Poetry from J. Ryberg

1) Everything Gonna Be All Right

(or, Trading Body Blows with

the Ghost of Victor Smith)

The night was thick, black and nasty

and my mattress was a raft drifting down

a mighty Mississippi of memory,

a Viking longboat in which my broken

warrior-poet’s form had been placed

and sent downstream through the silver-grey mists

of eternity and on to the far bright shores of my

forefathers and their fathers before them,

only to be turned away from those fearsome

gates for being insufficiently deceased.

And, lately, it seems like I’ve been waking up

in the middle of varying stages of dream-state

at all my former places of residence, feeling around

the bed for some imaginary former spouse

or significant other, freaking out about

being late to some former place of employment

and whatever it is I’m gonna say (this time?)

to placate whichever former employer.

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Poetry from Karen D’Antona

By Linda Rondon
The Lottery
It was surreal even when it was happening.
I can’t help but think of it as some strange kind of lottery.
The children were delighted; we’re going home early!  Who will be next?  Why can’t it be me?
The single mothers usually so beautifully made up, were numb and ashen.
As more children left the classroom, the cheers were replaced by fears.
The teacher was so brave holding their tender faces, as tears dripped down her hands.
What’s happening?  The children’s voices whispered.  She shook, as she searched for the words.
Little did any of us know the numbers would be 9-11.


*My unique reference point was created in a community where many of the parents worked in The Twin Towers.  From the inside of a fourth grade classroom, I watched as an unselfish, dedicated teacher did her job under the most traumatic of circumstances.  
9-11 reminds us that fate does not choose favorites. 

9-11
Karen D’Antona

About the Author…

Karen D’Antona is a survivor, risk-taker, wife, mother, and educator.  Her spare time is filled with love, drama, home cooked meals, and a well paired wine… not necessarily in that order.  

Poetry from Joan Beebe

NATURE’S FURY

California fires stretching across thousands

Of acres with trees and brush waiting to

Feed this monster’s appetite.

Great walls of flames devouring

The ready food of timber.

Flames and smoke rising higher into the sky,

But the ongoing march of this giant of fire

Still taking with it hundreds of homes

And other buildings.

Many evacuations and those people

Have no choice but to escape

The persistent oncoming wall of flames.

It will take many years to recover the land

And the normal lives of those who lost everything.

However, the day will come when nature will

Take over and the beauty that was once

There will again be glorious in its new life.

 

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Artwork from Jeongeui

      I want to feel more
      I want to see more
      I want to do more I have never done ,
      then I want to live a better human life.


I want to live like a flowing stream. 

Poetry from Chimezie Ihekuna

Chimezie Ihekuna

The truth about wildfires..
It is an aberration to nature
The substance of fire is being abused
It plunges humanity  into the  ocean of cataclysm
Trees are humanity’s breathing machines
But when  there is an inferno, breathing seizes.
There is always hope
When humanity thinks of making more trees
There  will be free breathing machines.
Hope of the future: seeds of today
Harmony with nature is the pulling-down of wildfires
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Synchronized Chaos August 2018: Dichotomies

Welcome, readers, to the ten-year-anniversary of Synchronized Chaos Magazine!

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This publication has lasted over the years due to the creativity and resourcefulness of many people from around the world who have contributed graphic design, editing, monthly editorial letters, technical support, web hosting – and regular, faithful sets of writing and art each month. Thank you all for helping us to foster a culture of craft, innovation, thought, and resilience.

I honestly had no idea that our publication would last as long as it did, as we depend on receiving work each month to continue producing issues. Even in August 2008 we wondered if the world needed yet another literary magazine while we were facing many deeper issues. Yet, people from around the world – India, Nigeria, Bangladesh, Pakistan, South Africa, England, Congo, Egypt, Portugal, Romania, Canada, Brazil, Korea, Australia, the United States and other places – have steadily continued to submit, for no other seeming reward than the chance to express and communicate thoughts. We seem to have stumbled upon a deep need for many people and have been both humbled and emboldened enough to continue, as long as people send their work our way.

For the month of August 2018, we showcase works that reflect several of the basic dichotomies and dualities of our existence.

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Karen Mitchell writes of being at home with uncertainty, comfortable with drifting alone with the current rather than rushing with the crowd towards the popular, supposed safe harbor of the day.

Chimezie Ihekuna, in the third installment of his drama The Success Story, presents another individual who charts his own path. With only a few months of college left, the protagonist decides to become a writer rather than an engineer. Yet, while he’s the one who makes the choice, his professors and others eventually come around to support and coach him.

