Why should I cry?!

If I die my spirit flies to the sky 
If they cry with blue on the Earth they are him for I 
Say him that she's gone for coming back never- because she died 
Why do I have to cry, do they cry 

If friends have tears-causes are expressed 
We said it for the soul, or what or else 
This sadness stuck me into the darkness 
If any questions, say she flied to the sky 
Why do I have to cry, do they cry 

Bunches of the life throw away flowers 
The life of one flower is ending as bu(rgeon)d 
Making me feel that events in my heart 
They left me leaving such torture as peeks 
Nibble my inside-I became downward 
Why do I have to cry, do they cry 

Reason-memory(memento) martyr me by after by after 
Heart burning continuously (my mind) hurts (mine) my mind 
Versus winds standing my patience 
Roars saying "oh" - tough protestation
"Don't cry" they say, flower glamourous 
But cannot say we don't make you cry, tongue wonders 
Left me, won't come back that sweetheart liar 
Why do I cry, do they cry 

Kindness in eyes, words without words 
Exists spark still, intends glowing 
But the possessor of fire burning another 
Every moment tells fiery words 
Getting away, not coming back my valentine-without tolerance, pert (without justice-fired) 
Why do I cry, do they cry 

Causing impatience they left me, of course 
Have you reached at your pointed distance, (at the end ?) destinations 
Did you deliberately hurt me, finally again (at the end) ? 
Or again brought me to the grain, at the end ? 
Oh my chosen valentine chose the other 
Have you left me forever - entirely end ? 
Yourself whisper, who could I make mine-my lovely anymore(then) ? 
Why do I cry, do (they) cry 

I will leave this world one day 
Right towards to my God, his forward (away)  
At that time He will give me Happiness huge endless 
I do live in the garden of Paradise with gladness 
My patience's travelled unending space 
Before it ends, impart(deliver) me to Your Ways 
Oh My God, I will go back to You, without any doubts 
I am Your servant(creature, prayer), I am (only, just) Yours  
Forgive my sins, My Lord who created, (I am thoughtless) 
You are aware and listener as well(also) with patience 
The time hasn't been taken down for us - mysterious 
Why do I have to cry, (but) do they cry 

My heart hurt, causing that satisfaction night 
I find my soul out dead at (next) that dawn 
No hearts to feel anymore then 
I will shut it (forever) till the end 
And that life unmatched and with locked hair 
From my Happiness into the moments 
Why is sadness finding spaces ?  
That annoyed(uneasy) psyche  is abandoned(ruin), insulted 
That fire is not for intolerant jack, anymore again 
Why do I cry, do they(he, all) cried...?!

Mukhlisa Safarova was born on August 13, 2001, in the Surkhandarya region of the Republic of Uzbekistan. She is 21 years old and has a deep interest in poetry. She is the author of numerous poems, songs, stories, and articles. Currently, she is a second-year student at the University of World Economy and Diplomacy. She was awarded the Peace Ambassador nomination in a competition organized by the Iqra Foundation and has served as a representative of the SPCS organization in the United Kingdom, as well as a Global Education representative for Wisdom University, earning certificates and winning various competitions and contests.