When you read this,
I will be no more than a memory,
a whisper in the wind,
an abstract perspective
held in the palm of your hand.

I am nothing
but what you make of me,
an image born
from neuron synapses:
brain birthed from brain, 
mind melded with mine.
I shed individuality
in the arms that caress
my words, thoughts, prayers.

When you read this,
I will be gone;
In your eyes, I begin anew,
an idea anchored by
ink and page.

SAHASRARA, THE THOUSAND PETALED LOTUS 



PROSE POEM LETTERS HOME, 

ADVENTURES IN CREATIVE NON-FICTION 





…belles lettres epistolary episodic 


‘But we are all a bit broken, aren’t we?’ 

⁃ Maggie,

the Capricorn woman. 

Prologue, The Woodlands Whimsical and Wondrous, a Stone in my Shoe but the Fine Firmament Blue 


I am atop the hill, on the summit, and in the distance a solitary deer passes. I can see just above the flaxen feral reeds, swaying spectres in the autumnal winds, as I am over six feet tall. Then the deer is gone. The canines didn’t see it thankfully, and we stand alone then. There is a small stone that has gotten into my shoe and use the time there to lift my left foot, balance on my right, and get it away by shaking it out and then putting the footwear back on. This happens in one motion. I don’t fall in the fall. The fall is my season, a season of creativity and even providence. I succeed. I ‘still got it,’ as they say. The dogs and I then continue down the hill to a secret path that leads to wild sumac framing the way, and then open fields. Private lands that we have permission to be on. An old farmer owns a forest and field. We will roam there and then head out, a solid thirty minute walk. I shall take pictures and think of what the tarot readers said, or what I have dreamt, plus myriad other things. Lately I have been drawing the Tower, worrisome, but the Magician, hopeful, also. Major Arcana cards. The next day I have to leave on an airplane to Las Vegas of all places. 



One


Remembering Thomas, the Man from the Coast


There is a man and his wife sitting adjacent to me in the airport. He reminds me of Thomas from years ago, an old friend. He was the superintendent of a condominium in Pompano, Florida, on South Ocean Blvd. I lived in apt.304 at 1750 South Ocean Blvd to be exact. Sometimes he would skip out with us and go on adventures. He said he had to work, but we’d insist, ‘C’mon,’ to which his reply that had everyone smiling on a clear day was, ‘Well it looks like rain anyways,’ meaning he had outdoor work planned but couldn’t very well accomplish that in such difficult weather. Rugged. Salt of the earth. Kind. Somehow grounded and even magnetic. Passed away too early. This man has that look. This airport man. He could be his brother, Thomas’ kin. Oh well. Life goes on. I wonder where old Thomas is these days. His soul. His essence. 



Two


The Prostitutes and the Quiet Cafe, or I Gotta Make the Bus


In the mornings in Vegas it is still night, or there is no time, or time doesn’t apply. Something like that. I am in a rush. I am going to the Grand Canyon and have to make the tour bus. ‘Where you goin’,’ they ask, ‘stop and talk to us,’ but I tell them I have to go and don’t stop. I wanted to get a coffee but they sort of block the way, and I skip the coffee because I don’t want to get involved in talk. The ceiling is painted blue with clouds accompanying. Jeeze, it really is day all the time. I walk briskly and hear music coming from a speaker that has bottles of Corona and Dos Equis alighted on the black top. So many people, all kinds, and you can see who they are. I don’t know if it’s the third eye or what, but a knowing is there, a gnostic thing. Most people are grey in their selves, struggling with something. Some are dark. These are the easiest to discern, like a putrid smell or unsightly thing. And some, rare, are of a purer light. I listen to Steve Miller as I go past. 



Three


Steve Miller, not Tolstoi, Knows Everything


Good bye to all my friends at home,

Good bye to people I trusted,

I got to go out and make my way,

I might get rich you know I might get busted. 


…and I’m going with some hesitation,

You know that I can surely see,

That I don’t want to get caught up,

In any that, funky shit going down in the city. 


