Four Poems

By Chinese Poet Yuan Hongri

Translated by Manu Mangattu

The Coast of Time

In the pink and white golden words

Of the day outside the garden of gods

Is the hometown of thy soul.

Far before the world was born

The prehistoric giants in gold

Engraved the epic of times to be born

To tell thee, from outer skies the city of the giant

Will once again come to the coast of time.

1.17.2015

时间的海岸

粉红色  白色  金色的词语

来自天外的诸神的花园

那儿是你灵魂的故乡

这世界还没有诞生之前

史前的巨人在黄金之上

镌刻一部未来的史诗

告诉你天外的巨人之城

将再次来到时间的海岸

 2015.1.17

The Prehistoric Giants

I live in the very eyes of the stone

I am the light of the light,

The core of the universe.

Out of water and fire I emerge

Yes, churning water, turning fire.

There was a time, in black and white, when

The space of the galaxy was resplendent with colours.

The world is a book of dreams

The city of the future is above the clouds.

The prehistoric giants thence I saw

They are solemn as mountains

Living in the city of gold, transparent in body,

Synchronous with the sun and the moon and the stars.

1.7.2015

史前的巨人

我在石头的眼睛里居住

我是光之光  宇宙的中心

我幻化出水与火 

于是有了时间  黑与白

五光十色的太空之星系

世界是一本梦幻之书

未来之城在云朵之上

我看到史前的巨人

他们庄严如山岳

居住在黄金之城

透明的身体  旋转日月星辰

 2015.1.7

The Temple of the Gods

Original words –

A picture of the heart and the spirit

A breeze blowing through the silent music

That which grows in the palm of your hand

The sun, the moon and the stars singing in form

God’s bosom, the ups and downs of the earth

The river is fragrant sweet nectar of life.

Original words are stars in the night sky

Shining bright and light upon the soul.

Plaiting along the bridge of light

Can arrive at the Temple of the Gods.

 01.02.2015

诸神的殿堂

最初的词语

是心与灵的图画

是微风拂过寂静的乐曲

是万物在手掌上生长

是日月星辰在身体里呤唱

那起伏的大地是诸神的胸膛

河流芳香是生命的琼浆

最初的词语是夜空的繁星

无不闪烁灵魂之光

沿着光芒编织的桥梁

可以抵达诸神的殿堂

2015.1.2

Golden and Transparent

When the dainty of dawn lights up your body

You shall see the golden country in stone.

The Giant is walking in the sky  

His hand holds aloft a Diamond City.

In the garden outside the sky

The other one robed in transparent gold;

He’s smiling at you.

And behind him, is a huge palace.

 03.15.2015

金色透明

当黎明之光在你体内醒来

你看到了石头里的黄金之国

巨人在天空行走  手托一座钻石之城

你看到了那天外的花园

那另一个你  金色透明

他在向你微笑

身后是一座巨大的皇宫

 2015.3.15

Bio: Yuan Hongri (born 1962) is a renowned Chinese mystic, poet, and philosopher. His work has been published in the UK, USA, India, New Zealand, Canada, and Nigeria; his poems have appeared in Poet’s Espresso Review, Orbis, Tipton Poetry Journal, Harbinger Asylum, The Stray Branch, Acumen, Pinyon Review, Taj Mahal Review, Madswirl, Shot Glass Journal, Amethyst Review, The Poetry Village, and other e-zines, anthologies, and journals. His best known works are Platinum City and Golden Giant. His works explore themes of prehistoric and future civilization.

About the Translator

Manu Mangattu is an English professor, poet, editor, director and rank-holder. He has published 7 books, 73 research articles and 36 conference papers apart from 14 edited volumes with ISBN. He serves as chief editor/editor for various international journals. He has done UGC funded projects and a SWAYAM-MOOC course (Rs 15 lakhs). Besides translations from Chinese and Sanskrit, he writes poetry in English as well as in Indian languages. He was named “Comrade to Poetry China” in 2016. A visiting faculty at various universities and a quintessential bohemian-vagabond, he conducts poetry readings, workshops and lectures when inspired. After an apprenticeship in Shakespeare under Dr. Stephen Greenblatt, he currently guides 23 research scholars and mentors NET English aspirants.

