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 taste of a better life 
i can still see  
forever in the  
eyes of the first 
woman i ever  
loved 
nearly thirty  
fucking years  
since i had my  
first taste of a 
better life 
i’m not sure  
which god i  
pissed off  
along the  
way 
no soul  
deserves 
to be tortured 
this much 
—————————— 
exhaustion 
never have a best friend 
battling breast cancer 
and mental illness at 
the same damn time 
it’s exhausting 
especially when you  
have your own mountain 
of shit you have to climb  
each day 
—————————— 
another glimpse of society 
another day 
another medical  
center 
another glimpse  
into a society i  
no longer identify  
with 
another time to  
try to look up the  
dress of someone  
across the waiting  
room 
another angry 
response 
another day 
where my dirty  
soul gets to shine 
—————————— 
all the old traps again 
i’m falling into all 
the old traps again 
paranoia 
self-doubt 
i always thought 
experience would 
kill all this shit  
off 
fifteen years later 
i’ve never wanted 
to live 
once again 
i have a chance 
to figure some  
shit out again 
and maybe have  
sex with a beautiful  
woman along the  
way 
—————————— 
to a dream woman that lives in rome 
you drive me crazy 
but in the sweetest 
ways possible 
i can’t wait to taste 
you and hold you 
on a starry night 
on the other side 
of the world 
lips like a dream 
where i have fallen 
into an ocean of  
love 
how does one get  
so lucky to find  
the most beautiful  
woman in the  
world 
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Incredible work my friend always top notch and altogether a damn fine read
Keep kicking ass
thanks