Jet Airliner. 

-Steve Miller.


Steve Miller is a modern prophet. Some

say there are no more prophets. They are wrong. There are lots. A woman soon after is speaking in English but reading Tolstoi not in English. I can tell by the spelling of Tolstoi. She can be a super model naked and I would first look at what she is reading before her body. And I’m not exaggerating. She is okay. On the nerdy side. The land where we watch the desert is vast, with only a few signs. There are thousands of Joshua Trees. Our bus guide’s name is Princess America and she says in the day someone thought the branches looked like Joshua’s arms in the Bible, his arms outstretched and facing upwards praying to God. I right away like that very much. I named my son Joshua long ago. This name is not too common, and yet not too strange, but just right. Trucks pass along the one lane road through the desert. It feels like or is a type of causeway. I feel benevolence when I look at the sky then. I am a strange one surely. I would like to eat the blue sky, the vast and light pastel firmament. Then I could not only taste it, but it, something surely infinite and sagacious (having seen everything), but it would also be a part of me forever, and I, part of it, hooked into its wisdom patience, and it’s silence too, leaving the discordant din of the world behind. 



Four


The Bad Man Wears Good Shoes, Buyer Beware and Crystal Meth Fights the Shadows


Something unexpected occurs. I am in the Las Vegas night. I have learned that I love Nevada and also across state lines, Arizona. But I walk past a man whose aura I can sense. He is in a crowd of hundreds right there if not thousands. I stop and turn around. He is a bad man. I have to take a deep breath. He is dressed line any other, and perhaps ‘better,’ by societal terms. But there is something wrong with him. He is not inebriated or high, but he is watching, waiting for something. No cop or even detective would be able to pick this guy out. I leave. I carry on. He is a dark entity in a world of grey and sometimes light entities. I look around. The lights aren’t bad, the coloured electric lights that hit the ground, that marry the walls, that cascade along the clothing of casino patrons and sometimes sit still somewhere, as if resting, as if centring themselves. Outside the doors an upset and troubled addict shadow boxes and yells at the invisible. Tree branches bend in the night for wind. A woman smoking cigarettes beside him is not intimated but ‘lends’ him a smoke even, and listens to his talk, responding sometimes with a smile or a couple words. She could easily excuse herself. Great. Great to her and her tolerant soul I think then. 



Five


A Mystic Being in the World, or Life Ain’t What it Used to Be 


I sit and think about the day. I go through it again almost psychically. The roads to the Canyon are clean and clear, and the sky meets the earth in many places, like two people having an affair who have finally come out and decided to be with one another in front of the world. It turned out to be love after all. 


Red rock, gnostic clouds, little strange bushes and lizards that watch me curiously, tiny, more like ghosts than actualities. Birds overhead. The visiting sets and sounds of people from all over the world. What magnificence magnified. I read that even countries and places have their own karmas, and I can see and sense they have personal vibrations. I wonder if they have something like a chakra system, and if so, where is the sahasrara,- the crown opening? Is it hidden from sight in the vast and rugged desert? Or in the little cavernous mountains? Is it just above the earth there, or against logic and reason, high in the sky above, waiting for something?



Six



Virgo Gemini Leo 


My Virgo queen and Leo friend are people watching, trying to guess the what is what with so and so that passes by. It is the Las Vegas night. I don’t regularly drink but had a hankering for a draft beer. Strange. They point behind me with their eyes. ‘What about him?’ I turn and glance. ‘Nice guy,’ I think and say, through I could be wrong, I always try my best, and that’s one of the four agreements from that book about Toltec wisdom. Sometimes your best will be very good, and sometimes not, it says. I like all that. That is the true spiritual warrior, in my opinion and experience; the right path,- not the Ayahuasca trip and lofty pie in the sky spirituality. I continue, the countenance of the night colourful- electric lights, glasses clinking, the hum of a thousand conversations at once. ‘Women often look at the shoes. Look at his shoes. They are regular shoes, like my shoes. Nondescript. Not Italian leather on one hand or high end Nikes or something on the other. He has working hands. Football t shirt and hat. His favourite team. This is important to him. He cut his arm somehow earlier. It is healing. Not a player or part of the convention set here for conferences. Not even a big gambler. It is strange that he is having a white wine and not a beer. This part doesn’t fit. But I still think he is part of a big trade union, is a pipe fitter or something. By this time makes a lot of money an hour. It’s been decades. He is at least 50 now, the low end of fifties. Waiting for his friends. I think of the Stones song, before my time, ‘I’m not waiting on a lady, I’m just waiting on a friend.’ 

