I love words, to paint them, to write them, they flow to me as stories and visions and layers. Images live with me this way as well. The visual aspect is first, and stronger. Words somehow intertwine themselves therein, within, like a frame somehow, or a clothesline, supporting what I’ve already seen. These things, images, words live in different “me’s” ~ the waking ones, the wide awake one, the sleeping dreaming one, the daydreaming me watching images dance in the sun. And one thing leads to another, and this is how I live. One creative thought, one story, one image after another making their way from their starting place to their ending place. And the space in between the beginning and the end is where they hang on the clothesline, patiently, until it is their time. The clothesline of life, of my mind, of my imagination.
Tiny San Francisco studio apartments are very conducive to this incubating clothesline. Because there is no choice, there is no space. The drifting to sleep space is the same as the waking to morning space which is the same as the birthing of project space….dreams waft into waking thoughts which find themselves in cuttings and shapes and patterns, papers, drawings, smiles, sun, naps, more thoughts, more doodles. All the while the clothesline remains, the current project absorbing all around it, the studio scattered with remnants, twigs, pieces parts, scraps, each piece on the clothesline embracing its cousins, the next potentialities, befriending them, watching them fondly as one of them realizes form, the others waiting gently while they drift and dream and waft and sleep and watch.
And the clothesline is built upon chance. And chance is enhanced by repetition of subtleties, of nuances, of moments, of giggles of recognition as seemingly unrelated events and characters refer to one another in a nod of coincidence. This is what creativity means to me, being totally open to these things. Something shows itself to me by chance, it finds its way to the clothesline by a series of wonderments. Wonderments know when they need to be born, and they tell me so. Like walking along a crowded street, all the passersby coming and going, conversations blending into traffic sounds, smells, colors, combining to form an overall feeling of the day ~~ ah, but one image, one person, one thought, an idea sticks, stays, you tear it out of a magazine, or you scribble it down on a napkin ~ it stays — Clothesline.
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