Slow Train into Tomorrow Passenger train through the city crackle of wheels rolling on the tracks dark silhouettes reflecting in the windows flicker of passing outside lights tooth white colors like little candles lit a few sleeping escaping into fragmented dreams most of us awake and watching inside our humbled hulls heavy eyes closing remembering how it use to be wishing it was that way again instead of every night killing of souls a toss up of who's next.... Train's toot to beware haunting those close and far away never arriving in freedom again if it was ever really real or was it only a realm of imagination snake hanging in a tree tongue flicking shiney slick red pepper taste and then the thing strikes a reaction blink and he's suddenly gone quick check of your neck for any wounds or blood spots. Further down across a broken highway campfire on the edge a getaway unattainable hundreds stuck in a ditch peeking over the rim crescent moon gliding above silver sickle cutting through the stars no coming sunlight only a pale warning we should have known what was coming around the bend yesterday when we were still teachable chalk boards to computer mills until underhandedly all truths erased. For too many had spoons in their mouths bug-eyed with never ending games ignoring poverty accepting tokens idiot pills taken tattoo signs on which avenue to hang out and not get arrested or flushed down the gyrating hole into a sack to the bottomless pit common sense into bones now prehistoric written on walls with massive boulders pushed over the entrances. Zap of electricity tingling inside our veins short circuiting hiccups a welcome change of pace a laugh here to obey there by the latest government pandemic sparks snapshots of your sad self outlawing oil and gas like diamonds and gold are no joke stealing trains the newest rage black chug of smoke robot engineers sometimes they let us think a few will escape.... Oceans of emotion tidal waves coming in and out our ears forever hearing the great bells ringing inside our water-logged brains and the latest wash of news opposite truth and backroom lies with an illegal tuning fork under the president's pillow telling how we got here collectively our fault and we should pay by tying up our tongues. Life lines following the train holding on by ropes and chains those at the end of the line too much spit sputtering dragging and bouncing tearing clothes loose boots and butts raw memories scraped by guilt since a child laughing and skipping behind the caboose footloose dancing freak train speeding up for the next town of crying clowns but there's always someone standing on the tracks unafraid and somehow stopping the train with just a look letting all who want off for the saving path to the promised land.
Monthly Archives: May 2023
Poetry from Ahmad Al-Khatat
You No Longer Have Hands To destroy the journals I had kept for years I feel ashamed to read my sorrows with a language other than my mother tongue. Beautiful silky skin and blue watery eyes are the reasons why my disappointments are restless. In my shadow, I see myself free from the coffin Yet, everyone dies when I pretend to be asleep. I jailed my poems, my tales, and tears in my heart. The prisoner asks if I'm ready to close my eyes I give him my watch “Take the time and slaughter me”. You'll peel my skin and sip my blood in less than a year. You no longer have hands to bury my dream yacht O Baghdad, why am I in the blues when I feel like a dead soldier in exile, or a stranger in Montreal corners Lots of bare hands with blood splitting on my sad face. 04/19/2023 Bleeding Heart Poet
Essay from Iroda Bakhronova

(Uzbekistan, Navoi)
Student of Navoi State Pedagogical Institute
We are the creators of the future!
We know that the 21st century is an era of intellectual development. The uplifting force of this development is young people, that is, people with high intelligence. Of course, today there is a great responsibility towards the creators of the future. After all, according to President Shavkat Mirziyoyev, “In order for our youth to become independent thinkers, have high intellectual and spiritual potential, become people who are not inferior to their peers in any field on a global scale, our state and society should be happy. We will mobilize all the possibilities of strength”, his words serve as a program for us. Being among such young people, I am proud to see the development of our country day and night. In my opinion, it is natural for every person who considers himself a child of the new Uzbekistan to have a question at this moment: how did I contribute to the development of my country?! Whatever I do, even if it’s a little, will benefit my people?! In order to find answers to such questions, I took a pen in my hand and began to write down my goals on a white paper.
First of all, as they say, “A job without a plan is a brick without a mold”, a person should make his plans so that all the good deeds he thinks about from early in the morning will be good. And the plans become more and more great goals. And I strive for not daily, but annual prospective goals. I want these targeted plans to serve not only me, but also the development of my country.
Secondly, no country can rise without sports and science. These two concepts will always accompany me. Of course, sport is a guarantee of health. Every young generation who plays sports follows a healthy lifestyle. Only healthy and strong youth can protect the country. As our elders say, “If there is knowledge, there will be greatness”, even a young person like me in the ranks of the youth of Uzbekistan will mobilize all my energy to acquire knowledge.
