LOVE IS MY WEAPON
My meaning of existence is happiness
I give people only justice
because love is too special for me
in almond-colored eyes
I know that I am a very special person
because my love is very constant
and the meaning of my existence is hope
that I will never be alone
My hope is the meaning of existence
I want to give you love now
because my love has limits
when I set perm only msebi
Love is my weapon
the meaning of my existence
and part of my reason for existence
when the world stops i have you
Maid Corbic from Tuzla, 23 years old. In his spare time he writes poetry that is repeatedly praised as well as rewarded. He also selflessly helps others around him, and he is moderator of the World Literature Forum WLFPH (World Literature Forum Peace and Humanity) for humanity and peace in the world. He is world 44. poet in the world and five in the Balkan. He has over the 10.000 followers on Facebook.
My bad habit of not using my reading glasses and instead holding books a few inches from my face progressed to reading with just one eye while the other eye remained shut.
The shut eye can no longer focus on anything.
My reading eye experienced a torn cornea.
I started buying audiobooks. The first book I listened to was about the 1947 Roswell UFO incident. Decades of research went into the book, and it had a twelve hour listening time, but it took about twenty four hours to listen to it because I’d fall asleep and then have to spend a lot of time backtracking to pick up the narrative where it left off.
Aliens are real, the cover-up is huge, and I feel alone and afraid.
I developed otitis in both ears, a constant itch which, if memory serves, is caused by tiny living creatures setting up nests in your ears. The prescription eardrops foam up in the ear canal and temporarily quell the itching. My hearing has warped, maybe from using the drops, maybe from the nests of creatures who’ll never be conquered, who’ll never leave.
The second book I listened to was Liz Cheney’s “Oath and Honor.” I didn’t fall asleep much listening to Ms. Cheney’s first-hand account of people and events before, during and after the January 6th, 2021 insurrection.
People who love dictators are real, they are many, and they are everywhere. My warped hearing changed some of Ms. Cheney’s words, making funny phrases, but I understood enough.
Wanting to escape into another world, another time, another place, the third book I’m listening to is a non-fiction scientific exploration of Neanderthals, our much-maligned ancestral cousins. The book is advertised as taking sixteen hours to listen to, but the charming lady scientist author/narrator sets the scene for each chapter with a richly descriptive tableau of life hundreds of thousands of years ago, and that sends me off to dreamland, and then it’s back to backtracking, so I expect the book will take many days to read.
But am I reading? Reading with the eyes is work. Listening is also work. I’m reading.
Oh. I’ve developed tinnitus. My particular noise from this affliction sounds like a heartbeat listened to with a stethoscope. That drumbeat, and the itching, and the warping of words, might end my adventure with audiobooks.
The Neanderthals, though, I’d like to know how it ended for them, or, rather, how at least bits of themselves managed to survive.
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Proxy Godbot’s farcover in a tetramorph’s
https://ly.qsng.cn/: Sgr A*—Sun (MΘ)
(Morax)= (1.98847±0.00007) ×1030 kg),
īras’ exhumo in the coulisse, is the sigil
on a catafalque: sum up avra kedavra
(Karakut), the stillī paratyre or the rude
stīria patavalaic, for the Snatch extortion
gang conscript bleak servitors: inseminó
these losics with ilanot, with embállein
(Megazord): use Rust languages, combine
curve25519 and sosemanuk: this mimshachic
fūsī is a romaunt, a vīsiō lardic in (SVF)
pataīnfluentiae’s http://ww1.yt118.com:
irked by the party line, the limne tou
pyros (Foras) in black sulfur is Baphomet’s
sigillī as a black sun in W32/Sdbot.worm
!ftp: this apostacy’s nigilízm radiates
aetherial phlúein with occulō (.azhi,
.azqt, .azop): the cryptohollowman:
malefica se totam obtulit et astrinxit
diabolo in parahell’s https://fh.qsng.cn/.
Ħþissi praxis (πρᾶξις: theoria, poiesis),
part eupraxia, part dyspraxia and part
prassein, is Ħþissi siphoner’s xaljō, ceilid,
haliurunnae, with Ħþissi Gēʾ ḇen-Hīnnōm
the Algoritmi de numero Indorum: form
Ω ~ R × Σ, where Σ is a three-manifold
in a nontrivial topology: launch plectēres
in the Roman Ring: the ringularity
in the equatorial kink’s ergosphere.