My Night

4'O' Clock on an early
Winter evening, I'm
walking home, with a
bag full of cans of beer,
and a frozen ready
meal, hoping they'll see
me through tonight. I don't
fancy a half drunken
wobble to the off license
later on, when it wil be
dark, and wet.
Yet, if it comes to it,
that's what I'll have to
do.
                   ......
So, here I am, 3 hours later,
having gone to the shops
for a frozen pizza, and a
big bottle of cheap wine.
I'm not wobbling too much.
thank God, and I could
easily pretend to be sober.
My dodgy hip is playing up,
and this walk is beginning
to feel uncomfortable, not
quite painful, but definitely
not fun.
About 25 years ago, I fell off
some scaffolding at work.
I didn't fall far, only about 6,
or 7 feet, but I landed badly
onto my right hip. I spent
all day in hospital, having
various X-rays, and scans.
Eventually they said there
were no broken bones, and
got ready to send me home.
They gave me a shot of
morphine that was supposed
to kill the pain.
They couldn't understand why
I was still in agony, so off I
went for another lot of scans,
and X-rays. This took up about
another 3 hours.
I didn't know how to tell them
that the reason their morphine
shot didn't work was.because I
had a raging smack habit, and
their tiny, pathetic shot wouldn't
have even have had any impact
at all.
It wasn't until I got home and
sorted out a proper shot, that
I felt even any slight relief.
I was off work for nearly two
weeks. I really should have
sued them, but in those days,
it wasn't quite the done thing.
It's not too bad, but sometimes
in damp weather, I get a nasty
pain in my right hip.
                        ......
Well anyway, now I'm back at
home. My pizza's in the oven,
and I'm making short work of
my first glass of wine.
Now I can relax, and put my
feet up.
I'm done for another night.

 Insomnia

Night after night,
I twist and turn.
Staring at the
green numbers
on my digital clock.
Counting down the
hours, thinking, " Oh
shit, only 5 hours to
go until I have to get
up. No, only 4 hours
until I have to get up."
And so on... Until I've
only slept for an hour
or so, and I feel like
shit.
And I'm stumbling
around in a fucked up
mess, feeling like I've
drunk a bottle of whisky
the night before, even
when I haven't touched
a drop. Well, hardly.
Sleep is such a natural
thing, we spend a third
of our lives completely
oblivious to everything,
if we are lucky,
Insomnia is a total
bitch !
There's nothing worse,
nothing I can think of.
Making you feel tired,
brain damaged and
like a frigging zombie.
Here I am, it's 3 a.m.
counting down the
hours again.
Tomorrow, I'll be a
shambling mess,
with a headache.
A hangover, without
the fun of getting
drunk.

Heading Towards 50




As I sit here, on a
Winter's evening.
Heading towards
50, I think back
on my life. The
many defeats, and
the few, too few
victories. It's still
surprising to me,
at times, the fact
that I am still alive.
I honestly never
expected to reach 30,
so as I sit here looking
down the barrel of 50
years, I suppose
I should be grateful to
the Gods who have
kept me going. They
must have their own
reasons, but it's not
anything that I can
understand.
Well, if I'd died aged
30, I never would have
written a book. I'd
been knocking out
crappy 3 chord songs
on my guitar since I
was 15, but I know
I am no musician.
After reading Charles
Bukowski, and Raymond
Carver in my late 20's,
I started to think;
" Maybe I could do
something like that.
They write poetry about
drinking, and feeling sad.
That's my everyday life."
So I tried it, and here I
am 20 years on, and
still getting the best
buzz ever, every time I
write something, or
get it published.
But still, that's not a
proper reason for the
Gods, or fate, keeping
me alive.
Perhaps upon reading
my mediocre scribble
someone who is going
to be important will
become inspired.
If that is the reason,
then I'm more than
happy, and so I should
keep writing more of
my shit.

           Mr Memory




I don't know if it's because
I've had a stroke, or just
that too many years of drug
and alcohol abuse have
mangled my mind, but it's
happened twice this week.
Guys come up to me, it's
always guys, and talk to me
as if we are long lost best
friends, and I haven't got a
clue who they are.
I know that I've got a dodgy
memory, but twice in one
week !
That's bloody scary !
The one today was really nice,
he even gave me cigarettes,
although I didn't ask him to.
As we were talking, he kept on
saying. " I know you, man. I
KNOW you."
There I was keeping my answers
to his questions as vague as I
possibly could, thinking " Great,
but I don't know YOU."
He said that he'd been clean for
five years, so I must have met
him through a drug buddy, but
I'm fucked if I can remember
who, or when, or how, or why.
Sometimes, it really does worry
me that this is the start of
early onset Alzheimer's, it's
always disorienting, and
disconcerting.
I'm scared that I'll end up like it
with everyone. Looking at
loved ones with unknowing
eyes, it's hard to think of a
more terrifying nightmare.
At the moment I think, " If
they meant anything to me,
I'm sure I'd remember. "
But the more it happens, the
less sure I am. 

