Transparent Men and Women

       Yuan-Hongri

Tr.  By Wit lee

 

Transparent men and women

Men and women more beautiful than colored butterflies

Maybe really a group colored butterflies

Dancing from Zhuangzi ‘s big dream

 

But I see cities, crystal transparent cities

Like city’s dream, city’s love

 

Through the walls could reach the other shore

Light, may transcend time

Above the sea surface of time, boats of light are flying

On a little island

I see other men and women

 

This calendar tells us a window

After days are still another days

It is the illusion of days that besiege us

Just as my flesh is my own shadow

 

Yesterday’s leafs and water drops

Pebbles I played with in my childhood

The sun I see for the first time

Those all things are smiling in a house of light

 

Eyes of men and women

Eyes more charming than the rainbow

On vibrant morning

In intoxicating dusk

Flying water drowned men and women

 

I found one sun in my own chest

I discovered cities in my head

The water of the past turned into crystal, diamond

There are stars sailing in my bones

 

Ah, a young girl in dream

Maybe came from some day a hundred years ago

Still I miss that moment

That vision disappeared when I wake up

 

That momentary smile, how warm it was

Who made you appear in my dream?

 

I believe in dream, as I believe in the sun

And in dreamland I saw another me

 

Shadows of Phoenix and Unicorn

Once in dream came down

On the mountain top

I dreamed a house of heaven

 

Blood is another river

Blood in my body also has its own dream

I set foot on a ladder of days

But on the other mountain

Leisurely I’m flying

 

Shadows of men and women

Blooms in a smile

The seasons of men and women

Days are like pieces of stones

 

I opened an photo album sealed for many years

I saw Yellow Emperor rambling in the city

One shadow is among many shadows

On another wild field

Ancient years are shouting and fighting

 

On grassland all kinds of flowers are laughing

Living in glass I

Don’t know their names

 

Water of yearning, water of sweet and fragrant spring

Fly from inside rocks

A girl is like a colorful flying phoenix

 

Only dream tells us the illusory of time

Outside time's gate

There is another sun

 

Who was playing games inside ancient rocks

Igniting gold piece by piece

On pieces of transparent boulders

Drawing seas and cities

 

I was sitting in a house filed with light

With a picture album hold in my hand

In the buildings of ancient times

Caught sight of the future emperors

 

Who’s blood was the plum flower drinking

Which girl’s song was it singing

When I got up

I saw a white jade, glittering its smile

 

In the age when rock drifted fragrance

Queen Mother of the West was a witch

Tow eyes have intoxicated the handsome and strong MU Tianzi

 

This is a gold sculpture

But I don’t know

Am I in times of heaven or mundane?

 

On days when Goddess stepped on auspicious clouds

Where am I?

On which star

Still preserves my house of past?

 

Form east to west

There is a road of gold

Perhaps there is a blonde

To be my companion of tomorrow

 

The earth is a crystal jade

In lover’s mouth

Atmosphere is as sweet as wines

 

And in one dreamland

I'm still a baby

 

Every city and county I passed by

Have all left my shadow

Thousand years after they will still be golden and shining

 

Bread that I eat was my own blood

A girl that I loved once loved me a thousand years ago

 

I saw in the arms of the rocks

Girls were lying down, cheeks fresh and red

Skins were as transparent as jade

 

Hieroglyphs and letters

Were glittering and shining on the sun

 

God is holding a brush in his hand

Waving a pen in heaven

Those cities of gold and silver

In an eye's twinkling flew toward the human world

 

On the edge of a big river bank

There was one house of mine

A garden yielded full of golden fruits

 

On the other mountain, red plum blossomed spreading the top

My shadow turned into a Kylin

 

In the house built with white jade

I wrote down a volume of poetry

Each line of verse is a star in the blue sky

 

A tortuous, quite and secluded path

Walked through from a garden

The sun shed its golden drizzle

 

Golden spiral ladders

Was in another crystal sky

I opened my own head

There are more suns

Spinning ,singing

 

Girl of light, petal of smile

On a lake green-jade-like

Reflecting the red houses

A cluster of green leaves transmit bright red lips

 

Smiling faces of the alley paved by stones

To where shall it lead me?