‘I think whatever he is, he is a recent divorcee,’ says Virgo queen, ‘and is a bit lost. And I think you are wrong about something. I feel he is a high roller. Has a lot going on there. They know him in here, but he doesn’t thrive on that per se.’ The Leo drinks a dirty Martini. Gives me a sip. I don’t like it. The Virgo gives me the rest of her drink. Rye and ginger ale. It’s generous with rye. Strong as hell in fact. Maybe I, an insomniac, will be able to sleep tonight. I drink the draft beer in two gulps. I’m a bit buzzed. We go back to other conversations. Friends. Travels. This. That. Soon it’s time to move on. I notice nobody showed up for the poor guy that is not poor, the trade unionist high roller but non-showy American football fan as we have him. Not a woman.  Not a friend. Nobody in over an hour, maybe an hour and a half. 


It’s a lonely world. 


I wonder what the truth is. 


Yes where is the seventh chakra?



Seven


Lucky Seven and the Birthers’ Blues


Want the truth? Sometimes I pass the Mandalay Bay and I have to take a deep breath because I can’t forget what recently happened there in history. It makes me sick to my stomach, nauseated. The old problem of evil, pure evil. In nonduality and with the spiritual set they say it doesn’t exist. But it exists. Trust me on that one. I move on physically and in my thoughts. I don’t usually drink but it’s hot; incredibly hot and I walked a long time with the high afternoon heat. I have some beers and will bring them into the pool. But they check. I wait just outside security for a group. Some people that look like Birthers walk past and I stand up off the hot parapet where some leaves dance shapes on the cement form near where I was sitting on, and join them but on the far side. They are stopped and security goes through all their bags. I walk by. One security person sees me and I can read her thought which is, ‘Him too,’ but then she becomes distracted and thinks, ‘Ah fuck it.’ I walk in with the beers in my cargo short pockets and then I smile,- the opposite of a Birther in every way, but I look like them, dress like them, resemble them aesthetically because of all the Carhartt, the trucker caps, the work pants, the so on…




Eight 


Ice Water, the Spiritual Adoption of Heroes,

but the Dark Side of Life


Jack Kerouac, the hero writer of all time forever and great spiritual figure of eternity, said, ‘Everything I wrote was true, because I believed in what I saw.’ And said, ‘Irresponsibly? Who wouldn’t give a thirsty man a glass of water? - And what Jack was saying there was that he might not be a normal society member, being a poet and all, but that he would do the right thing, by God, by other humans. Well, I’ll note something else,- and it is that a spirit medium that didn’t advertise, that didn’t have a card, that only went word of mouth, a spirit medium that a world famous talk show host was looking for, had a house beside a Costco. I went there and spoke with her for hours. Well, listened. She said Jack was here. 



In any event I notice a woman is trying to help her friend who is having a big problem. From far away it looks like sun stroke or drunkenness. I tell Virgo to go ask if they want a glass of water, because I am a male and don’t want to frighten any females. There are so many creeps in the world that us good guys pay the price for their creepiness and criminality, their harm to women. They accept her help. I run and get the glass of water. The one lets the other drink some and holds the cold cup to her face. Asks Virgo to help them inside because the one who is in distress needs to cool off. It’s when they walk by I notice they are working, working for trap. Hmm. I didn’t notice that from far away. I am trained and practiced in anti-oppression frameworks, but sometimes you have to call what you see directly.  