Homestead

Written by Mike Zone

The wolf is dead. 

The gift of exile bringing a gun to his mouth.

Did he really pull the trigger, so his grave could be the freshly dug out snowbank on the outer rim of a pond; spring washing away earth loosening fleshing into fishmeal?

Let the brains spattered on the knife struck bark on the fall-down tree decide. It never fell but always stood, split by lightning seven times, remaining intact bearing the last will and testament of one Jakob Blake. Not fully gone and buried but found out in the open abandoned by wolves and the son wounded of pride.

The horses were starved munching on fence posts, when Cody approached the farm his mom bought years ago.

            “A hobby farm, to work the stress away, it’s hard at the office…physical labor, nature and animals does a body and mind good,” she queerly smiled with an awful sadness, forcing invisible wires to pull the mouth wider and tighter.

Cody shuffled his feet, pulling down maroon slouch beanie further down to hide his eyes. The skeleton boy dancing for the next great cancer host hoping it’d be him since Nexus the cat died. He tugged at the oversize sleeves of his flannel shirt, rolling the cuffs up and down, nervously contemplating sex and death in front of his mom.

Josh in algebra had filled his head with stuff of sticky fingered wet vaginal entry, describing a texture of shaved slick, shave deli-styled ham.  The girl his friend had fucked he wanted to momentary fuck in this moment forgetting the loss of furry best friend who would sometimes watch him jackoff imagining stray pussy, horror show pussy, cop pussy and intergalactic pussy…then he remembered Nexus and his curious eyes watching, feeling shame, climax onto the sheets…

Images in his brain as his mother sat at the table in front of him, smoking again like she used to before he was born. Lost, lonely, and desperate, needing love and some sort of affection he couldn’t give as she was just living toward death.

            “I think…I think he didn’t leave. He’s coming back…just wanted to get a drink, maybe something to eat…good God, I hope he’s not with that whore.”

Cody knew all about the whore.

“My Gypsy-Moonpie,” the Wolf howled drinking out of a jug of something of gasoline and cinnamon, needlessly smashing it against a set of dead landscaped rocks.

            “My wild bride and I, we fucked like drugs! Chemical addiction enticements…a cock at three a.m. inside her…our dopamine receptors on fire, sweat, cum, spittle and cunt-juice intermingled …in those blue eyes I saw the wild blue flame of God!”

Cody snuck his hand in his pocket, getting hard, working himself beside the fire, watching melting snow licked by the flames. He wanted a girl who tasted like peaches and cherry pie.

            “Carol tastes like key-lime pie.”

            “What?” Cody jerked up realizing he had said aloud what he was thinking.

The Wolf got in his face acid sweat bathed and screamed.

            “YOUR MOM’S PUSSY TASTES LIKE KEY-LIME PIE!”

It was their first “family” bonfire.

Carol was appalled by Jacob’s language, but something mysteriously drew her to this “wolf” which inflamed her most primitive senses and hyper sexualized inclinations. Carol had “…fallen from stark gray skies, wings aflame, flesh rooted veins singed clutching broken halo…” Jacob had told her tugging at the back of her jeans as she sat next to some bland businessman at the bar.

            “I like you,” he whispered as she turned around and became The Angel of the Flame.

Then came the whore…hungry for a wolf’s cock at three a.m., three months leaving her half past dead with the farm she just bought and the horses nine days into starvation carrying the memories of their ancestors running through middle eastern fields along the Tigris and Euphrates millennia ago where food and water were plentiful…or so Carol imagined, for that is what Jacob The Wolf had told her.

            “Each animal shares a singular soul with all those who have come before and those who live now, sharing the dreams and consciousness mindscape of other’s lands away.”

            It’s probably why she was letting the horses starve outside, leaving them unsheltered so that they could access the memories and experiences of their ancestors and somehow survive on the future tense might of their far flung descendants sustenance, all they needed to do was focus, so that she could see if a dumb animal lacking an individually fully refined soul could it, then she could do so and find out if Jacob did indeed run away with the whore he referred to as his “Gypsy Moon”, for she was his “cougar” three years and a decade past his senior, who would claw through mountains to protect her wolf who seemed to care not despite sacred devotions and the underlying suspicions she had regarding the “ghost-boy” who stood in front of her.

            “Beware the boy, he haunts us…he’s phantom body not unlike a succubus drawing energy from our totem ways to sustain his own presence since he was born without one, as his mother you should really have known this all along.”

