What's Going On? Here come thoughts feelings and impressions Everything you wanted is somewhere near I pick up the phone Check the info Check the world Alot is still there You dream of women, podiums Children You put more bricks in front of your day People are smarter than you and you are glad Feels strange to be someone to look up to Do you remember your bottom? When you were twenty and knew even less than now? I picture humans in white coats and laboratories playing with white mice They are smarter than me and should be I wanna know where the best minds go on their Instagram vacations? Some write that Nikola Tesla lived a life of virginity What is mind glamorous about that? There is plenty of mind in your life Somethings have to go I lay My Head Besides my body I had tired of it The music that came from it’s Speakers were too loud And I listened for too long Other people’s voices in young days Or the call of things in the future I felt my eyes and nostrils constantly. Breath in and Breath out Blinking into obscurity My body didn’t need that head thing Making of stories and creating words which make you suffer Now headless. The lungs and heart do the the work Breathing and beating. No anxiety and sorrow My former head spoke to me At a distance pick this thing back up and experience life boy but, you were making me crazy my friend Why should I unite with you? without me you cant express the world I liked you a lot of times head but my depression, the anxiety, you gave my friend seem to burn the bones and blood of this body why should I put you back on my head? What’s Happening Nothing Just trying to survive Ya knowing hating things Loving things Breathing trying not think Too much Thinking too much You can’t really help this Because you have grown older And the times escapes from you like thin papery thoughts Oh you wanna get married Oh you want a sweeter occupation And sometimes you want nothing at all And what should you do when you feel this way? Nothing Sometimes you have such a sloppy heart. Nothing can or will love you Till completion. Casino Frogs I’ve never seen one before Coming here Frogs they are so small Like little bugs or tiny mice They are so sluggish too They line up at the casino entrance. I don’t know why they do this? With the woods and big river around They are easily squashed along the walkways. I think I’ve probably killed a few while taking a long walk to the car. Most of the time, they hop out the way. These little things Little things that move so slowly Without a scream when crushed. So tiny, but not as tiny as ants And so easily removed from my conscience How easily they hop in And easily they hop Out of the world.