Another Night
Once again waking
to flashing blue lights.
More guns,
more assault weapons,
more mass shootings,
more death.
Darkness pierced by sirens,
angry screams,
air spinning with smoke.
Blood on streets
slick and slippery.
My weary eyes want
to stay shut and
my lips pray for
long nights of silence.
“A” train
brassy blue
electric
bleeds upon rails.
blue, white flashes
leap forward.
they move, they move
constantly they move.
close your eyes
watch points
like stars
think now
how insignificant
you are
compared to train
speaking for itself
stars known
in no language
shooting
thru
tiger’s eyes
brain in
constant action
reaction
to what we do not know
plans of distant stars
galaxies floating by as
“A” train
silver worm
bursting through
big belly
of city
Eleventh Hour
Wrapped in darkness we can
no longer deceive ourselves.
Our smiling masks float away.
We snake here, there
from one side to another.
How many times do we rip off
blankets only to claw more on?
Listening to zzzzzz of traffic,
mumble of freight trains, fog horns.
Listening to wheezing,
feeling muscles throb.
How can we find comfort?
Say same word over and over
again again falling falling to sleep.
I will stop measuring what was lost.
I will become brave.
Let slumber come covering me.
Let my mouth droop, fingers tingle.
Wishing something cool…soft…sweet.
Now I will curl like a fetus
gathering into myself
hoping to awake new born.