Okay. Okay. What would Jack Kerouac do? What would I do is the better question. Well I got the glass of water. In lieu of the continuing global wide opioid crisis, some medical attention could mean the difference between life and death if the one is overdosing. I ask her friend, ‘Do you want medical help for her? I can get someone. They will assess her and at least take her blood pressure, see if she is really okay.’ They look at me as if I have said the worst thing imaginable. I don’t know what is going on. They are more frightened at the prospect of medical help than anything. They leave immediately. 


Outside their pimp appears. He is obviously a creep and beyond, and starts asking people questions. In a way, the day has gone away. The entire thing feels and is dark. New thought process = Pimp is about a buck seventy five, maybe a a buck eighty, and not short but shy of being a six footer. I am over two bucks, and over the six feet. His affect is not aggressive but he could be like a cobra. He looks methodical. He is engaged but aloof, but his aloofness is an immense coldness. If he lunges with fists or has a knife all bets in all of Vegas will be suddenly off. I will hit him faster and harder than my daddy hit me, which was very fast and hard indeed. Hope for the best and prepare for the worst. He will be sorry he got out of bed this morning. But, I am cautious. Never underestimate your enemy. If he has a gun, a fire arm, this will be a different story, but a story with a similar feel. 



He doesn’t do anything. We leave. 


Ah Jack, Jack in heaven, how is eternity, and do people need water in heaven? 




Nine 



Observations of am Empath, American Nocturne 


Dusk is when the lights begin to appear. Electric light hues blue red green orange yellow pink purple. Music sounds out. Believe it or not, The Steve Miller Band again. Then other things. The strip is long. Drummers bang sticks on overturned plastic buckets. Patrons at a bar listen to live country music. The police talk to the driver of a car and then three other police cars pull up to assist. I see flamingos and ducks, coy fish and birds. I hear a siren. The smells of food waft through the air, and open doored candy shops boast a hundred shapes sizes and colour packages for any taste in containers of every size. Old style movie theatre and the marquee lights. A Ferris wheel reaches to the heavens. The world is spinning. And not like a chakra. I feel some beauty but mostly chaos. Is this the world, our collective goal? Are we happy with this? The worship of self; and not in a good way, as they say. Maybe somewhere far from

here is a palm tree, a coast line, and a pathway from a road to the shore line, yes, and in this place the palm leaves speak to the moon, sharing fun gossip, dancing awkwardly in the wind. The moon and the trees share secrets ancient and new. Kundalini rises. Things are clear and cleansed. Let the past be only a dream. ‘Phew,’ we shall say together, ‘I thought that old world was real for so long, and it was getting me down. How glad and grateful I am to be home now…’




Ten 


Henry Miller Please Send me an Angel


I used to hear angels singing sad songs. I miss them. They were real. Miller said he could hear them talking in an airplane, when he was at a higher altitude. I think about all

sorts of things like that, and nearly all the time. They say, ‘Don’t think so much,’ and I smile and use good form and don’t say what I really think, which is that they don’t think nearly enough let alone read or create anything at all. The pool is huge. A group of us throw coins in an adjacent water pond, it’s cement painted dark blue, and I wish for the health and protection of loved ones instead of the generic hopes of others- monetary gain, maybe recognition, whatever the mediocre hope for. There is music playing and I remember I read that once the Buddha became the Buddha he bowed in all four directions thanking the universe. Not the Buddha, I do it anyhow, right in the middle of Sin City, in a pool where patrons sip from over priced drinks. A chlorinated spiritual seeker amidst the gathering neon lights, wondering about the crown chakra and it’s opening always, even ‘round alcohol and the scents of the weed smokers, the bet takers, the smiling lonely collective. 



Epilogue, The Capricorn Woman and the Flower Garden, or Sanctuaries Sacrosanct in Sin City. 


