electricity. Body of flowers. Fire body. Your appearance always gave me the creeps: you were so beautiful that the mud on your boots did not frighten me - I was not afraid when you touched my pants with your shoes in a cafe. We ate the rain. We drank views. I want to get drunk. I want to quench my thirst. I want at least your lips to drool or cum. I want you to charge me with electricity.

Cemetery with a sea of flowers. One person less. One less sexy ass - and it's unfair. How to fill yourself after this explosion?

My head swells and explodes like a coconut from stress. I can't fill myself with sperm or thought or lust or erection. Little beetles crawl оf minutes on the wall of my room. The stomach of the house is trying to erase me into the powder of moments.

How to fill yourself after this explosion? Flower pots in which there is nothing else to plant. And small carcasses of birds on the windowsill.
Cast iron death plays the flute. There are as many explosions as there are stars. There is only one God in heaven - but this is not certain. I so want to fill myself with love that I am ready to descend into hell - but alas, there is no greater hell than now.

Sphere of the Present

Long ago he sought

only fulfillment

of his wrath and

lust. Entitled. The

dog from El Norte shed

the insignificant. A

Mexican girl

died. The meager

love she thought

true, endless

for her and

their baby, only

careening toward

the end unaware.

Her voice pierces

time seeking

justice. It reaches

into the present

“Ayudame!” I hear. I

knock on doors.

“Listen! Stop the

White dog!” Barred.

Locked forever in

an insistence to let

sleeping dogs lie

especially dogs

from El Norte.

Hidden horrors decades

old no longer

matter. Only now.

The Sphere of the Present.

All of us tangled

together. A Rat King.

Locked in a futile

struggle to survive. All

there ever was

or would be until

the end. Her

voice fades. Never

ends. ayudame

ayudame ayudame

ayudame ayudame

ayudame …..

Blonde Boy

Meet the smiling blonde boy. Never makes a fuss. [Probably.] “Hi, hun. Love ya.” A subdural, cerebellar arachnoid cyst above the right ear. Developed during gestation. Useless bits of convoluted gray matter lie about. Shaken baby. [Don’t know for sure.] A funnel-shaped cell all the way down. Down to the reptilian brain. His accomplice, Hunger, incarcerated there. Let out at night…..to feed. “Yippee!” Grinning. Mayhem. Gnawing bloody bones. Dawn. Heads for home. Door slams shut. Moans, snarls, guttural growls. Awaits dusk. Smiling blonde boy. “Good morning, hun. Love ya.”  [Maybe.]

Wounds

The wounds of our

protagonist are deeper,

more profound than

I had thought. Inflicted

in infancy. An unloved

newborn denied

even a crumb

of care and

tenderness.

He was starving. Desperate.

His faux persona might be

loved. It is all

he has. Without it

he might die adrift

in outer darkness.

Alone. No one

cares.

He has no real

self to return to if

this one fails as

it certainly will.

The artificial

can never be

sustained.

He is a parent now. The

cracks are beginning

to appear. I had predicted

he would fall like an

imploding building

destroying only

himself. But that is not

the case.

In existential crisis. He

doubles down.

Screaming. Insisting the

fake is real. He is

becoming cruel.

He is terrifying

innocent children who

need the love

he denies

them.

And when confronted,

commanded to stop

the tirade,

told he is a

monster, he lies down

to nap curled up

like a small

child.

Cucurbita

Once

When I was young

My aunt took to me the garden to see the pumpkin patch

“Look at how the vines choke the fence,” she told me.

 I saw the soft squash blossoms and plump pumpkins. Still yellow and young.

It was the dawn of August and the nights had only just begun to cool.

I nodded, noticing the way the green arms stretched

and twined. One little vine had even curled around the latch almost as if it was desperate to break loose.

I had forgotten her words until one night in deep winter we drove to the hospital with snow swirling around

“Drive carefully” and “maybe tonight’s the night” I laughed.

Hours later, sweat shining on my brow, my body weak and my breath hard I heard you finally cry out.

The night was dark and the hours deep when they placed you in my arms

So soft and plump

But what the doctors didn’t know is that when they cut the cord the other half was

still inside –

a long deep vine trapped,

forever latched

and curled around my heart

Hearth

There is a power in kitchens; a secret language

whispered by steam and smoke,

pots and pans

written and ruled by spatula and spoon. A shrine splattered

with spaghetti sauce, ladle left haphazardly on the edge of the sink

to spare the counter.  A rib cage cradling 

the heart of the home, beating steadily and softly

behind the bones. While the thrum

of the oven sings in tandem

with the beep of the microwave.

There is a power in kitchens; born from the language

spoken by bare feet on sticky floors. Mopped gently

by tired hands.

 

The Loving Girl

A girl i saw in my dream,
Black long hair she has, like a queen.
The eyes of the girl is black,
Mountain is the place she love.

The girl wants to live, beside the sea
But never went, to the heart of the sea.
The girl love to see the Moon,
Moon lover is her tune.

The girl wants to travel the world,
For this, she wants to be the bird.
The girl i saw in my dream,
Black long hair she has, like a queen.

