First and foremost, it reminds us that we are alive and that it is gift and a privilege, not a right. We must earn life once it has been awarded us. Life asks for rewards back because it has favored us with animation.
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My name is Julia Burton. I’m 21. I started writing in middle school, when encouraged by a teacher who thought that I wrote well. I am from Lexington, Kentucky. I am also an artist, but am a student and still learning. I am looking for a publisher to publish my work, I am open to any ideas regarding the issue. When I write, I don’t have any pre-designed poem in mind, I usually just spit out the thoughts and emotions in my head. However there are the rare occasions where something I’ve designed in my mind makes its way to the page. I am inspired by humanity itself, and the swirling emotions surrounding us.
Lights dull by day, horns and clowns
blazing the way
through this morning.
oh, this morning
I was rummaging, shopping for coffee mugs
when you were falling
descending a path
There is a call
my voice shaking as I answer
something begins to sink
so low inside of me
Stones to weigh down the time inside,
what is left
but a pile of fallen rocks
Placed upon the dingy earth
with nowhere left
to stand
I too, will fall
Small staggering streets
move beneath me, as we go to believe
the blurred masses, move around me
White walls glimmer bleach
the chaplain is waiting
to show me in
My mother is still as she
clasps your belongings
her face pale, we are all pale
we’ve called it.
The room expands,
then collapses
what?
To know the spark moves on
to feel empty
We huddle like broken sticks
gripping weakly the knowledge
of you
and the moment
How we did not see
what time so plainly could
what you told us
I know only
the missing you
I can’t forget now
coffins and sodden earth
rackets of grief
places you used to be
You are all around me now
lend me strength
to live
as you did
To live
without you
in the shadows
standing in the rain
Waiting for the sun
to rise
Eyes reaching the sky so high, ears deafened by church’s bells
I waited for the flames to flare, to burn my feet and burn my dare
But nothing came although the flames were piercing high
across the cloudy, foggy sky
they blew the fire and the wind, waiting for me to turn to dust
But I was higher than them all, saving my dignity and soul
I waited for the time to die, afraid to hurt my precious pride
The executioner’s vicious laugh was turned to gasps and doubtful glare
Maybe she isn’t guilty, someone shouted
But she must die, and die i should
Before I go and leave behind
nothing but ashes, dirt and slime
I had to say that I would pray, to see the day where they became
lesser than me and more than this
Their wings would succumb to distress
Their eyes would certainly behold
The death of an innocent lady, a woman with a heart of cold
A woman so pretty and bold, whose crime is turning dust to gold
They lit the fire and withdrew, that time, it hurt to watch it glow
My skin began to melt, my hair began to fume
But I would never beg, would sure not bend
The terror soon swept away, leaving a flower to decay
I wasn’t there when ashes sprang, from bodily hope and dreams and trance
I was above the cowards and whore
Flying across the distant stars, singing along the vale profound
smoke dancing with every single sound I made
I wasn’t dead, you pathetic twits
I was a symbol of resistance, a gale and holy princess
smoke that arose from me was twisted sending letters to the saints and children
Behold the witch in Salem lot
She was the bravest on the spot
Whisper my name
Take my hands, teach me how to fly; otherwise
I’d sell my soul to the devil, I’d offer my body to the cannibals; I’d sacrifice…
I’d teach you, to listen to the sound of the waves, to watch the birds swaying in the dark blue sky; otherwise
You’d teach me how to live, how to change the truth & the lies…
It’s cold, chilling to the bone, on this lonely afternoon…
So teach me how to break free from the burden of the deep blue eyes & silver skies, in your gaze
Otherwise, I’d teach you how to march with petals, for you I’ll memorize,
my faults, my dreams & cries…
Save me, I can’t tell the wrong from the right, the day from the night
I can’t find the answers, I can’t compromise; otherwise
I’d burn the weeds of wisdom, I’d carry the world on my shoulders, I’d walk alone, head up & die…
So Close your eyes…
Whisper my name
Take my hand, I’ll teach you where to land
When to fly…
No one has ever dared to try and glide with me.