            All Carol could do, nude on the floor covered in a baptismal pool of vodka and sex sweat could do on her knees was weep knowing this was true as the Jacob the Wolf howled giving revealing to Carol her true wild cat nature who yet couldn’t under stand the scent of her own son.

Of course she knew about the body, could the ghost really have done such a thing, to have the capability to reach out and kill the record of a living being for the sake of pretending to be alive?

            Cody wondered if his mother got sick of bowing to the Wolf’s whims as it followed the trail of it’s seemingly ever shifting moon who sometimes came in and out of their life at sporadic violent closed door movements making him think of sex with his friend’s girlfriend in class bringing up the image of his dead cat and the sickening feeling of his cum splurging inside a dirty sock so his mother wouldn’t find out the shameful thing he did because he was supposed to be quiet and studious so he could be someone one day, unlike the Wolf who somehow was man his mother would ordinarily condemn but fell down on her knees for when given the chance, throwing her own status quo life away for some sort primal matrix narrative but what sort of thoughts of these were like this for a boy to have?

            Somedays he didn’t feel real or perhaps it was the way everything it was. If he tore the flesh off from the German girl’s face at the coffee shop would circuitry and wire be exposed? Why did he have these thoughts? No one really made him feel alive, was he already dead? For a time he drifted from home to home, never really noticed; shortly living with his dad when Jacob entered the scene he was ignored as his father paraded young woman after young woman into the living room leasing in a new in unison followed by various stays at friends houses in various rooms sometimes being mistaken for said friend who wasn’t really friend but an acquaintance one day going too far and being mistaken for a stranger’s long dead son but that’s another story for another time when he learned about balance and what was deemed the true nature of  god and real title of witness…it’s when he knew the Wolf, Cougar and Moon were soon to be drawn into a bloody showdown and someone would be made to witness it, or halt it or even accelerate, he knew not purpose has as he not even figured out puberty as the day of knowing grew nearer.

Carol looked at him, eyes glazed over with crystalline tears, something clawing to get out of her throat.

Cody shuffled his feet, haunted by the prospect of what needed to be said.

Both opened their mouths in a natural sequence of verbal violence which would render their entwined lives forever changing the course of each one’s world.

            “The wolf is dead. Did you kill the wolf?”

“Ghost or not Cody, I am the cougar, I will rip your heart out if you’re lying to me.”

“Mom, I can’t kill what I found dead.”

“He wouldn’t kill himself like that.”

“That’s why, I thought you did it.”

“That whore made him do it, made him stop loving me.”

Cody got nervous, shuffled his feet, and shrugged his shoulders.

“I hope everything just wastes away hungry and dies.”

“What if it doesn’t?”

“You have nothing to worry about Cody you can’t even love, I’ve seen your empty eyes, you’re not even alive, may as well be an abortion that lived.”

“Mom, can’t we just start over or something?”

“I can, you can’t.”

Cody took his hat off , wringing in his hands hoping to get some sort of cosmic liquid out to rend this universe askew right for what else can a young man do without being brave or bold in a world he never asked to be born into let alone feel welcomed.

Carols shrieked, pushing the bottle of bourbon onto the floor, tearing pages from some sort of esoteric text, her body contorted into something not quite humanoid nor feline.

            “Get out, ghost! I ban thee from- “

            The door flung open and a Lycan shadow cast over mother and son, the form of man holding another man stood there with a big old familiar grin bearing more apparent canines than ever. Jacob dropped himself Jacob the corpse on the floor as he himself Jacob the Wolf leaned against the door gesturing toward the body not fully him on the floor.

            “The problem with being Schrodinger’s Bastard is that you can both be alive and dead at the same time ‘cause God doesn’t actually have a witness in the unstable molecules of it all , ‘cause y’all mixed up with bunch of your own mumbo jumbo to realize what’s what.”

The moon rose and shined brighter than it normally did, lunar light flood the room with blue like the color the flame of god or rather what was considered the infinite-eye.

The boy faded into the ghost he was dispersed into the magnetic field of the wild and crazy eternity.

The mother turned into a cat that was no cougar but a broken three-legged tabby. It scampered out.

Jacob laughed as the husk of man began to drool, bones cracking, hair sprouting to fur, given it’s true free form of something lost and ferocious…a wolf graying of age, ribbed and starving following the cat for consumption.

The light went dark as Jacob laughed.

She came in a blue dress and silver jewelry, put her arms around his neck.

The Moon had found her Wolf whole just as he said they could do together, if they could only rewrite the lives of others or show them what a fragile construct their world could be.

