line up
stand on one line to register
at a clinic showing your card
to see medical staff on duty
sit and wait and wait and wait
until a guy rushes in fast talk
handing you some prescription
stand on a line marked exit
to pay for the visit where they
take checks cash or credit
drive away cautiously sure
never to cross over any
double yellow traffic lines
stand on winding line at
drug counter now paying
for an unknown medicine
stand on L O N G line to buy
something to eat unable
to decipher nutrition labels
make sure to line up your
car when you come home
carefully keeping it vertical
walk quickly down that
long line of apartments
each door mud brown
this shows you follow the
straight and narrow in this
personal hell of lines
today’s bottom line is
minus $220 and a small
frozen pizza for dinner
broken dream
into dream of gray
imprisoned within gray stone
away from fragrant red roses
far from soft green grass
behind gray walls unable
to breathe in air like cement.
can you remember smooth
oceans or recall falling stars?
imprisoned for too long.
walls begin to crack open
stones knocked over steel bars
crushed walls blasted into bits.
now you can breathe no longer
enclosed finding this world
this world lies in front of you
pulsating alive free
all the noise
constant chatter of streaming news
death turmoil destruction spaced
with random acts of kindness
togetherness as families reunite
after leaving that COVID expanse
some young unable to walk now
policing and surveillance everywhere
yet vandals continue under
“boys will be boys” becoming men
pushing women around grabbing their
genitals blackening eyes burning down
houses cursing those who bring life
drugs the great spider web to keep
workers marching in step AND constant
appeals for donations to politicians
those who claim to be famous
are more infamous than ever
showing off their bling for brains
noon day demon
after police cars careened downtown
sirens screaming across streets
neighborhood schools locked down
after press reporters photographers
combed the vicinity canvassing
live witnesses or local authorities
after the gunman was shot down
but no one could understand his rage
camouflaged by quiet politeness
after helicopters lifted the injured from
wired baskets to trauma centers while
gleaming black bags were carried out
after everyone remarked how bright
blue morning had turned to blood red
afternoon marked by thin yellow tape
after blinking lights ashen faces
cries of distress faded into gray
there was nothing to do but return
to business as usual
Reservoir
I can no longer separate the poem from that day
both imperfect lonely paraphrasing.
Perhaps you can imagine air dense occasional sun
on face hard brown grass at the reservoir in
New England trees spill their leaves like many hands
falling in despair gulls crying crying at New England
reservoir rippling rippling how old I am becoming
searching still searching.
Too tired embarrassed nude inside why say anything
annoyed amazed at circles with circles diffusion
of leaves rings of water movement of people moving
moving all this moving toward no exact point
only this cluster of conjecture.
Category Archives: CHAOS
Poetry from Nosirova Gavhar

Spring snow My grandmother with a bright face was looking at me and eating mint pies. While smiling at her, I woke up from the light falling into my eyes. My mother did not even hear my voice because she was immersed in household chores. Approaching her, I said: «Oh, oh, it’s spring season, the mints are now green. If I pick mints from the garden, let’s make mint pies and come see my grandmother?» My mother said in a sad voice: «Since the beginning of spring, the snow has covered the area again with its clothes. It’s a pity that we can’t pick mints.» As I look out the window in surprise, it is hard to believe, it cannot even be called spring snow. Is it like the frosty days of winter? To my mother in a strict tone: I will pick mints, you will make pies, we will go to see my grandmother. Despite calling my mother after me, I went out with the basket. I went to the garden and started looking for mint on the edge of the ditch. Water-soaked mints bent under the snow lay along the stream. «I found it», «I found it» and started gathering them. When I filled my basket and went home, my mother asked: «Where did you find it, my child?» I didn’t have time to answer, so I said, «Let’s make mint pies faster.» Both of us were in a hurry to make pies and couldn’t stop. Hot pies are ready. After putting it in the basket, we set off. I was very happy as I kicked the snow under my feet and ran. The roof of my grandmother’s house was visible. «Grandma-grandma» we are here. Grandma couldn’t believe her eyes when she saw us. When we opened the basket, my grandmother greeted us with tears in her eyes, saying, «I just want to eat pies with mint» and thanking us. Even the spring snow did not overshadow our meeting today. Nosirova Gavhar was born on August 16, 2000 in the city of Shahrisabz, Kashkadarya region of Uzbekistan. Today, she is a third-year student of the Faculty of Philology of the Samarkand State University of Uzbekistan. Being a lover of literature, she is engaged in writing stories and poems. Her creative works have been published in Uzbek and English. In addition, she is a member of «All India Council for Development of Technical Skills», «Juntos por las letras» of Argentina, «2DSA Global Community». Winner of the «Korabl znaniy» and «Talenty Rossii» contests, holder of the international C1 level in the Russian language, Global Education ambassador of Wisdom University and global coordinator of the Iqra Foundation in Uzbekistan. «Magic pen holders» talented young group of Uzbekistan, «Kayva Kishor», «Friendship of people», «Raven Cage», «The Daily Global Nation», Argentina's «Multi Art-6», Kenya’s «Serenity: A compilation of art and literature by women» contains creative works in the magazine and anthology of poets and writers.
Essay from Zeboxon Akmalova