My engine never weakens moving so fast and wild,
A firm belief in me, that I was not a child.
Too bold to take all risks, I always shed my tears,
Roughed up by beasts and ghouls this made me kill my fears.
I dreamt of a vacant world a place for heavenly cries,
No borders to prevent my reach for the Seven Skies.
Crashes of waves do thrill me; thunder knew me by name,
Without hunters that trail me, world stays so dull and lame.
I love my rare adventures, the territories I gained,
Never joining the crowd nothing left me restrained.
Missing a lover makes me enjoy the lingering pain,
I yell and call for someone; my cries are still in vain.
Shall I bear this flight one eighty towards hell,
The brakes are missing or am I blind; I dare if you can tell.
Whom shall I ask for help, who will receive my letter?
I cannot leave the sky coz Earth is nothing better.
Needn’t I keep in me this charming rebel free?
To know I’ll always lead the stormy cruel sea…
I can be; no body else but me…
From an e-mail conversation with Emily:
…My chemical engineering background has certainly affected my work. For instance, chemistry and mesothermodynamics classes showed me that despite how still and stable objects appear to the naked eye, they move constantly at a molecular level, guided by invisible fluctuations in energy. Impressed by this, I decided to make my paintings about movement. I paint what I know, what I have learned. Aside from school, my family members are mostly chemists and engineers and household discussions familiarize me with the latest news in the science world.
…Genesis at Epsilon and The Moments After Are More Than the Moments Before are my favorite paintings because they are my clearest explanation of how I see. Genesis at Epsilon portrays the dramatic movement of molecules and stars, which is a refreshing break from how life often appears. The objects in the foreground are much larger than the dots at the origin; it is as if an explosion has occured a fraction of a moment after the Big Bang, a fraction of a moment after God spoke the world into existence. The Moments After Are More Than the Moments Before gives the appearance of solids spontaneously forming in a soupy mixture. Viewers look at it for a longer period of time than my other paintings. As if gazing at a cloud or a lava lamp, they appear relaxed and tell me that they see a bird, or, no wait, a knight on a horse.
…I can talk about my painting process. It involves little planning. I will read or see something and immediately race to make the first mark. After that, I use rules of composition to balance the product. I imagine that my painting is a reaction about to occur. I mix colorful solutions, and watch the substances try to diffuse into a harmonious relationship. The canvas is my system. The rules of composition have a similar result to laws in a physical system. When one side of the canvas becomes too densely populated, marks rush over to the other side.
Please view two of Emily’s series of paintings, “Origin” and “Nature” here:
http://emilychimiak.com/paintings.aspx
Press releases and news of upcoming shows also available on the site.
You may contact Emily at emily_chimiak@hotmail.com and she recommends “Nature Loves to Hide” by Shimon Malin, a sidestory incorporated into a book on quantum physics.
Random gentleman I met at a MUNI stop in San Francisco who let me know he was a poet seeking publication when I asked for directions. He goes by Catvonhaufecooper and can be reached at 415-331-1461. Said he’d found that when he stopped pushing things and simply looked around him for opportunities, that the very things he sought from the world arrived.
