Poetry from John Edward Culp

RUN-ON SENTENCE 
 

         And my Eternity
 Allowed the Time
             my Heart
                   Stands Fallen 
                         to the next 
                              moment 
                   where I Am Now 

And looking at what I thought 
         WAS  Me felt GOOD 
                   Knowing 
         WAS  I BORN HUMAN 
       or the Path Beneath me
                Grows these Legs to 
                         Walk 
   Where I AM 
             turns to wind & 
                           Dust to
                 Swirl in the shape 
                              of a Heart
                        where flowers
                              CAN GROW 
AS  I AM Always 

   Kissed Knowing 

Kissed As if again & 
                    Again
  where lips find 
           OUR Smell 
 And I am Reminded  
                   I AM Human.




by John Edward Culp 
    Friday morning 
   December 9, 2022

Poetry from Marley Manalo-Landicho

La La Land 									

Light or dark?
There would be chaos constricted into a tiny bubble
of all my thoughts, all my fears
hopes,
dreams,
life,
love,
death;
entrapped. Into one entity.

Initially, I didn’t know what I would be without my body.
My love, my light, myself.
Am I my own self
my own love,
my own light? 
Do I face my subconscious self-sabotage for what appears to be my own form of “self-preservation?”

Or am I just floating away from others 
so I don’t find myself in the dark.
When I strip down my skin, manipulate my muscles, obliterate my organs, and break my bones into stardust;
what is left?  
Light
or 
dark?
 

Poetry from J.J. Campbell

two weeks before christmas
 
endless haze
 
a chance of a
tornado two weeks
before christmas
 
tell me again how
climate change
is a hoax
 
we all know why
the rich are going
to space
 
they have just about
run out of places to
fuck up here
-----------------------------------------------------
drift to the beyond
 
i am pretty
much a quiet
and reserved
kind of guy
 
put a little
alcohol in
me and i
loosen up
a bit
 
add some
drugs and
i have been
known to
entertain
with a story
from the
void
 
mix them
all together
and hopefully
i will drift to
the beyond
 
what
a beautiful
thought that
would be
---------------------------------------------------------
thursday
 
it's
a
tight skirt
 
and a dirty
imagination
 
my afternoon
just got
 
interesting
---------------------------------------------------------
the kiss of the most exotic woman
 
the anticipation hits
your tongue like the
kiss of the most exotic
woman walking the
earth
 
give in
 
say yes
 
let go
 
walk on water
 
rejoice that life
is still an option
 
let all the thoughts
drain from whatever
brain you are using
 
pressure is whatever
you allow to be placed
on you
 
enjoy the control
 
embrace the darkness
-------------------------------------------------------
a quiet christmas
 
mom's out of
the hospital
 
covid nearly
killed us both
 
it is going to
be a quiet
christmas
this year
 
not sure which
spirit is going
to bother to
show up

J.J. Campbell (1976 – ?) is old enough to know where the bodies are buried. He’s been widely published over the last quarter-century, most recently at Horror Sleaze Trash, Cajun Mutt Press, Terror House Magazine, The Beatnik Cowboy and Jellyfish Whispers. You can find him most days on his mildly entertaining blog, evil delights. (https://evildelights.blogspot.com)

Short story from Jim Meirose

—this is in response to your recent complaint about our librarian’s treatment of your son Mouse Mousie or whatever alias you currently got him using—he’s nothing but a stick-faced mole of a hellraiser; him and that pal of his—Rat, I think it was? Mouse, Rat, Rat, Mouse, no after a while they merged into one somehow. One great problem for me—one great problem for the patrons of the library—one great problem for the entire library system—legendary in their snot-caked red raw howling blathering yelling screaming superindifference to everyone else—like the whole planet revolved about them—the way the planet that spawned them is doomed to circle in chains forever about the big fat overheated and overestimated big fat squirt-ass of a Mothersun. 

I would probably have less disruption to my supposedly calm cool day to day life which is why I got into this field to begin with, if they stripped nude in my library but just sat quiet heads thrust deep in their respective computer screens their privates hidden in their fat tubular roundy-round fleshfolds and their hands buried in the dark somewhere thereabouts doing the unthinkable at least no one would have to hear that at least nobody would have their deep thought-trains burst and  ripped and severed over and over by the bleating of your undisciplined thoughtless crushing bore of a Rat or a Mouse or a Mouse or  a Rat or whatever they merge in my face anyway into one quick downzip of a couple of dozen fuck the rules ass pimping hoodlums! 

