Touch A mahogany of lost leaden high The namesake kept its promise The turbulence of sea horse runner The silver disk is a little low tonight For Baroque's touch of medias res The high strung of novelty The joyous currents of sea beds Leaves me open stranded In an Island of Mediterranean blue I sing and hum the national green The olive touch of Texas to Britain Ghettos land in the islands of poverty I skimmed a solistic touch.
Category Archives: CHAOS
Essay from Orzigul Sherova

Time
“If you love life, don’t waste your time, because time creates life,” said one of the philosophers. The most valuable thing in this world for a person is time. Time is the amount of time we have the energy to do any work or activity. A person who knows how to take advantage of this opportunity is a person who is able to use his time effectively. Because it cannot be stopped or reversed. A baby born just yesterday will go to kindergarten tomorrow, then to school, then to study and, you see, he will start an independent life. In the meantime, he doesn’t even notice that time has flown by. Time doesn’t wait for anyone, or you can’t worry about tomorrow. It should be considered and managed as luck. Only then a person will not feel sorry for the past time and life. A person who knows the value of time has the right to be great.
Time is like a great luck. It is necessary not to lose this luck, but to make good use of it. After all, a person comes to this world only once, and no one but Allah knows how much life and how much time there is in it. Neither his parents, nor doctors, nor others. Every moment can be the last for a person. Therefore, it is necessary to value time, use it wisely and manage it without wasting it.
So how do we manage time? Isn’t it a controlled object?
That’s right, time is not a controlled thing, it’s not even a thing. But time is managed, how do you say? We have often heard expressions like time allocation, time planning, and time sharing. Why do we use these expressions if time is not controlled?
We are always
– tomorrow I will do that work, today I will go to this place, and now I will do these lessons – we manage our time, that is, we allocate it to our important work. With this, we will make good use of our time. We will manage it properly.
But what if it’s the other way around? What if we can’t share it? Or what if we spend it only planning and not actually doing anything?
Then we will be defeated, that is, time will control us, not us. We are wasting our precious time given to us by God. As a result, we cannot leave a good name or good memories in this world. Instead of regretting wasting our time tomorrow, we should learn to plan, allocate, and manage it right now. We should appreciate time when we have time, not when we don’t have time. After all, time is a priceless blessing. Therefore, every person should make good use of the time given to him, he should never stop learning and learning a craft. We can earn back the money we spent, but we can’t get back the time we lost. Let’s appreciate God by thanking him for every breath and every day. Because this time is a deposit for all of us!
Poetry from Marjona Jo’rayeva Baxtiyorovna
May your weddings be blessed!
May your life be filled with light,
May your dreams come true.
On your most beautiful and joyful day,
May your weddings be blessed.
May the groom have honor and devotion,
May the bride have a beautiful smile.
May no one cast an evil eye on your happiness,
May your weddings be blessed!
Today, relatives and friends gather,
May your faces always be bright.
May everyone envy you,
May your weddings be blessed!
Poetry from Rustamova Muqaddas