Dreams Venetian
Legends and maps
With currents Venetian waltzing
With salt and sand churning
With gravity pulling
Arriving departing reliably
Upon light lunar clear
Laguna Veneta bocche di po
Waltzing churning pulling
Legends and maps
Reliably clear
Mountains and canyons
With currents Venetian rumbling
With sun and shade meshing
With balance holding
Vanishing slowly silently
Upon darkness still
Castello Franco Veneto, Vittorio Veneto
Rumbling meshing holding
Mountains and canyons
Silently still
Treasures and trenches
With currents Venetian forming
With silver and gold sinking
With ocean owning
Closing concealing mute
Upon mortality slumber
Mare Adriatico Golfo de Veneza
Forming sinking owning
Treasures and trenches
Mute slumber
Gondolas and canals
With currents Venetian roaming
With eclipse and tide yearning
As one sharing
Veiling unveiling softly
Upon sphere somber
Piscine serenissimi
Roaming yearning sharing
Gondolas and canals
Softly somber
Take Them Give Them
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Dogs are one of the family
Everybody needs a mutt
Romantacy pit bull lives the life
Take them to the movies
Stroll them in the park
Take them to the parlor
Listen when they bark
Give them some advantage
A little behind the neck
Give them a name and a collar
Spoil them, what the heck
The grass I walk Paki
It’s called dog park
Dogs real eyes realize
Take them to the country
Let them roll in mud
Take them to a concert
Hope it’s not a dud
Give them a biscuit
Learn them how to sit
Give them a doghouse
Watch them sleep in it
Ever take a dog to the ocean
Salty water with sand
See flip dog paddle
Take them with you hunting
Let them off their leash
Take them to weekday funerals
May he rest in peace
Give them to your neighbor
You’ll be Mediterranean bound
Give them a pat on the head
Say you are a good old hound
Prota Punka is my sheepdog
Her favorite number is 3,283
Thank you Miracle Grow
Take them to the ball yard
Possibly one at bat
Take them to view fireworks
Ooooh, look at that
Give them a thorough brushing
Seven times a day
Give them plenty of water
Music they will play
Dogs are boys and girls
Male Karass, female Duquesa
Excuse me hardly nearly
Take them to the Laundromat
Observe tumble dry
Run them to the library
Novel about private eye
Give them a muzzle
Keep them out of jail
Give them a bone to bury
Archaeologists will unveil
Pipette is a silver poodle
Wears two top-know bows
Ready to go now
Take them to Hawaii
Six months quarantine
Take them when you’re camping
In case the bears are mean
Give them a birthday bash
Blow candles out on cake
Give them undivided attention
For canine sake
Surfboard Lost
One rage approaching
Fury of possessions fighting
Falsehoods told
Preceding the gods
Kingdom’s vegetable
Herbage
Plants perennial
Creatures in motion living
White water wave
Wave white water
Water wave white
A surfboard I am
Skegs atop lost
Down upside floating
Debris splinters surround
Encountered trillions
Loft visionary undimming
Gesture wanes calm serene
Falsehoods bartered
Preceding the gods
Waters body great
Masses saline
Inlet insertions
Creatures in living motion
Wave white water
Water wave white
White water wave
A surfboard I am
Ruins fragments buoyant
Salvation away shrunken
Removed remote
By ocean current swept
Undertows tubular
Horizon unworthy descending
Image obscurity belongs
Falsehoods brazen
The Reign of a Poet
An emperor
One time ago
Desired to venture
The mountains high
To remain elevated
In the fourth season
Axis revolutions eighty
During his distance covered
Of the empire
Aspects prospered
Sufficient fully
All possible became
Homes of currency
Soil cultivation
Fishery
Of public purchase
Commodities
Hire reward
Moons eighty elapsed
High the mountains
Plummet commenced
State satellite downward
To the empire return
The emperor recurred
A rustic
His return unawares
Events unexpected
Astonishment struck
The emperor inquired
In my peremptoriness
Who is showing the way?
Language of imagination
She uses in converse
The principal is a poet
A short time ago
Act of falling
Empire began
From her body
Her head severed
With a saber
Hello. I’m S. Korhonen, known as Anáryawe, far too young to be taken seriously, and from Finland.
Currently I do images, working with non-digital equipment. For me making art is more about the process than the result – for me it’s leaping into the general mishmash of everything a.ka. into the chaos, and trying to discover and figure out some pieces I see&feel&sense there and bring them some form. It makes me feel worth something and I have nothing better to do. Mostly I combine drawing and painting and collage forms of art and put these works on the Internet, but I also photograph and write and mime and make music, cause for me irrational life is art and irrational art is life.
Spontaneously organized chaos could very easily be used as an explanation of my whole attitude towards life.
Siiri’s Deviant Art gallery: http://anaryawe.deviantart.com/gallery/
Art below – “Cold Irons Bound,” “For Nothing” and “Untitled.”