Ascension A doubt rose up from under our bed Because I was not optimistic enough. Come through I said as I opened the Door, but Doubt thought I was faking it. Enough of disappearing into places with Feathers. It was a narrow time and I was Going anyway. Bodies in motion ─ according to High school physics─ tend to stay in motion. I remember the test. I think my brothers took it too. Just listen─ I can still hear them laughing, Knocking the knowledge into my head. Last night, their voices sang to me again Music all off-key and brittle, each eighth Note a flap of wings vibrating On a branch heavy with nests, and Perched where the flock lined up their Queue of pitches (the Q followed by silences). Resisting all dream interpretations, Suspicious of them at the best of Times, I turn my attention back to you, Understanding you’ve already lost interest, Valentine, in my nervous ups and downs. While I swallow the bottle marked Xanax to keep my smile in place for you, You pull at my wings until I’m ready to soar, Zigzagging into a future without you. Brick And by brick I mean what happened to my phone when I dropped it. And by what happened I mean tears I shed, apologies I made to the inanimate object I had made even more dead. And by inanimate object I mean the transformation the apps made into fooling me that my whole life was in that phone. And by transformation I mean the way I’d merged with the heads-down crowd, only raising eyes to aim at disasters needing proof. And by disasters needing proof I mean the way water enters brick and wrecks it, dissolving everything back to clay. Cheryl Snell’s books include several poetry collections and the novels of her Bombay Trilogy, but her most recent writing has appeared in 100 Word Story, Ink Sweat & Tears, Pure Slush, and other journals. A classical pianist, she lives in Maryland with her husband, a mathematical engineer.
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Poetry from Zarnigor Ubaidullayeva

A place where spring has turned into dreams
The white look of the morning in my window,
The sun of my heart rises from afar.
There is beauty in this world,
Spring is on such a fire.
The place where tulips bloom on the shores,
This world will be more beautiful.
Wake up early, look at the trees,
Spring is on such a fire,
Spring is quiet in the bosom of dreams,
There are moonlit nights.
When I open my eyes everything is bright
A place where spring has turned into dreams.
Zarnigor Ubaidullayeva Azizkulov, daughter of Ilhomjon, on January 29, 2005. Born in G’allaorol district, Jizzakh region.
Poetry from Christina Chin and Paul Callus
snow fleas surface the light snow jumping the thrill of a springtail launch Christina Chin (Malaysia) / Paul Callus (Malta) - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - snow mountain a bobcat closes in on a white-tailed deer the timorous bursts of vulnerability Christina Chin (Malaysia) / Paul Callus (Malta) - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - daily picks - hometown favorite restaurants a unique experience of local cuisine Christina Chin (Malaysia) / Paul Callus (Malta) - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Poetry from Kristy Raines

I Wished for You upon a Star I feel like a blooming flower in the rain when you kiss me tenderly in the morning Your hand is as gentle as silk touching my skin and your whispers are like a prayerful song When I am near you, I sigh like a schoolgirl I never tire of you holding my hand or smiling at me when I glance your way Your heart beats as fast as mine when you hold me in your arms Everyday we live another chapter in the book that our lives have written And from the beginning of it till the end It will always be an epic best seller. You were my first and will be my last, because life brings only one true love... And the star that I wished upon brought you to me... ❤ It May Only Come Once When love happens, you can't stop it Sometimes it just appears without you realizing it You look at each other one day and you find that you feel better when they are around Suddenly, life feels a lot brighter and happier You become aware you are smiling again and laughing You want to send all your time together and with every glance there is a warmth inside your heart You realize that you never want to be without them. You never tire being around each other and every morning starts out with a smile. You trust each other without thought of wrong doing and never question their loyalty So, if you are lucky enough to find that kind of love, hold on with both hands and never let it go It may only come once... ***** I Feel You... Whenever you think of me, I feel you You'll always find yourself in me, good or bad We are empaths that feel each other's emotions When I feel sad, you share my sadness We both fear loneliness, and it is comforting that you are here with me when I am afraid You pass my house in the heart of your heart And I see you out of the window of my soul You always meet me right where I am emotionally Nothing can prevent our unions and meetings because it is impossible to separate or stop them In slumber, you create my dreams of you. And I always know I will wake with your smile. Kristy Raines was born in Oakland, California, USA. She is an internationally known poet, writer, author and advocate. She has five books getting ready to publish soon, one with a prominent poet from India which will launch hopefully soon called, "I Cross my Heart from East to West", two fantasy books of her own called, "Rings, Things and Butterfly Wings" and "Princess and The Lion", an anthology of poems in English, "The Passion Within Me" and her autobiography called " My Very Anomalous Life". Kristy has received many literary awards for her unique style of writing and is a part time freelance journalist.
Poetry from Lidia Popa