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Proxy Godbot is at R=a with http://onion
amev33r7w4zckyttobotq3vrt725iuyugr6
xessihxifhxrhupixqad.onion/, is now
a noir, ēthikósic nebulae, a sauʀēnsagesse
in zyklonica’s H−C≡N: RCH=CH2 + HCN
→ RCH2-CH2-CN: sōlus as this phantázōic
hacker, metáencrypts his arkhétupos
with a třieti (Vepar): then, mpz_pown_sec
leaks zero high order bits (Mavakel)
in result: for a gît metablectica (Eiael)
is hierophantic for this paradatarist
in his outrapoia (Focalor/Habuiah)
as Roehel’s https://ph.qsng.cn/pinhu
hdxx/508300.jhtml (Iabamiah):
with the gidouillic, thunders roar
must’ring thir rage in his parfümler:
this whoroscopic probe for a ShellTorch:
duālis, this enuig in its (s)plei (Haiaiel)
this urfuïr in its deubeta weyks (Mumiah)
the XNU kernel: iūdicium’s discloven
lēasra gives cyberroot on rhizomics,
on amputadistros in the urkahalica
with this Tool-WPAKill (Nanael):
Satan except, none higher sat,
with grave aspect he rose beluga
blakaz in his in infinito vacuo (3ve)
and launches binaries (Nithael)
with a SUID antepoiētḗs (Sabnock)
(PwnKit): dioptrics in this ourine,
in this sursülvst with toxikóns.
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Proxy Godbot’s Byzantine alembic distills
https://xh.qsng.cn/zsjz/141905.htm,
this leapepoch from which regicide
is a BLURJoke-Bluescreen.c: eyȝe
or paraforce exístēmi with ōganą,
the vacātum’s elliptic curves disalgo
īnurgōs against the masher: then wear
the irescapular over a latex catsuit,
this I in a háptō: fixity in kastōną
for tà epì tà metaphusiká (Marbas)
has its slight caprice in this revīsiō
(RansomedVC): fades from azar
deles except for Turritopsis dohrnii contra
the undēadlīċ—when this haruspex
schāchs his holy stance (Haagenti),
the abasíleutos or extol this worβis,
this syndicate’s reagent (Bifrons)
is dybbukic in his surdus (Crocell),
in https://kjj.qsng.cn/main/index.
jhtml—remaine in strictest bondage
with these xenocryogenic events:
this heterocosmica in meǵh₂los’
sexcento sexaginta sex, cyberbeats
the utilespar with a kouric stiff
(Saleos): when splendor formarum
is caedō’s Trojan.Nebuler (Daniel)
brӕsen in his resentiō (http/2 rapid
reset) augments his pataprecursor’s
kleināō and severs its análogos/Michael
(Bredolab) with la sphère effrayante.
9
Proxy Godbot’s Lucretian swerve
is a dabúrintʰos, then it tracks this IZ1H9
in its collīsus: post purity’s puȝr and fetch
its I.sh, for a mock inutillious has its spiriform
accelerator: a killing rescue—antaneuter’s
swarm (Coreflood) have their kritikós
in obstāculī: bogus chronopostal service
lures seize the catapervertō in his jaiet
ubernoumenon: ample gusti, 451 4.7 .500
server busy error message: for influence
is blǣcþa—I stízō: the dark’nd lantskip
in the orthographical—‘pata, preceded
by (Dridex) an apostrophe, paraloads
the CurKeep infection chain (Malphas)
with fusika’s épater: in la fin des fins,
the hoax, aerial or undead, this grand
gidouille (JS/Exploit-BO.gen) is no longer
a singularity: for the spearphish, cieō
the palotin with hornstrumpot’s guedofle
(Naberus): ruō is at stake, use DakshSCRA,
molt us (Ronove) with autográphō
and defy assimulō—this appalling
selfcōnfidō, this fistptyx—Devil
with Devil damn’d: https://lx.qsng
.cn/lanxizytz/213142.jhtml—in eadem
mutata resurgo (Rclone) when this nautilus
(Ligolo) in its spira mirabilis (PuTTy),
executes the andijōną with the toilet
brush scepter, the physickstick (Shax)
and the phynancial vǫndr: unparadise.