No rules in the animal kingdom, you know, Miss Mousemother. They can lick themselves in the animal kingdom you know Miss Mousemother and that’s exactly what your phony son and his helped do to each other all day every day. We had to dumpster the chairs they sat at because I did not doubt that some of the hours they did sit quietly, heaven forbid, they may have done this or that nasty and use your imagination Miss Mousemother. Negative Rat-lady queen of all bass lines including one of the most eloquent found in the variations, to which Bach added chromatic intervals which provided tonal shadings; and as you also are main patron-saint of each and every fecal impaction human dog hippo or otherwise, get this and see it is the most final—this plot to self-enrich your gang most masturbatorily, for the consummation of which you called  me this day—you’re not their Mother you’re probably just some collegepal slut-bitch in on the plot—

yeah I know I know, the plot; the final insult being that your rockyheaded supposed son got down and jackhammered his head repeatedly into my floor yes my floor not your floor or their floor but my floor—and then got himself swept to the hospital for phony treatment—I cannot imagine how much you are paying the doctors and nurses there to diagnose a nonexistent problem—my God what’s this world coming to—the word professional means nothing any more

—I ought to quit my job unbank my cash-nest and lock into my one-roomer and hermit yes hermit my time away so I don’t have to deal with such as your so-called boy or you, you little slut  of a bitchface if that’s what you call yourself—yah I bet you do because inside yourself you know what you are—and I could bonbon my way out  to eternity; but tell me yonder slappy-slutgirl—

I ask you and the RatMouse evil twinboys are you really going to sue me and the system? Are you really really going to eh? Are you are you because if you dare you will at first see from your illusion of a safe calm sandbeach just the line of horizon—then after some hours a trail of smoky brownwisps will start curling up; then after some more hours a forbidding grey foretop will appear coming—then a battleship will form, mount over the horizonhump, and you will just go all agape—you may even layback and feast down a big sleepypicnic of a lunch while observing this anomaly like it’s just the start of a big parade—every other time you have basked at this beach it’s just been swimmers in sweetwaves but this time why a warship—a terrible trojanesque warship stuffed half with lawyers and half with well-thought-out briefs no not that kind the legal kind

—including that wondrous canonic variation in four-four time, which Kenneth Gilbert saw as an allemande despite its lack of anacrusis--and half with motions; rotary motions turning in a circle; linear motion  moving in a straight line; reciprocating motion moving backwards and forwards in a straight line; and oscillating motion swinging from side to side back to front top to bottom east to west north to south and again over again yah and; when you are all hypnotized by this transformation of normal life to abnormally entranced, the battleship will ground, burst as a classically woven straw piñata, and you will be buried in paperwork that you cannot burn away because we will have your oxygen and you and that RatBoy cum Mouseman buried, so—the message is don’t fuck with the regional library system no not the regional library system we are Flush with money and not the doggy kind doggy kind doggy kind no. If you don’t get that then go look it up, stupid. Good day sir or whichever you crappy diss’ of a mothering p—<end voicemail>

Poetry from Ashley Mann

TAKING SIDES



and why do you hate (democrats) (republicans) 

exactly-

only hearing about them, 

not talking with them, 

hating them, for what

they're only more 

people who don't know what they're talking about, 

flipping on a screen

of one side 

to believe 

and the next day 

relishing that 

the same screen agrees.

people dislike an other side

because

someone else judged it

and they agreed, 

upset when their side 

is judged and

are there really sides anymore

when we all do the 

same things

at the bottom of a hole, 

too dark to see 





POUNDING PAVEMENT 



driving in cars on highways is the norm, 

living in simulations is the norm, 

spots for cars in a city

outnumbering slots 

for human beings, 

bands don't make bass but

computers, machines

pound their noise

into heads

eyes, ears, minds

oversaturated, 

filling time, 

no time to see 

overviews, 

totality, 

what's happening, 

no time

no time to be wise



fentanyl 

lab made food 

cause disease

more addictive than drugs- find em cheap on 

every corner, every store, wrapped in plastic-

a by-product of oil-

because it's cheap

because it's cheap

because it's cheap to die, 

they'll watch

they'll watch

they'll watch as you die





TEXAS



In Texas you'll see a field of grass out to the horizon flat and a couple donkeys while you hear a jet plane overhead. 

You'll see a plane low landing toward a military base as the old yellow school bus rolls by. 

Neighborhoods of identical houses in plywood uniquely priced. 

Neighbors will forget to say hi. Rolling out trash bins on wheels to the curb and pay strangers a dumping fee,

they won't know your name,

dogs snarling at you from behind their gate, in Texas, 

there'll be no sidewalks of people walking by, there'll be no choice, 

more headlights growling, roaring than real eyes passing by, in Texas. 





LIVE MINES 



you would get everyone sick, 

sick enough with disease that

they'd die- as to 

(rid) (dispose) of the 

carnage that would have

remained after a 

disaster- 

maybe you'd get 

the government to agree, 

to work with you, 

because millions dead through disease

is easier on the mind than

the thought of piles 

blown up, exploding 

to dust-

gas pipelines- 

laid mines

would be easy to do 

if no one saw 

you do it, 

if they saw you 

looking normal, 

under their own eyes, 

construction crews, 

foreign builders

always building, 

laying foundations, construction sites, 

trenches

and laid mines 



maybe you'd introduce 

into the environment 

the specimen- 

named-disease,

toxins in foods, eaten willingly 

addicting, 

fentanyl pills made 

at the seat 

of the world, 

in the east, 

undetected- 

would this be ironic

funny even

they say comedy is

tragedy 

plus (after) time-

and live mines






Mann is a young writer from Texas. She has worked as a writer and analyst at the state's house of representatives and committee on appropriations in Austin. She spent the pandemic living in San Francisco to release through contemporary writings and illustrations. She believes poems ought not always be fluffy, but real. 