The Bay of Thoughts in The Isle of Horses Turquoise is a deep grassland where seahorses abound. The sun is reflected while riding the waves created by ships anchored in the bay. Not everything is a painted tapestry From hands full of color. Peace is a blessing that flocks on earth dream about. If in the turquoise you are close to God Pray that at least the sky turns turquoise, For them who have not known Serenity and salvation in life. Marine paths to the Bay of Ieranto (where Ulysses met the sirens) The path of the parchment with lines just written, Still wet with ink and words of different languages, Written with our bare hands, nameless, when the whole He is torn to pieces by forgotten things Or strangers, you don't feel at first, Unspoken words in this stolen time, In and out of all that has been given, Where something like a primordial light Frenzy excites thought in lost sleep. We write about the sin of living a mission, A ritual born from the seed of an apple, Under the lights of a deep-water jellyfish, Where corals are born like poppies From the repeated waves of silence, Upsetting the atmosphere created From a twilight to the end of June, Like an ephemeral one night invitation Where the shadows cannot touch the dawn Through the imponderable capillaries, Like a swarm of thrashing butterflies Deep in a season. BIOGRAPHY Lidia Popa was born in Romania in the locality of Piatra Șoimului, in the county of Neamț, on 16th April, 1964. She finished her studies in Piatra Neamț, Romania with a high school diploma and other administrative courses, where she worked until she decided to emigrate to Italy. She has been living for 23 years and worked in Rome as part of the wave of intellectual emigrants since the fall of the Berlin Wall. She wrote your first poem at her age of seven. She is a poet, essayist, storyteller, recognized in Italy and in other countries for her literary activities. She collaborates with cultural associations, literary cenacles, literary magazines and paper and online publications of Romanian, Italian and international literature. She writes in Romanian, Italian and also in other languages as an exercise in knowledge. BOOKS She has published her poems in six books: in Italy: 1. " Point different ( to be ) " - ed. Italian 2." In the den of my thoughts ( Dacia ) " - ed. bilingual Romanian/ Italian Aletti Editore 2016, 3.“ Sky amphora " - ed. bilingual Romanian/ Italian Edizioni Divinafollia 2017, in Romania: 4. " The soul of words" ed. bilingual Romanian/ Albanian Amanda Edit Verlag 2021, 5." Syntagms with longing for clover " ed. Romanian, Editura Minela 2021. 6." The Voice interior " Lidia Popa and Baki Ymeri ed. bilingual Romanian/Italian, Amanda Edit Verlag 2022. Her poems have been featured in more than 50 literary anthologies and literary magazines on line from 2014 to 2023 in Italy, Romania, Spain, Canada, Serbia, Bangladesh, United Kingdom, Liban, USA, etc. Her poems are translated into Italian, French, English, Spanish, Arabic, German, Bangladesh, Portuguese, Serbian, Urdu, Dari, Tamil, etc. Her writings are published regularly in some magazines in Romania, Italy and abroad. She is a promoter of Romanian, Italian and international literature, and is part of the juries of literary competitions. She translates from classical or contemporary authors who strike for the refinement and quality of their verses in the languages: Italian, Romanian, English, Spanish, French, German, stating that "it is just a writing exercise to learn and evolve as a person with love for humanity, for art, poetry and literature ". SHE IS *Member of the Italian Federation of Writers (FUIS) *Honorary member of the International Literary Society Casa Poetica Magia y Plumas Republic of Colombia, *Member of Hispanomundial Union of Writers (Union Hispanomundial de Escritores) (UHE) and Thousands Minds For Mexico (MMMEX) *President UHE and MMMEX Romania, August 21, 2021 *She had come power of attorney Vice-president UHE Romania, Mars18, 2021- August 21, 2021 *President UHE and MMMEX Romania, August 21, 2021 *Counselor from Italy for Suryodaya Literary Foundation Odisha India, *Director from Italy for Alìanza Cultural Universal (ACU) Argentina *Member Motivational Strips Oman,a member of numerous other literary groups at the level internationally, *Director of Poetry and Literature World Vision Board of Directors (PLWV) Bangladesh *Membership of ANGEENA INTERNATIONAL NON PROFIT ORGANISATION of Canada International Peace Ambassador of The Daily Global Nation International Independent Newspaper from Dhaka Bangladesh - 2023 *Founder literary group Lido dell'anima with LIDO DELL'ANIMA AWARDS *Founder LIDO DELL'ANIMA Italian magazine *Founder SILVAE VERBORUM INTERNATIONAL multilingual magazine *Founder of the literary hashtag #homelesspoetry etc.
Poetry from Shahlo Abuhamidova

At the table
Every morning at the table,
The bread that my mother covered is only milk.
My father opens his hands to pray,
Get out of out of our house.
My brother and I hurry to school,
My father rides to the office.
When watching us, my mother says,
May you all return safely.
Elite roads lead us to different destinations,
In the dream, the wheel spins in different ways.
My heard falls in love with my house,
Study and work when finished.
My sister and I will set the table,
When he cooks, he brings bread.
I look forward to the rest,
Even as expected dear guest.
Gathered at the table again,
Let’s share the joyful concern.
victory over sorrows,
The heard is filled with joy and forgets sorrow.
Shahlo Abduhamidova Ergash gril is an 11th grade student of school 54 and a member of “Qaqnus” club of Barkamol Avlod children’s school.
Essay from Saparbaeva Aziza (stays June 1)

Sulayman Bakirgani
Sulayman Bakirgani (Hakim ata) – (? Bakirgan village, Khazorasp district, Khorezm region – 1186) – a great representative of Sufism, a poet.
Follower of Ahmed Yassavi sect. Information about his life is mixed with different narratives. Popularly known as “Hakim Ota”. He was a murid (disciple) of Yassavi, and gained the attention of his elder with his talent and poetic talent. Boqirgani deepened the rules of his teacher’s sect and brought it to the masses. He created in a simple, fluent style.
In 1991, I finished reading the 1st book of the book “Hakim Ota Kitobi” published by Nasaf publishing house.
The book consists of 11 chapters, i.e. narratives, in which there are several narrations of the sheikh from his childhood to his death.
In particular, I found out what kind of students Ahmed Yassavi became, why they were called Bakyrgani, and how they got the name Hakim Ota.
Each story is very instructive and conclusive.
The main content of the book is the idea of the foundation of the Yassawiya sect: “A sect without Sharia, enlightenment without sect, no truth without enlightenment.”
The blessings shown to the sheikhs in some places showed that they had reached maturity.
Along with Baqirghani, there is also information about his sons Mahmud, Askar, Hubbi sheikhs and valamats such as Jalaluddin, Zangi father, Said father.
Also, the places related to Anbar, the wife of Sulayman Bakirghani, can be an example for our women today.