Maggie is nice. Better than nice. She holds a spiritual space in a shop amidst the confusion and psychic discord of a city that never sleeps; that uses up souls, that caters to the baser needs and appetites. It takes a special type of person and gift, plus dedication. I look at the gem stones and she talks a bit, a talk that is kind and knowledgeable. I like her right away somehow. Originally from upstate New York; she has found her way here during her life path. I am amazed that her area is not bothered or influenced by the crazy world literally footsteps outside. She knows her work. Sage. Stones. Spiritual help. Other good things such as those. She is not like the other people of her city. She is more with her soul. Some crowds go past. Not high vibration people. I notice her aura is clean. It affects her skin, her eyes, which are clear and even glow. I wonder if she knows. I feel inspired by her and the sight of the stones and the space. I thank her for the talk and move on. She mentions a place then in the liminal interaction of me walking off, a place where there is a flower garden inside a grand hotel. I thank her once again and go in that direction. I’ll have to go through the night crowds to get there. I am like an alien on earth, and especially in this root chakra city of all places. But I’ll make it. I’ll make it if I can. Oh angels and guides, anything willing, be with me and my crown, my literal double crown for a Gemini head, and my spiritual chakra also. I had told Maggie I thought it was open if a bit broken. She said right away, ‘No doubt. But we are all a bit broken, aren’t we?’ I had nodded in agreement. 


Maybe there will be a thousand petals at this flower garden. Maybe it is the SAHASRARA, the seventh chakra. I’ll see. I think and then ask the universe to protect and keep me in any event. 


Please I ask. I’m not proud. I’ll do what I can. 


I’ll try my best. 




———


Brian Michael Barbeito is a Canadian poet, writer, and photographer. He has been published at various venues such as The Notre Dame University Review (featuring the mystical novelette, Indigo Gemini Seven), The Hamilton Stone Review (featuring the travel short story, Breath), and Fiction International (featuring the experimental prose poem, Apogee before the Rain). The author of the book of prose poems, Chalk Lines (Fowl Pox Press), he is currently at work on the ongoing visual and written nature narrative, Mosaics, Journeys through Landscapes Rural. 

Lost Interest in Love

Can you distinguish the smell from the flower?
Can you change the colour of dream?
Can you return my love, can't you?
How can you separate us?
Hear the restless cry of the sea, 
 The ceaseless waiting of the mountain, 
And the tireless turning of the clock.
The lamentation of the traveler's suffering is in my eyes
Your separation from me is like the wind
Like passing time
Walk barefoot and see the happiness of the path
The language of pain will be lost in the essence of misery
Yet the feeling will not pass us by
 we would have separation If we were art
 that would fall from a child's hand and break
Every time you go away, 
Every time we meet in flocks, 
Every time we utter a word, 
Every time we go wild, harvest virtue.
I will be the flower of the universe
Don't be afraid if the sun falls asleep.
Your sun combined with mine will shine in the bottomless pit of infinite darkness
Won't you be the sun of darkness?

The Floor

I feel like the floor. Everything else here has a purpose. A unique purpose. Not the floor.

The rightmost wall
Has the doors
From Outside.
Leading in.
And the doormat
And doorstop
That is actually just a large rock painted yellow.
The leftmost wall
Has the only outside
Windows.
Some clear.
Some frosted.
Some cross-hatched.
And of course the door
Leading to the balcony
And the balcony.
The front-most wall
Has the whiteboard
With announcements
And the white
Projector screen
That rolls down.
And the obnoxious 
Bird clock
That chirps
And barely tells time.
The back-most wall
Has Heather’s room
With Heather’s snacks.
The upperclassmen’s room
And the functional clock.
Two actually.
The floor has the rug. 
Which is all that people care about.

They don’t dare to step on it, but walk all over the floor.
They talk about how nice it would be if there was just a gaping hole in a rectangle shape.
Where the rug is.
And yarn veins of rug rooted all the way through to the first floor.
Like a pool of rug.
What about the floor.

                                 THE THREAT OF SCIENCE

HI GUYS MY NAME IS FAHIM AND I AM FROM FUTURE ITS ABOUT 2050 YEARS. NOW I WANT TO TELL YOU ABOUT A THREAT THAT COMES IN 2030 BY A STORY.
SO LETS BEGIN.