Blooming peach tree of early spring

Upon the hillside ,bees of sunlight are buzzing

 

Through the street of trams and crowd

In front of the glorious and magnificent mansions

Look up forward a piece of crystal blue sky

In the thoughts of white clouds

Is the city beautiful?

Along the street of billboards and neon lights

Big trees covered with green hair

Enable me miss the distant mountains and the clear springs

 

Children’s smiling faces are no unfamiliar

Black jade eyes, pink lips

At this moment, men and women flow stream endlessly

It was fashion and vanity that noised the street

 

I planted myself here

Left a thousand shadows

To cultivate a thousand gardens

To pave the gold onto road like the stones

Let every stone melt into crystal

 

In wind language there were sounds of stars

Rocks and pine trees of distant mountains

Poetry rhythm of the sea

There were underground buried dreaming words of ancient people, blooming red flower  

And there were remote poems I eager to go back

 

Every single green tree beside the street loves us

Under the hot sun, wordless green shade

Every flower has its own language

People with crystal eyes

Will see flower's smile

 

Ah, every time the sun rises

We all woke up from death

The dead us,where have been kept?  

Do not belittle a stone

It hummed the song of universe

 

The young girl's smiling face of the very days  

Turned into a white cloud

Upon the mirror face of the sky

All the saints could be seen

 

I was silent in the fire, went through  

The flame of men and women

In the high streets and back lanes of cities

Wind of time blown colorful flags

Under the blue sky, river of life is flouring and rushing

 

I tried to open the memory door

On another planet

Leisure and happy time

The night of death subsided

And on the red clouds of dawn

Golden smile face of the sun

 

The initial men and women

Men and women without names

Men and women created God

 

The initial poets were a couple of lovers

When the blood started to sing

I heard the language of the sun and stars

 

On some wonderful and joyous occasions the sun smiled outside the window

A young girl walked into your window

Her eyes are two stars

Came from ancient space

 

How transient this prosperity in front of us

This street, city of labyrinth

The old man sitting on the street playing with chess   

Still missing the house of gone away

 

The young girl of that very year was still walking past the street

Only turned into a transparent shadow

Tomorrow is in white clouds' hometown

Tomorrow’s sun is still smiling and silent

 

Every moment of mine is departing me

Big birds of time were darting in the sky

Brightly coloured feathers

Glitter in the sky, knowing nowhere to leisurely fly down

 

In a palace

I’m an old man, sitting on golden chair

Missing me

 

I walked into a stone

Saw another sky

On a vast sea

There was an island of peach flower

 

Days of riding a Phoenix

Where are my companions

Walking on the street of Wangfujing

I miss the Yellow emperor riding a dragon up to the heaven

 

Light is my only food

Light of the sun, moon, and stars

Became my bones

 

Ancient Greek and Rome

Is now in front of me

Poems of Homer and Sappho

Turned into my sweet spring

 

Many countries I travelled

Flying in the space-time of words

A thousand years and ten thousand years

Made me lament: transience

 

And now every drop of blood today

Is all a ruby

Every inch of the land I've stepped on

Is all ancient gold

 

Whose jade body am I walking on?

Ancient sweet and beautiful songs

Enables me fall in love with the ancient girl

 

In a transparent jade

Will your laughter be preserved?

Sometimes on one star

I saw your beautiful face

 

Ah, golden words

Stars of east and west

How many poets’ kingdom they have entered?

 

Strings of shining glorious names

Engraved on the chest of the sun

Upon the ocean of the sky

How many happy gardens are there?

 

I'm just fluttering away

Making a temporary farewell from the mundane world for a millennium

When Sappho returns again

A new song must be chanted

 

Days of labyrinth in front of us

Time played the strings of the sun and the moon

Words flied from the stars

 

I walked into the days of phantom overlapped

I can’t tell the past from the future

Now I’m alone and unconventional

And under the sun I lost the shadow

 

Is this body accompanied me

The narrow boat of time?

Above the waves of the Three Gorges

I galloped forward

 

Understand the songs of green shade

Drink a wine of silent time

A golden daisy

During my mid nap

Turned into a girl

 

Poplars and willows on lake shore stand by each sides

Are they still waiting

The lovers strolling in the evening?