Analysis of the late book after Kimyo International University in Tashkent
Akmalova Zebokhon Akobirkhan
Primary education 1st stage student
Annotation: The article talks about the child’s hidden abilities and mental activity of education
Keywords: children, upbringing, attention, education, intellect, school
The author of this amazingly good book believes that kids have the ability to learn everything. He focuses on the enormous impact the environment has on newborns and offers simple and comprehensible learning methods that contribute to the early development of the child. In his opinion, all that adults learn with difficulty, kids assimilate without much effort. And the main thing in this process is to apply the new experience at the right time. But this “right time” can be understood only by the one who is always with the kid.
This book is addressed to all those mothers and fathers who want to open up new wonderful opportunities for their kids.
Poetry from Michael Stewart
Teachings Miss no chance to be still. Lean back against the sink while you brush, don't roam into the sickening maelstrom of sights that remind you why you should fear. Don't yearn for your worry stone. Take it from the pocket where it waits. Feel its softness, Test its minor heft, Smell the stone aroma, Touch it to your tongue, if you dare, and listen to its heart. No far-off waves, just you.
Poetry from O’razaliyeva Charos
My joy is spring Spring always gives us happiness Everyone feels a sense of joy Most girls dance and use a powder Old ages make us laugh to enjoy I am happy about the season That's why flowers are everywhere. I like spring, but I don't know how My heart blooms when spring is here. The nature of spring is captivating Various birds fly on one side My heart cries out for alerting Every facet of spring with me alongside. O'razaliyeva Charos lives in Uzbekistan, Syrdarya region, and attends a creativity school which is named after Halima Xudoyberdiyeva.
Poetry from Michelle Reale
LET NOTHING YOU DISMAY My father’s geographical tendencies were nurtured when he began to walk. His gentle mother’s hands on his small shoulders moved him toward or away from things like a guiding light. There was a velocity to his knowing where his feet were planted, fast and fastidious, as if nothing else mattered. The familiarity of blood meant turbulence in the strictest sense of the word, and gave usable information years and years later. Intercessory prayer had us both kneeling at the altar in a church filled to the brim with a visual coding that was second nature to us. The cynical among us called it sorcery, or worse. I had eyes like glass, which magnified what I held in the stillborn heart I was born with. I dictated to my father everything I saw. When a murder of crows softly cooed in my general vicinity, I thought of how transitory comfort is to all living things. Here one day, gone the next. My father stood back, crossed his arms in front of him and I knew he feared it was an omen because geography aside, we were a superstitious people, given to signs and symbols, and robed in the inflected dialect we held so close, despite the years. When my father turned from me I pushed away the urge to guide him. We can read each other like a book, but it doesn’t mean we have to. Answers to prayers are eventually bestowed. We hold patience, above all, in pockets where we will dip our hands for reassurance. All in good time. All in good time. Michelle Reale is the author of several poetry and flash collections, including Season of Subtraction (Bordighera Press, 2019) , Blood Memory (Idea Press), and In the Year of Hurricane Agnes (Alien Buddha Press). She is the Founding and Managing Editor for both OVUNQUE SIAMO: New Italian-American Writing and The Red Fern Review. She teaches poetry in the MFA program at Arcadia University.
Poetry from Muntasir Mamun Kiron

Freedom Fighters In the heart of struggle, courage ignites, Amidst the darkness, brave souls take flight, In Bangladesh’s story, they stand tall and true, Freedom fighters, forging a path anew. With valor as their shield, and justice as their guide, They marched through fire, side by side, Their voices echoed, a rallying cry, For liberty’s cause, they dared to defy. Through tears and triumphs, they pressed on, Their spirit unyielding, their resolve strong, They fought for freedom, they fought for right, In the darkest hour, they brought forth light. Their sacrifice remembered, their legacy bright, In the annals of history, their valor alight, Bangladesh’s heroes, in memory evergreen, Their courage and passion, forever seen. Muntasir Mamun Kiron is a student of grade ten in Harimohan Government High School, Chapainawabganj, Bangladesh.