No freckles in a foxhole No reason to go straight with all the roads and learning on the curve. No freckles in a foxhole, that’s what I always say with no one around. Slowly spooning cubes of green Jell-O out of the Borg continuum. Wishing Hitchcock Photography was in charge of all my best close-ups. Midnight taco trucks playing greasy shell games to God. Everyone down at the Employment Center in line looking for the works. Land Bridge Once they close the damn thing down, you start to think of all the circuitry involved, that intricate green board of so many unpleasantries, a murder of crows for silicon valley, the cops on the scene with massive hangovers so you can watch your toilet water tax dollars be flushed away; truckers like lonely monks without the sash, but I could never accept the cabin like a coffin for so many miles; all those rules of the road, that carnival itch of a six day beard – how closely I resemble this land bridge of complex carbohydrates, a bedside table full of happier times I can hardly remember standing over this buzzing ice machine waiting on another glacial pull from the heavy-eyed doldrums you find west of the Rockies. OshKosh Brioche You can’t take the vaude out of the ville no matter how small the population gets and it’s OskKosh brioche, all factory stacks to smoke; the smoker of cigarettes travelling around in packs, dry-mouth nicotine armies blowing smoke rings of unholy matrimony, during those many long lunch hours that seem like they should be for more than drugs but never get there in the late-January snowshoe sense. Prayer Mats in the sprawling dry mouth desert spitting hump day camels at market going Bedouin for the long haul all those prayer mat Fridays facing the East instead of liquidation waiting for some simple scorpion sting around the fire under all those stars from the sharing fellowship heavens of the waiting galactic federation. Long Gone He said he worked at a gas chamber and it took me three hours to figure out he had said gas station, but by then I was sitting at home and he was long gone like all those shoot ‘em up extras in spaghetti westerns that don’t even live as long as the horses. She Smacks Her Lips Those ugly gusts of wind are almost enough to keep the once-friendly dog parks indoors. I threaten to drop the bomb even though I have never had the bomb and any of its known accomplices in my popular employ. She smacks her lips so you know she is preparing to say something important even if it doesn’t mean shit to anyone else. On that slippery plastic couch my grandmother once died on with a tongue so thick it could be some cement mixer ham steak the kiddies can’t bite through come dinner time. Crack a tooth and cry on command. Put all your problems to bed. Sit up in the dark on a phone that threatens to come over. Her snoring husband in the background of a movie no one will ever remember seeing. Name Plate Nevermind the name plate, you could be anyone’s failing blood feud, pick umbilical at that bacteria-laden innie half a world away from the stringy pink placenta some performance artist in Europe insists on eating to the great bemusement of a failing union – standing inside that last payphone in town for warmth, I blow across gloved hands out of habit, watch the cheesemonger with mites for legs crawl home to some seasonal flood zone in the burbs; that scratching body lice of old records along the bus route, no way to get anywhere that ever pays near enough to make it in a naked
Ryan Quinn Flanagan is a Canadian-born author residing in Elliot Lake, Ontario, Canada with his wife and many bears that rifle though his garbage. His work can be found both in print and online in such places as: Evergreen Review, The New York Quarterly, Synchronized Chaos, Literary Yard, Red Fez, and The Oklahoma Review.
Enjoyed all of the vivid details in these poems.
Thanks so much Lorette!!
Ryan’s poems always strike the same bittersweet notes of the bar song. You can’t read him without crying from laughing, or for some other reason. “[H]ow closely I resemble this land bridge of complex carbohydrates” is typical of the self-deprecating humor. But there’s tragedy in “Her snoring husband in the background / of a movie no / one will / ever remember / seeing,” and mishearing the worker at a gas station, who’s long gone like an extra hired for to die. That’s oblivion; funny or sad, depending on how you look at, but often both in the poetry of RQF.