 

The sunset is waving a handkerchief of twilight

The light of love

Is soaring in the clean breeze

 

Pairs of star eyes

Where are they twinkling today?

On whose forehead they are inlaid

Singing and chanting to me now?

 

I stepped across the gates of light

Having no idea where to wake up from drunken sleep

In the labyrinth weaved by the light

Drink up the sweet wine of words to my heart’ content

 

Those golden smiling faces

Come from east and west

In the kingdom of poetry

Bosom friends and partners everywhere abound  

 

I lingered about in day times

Opened doors and windows in the wall of light

Had a sweet deep sleep in the white jade case

Dreaming of my own footprints

Radiating golden light in the sky

 

Loneliness became God

Will loneliness hear the words of sky?

Swim across the long river of shadow

I’m a shadow forgetting himself

 

In a house by the street

What kind of time there have been ?

Every day on the earth

Flame of time, burns endlessly

 

Let red lips of lovers fade

Black hair run into dust

Smell the fragrance of the mud

Whose love do you think and recollect?

 

Everything is colorful and transparent

Every stone keeps its own memory

A pile of shattered stone statues

Smile at me in the sun

Maybe we'd known each other a thousand years ago

 

Blood of stone is golden and transparent

Time flower is gold and precious stones

Where are the charming figures today?

Left rolls and volumes poetry of light behind

Those shadows are still brilliant

Vivid and bright-colored as ever in transparent words

 

A withered flower has a beautiful memory

An instant bloom embraces eternity

Memory walks to memory, where shall we go?

The first drop of water turned into an ocean

All things I witnessed come from the past

Tomorrow will born in my palm

By whom the chess pieces of the stars are driven?

In whose eyes the earth is also a chess piece

 

I watched my own life on the earth

Drinking water, having meals, heart full of yearning

Another me perhaps always keep me accompany

Only he knows my secrets

Words I said may have been said

Roads I traveled may have been traveled

I seem to be repeating one by one the me of the past

 

On my tired days, eager for fall down and die

Like zhuang Zi, became a free butterfly

As soon as I wake up, I see the sun

Auspicious clouds spread their fragrance beside me

 

Rivers flowed out from the embrace of the mountain

Again back to the ancient sea

My memory ocean maybe is just ahead


Where is the time hidden exactly?

Come with no sign and go with no trace

Upon the mirror surface of time

Only see my own shadow

 

My songs can be heard by the stars

Walk on the city street

White clouds walk with me

 

I walked into a church

Caught a sight of Jesus holding a baby in his arms

God stands in heaven,waits and watches us

 

My god is myself

I sat in the heaven, looked at myself

A big seven-colored bird

Spread the wings of sky

Watched me walking on the earth

 

Death' black night curtain

Covered heaven of gold and silver

At this moment where do I live on earth?

Drink up all this glass of wine

Blood of time is brewed into nectar

 

No time for hesitation and hovering

Not to be sad in the face of heaven

What cannot be retained is the shadow one after another

My songs are a paradise that will not wither

 

Who is not hungry and thirsty in city desert?

Colorful sand and gravel accumulated into time

Flame refined out transparent bones

Drink the bright jade body

More brighter and glorious than diamonds

 

In pavilions of sky,read volumes of golden books

In time and space labyrinth,write volumes of poetry

 

In the world of mortals, who is my bosom friend?

Caress a street tree, listen to the whisper of the green leaves

 

Transparent crystal world, countless brilliant smiling faces

Open the wall thus can walk into

A house full of laughter

 

Tomorrow is just a landscape

Long has been hanging in the balcony of sky

The sun walked forth and back in the sky

Made tomorrow’s lunch prepared

 

Let me sit down and caress the time’s silk

Cut it to make you a new dress

Walk into the bosom of the sun

Through the flame

And turn into a beam of pure light

 

Glass of the blue sky, melted in the flame

You will see the young girl singing on the star

Garden of earth blossom once again

The human world is full of transparent butterflies flying all around

 

Labyrinth city, colorful river

Wind blows flags of dream

In whose blood the ancient song is sounded?

The Hurrying footsteps beat the drum for an expedition

 

Those eyes glistering starry bright

Seems contain ancient sweet spring

A seed of gold

Is sprouting on your palm, full of bloom

 


Beijing, August 1998