Sheryl Bize-Boutte, in her short story ‘Uncle Martina,’ relates the tale of a person who had to keep a major secret in order to live somewhat authentically decades ago in American history. This tale is from the point of view of a young niece who begins to put the pieces together as she grows up, figuring her uncle out with a mixture of bewilderment and compassion that parallels the changing attitudes many in society have held towards people in Martina’s position.

Ahmad Al-Khatat’s poetic speakers draw upon the world around them – rainfall, perfume, national and political metaphors, to express their longing for connection to something or someone outside themselves. Whether through adult romantic love or through childhood collections that reflect a fascination with ‘big ideas’ such as love and death, his speakers reveal they aren’t content being solitary independent individuals and want to go beyond themselves and become part of the larger world.

Sylvia Ofoha’s poetry evokes similar feelings and a shared desire for connection, communicating lost and misplaced love, loneliness, difficult seasons in life and the feeling of abandonment by God through metaphors of natural cycles and phenomena. Yet, she suggests through the very metaphor she has chosen that she may find some relief from her ‘dark night of the soul,’ because seasons and times of the day don’t last forever.

J.J. Campbell, our recurrent poet of lonely cynicism, contributes more pieces about heartbreak and lingering self-loathing. Yet even his speakers break out of their self-absorption to a greater degree than before in this issue, as one speaks of spending time with a very ill close friend.

Some people offer up pleasant dreams. Lil Snott contributes an eight-line Beatnik-inspired snapshot of San Francisco’s art and literary culture, and Joan Beebe celebrates vacations and relaxing on the beach with friends and family. Yet, others hint at nightmares beneath the surface of our consciousness: Robert Allan Beckvall presents horror made all the more intense through its mysterious, clipped, cryptic style.

Kirsty Niven’s work uses the elegant language and dramatic images of yesteryear’s romantic tropes – demons and damsels in distress, dark oil paintings behind the fireplace, scarlet roses – but subverts those images into something grotesque and inadequate to convey her speakers’ real feelings and memories. And Mahbub writes of the real-life nightmare suffering of the Rohingya people in Myanmar and Bangladesh in graphic terms, along with the violence of a random auto accident. Yet he also includes a piece that rhapsodizes about relaxing in nature near some lush green trees, a mental escape like Joan Beebe’s beach vacation.

In her essay critically analyzing the work of television director Mohamed Solaiman Abdelmalek, famous in the Arab world, Jaylan Salah points out how his work reflects the tension between the dreamlike hope of building a better world inspired by the Arab Spring democracy movement and the optimistic social climate at the time when many TV watchers in the region came of age and the current realities and continued political and economic struggles of the region. His most famous current work, the show Rasayel, involves communication from beyond the grave and a desperate desire to somehow right wrongs and re-make personal history, which resonates with modern audiences in a way that Jaylan Salah explains.

Michael Lee Johnson writes poetically of the minor, and larger, indignities of aging and loneliness, evoking the fear of being forgotten too soon. The specific details in his pieces make them gently humorous and poignant rather than tragic, yet we know why his speaker seeks respite from the winter season of his life. In contrast, Vijay Nair includes a brief bit about the short life of a candle, too brief to contemplate or fear or mourn the impending end, with only enough time to fully live the single moment granted to it. And Karen D’Antona raps about a boy in Brooklyn who tries to grow up, all too soon.

John Robbins probes emerging authors’ sometimes dual love-hate relationships with professional success. In one piece, the narrator shares his awkwardness around an older, out-of-touch intellectual, and in another, he reflects on the moment when he first realized that he’d earned a reputation as a writer. Yet, his most lasting connections seem to be with everyday objects: his beer and his bike.

In pieces inspired by Japanese modern art, Neil Ellman explores separation and dislocation. What do dragons feel as they destroy land and human cities, what will it feel like when another universe collides and intersects with ours, what if home were nothing more than a fiction? These pieces, and the paintings which inspired them, are at once liberated from traditional artistic constructs and tightly organized in their own right, where each word and each bit of color has a purpose.

Elizabeth Hughes reviews a set of books that reflect a mixture of pain, love, family closeness, cruelty, service to others, and gratitude. She discusses Khris Holt’s Afflicted, Jacqueline Mallison (Wearing)’s Great’ Ma: A Life, Vicky-Lyn Ashby’s Colors of the Heart, Donald Bartling’s For Country: My Little Bit, Twenty-One Months of Service, Michael Washington’s Living in Peace While Living in Pieces, and Robert Perkins’ Let Us Give Thanks. As a species, as the alien character affirms to Jodie Foster’s character in the movie Contact, our species is capable of ‘so many beautiful dreams and so many terrible nightmares.’

Thank you very much for celebrating 10 years of publication with us! Whether you’re a long-time reader or a newcomer to Synchronized Chaos Magazine, we hope you find more of the dreams and fewer of the nightmares in this issue.

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