                Some Music

Beethoven gets second billing on this one,
It’s his complete concertos and sonatas, but
The pianist gets top billing and his picture
On the album cover, after all he sat there
At his piano for fourteen hours and thirteen
Minutes for this final draft, this final take,
Plus how many hours practicing, rehearsing
To get Ludwig’s intentions just right, like this.
Imagine a world measured in sonatas, timed
Out in movements in different keys, here we
Are in the middle of it, Beethoven’s take on
It, begin at eight in the morning, play it on
Through the day, background allegro, adagio,
Prestissimo and rondo as we do are daily bit,
Some laundry, some dishes, some quick clean
Up, before we give it a once over to be sure
We did it all, and in the background we have
Our pianist playing – till, what would it be, ten
Thirteen PM? It’s not hard to picture him now
Getting up from his hours of work, the complete
Sonatas and concertos done, he closes the keyboard
In a rather dramatic fashion, then he probably
Watches the late news on TV, and finally, to sum up
His day, he goes off to bed – like the rest of us.




             Canadian Geese

They must not get stopped at the border
the way the rest of us would be, it’s been
closed for months now, Canada on one
side, the US on the other, pandemics can
do that to friends, but they fly over us all
in their ragged V-shaped formations and
squawk their complaints in neither French
or English, complaints, I’m sure, they have
made for centuries of migration, following
the seasons like this. They stop along the way,
a field nearby can hold hundreds, thousands
it seems when they get restless, begin to form
up their wedges to set out again, it’s as if they
are choosing up sides or maybe just choosing
what leader to follow; they know each other,
never seem to fight, except when they get
squawking which sounds like arguing, perhaps
arguing about navigation or leadership or where
to stop at the end of another day. These are just

geese, noisy communal beings following what
nature has set out for them, Canada one day, then
heading south, borderless, relentless, a reminder
how things should always be.


                     Novel Life

The hero of the book I’m reading is wandering
the streets of Marrakesh with great ease, even
names the streets and areas as if we plan to visit
and use him as our trusty guide on our next trip
to Marrakesh. For him there’s no language issues
in Marrakesh, everyone speaks English or at least
the people he talks to do, no one seems to speak
Arabic or Berber, which according to Wikipedia
are the two languages normally spoken by people
in Morocco, but our hero, world traveler and spy
extraordinaire cuts through the things that would
stumble us, drops a dirham or two getting things
done, sips drinks with beautiful women in the best
hotel bars. TripAdvisor doesn’t list the place he’s
staying, but it must have been selected because of
its atmosphere and guest diversity, the beautiful
blonde, the rugged Russian spy and our guy, who
no one supposed to know is a spy guy too, MI6 or
is it 7, I always confuse the two, but he’s undercover
as all good spies must be. But in the end the plot
and its outcome are simple and predictable, heroes
in the books I read win in the end, but I don’t read
them for that – it’s the place, for a few hours I get
to wander the streets of Marrakesh, spending lots
of dirhams, speaking English and a bit of broken
Berber to beautiful women and other spies that are
in some exotic hotel bar.

J. K. Durick is a retired writing teacher and online writing tutor. His latest writing project is writing a poem a day during what seems like this endless pandemic – it’s in the two hundreds now. His recent poems have appeared in Literary Yard, Black Coffee Review, New Feathers Anthology, Synchronized Chaos, Madswirl, and Highland Park Poetry.

“Sugar”
 
Green sugar, fascinated me since first eye-match,
Transformed everything lean into chubby,
Seemed Honeyed more than the heavenly honey,
Bees always fight 'cause- It’s rarely found.
 
Sugar diamond lights
More than sun-moon together,
Green rainbow is cheerful
More than festival lights,
Green medicine heals
every patient with its taste.
 
God, the one who created,
So shall we keep thinking!
How attractive, stunning, and super it is?


“You're a puzzle!”
 
I Podría merecer algo mejor, pero solo a ti quiero.
Ik verdien might misschien beter, maar ik wil alleen jou.
Je mérite deserve peut-être mieux, mais c'est seulement toi que je veux.
म_ बेहतर लायक हो better, सकता _ं, ले_कन यह केवल आप चाहते ह_।
Daha iyisini hak edebilirim, but ama sadece senin istediğim sensin.
Talvez eu mereça melhor, mas é só It's você que eu quero.
我也许应该得到更好的，但是我只 only 想要你。
B'fhéidir go mbeinn níos fearr, ach níl uait you ach.
私はより良いに値するかもしれませんが、それは私が望むあなた I だけです。
Potrei meritare di meglio, ma è solo tu che voglio want.