Poetry from Mykyta Ryzhykh

birds come home from
paradise and sing songs
the silence recedes

***
Angst
Angst
Angst
Angst
Angst
AngstAngst
AngstAngst
AngstAngst
AngstAngst
AngstAngst
AngstAngstAngst
AngstAngstAngst
AngstAngstAngst
AngstAngstAngst
AngstAngstAngst

аnd I’m not scared anymore

***
the fields
what's lurking out there

nothing
It's been a month of war

***
what the tear hides
spring is playing hide and seek

а winter feeling creeps into my heart
а tear freezes and doesn't dry up

inside the child the wizard dies
and becomes an adult

***
You don't come home
You don't come to the neighbors
You don't come to me
You don't come to your senses
You can't take out the trash
You don't clean your ears

Looks like I died
Inside your head

Mandatory link to the source «You don't come home»:https://issuu.com/tiptonpoetryjournal/docs/tpj52 

***
This poem smells blue
| | |
The color of wrinkles in the sky
¶
Black shapes in clear water
∆
This verse will be picked up by crows in the morning
And they will be thrown from heaven
On icy concrete heart rocks
~
All in vain
.

Winner of the international competition «Art Against Drugs», bronze medalist of the festival Chestnut House, laureate of the literary competition named after Tyutyunnik. Nominated for Pushcart Prize.


Published in the journals “Dzvin”, “Ring A”, “Polutona”, “Rechport”, “Topos”, “Articulation”, “Formaslov”, “Colon”, “Literature Factory”, “Literary Chernihiv”, Tipton Poetry Journal , Stone Poetry Journal, Divot journal , dyst journal, Superpresent Magazine, Allegro Poetry Magazine,  Alternate Route , Better Than Starbucks Poetry & Fiction Journal, Littoral Press , Book of Matches , on the portals “Literary Center” and “Soloneba”, in the “Ukrainian literary newspaper”, Ice Floe Press.

Poetry from Vernon Frazer

Panning Out



the ontological panacea

galloping airbrakes their launching

moles against angry vibrations



     inveighs awful reverb to

     orange scrape dentures

     and beefburger eyeballs



 the reveries of memoriam putting

 darkening the screwdriver period



                     harkening sonic calcification



         negative zoom: sternum 

         curls tight in tumid sector breath



the cornered moonbeam’s communique



                     latent in seawater

                     softened the homecoming eardrum



          while

                   victors 

                               bubbled



                         driveway claimants



                  stepped where clichéd glitter

                  stoked thoughtful commotion

                  drenched by deuce dropping



     narrowed diaper compartment fairgrounds





Day Turning Dark for the Night


daylight drifting

intones the scented patois

its daydream stolen



     the mixture

     a bartered abandon 



         disposed the grim fret

         holiday eponym aggression



               the firestorm boiled 

               at empty eyebrows



 to rapture in firecracker roadhouses 





                     (     )





a subterranean temptation

glinting retorts umder caliper vessels



      nominal venom prefixes

      nuance eyebrow tactics



repentance blueprint blown last

off the walks, a despair tankard

covered in a thermostat virginal



           cowered before posse moonlight





                (     )





numbered breakthroughs 

catapult the thought, not the few

     the insight rushing



          sycophantic mezzanine colors



                   docket tension

                   wayside caring



the chance phonemes neon remedial leave





The Loyal Backing Away


spectral allegiance

sampling

               the legendary obscure



     a rugby phantom

     gone missing in the rain



              a dalliance 

              dripping slippery breath

              over wet tentacles



periphery bursting a drunken glow



    no motto left

    to have or habitate

                       over

                              each



nomenclature cufflink suicide undecided



          beyond the reach

          of any tonic’s clef





                   (     )





at root

a sonic declamation

amply 

         scuttled



the celebrity rumor gloss thickened 



          its equivocal moss 

          festering essential time legions





              where lingering denotes

              chronic enervation in keeping



                             up with



                                         a rumored sample

                                         under a hiding sun 



                                                   a traitor shadowed




Under the Weathered



the rain needs certificates 

abducting a marginal soufflé

process merchants acquired 

a projective conditioner view

that shuttered trough tests

to pace their slow sharking

over clustered frustration 

their regions remembered

decorations bare for the rite

fossil taxes renewed raking

over the scrotal oration cloud 

a weary gabble once it left

phylum rafters a cartilage city

warring below sweatshirt fringe

benefactors plaster the known 

parameters vomit members

shopping becomes undone

for the wetter energy barking

commotion to terminal daylight

a tractor-lined euphoria danger 

factored when foundations air

footed barbarity notwithstanding

clamor swim coincidence taunts

lunging turned danger a force 

as voltage pits looted their colors

from omelets deleted as savage

the wary pain of practical turmeric

their savage daylight left unfilled

a mudslide flavored the movie