No Air
i had not stopped to think about your smile and my heart beat fast as i walked up and down the terminal steps, throwing glances at the opening overflowing with next day returnees.
The streets were crowded and i could barely make you out somewhere across the spinning sea of swimming faces.
i laughed nervously feeling the slow collapse of my breathing pattern.
no air,
as we walked in our small beginning, sat cross-legged in the grass, passing a feeling back and forth.
i don’t remember if you sat next to me as we bumped and bruised our way back home or if the door was locked when we finally reached our destination.
i don’t remember if you put your hand on my face or if i could hear your heart beating through your chest.
all i can recall is the lack of oxygen escaping into me, my sure inability to breathe, the simplicity in my thoughts as there was no air.
it was getting close to midnight when i walked you down to the street.
we stood locked in mystery for what could have been a moment, might have been a lifetime.
the bus tossed itself around the corner and we left it there.
i shouted something as i crossed to other side, as i fell away from you, and then you were gone.
swallowed by the light-less street.
i sat on the stoop for a long time, engraving every second of every minute with you, into me.
i watched the pale pink of morning place its soft touch on this city.
i watched the anxious beings in their early Saturdays, pacing quickly through their thoughts.
i watched the teenage romantics make up and break up.
the mother clasping her child’s hand as she balanced the imbalance of life.
i watched myself let go of you, of this.
i watched the earth over grown inside this
and the vines wrap around it.
the tendrils of green cradle it in their arms.
and then,
i got on a plane
and left it there.
letting the air run wild through my veins.
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Iris Grace is a young poetess and San Francisco resident. To contact her about her poetry, send an email to iris_grace92@yahoo.com.
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