My heart laments for my uncle

Your beautiful words, my daughter,

My bright faces smiling at me,

Once again my eyes see,

My uncle enters my dreams.

Once in my dreams,

He says that Venus is a star,

John calls me my daughter,

I can’t wait to see my uncle.

Once again fill our house with light,

The guest was sitting in the net,

He would open his mouth from prayer and pick up a book.

If only we could see that moment.

My little uncle swallows his longing,

My mother waits for him every day.

My daughter-in-law, my children! wins

If only we could see our uncle once!

We used to see light on their faces every time

Almighty God, build us a palace of happiness again,

Turn my uncle’s face towards us,

Let’s see it one last time!

Only in prayer would he pray,

They always say “Alhamdulillah”.

They gave us only love and affection,

Show us your uncle’s face in heaven!

She is wearing a white dress, her face is radiant white…

May the Almighty listen to our pain.

Look towards us slowly with your light,

Cousin, show us!

My heart felt like it was crushed

The river of youth in my heart overflowed.

Today is the day I will see you,

Come now, my uncle, show your faces!

I can’t get enough of looking at his picture.

I will not be happy without them.

I can’t remember every moment

Enough! Show my uncle’s face!

Give us all a sincere look,

Let him run towards us like a great wind.

May he bless us for the last time,

May our hearts be filled with the love of my uncle!

 Abdullajonova Zuhrakhan

Abdullajonova, daughter of Zuhrakhan Rustamjon, 24/09/2007. She is now 16 years old and is interested in writing poetry. Her favorite pastime is writing poetry. She managed to publish her poems in several newspapers of the national level in Uzbekistan. She wants to publish a book in the future.

        Nature

Nature is the most beautiful beauty given to us. We all appreciate this beauty. But, until now, due to the wrong use of nature and the environment, people have a negative impact not only on nature ,but also their own lives.

Many factories, machines and electronics are still being produced today. As a result, the atmosphere is being poisoned. People are also breathing toxic gases. Let us and nature be friends. Because then let protect himself.

Maftuna Rustamova 

30 the school 

8-“a” class

MEDICINAL HELBA TRIGONELLA FOENUM GRAECUM-laboratory analysis of its plant seeds..

Mavlonova Madinabonu 
Student of Faculty of Natural Sciences 
of GULISTON STATE UNIVERSITY.

Abstract: Seed germination is the most important, which determines the suitability of seeds for sowing one of the important features is the thickness of the Bush number of the crop, the same plant and the growth and development of mold largely depends on the consistency.
Key Words: Laboratory planter, primary solubility, primary solubility, cultured plant, plantability, thermostat.

Introduction 
PQ-4901 of the president of the Republic of Uzbekistan dated November 26, 2020-in the numerical decision, the cultivation and processing of medicinal herbs, their scientific research scale on the development of breeding yolga on measures to expand medicinal in the regions of the Republic unified scientific research into crop production and processing creating a base, studying the advanced scientific developments of foreign countries go, establish cooperation with leading scientific institutions, as well as modern introduction and availability of technologies, scientific developments to the Republic in order to strengthen the effective use of opportunities:

1. State committee of Forestry, Ministry of agriculture, innovation Ministry of Development, Ministry of Health and Academy of Sciences Center for the cultivation and processing of medicinal plants” healing" state institution under the State Committee of Forestry on the basis of scientific-developed cultivation and processing of medicinal plants in the form proposal to establish an exit center (next-A Center) approval.

֎ wild-growing medicinal plant areas on the territory of the Republic study and determination of reserves, preservation of the existing Bioresource gene pool, Organization of maternity plantations;

֎ cultivation and preparation of seed materials, reproduction, collector with the establishment of nurseries and the processing of their raw materials conducting related scientific and Applied Research; In this case, each institution disappears, including growing in a natural case storage of growing medicinal plants, hatching, their cultural creation of plantations, establishment of maternity fields and nurseries, development of technological maps on the cultivation of medicinal plants to develop scientifically based proposals and developments on attaches specialists. 

Main part
Our plant with different names in different state languages and dialects is Shamballa,helba,fenugreek. the scientific name is "Trigonella Foenum Graecum". Fenugreek has many medicinal purposes, such as stimulating lactation, stimulating appetite, in digestive disorders, anti-inflammatory, in the treatment of arthritis, as well as in the treatment of various wounds. 

Fenugreek is also very effective in treating diabetes, as two grams of powdered fenugreek has been shown to be equal to one unit of insulin. The reason is, fenugreek seeds contain zinc-related ß-chains that affect blood sugar levels. In addition, they contain amino acids and sulfuric acids, which stimulate the production of active penicillin in the pancreas, as noted by Dr. Abdul Bosit. These results he published in his valuable book "Natural herbs and the search for treatment in prophetic medicine". 