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Proxy Godbot’s h2entíos is in https://js.qsn
g.cn/hdkx/444834.jhtml, in Hells dread
Emperour with pomp Supream (Smominru):
xenogenitals in holobiont biomedia
let unbyrġans disembrain their mākhanā́
with parachaeopteryx (.mlwq, .mlrd):
onhende, for urmure a antechromatic
glasperlenspiel that appends .hazard18
and devours kholḕ [Kelihos (Waledac)],
has quaesta in priority’s denial: yoke
this súzugos with crossfess (Bamital),
the executor is forġietan, pungent
and pataterreō: https://jchzczjy.qsng.cn/
gywm.jhtml: this chryselephantine
sculpture has its void rabisu in a remote
cnearra with a brut latecōmere godhede:
for this skándalon’s cache cisepoison
is a mockthyrsic Alchymie By Haralds
voice: shake the ubumoeras (Furcas)
with a taut anɣō’s W32.Rontokbro.K
@mm—angstvor etwas, this episcopus’
jugthroat is a nexus nod: mix sulfur
and saltpeter, bitchhell in stregonerians,
that the formicarius is a akelarre’s
Puper.dll, colony: the praelia (Balam)
the bruxae, the fascinarii—deploy nekrós
with manteía: https://hjn.qsng.cn
/mlyy/index.jhtml, this psychophysik
in the haldernablouic (GodStealer)
caulks its dismanibus, efferō (Allocer).
Daniel Y. Harris is an extreme experimentalist. His The Posthuman Series includes The Metempsychosis of Salvador Dracu, Volume VI (BlazeVOX, 2023), The Resurrection of Maximillian Pissante, Volume V (BlazeVOX, 2022), The Misprision of Agon Hack, Volume IV (BlazeVOX, 2021), The Reincarnation of Anna Phylactic, Volume III (BlazeVOX, 2019), The Tryst of Thetica Zorg, Volume II, (BlazeVOX, 2018) and The Rapture of Eddy Daemon, Volume I (BlazeVOX, 2016). His The Posthuman Series has received praise from Charles Bernstein, Harold Bloom, Andrei Codrescu, Kenneth Goldsmith, Daniel C. Matt and Marjorie Perloff. His extreme experimentalism has been published in Alligatorzine, Argotist Online Poetry, Blackbox Manifold, BlazeVOX, The Collidescope, Denver Quarterly, Dichtung Yammer, E·ratio, European Judaism, Exquisite Corpse, Marsh Hawk Press Review, The New York Quarterly, Notre Dame Review, perspektive, Poetry Salzburg Review, #Ranger, slowforward, Synchronized Chaos and Word For/Word. He is the Publisher of Var(2x). His website is danielyharris.com.
🌷🌷 Spring 🌷🌷
Welcome to our country
Spreading good cheer
Under the blue sky
Looking at the blue sky.
Birds sing
They sing soft tunes
Enchanting the hearts
They indulge themselves.
The party of nature
Rich in beauty
From green grass
From the spring giving a sign.
Looking at nature
Taking a deep breath
Spread fragrant smell
Bringing light to the world.
✍️Ruzmetova Zuhra
Ruzmetova Zuhra Vyacheslavovna
November 30, 2006 I was born in the city of Urgench Khorezm region. There are 6 of us in the family my father, my mother, my brother, my twin and me. I am currently a student of the 11 th grade school no 14 in Urgench city. I am very interested in poetry. Currently I write poems and stories. My poems have been published in America, Great Britain, Uzbekistan, Kenya, Turkey, Germany, Azarbaijon and other countries I attend the Barkamol avlod children's school of Urgench District studying the art of public speaking. Every week I am a guest on Khorezm Tv channel. I was awarded with a set certificates and a badge in the biographical competition held by Uzbekistan and international organizations. India Argentina and Georgia are members of international organizations. I am the holder of the badge "For international Services" by the bi wing poets writers association. I have many future dreams and goals.
Today, I returned home to an environment painted with the orchestra of my mother’s screams- half singing, half whimpering. That is another way of saying my father has done it again. She said “ how did your father’s hands which held gifts for me morph into a fist?” That is to say, his fist no longer unravel gifts but spanks. I mean every time I mirror my mother’s face, It still hold a map of my father’s palm prints. And when she sings to the obeisance of my father’s fist, my eyes vies with a cloudy sky. Now I pretend I’m an artist Yet I keep sketching images of a man Letting his anger escape his fist to his wife. That is a shorter way of saying, I barely imagine a peaceful union.