IT might be 20 February, 2030. The situation is very warming and dangerous here in Bangladesh because suddenly the government of this country made some weird rules like, every citizen under the age of 15 to 50 has to do a 6 month army training. We don’t know why it happens but we can realize something will happen wrong.

A boy named Rajib is also like other student and he is in class nine. His father is a business man and mother is a housewife and he has 2 younger brothers named Rakib and Rony.
By the way Rajib and his friend Taronno, Mossabirul, Asik, Soikot sand Sabkat already completed their army training and they are the first batch from Chapai Nawabganj.

So like every morning, it was normal. Rajib's father went to a business trip and in the morning his mother went to his grand parents' house with his brothers. So Rajib was alone. Like a normal day Rajib went to his coaching and met his friends. The coaching was at 10’0 clock but they all placed to coaching at 9:30. But suddenly they
 felt the roads and the city became quiet but they avoid it and started gossiping. 

After a few times that was 10:15 but their teacher did not come. Suddenly they could hear some sound of firing bullets but that was normal in that day. They thought that the army training was started in the Government College. But after sometimes They heard some
screaming and that time we took it serious. They send Taronno to check this out. After a moment Taronno ran to our room and lock the door. Our class room is on the  2nd floor.

He was scared and taking breath very quickly. After some time -

ASIK: What happen Taronno?
Mossabirul: why are you so scared?
Taronno: Zombie! Zombie!
Sojol: What is Zombie? Is it the name of your girl friend, ha ha!!
Rajib: Stop Sojol! What is Zombie Taronno?
Taronno: Zombie is a name of a human maid hybrid virus. It can control human brain and make them a animal and a dead man. It can be spread and infected by biting and scrating a normal person.
Sojol: Are you drunk? This is real life, ok?
Taronno? Ok.. so you can check.

At this moment someone was knocking at our door but that time they were careful and trying to see through a crack on the door. They saw two people are wearing army
 dresses and they had weapons but they were not looking alive.

Taronno: Zombie! they are Zombie. Do you have any doubt?
Rajib: But what will we do now?  We are trapped!!!
Suddenly the Taronno and Sojol started quarrelling between them and because of a push to Sojol, Sojol hit to the door and the door opened!

Rajib: Stay careful!!
The Zombies are trying to bite. But suddenly Asik and Rajib broke two legs of a bench and hit to the 2 Zombies and boom! Zombies were falling to the floor. After searching two Zombies body they got 2 AK-47 and 2 GLOCK-16 and 2 pocket knife.

There are 30 boys and trained boys are around 6 to 10 and we have weapons 6 that was difficult to survive.
They were here for around 4 hours and after 4 hours they decided to escape to new place because they all were feeling thirsty and hungry. They have around 4 round of AK- 47 and 6 round of GLOCK-16 ammo. First Rajib and Asik goes with AK-47 then 20 boys
and Mosabirul and Taronno with GLOCK-16.

The first 5 minutes are normal but after five minutes 10 Zombies attacked on them and the army was imbalanced but Asik and Rajib killed all the Zombie because they were well trained. But the worst part, the 10 Zombies are their teachers of their coaching center.

Some boys were crying for their parents. Suddenly Rajib got a plan and take off all the phones from Zombie bodies. After sometimes they heard something from a room beside the office. Mossabir and Rajib knocked at the door but nothing happened. At that time Asik broke the door to kill the door but they saw their girls batch mate in this room. They are about 20.

So they blocked all the doors and killed all the Zombies that were in the coaching. But the main thing is that how to survive in this situation and who will be the leader of this team because it is impossible to survive without any leader. After doing vote they decided to make Rajib the team leader.

On the other side, the 50 people were hungry and they did not have any food. So they searched and planned that they could get food from the nearest stall but the stall was closed and they have to fight with a army of Zombie. After the fight they had only 2 round and 5 round of bullets and 2 pocket knife. First day they slept without food in the class room. But another day Rajib cleaned the garden and made a team of warriors - means they will fight and kill against Zombies. In this army they are 20 groups of 30 boys and
there are 5 girls. Asik and Taronno gave them basic training but they didn’t have weapons so they couldn’t fight. Now all are hungry and it's time to combat.

