Name
What’s in a name? Well that’s simple
enough. Didn’t need Shakespeare for
this one. Think about a name, your
name for a moment. It’s a string of
letters lined up, linked, letters you
recognize on the page in front of you.
They make a sound you know very well
heard it called in school, out in the field
in church, in court. You responded most
of the time, laying claim to it. They say
hey, John, or Frank or Freddy, and you
snap to or groan a response depending
on who was saying your name. It’s yours
and you have woven your life into it, things
you did and still do, places you’ve been, even
the people around you who say your name
whisper it, or shout it or just say it when
they pass you on the street. It was born with
you, in you, you became it, it became you
and now it’s aging with you, got this old
along the way, got tired, and now just waits
for the last time to hear itself called. We’ll
always know what’s in our name – it’s easy.
Mid-Afternoon
I’m the older gentleman in the picture
don’t like the word “elderly,” so I am
the older gentleman walking his older
dog, mid-afternoon. It’s mid-afternoon
when older men and dogs have time
for such things. It’s mid-afternoon and
the kids are just getting out of school,
some excited and playful and some are
strangely subdued. The scene includes
the older man and dog and the children.
The afternoon casts shadows and a few
suggestions for the scene. I’m sure that
Hallmark has this on a card, a sentimental
almost scary rendering, an illustrator’s
best effort with the ingredients. The verse
on the inside would make use of contrasts
age and actions, perhaps something about
how, for some it’s the afternoon of a day
while it’s the afternoon of life for some others.
Got Game
There comes a point in the game with
both teams bungling, fumbling, acting
as if they forgot how to play, a point in
the game when you start thinking about
your childhood dreams and plans about
playing, thought it out, there you were
catching the pass over your shoulder then
running, zig-zagging, you could hear
the stands, the cheering, the commentators
analyzing your moves, but, of course, you
never tried out, grade school, junior high
high school. You watched from the stands
went to a college that didn’t even have
a team. Plans and dreams disappear like that.
You went on with your life, a watcher, a fan
until one Sunday, today you watched two
teams bungle, fumble, seem to forget how
to play, and there you are again, your
childhood self, that other self that got left
behind, catch a pass over your shoulder and
run, zig-zag, while they all cheered you on
this time.