The Sweet Smell of Chaos
The frantic fizzle-frazzle fanatic,
pounding the sidewalk
proposing splintered logic
and energised by hypertrophic rhythm.
Pulsating patterns propound
a maelstrom mindset,
a confused calibration
housed in a chocolate-stained cabinet.
The metallic clang
from a spoonful of sympathy
is mixed in a sunlit side room.
Sudden alchemy from a cobalt portal.
The succulent sound of ozone.
The taste of psychic salvation.
Someone crunches on a red apple
and starts to cough.
Dark Matter
There was a hippy unreality in my dream.
I was in an online echo chamber
where thoughts queued for attention
and words were bending into a black hole.
The background was populated
with pixelated memories
of the 90s rave scene
and pieces of leftover pizza.
There was anxiety when
conversational voids appeared
in a debate concerning
early climate change warnings.
The galactic rulers filled the space
with free streaming particles
and announced that cosmic microwaves
would be available in all new-build cosmic houses.
In the corner of a park,
a man was standing on a box
and yelling into a broken megaphone,
asking: if we can’t see it,
does dark matter really matter?
Relatively Relative
In those gardens, tucked away from the city,
one of the main attractions when visiting you;
the affluence that laced this air with distorted tendrils,
a world away from my usual backdrop, and somewhat
strangely more exciting.
After we left that council funded attempt at tranquility,
we crossed the tree lined roads, that living room
now just a fragmented memory, brandy snaps and whiskey
in decorated glasses, your grin just slightly terrifying, overseeing
everything.
Those stairs to steep for comfort, complimenting
the vertigo that was often caused by your presence,
which left us all way too early, your wisdom expanded
over three decades, only spoken in half drunk
conversation, your echo only ever intended to be
a memory.
No Chance of Rest
Together we gather, encapsulated in this web,
that hangs heavy with grit smeared rain drops
between broken branches of yew,
still not ripe enough yet to carve into arrows.
This snare trap of time, with inheritance
we never wished to accept.
Our recreation once again cut short;
only the higher echelons have parks
that remain open all evening.
We retain strength in thimble sized vails,
the same tasks repeating like decreasing
circles in puddles of oil.
The same days, weeks and hours
shuffled like wine-stained playing cards.
This handed down grind, which somehow
evolved into gratefulness,
embraced with broken arms,
which we still manage to retain a grip
on for long enough, and to eventually
suggest a change.
Failed Excuse
It doesn't seem so quaint and fine,
once it's crawling across your doorstep,
interfering with the breakfast tables;
residing in cupboards and meterboxes,
rifling through handbags and trouser pockets.
Eyes, however, suddenly begin to remove their glaze,
once fabrics and prescriptions beguin
to burn at the edges and crumble
at the slightest touch.
The excuses now run painfully thin,
like water pouring through crumbling dam cracks.
And now they claim protest,
but only with trepidation,
a spare hour amongst hypocrisy,
that still fails to convince them.
they now stir tea in broken cups,
"it will soon pass", they all promise.
The Same Plan
In this equal space, the clash of church
bells and car speakers, screams and barks
entwined like daisy chains around
the neck of this city,
Washing hung with decomposing pegs,
casting secrets over ancient brick walls
smudged with soot like ash stained tables,
steam from gutters creating a convenient
fog.
The buildings scraped empty and regenerated,
a crude taxidermy, as cracks widen within
windows, telephone wires like buntin,
decorated with flags of this disposition.
Another promised plan, a plaster
over gangrenous wounds, dangles
mid-air but never reaches the ground;
our mouths remain open, but it never
passes our throat.
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Jonathan Butcher has had poetry appear in various publications including The Morning Star, Popshot, Picaroon Poetry, The Transnational, Cajun Mutt Press, Mad Swirl, and others. His fourth chapbook 'Turpentine' was published by Alien Buddha Press.
Elmaya Jabbarova – was born in Azerbaijan. She is a poet, writer, reciter, translator. Her poems were published in the regional newspapers «Shargin sesi», «Ziya», «Hekari», literary collections «Turan», «Karabakh is Azerbaijan!», «Zafar», «Buta», foreign Anthologies «Silk Road Arabian Nights», «Nano poem for Africa», «Juntos por las Letras 1;2», «Kafiye.net» in Turkey, in the African’s CAJ magazine, Bangladesh’s Red Times magazine, «Prodigy Published» magazine. She performed her poems live on Bangladesh Uddan TV, at the II Spain Book Fair 1ra Feria Virtual del Libro Panama, Bolivia, Uruguay, France, Portugal, USA.
“What Has Passed”
An empty wine bottle
(reincarnated as a vase
for a dead rose)
tries its damnedest
to believe in ghosts,
but regardless
if that flower is loved enough
to let rot,
it's best to let what has passed
haunt or rest (both a leap
of faith that leaves one
grounded) in our yesterdays.
“Love Shaped Death”
It's there like an urban legend
spider crawling down your throat as you sleep,
or is it a mosquito one kills
with a dramatic clap,
only to be revulsed at realizing
the blood on your hands
is your own?
Perhaps this is the reason for guns
under pillows, or long looks
at grocery store bouquets
that force you to remember a name
you forgot you forgot,
but giving you something to talk about
with yourself when you get home.
Emina Đelilović-Kevrić (Sarajevo, Bosnia and Herzegovina) After studying the b/h/s (bosnian/croatian/serbian) language and literature at the Philoshopical Faculty in Zenica she got her master’s degree on the subject „Memory construction in the South Slavic interlinear community: typical models of the war camp experience in literature“. She is the author of the poetry collection „ This time without history“ and the short stories collection „ Erased lives“. Her collection of poems „ My son and I“ is awarded by the Publishing Foundation of Bosnia and Herzegovina in 2021. In 2022 she won the second place in the international literature competition „ Isnam Taljić“. She is the winner of the second award for the best short story of the regional literature competition „Zija Dizdarević“ 2022, and she won the first place on international literature competition „Nastavi priču“. 2023. she won a third place on international poetry competition „Ossi di Seppia“ Italy.