First Taronno can understand that Zombies are blind and they can chase by sound and it was their master stirike. They make a team of 6 members. Rajib, Asik, Sabkat, Soikot, Mossabirul and Sojol. The plan was that Soikot and Mosabirul will give them defend
with ak and a glock 16. And  Rajib, Sojol and Sabkat will go to the store and they will spread gallium to the lock and lock will be disappeared. Everything was like the plan.

They took ice-cream, chocolate, protein bar, chips, Gas liter, peanut, butter etc. products. But when they are on the way to go Sojol made a sound by fart. In this moment some guys are laughing and suddenly the Zombies are activated and running to attack us. We ran with the product and Soikot and Mosabirul were firing bullets to Zombies but unfortunately a bullet hit to Sabkat’s neck and he fell down but Rajib shot to Zombies and took Sabkat on his shoulder and ran away. "Please, Rajib, throw me if you don’t we both will die", Sabkat said.

But Rajib ran through and succeeded to go to the coaching and they locked the main steel gate of the coaching garden. Now everyone can eat foods but Sabkat was injured and Rajib said to
the girls team Rajib; Who knows to treat Sabkat?

A girl named Boishaly said, "I know" and she was appointed to treat.
But the fun fact is that Rajib had already crush on Boishaly so commonly he went to Sabkat to see Boishaly and talked to her--

Sabkat: What happens my brother you visit me very often.
Rajin: Nothing bro I am just worrying about you.
Sabkat: I know everything, you naughty boyyyy.
Rajib: No nothing (giggles)

On the other hand they decided to shift to the Harimohan School and that was about 100 meters far from their coaching but that was so hard to do.
 After 2 days the food and recourses are about to finish and they have limited ammo so they have to change this place because in the Harimohan there are so many rooms and a big field for farming and some fruit trees.

But at the road they can see a police car if they can steal the car they can go to Harimohan at one ride and they can have some ammo and weapons. Asik, Mossabirul, Soikot went to the car and successfully stole the car. In this car they got 3 rifles, 2 ak 47 and 4 revolvers. They got total 30 rounds of ammo. Now it's time to play with danger.
The driver was Asik and Rajib, Mosabirul, Soikot were defenders and for first batch they took 15 girls and 15 boys in a police van. They started the journey. They killed some Zombies but nothing happen bad but on the other ride a Zombie entered in the van and bite one of
his friend Antor. So when they were in school they locked the door and parked the van.

First 6 warrior members entered and cleaned the school, they also had some bikes on the school stand. Everything was good and Sabkat was cured but Boishaly would often meet Rajib and they felt some attraction to each other. "But it is not the right time", Rajib said.

After 2 days Antor was ill and they had gone to the nearest police station to search a radio mobile and some weapons. So they made a team of 12 members and Boishaly was also there because of medical needs. They don’t want to take Antor but they have to.

They went to the police station and took all recourses from here but suddenly Rajib noticed that Antor was behaving like a Zombie but it was too late Antor attacked Boishaly and bite her. Rajib killed Antor with a heavy hurt and he saw Boishaly was also infected. He cried there and told Boishaly to go and sit in the van. But Boishaly said, "No Rajib, I have to sacrifice" and ran to a weapon a suicide with one bullet shot on her head and she died. Rajib didn’t want to come from here but Asik pulled him back. He went to school base and gave the radio mobile to Soikot and told him to try to connect.

There was going good - a batch was farming , a batch was cooking and so more works. But Rajib is not happy. After 1 month Soikot was successful to connect to the nearby army base and they said they will send a helicopter to save them. Now everyone can talk to their
parents. Rajib's  father is alive in the USA but his brother and mother is died by the virus.

Rajib is no more Rajib. Now he is predator and heartless person. One of his friends went outside the gate for fun but a Zombie bite him and he came to base. Rajib saw that and put a gun on his head and boom he killed him. He doesn’t have any sympathy for anyone.

