how much money a few women in the last couple of days have told me i don't look my age i laugh, tell them thanks and then ask how much money are they looking for i certainly love how honesty throws them off and when i'm not interested in seeing them naked for just a few dollars they quietly go away apparently, this sucker has grown up ------------------------------------------------------------------- lose yourself the receptionist reminds me of this girl i used to flirt with back in high school amazing smile, dark eyes, smooth brown skin with an ass you could lose yourself in for hours in high school, it only got to the stage of kissing i see the rock on the receptionist and know, this won't even get that far -------------------------------------------------------------------- some kind of music i don't trust a waiting room that isn't playing some kind of music it's obvious, this office wants the patients to have nothing but impending doom on their minds -------------------------------------------------------------- and the moment i decide i wonder when the relief of death will knock on my door i'm patiently waiting as best as i can i figure, my life will change, i'll be active in the world and the moment i decide life is a beautiful thing i'll hear a knock and realize i never was smarter than when i was eight years old ------------------------------------------------------------- your profile photo these younger women these days make me laugh like i'm supposed to believe you really are the adult film star in your profile photo and when i catch them in the lie it gets even better and sure, they all think i'm handsome and all have been abused one way or another it never dawns on them the amount of abuse i have survived you can't bullshit a survivor
J.J. Campbell (1976 – ?) is trapped in suburbia, plotting his escape. He’s been widely published over the years, most recently at Misfit Magazine, just good poems, The Beatnik Cowboy, Horror Sleaze Trash and The Black Shamrock. You can find him most days on his mildly entertaining blog, evil delights. (https://evildelights.blogspot.com)