In his book, Dr. Abdual Basit assures that a diabetic patient suffers from a sulfur bond breakdown that binds ß-chains to produce an active insulin molecule. Giving sulfur in an organic form, such as fenugreek seed, increases the effectiveness of the pancreas, which is useful in the treatment of diabetes. Fenugreek seeds contain 29% proteins, 6% volatile and solid fats, as well as a high percentage of vitamins B1, B2, niacin, Pantonin, trigonelin and tri-methylamines. These substances greatly affect the signs of menstruation. 

Fenugreek also contains iron, phosphorus, several enzymes, hormones and other components such as gums. The healing value of these compounds increases when seeds germinate and buds appear. Through this process, proteins made up of several essential amino acids are broken down into acids, vitamins and hormones, which reproduce wonderfully in a humid environment.  

Fenugreek is an annual grass growing to 60 cm (20 inches) tall. The leaves are light green and consist of three leaves with toothed edges. The white flowers are produced singly or in pairs in April and may. After them, bean-like legumes 10-15 cm (4-6 inches) long consist of up to twenty small, grooved, yellowish-brown seeds. The leaves have nutrients rich in carotene , vitamin A , ascorbic acid , calcium and iron . The seeds consist of" protein, starch, sugar, mucus, minerals, volatile fats, solid fats, vitamins and enzymes". They smell like curry, but very spicy and contain coumarin oil. 

The seeds also contain diosgenin, which is used in the production of oral contraceptives. 
 
Uniqueness is the number of germinated seeds in the average sample taken, and the percentage is expressed in the score. From knowing the uniqueness, the goal is to form a Nichol that develops normally it consists in determining the number of seeds that have the ability.Germination of seeds, since laboratory conditions are convenient all the time it is always higher than in the field. Even so, in the laboratory of the seed the specified Unicity expresses the qualities of suitability for planting clearly enough. 

The germination of seeds is determined in thermostats. Before starting the taxile, you need to consider the uniqueness all the tool used in the transfer must be prepared all the equipment. Thermostat disinfected and cleaned every 10 days (in which 1 Part 40% formulin per 20 parts water) and the disinfected thermostat is hidden for 2 hours, then until the smell of formulin rises ventilated. Also used in the flooring are vannochka, separator, mirror, tweezers and others are also uninfected (before each taxil) and they are stored inside the berk thermostat. To determine the germination of seeds, they are planted in sand and filter paper. Seeds the sands used in planting are cleaned by sifting and rinsing in special sieves beforehand. 

To the indicators of the seed quality of the plant according to the rules: purity, it includes its uniqueness, viability, mass, moisture and damage by pests and diseases.  Each container planted in a flourish is attached to a label, in which the number of the sample is, also written is the day when the initial and main germination of the seed is determined. Seed planted containers are placed in thermostats and periodically soaked.The temperature in the thermostat is three times every day-in the morning, at lunchtime and in the evening the scale is recorded in a notebook. Temperature difference +2 from the set for the seed From 0S should not increase or decrease. Water 1.5-2.0 CM in a water tank below the thermostat be and the water in it is renewed every 3-5 days. 
  
  
1-Fig. Determination of seed germination of medicinal plant HELBA TRIGONELLA FOENUM GRAECUM 

The seeds showed distinctive physical characteristics, including the helba medicinal plant with a length of 4.57 mm, width 1.90 mm, thickness 1.76 mm, average arithmetic diameter 2.74 mm, average the geometric diameter is 2.47 mm, the weight of 1000 seeds is 14.77 g,the size is 22.745 mm. The 3rd dimension is 0.559, the surface area is 17.04 mm 2 and the aspect ratio is 42.06. From this in addition, the actual density of seeds is 921.33 kg / m ³, the mass density is 816.06 kg / m³, had a porosity of 11.43% and a bearing angle of 40.02°. 

Friction according to its properties, charota seeds are on plywood surfaces, then rubber, soft demonstrated high friction on steel and glass surfaces. In addition, charota the thermal properties of its seeds are 0.0663 W -1 .K -1 has a thermal conductivity of and Contains 0.00155 ° c CM / Vt resistance. Seed germination is 95%  it was discovered by examining it by picking it up in petri saucers in laboratory conditions.I.e. From the seeds of our Sano plant, which Pedri collected in our container, all gave a good result sprouted.So that we can determine the germination of seeds-the number of germinated seeds  we divide by the initial total number of seeds:
          b                95
X= ---------=    X ------------ =0.95
          a               100
a~total number of seeds
B~number of seeds germinated
X~seed germination

CONCLUSION
From the above laboratory taxa, the following can be concluded;

- the state of the seed material used for planting by quality marks must meet the standard requirements;

- germination of seeds, since laboratory conditions are convenient all the time it is always higher than in the field. Even so, in the laboratory of the seed the specified Unicity expresses the qualities of suitability for planting clearly enough.

-to determine the germination of seeds, they are planted in sand and filter paper. The sands used in sowing seeds are cleaned by sifting and rinsing in special sieves before.

- initial germination of seed (germination capacity) and basic germination each in one sample, the alloxide is determined. In this case, it is normal to determine the initial tensile seeds germinated in the carpet and rotted seed aloxida-aloxida counted and rotted seed removal condition.

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