Finally the helicopter came and threw a rope. Asik and Rajib were helping others to climb the rope but because of the sound of helicopter the Zombies were activated and attacked one of them. Rajib climbed up but when Asik was trying to climb up some Zombies
attacked on him and caught him. The Zombies were pulling Asik but Asik did not want to leave the rope from his hand. Because of pulling the helicopter, he became unstable. So Rajib took gas pistol and took aim on the head of Asik. Asik said no bro but Rajib shot him and he died but Rajib was normal, he had no feelings and they could go to the army base.

After six months everything became normal but so many people were died for that. Rajib could know that the virus is made by three scientists and they are in the USA.

After few months Asik went to USA for higher education.
But after 2 months the scientists are killed by someone. But the question is who killed them?
But now Rajib has no more feelings for anyone. 


Fahim is a student of grade 7 in Harimohan Government High School, Chapainawabganj, Bangladesh.

Temporal Nexus Paradox
 
In the heart of a mysterious laboratory, Dr. Alexander Greyson, a brilliant scientist, stood before his latest creation: the Temporal Nexus, a device capable of travelling across time and space. With the world's history at his fingertips, Alexander's eyes shined with excitement as he took a good look at the possibilities.

Unable to resist the lure of discovery, he activated the device and found himself standing in the midst of ancient Rome. The magnificence of the Colosseum and the vitality of the bustling streets left him in awe. With each journey, he hopped through centuries, exploring various civilizations and cultures.

However, he didn't know that he made a fateful misstep. During a visit to the Renaissance, he accidentally dropped a small notebook filled with his advanced scientific equations. The notebook fell into the hands of a curious Leonardo da Vinci. Inspired by Alexander's revolutionary ideas, da Vinci's inventions rapidly advanced human progress, altering the course of history.

As Alexander returned to his present, he was greeted by a world unrecognizable to him. Advanced technology appeared, but the cost of this was immense, it created a society which disowned personal connections and brought environmental issues. Desperate to undo the damage he had unwillingly caused, Alexander went back into the past using the Temporal Nexus, determined to retrieve the notebook from da Vinci's possession.

However, each attempt he made to fix the timeline only led to further complications. His actions created a series of paradoxes that rippled through time, threatening to erase him from existence. Stranded in a fractured reality, Alexander realized the consequences of his actions. With the help of a fellow scientist, Christopher Alis, he made a plan together to repair the timeline.

Christopher and Alexander went on a very dangerous trip across different times, dealing with problems and secrets. Together, they raced against time to restore the timeline and ensure Alexander's invention never fell into da Vinci's hands. Their efforts took them from ancient civilizations to distant futures, they were fixing the very essence of how things work in the world.

After countless struggles and close calls, Christopher and Alexander finally managed to set things right. The timeline was restored, and the course of history returned to its original path. With the Temporal Nexus dismantled and the notebook safely back in Alexander's possession, the world once again aligned with its intended trajectory.

After everything calmed down, Alexander thought about the important thing he had learned: how much a single person's actions can affect the course of history. He promised to use his scientific talent to help people and not try to change the past. With a new understanding of how history works, Alexander Greyson felt prepared to move forward and make smart choices because of what he went through.

Nahyean Bin Khalid is a student of grade 7 in Harimohan Government High School, Chapainawabganj, Bangladesh.

A Good Citizen

A good  citizen is one  who  does  good  works  in  society. He must have some good qualities. He is conscious, dutiful and active. Again he must have the qualities of truthfulness, honesty and tolerance. He must have proper education. He must also be able to apply his knowledge. So, he needs skills to do things. He must maintain discipline in society. He has to abide by the laws of the country to maintain social peace and happiness. He loves his country and country people more than his life. He does nothing against the interest of his country. In fact, citizen having character live a life of virtue. So, he is a good citizen.   


Iftikhar Zaman Ononno is a student of grade 7 in Harimohan Government High School, Chapainawabganj, Bangladesh.