Two friends went on a trip,
Meetings are such a small jar,
They want to know what’s in it,
But the inside of the jug is very narrow.
The thought came to the jar,
It didn’t look like that.
Even if they want to go down,
The wind is blowing very fast.
At first glance,
So in the jar,
Unable to get out of the jar,
The two hunters panicked.
Then the fox came,
He wanted to help.
He raised the jug and poured water from his eyes.
It fell out of the jar,
Traveling comrades,
Repentance ate like this.
But it was too late Immediately the fox,
He wanted to eat, wow.
Come hunter brother
He caught the fox.
Put a wipe on the neck,
Take advantage of this time.
The two ran away,
Our story too.
This time is over.
Poetry from Loki Nounou
My Body, Your Choice
My body holds but flesh and bones for you:
My body has fat in all the right spots for you to hold and holler at.
My legs could be crumbling and I would still be an object to you.
My body was told that it had a choice,
Yet every time I feel eyes on me,
fear runs down my skin.
My body lost all hope when it bled out uncontrollably;
Letting Mother Nature turn her back on her children.
My body isn’t mine because I was born with a uterus, fragile and careless, instead of being Blessed with having a dick, hard and stern.
(pause and like heavy breathing (note for myself)
Red hands cover every inch of my body:
Taking control of my movements,
Taking my breath from my veins and lungs,
Taking away each of my rights as if ripping a strand of hair one by one.
With a deep red seeping out of my skin,
I hold myself close with no support but a tube down my throat,
Keeping my throat from closing and my body from breaking.
My body should be in shambles,
With each shiver it should be gone,
But I was left intact,
Left alive so I could be used again and again,
No limbs broken,
But I feel the aching aftermath of every attempt,
Letting phantom hands graze over me swiftly.
My body is a choice to indulge or destroy,
But you choose both at the end.
Poetry from Mark Young
The Three-Toed Sloth
Even when
refurbished
to incorporate
beautiful en-
suites or worn
with denim
for a smart
casual style
property derived
from things from
nature is a step
back in time.
The Bull Moose Convention
at Chicago is the successful result of the praxis of a fused group, unlike the states of antiquity & the great tangle of Marxist thought. It is a complex & powerful reiteration construct, its symbols fashioned from a bicycle seat & a set of corroded handle-bars with minimalist turn signals, its own words of power based upon the repetition of a handful of major triads, its rituals aligned with the cycles of withdrawal & return in morphine-dependent mice.
Seeking meaningful employment
The meatless meal was
really professional &
serious, a combination
of heuristic procedures,
anything but boring. The
dislike was the algorithm
it produced, a nested
while-loop which included
three inner loops, crispy on
the outside, soggy within.
Tax credit for home buyers
We’re always getting lack-
luster troubadours. What I
want is an offensive magician
who can, by exploiting
luminescence spectroscopy,
turn late afternoon tea &
scone parties into a world
tour by Gogol Bordello.
A Mammoth Task
Obsessed as they are
about big hats &
big heads, most
consumers have a
difficult time over-
coming their reluctance
to stop the world from
moving into warmer
climatic conditions. They
want to know how
much it would cost, &
would they get a Dog
Bone Charm or other
keepsake if they
ordered now. By the
halfway answering
point their interest has
shifted anyway to what
funk-punk-thrash-ska
shows are coming up
& would the discovery
of ancient elephant
skeletons randomize
women as well as men.
They conveniently forget
that each one of us, in our
place & time, is in balance
with everything else &
we don’t need to do any-
thing alone any more. That’s
why they consider it
inappropriate to speak ill
of the dead, & why today
feels like a milkshake day.
Poetry from Mahbub Alam

The Killings of Gaza
The blood flowing on the ground
The world takes its shape in a new mould
By the sound the birds flew away quickly to the safe
The sky became so gloomy
The shiny morning turned into smoky brown
The lightning in the darkness of night shattered down
The children, the women, the young and the old
The devastated area
Oh! Pathetic deaths for whom are you call us?
No reply without a long sigh
Wildfire is running in place of humanity
Sorrows, sufferings, torture and deaths happening in everyday life
It’s as if like the hereditary wealth
From the other side of the spot we see, hear and get scared
As the condition for the deer in the rush in front of a hungry tiger
Nothing to do without feeling hatred for the killers
On the other side sympathized with the people in Gaza
The storm is blowing, the world moving in the cyclone
‘To be or not to be – that is the question’
We, all stand in the puzzling and haggling queue
But justice never goes injustice
Time will take us to face the judge
And the victims must enter into their mirthful goal
Though out of sight,
Every day in the sprouting green fields
Where fresh oxygen makes our veins flow clean
And in the twinkling sky
They are laughing and singing the songs of joy!
How sweet they dream in sleep!
How would they lead their lives tomorrow?
Can we imagine?
Chapainawabganj, Bangladesh
27 January, 2025.
Md. Mahbubul Alam is from Bangladesh. His writer name is Mahbub John in Bangladesh. He is a Senior Teacher (English) of Harimohan Government High School, Chapainawabganj, Bangladesh. Chapainawabganj is a district town of Bangladesh. He is an MA in English Literature from Rajshahi College under National University. He has published three books of poems in Bangla. He writes mainly poems but other branches of literature such as prose, article, essay etc. also have been published in national and local newspapers, magazines, little magazines. He has achieved three times the Best Teacher Certificate and Crest in National Education Week in the District Wise Competition in Chapainawabganj District. He has gained many literary awards from home and abroad. His English writings have been published in Synchronized Chaos for seven years.