Thirdly, it is the effective use of the doors of opportunity created for young people and, most importantly, the supreme gift of time. “If you love life, don’t waste time, because time creates life,” said one of the philosophers. Today, the lives and work of famous people who have achieved great success in their field show that one of the main keys to their success is their ability to allocate time correctly. If time is spent in vain during the youth years, the opportunity to gain knowledge is also lost. Our today will become history tomorrow. The services and happy deeds of each person for their people will be forever imprinted in the history. Therefore, we, the creators of the future, appreciate our time, which is more valuable than gold, and achieve high goals!
It should be said that young people who are in tune with the times are leading in every field today. Of course, it is impossible to count the opportunities created for us today. I would like to put forward a proposal to hold the traditional republican competition “Sprouts of Future” in order to pay attention to young people capable of achieving greater goals and in order to support young people in every way. Because, you say, there are many different auditions. However, unlike them, this competition is organized among young people who have achieved more or less success in the field of science and education, literature and sports and have limited opportunities to show their talent. Because they, like you and us, are the bright future generations of Uzbekistan!
In conclusion, it should be said that we, the youth, are the hope of a great country. If we don’t waste time and fulfill the huge task in front of us wholeheartedly, no crowd, no foreign ideas can stand in our way. Everything is in our hands. After all, as our President said, “We have set ourselves the great goal of establishing the foundation of the Third Renaissance in our country, for this we need to educate new Khorezms, Berunis, Ibn Sinas, Ulugbeks, Navoi and Babur!” We are the worthy successors of such ancestors and will be the mirror of the future of New Uzbekistan!
Iroda Bakhronova is an “Initiative reformer” badge holder;
laureate of the international contest Russian Talents and
author of about 100 public and about 30 scientific articles. She is the
author of the poetry collection My dreams are more than you, stars, the winner of the “International Womania Award – 2023” recognition. Her articles were published in prestigious magazines in Turkey, Thailand, Spain, USA, India, Germany, and Belarus and
her works were published in anthologies in the USA, Moldova, and Germany. Her work was published in the international anthology “Talented voices of Uzbekistan” published on Amazon in the U.S. and sold in 26 countries.
Her work was published in the collection Hilol, which includes the work of talented young people across Uzbekistan.
She is a member and ambassador of the Iqra International Foundation and a participant in the IV and V Nobel Fest, the
“Student of the Year-2022” laureate of the institute stage and a
member of the International Council of World Technical Development.
She is a graduate of the online course of the US Institute of Peace; a
participant in the “International Scientific Forum-2022” in Great Britain, and holds a certificate from the International Internship University.
Essay from Chimezie Ihekuna

How to be a Published Author If you want to be a self published author, do not read this. But if you want to earn a traditional publication, please read below You have taken your time to write that thought. You sacrificed a lot-time, energy and money-to ensure you complete that literary task. You were led to put pen on paper those great train thoughts. Finally, you completed the literary task! Congratulations! Next, you possibly seek other pairs of eyes to review and possibly proofread the piece you have written. Perhaps, you sought the attention of your best friend, family member or associate to read through, point out the typos and grammatical errors. Eventually, you have the task of proofreading met. The stage is now set...pitching to 'appropriate' agents and publishers. Having read through their guidelines, you pitch them individually. Some publishers and literary agencies would disclose the timeframe. In other words, some will disclose to you the turnaround period: feedback time. Interestingly, others might to assert to you when you will get to know the status of your submission. In the literary world, there is a saying: 'it is all man for himself'. You are all alone to exercise the waiting game. It becomes herculean to wait for that period of time. Patience is needed to cope with the demanding literary industry. As a smart author, you should be looking at working on your next title. The wait is over...the feedback is about to be given, primarily via email or postmail. 'Dear john, thanks for your submission. We have read your submission with great interest. While we find your piece very fascinating, we regret to announce to you we cannot take your submission at this time. We wish you the best in your writing endeavor..' You feel depressed, afterwards. Never mind! Your literary journey has just started! It is at this point you dwell on the 'never give up' pysche if you want to proceed at this point. It is at this point you begin to do a research on publishers and agents who specialize on your genre online, horn your skills, attend several writing conferences, book fairs and other literary events to meet with people, get connections and establish relationships (mentorship).Then, by listening to and reading the stories of authors who made it, you will understand rejection is part of your literary journey. Luckily, you get a literary recognition, be it a publisher or an agent who would be willing to take on your submission. Congratulations! The wait is worth it. The contract is presented to you for perusal, after receiving a Letter of Intent. You are satisfied with the terms of the contract through the 'green light' of an Intellectual Property Attorney, you sign the contract. Your piece now has a literary home! It takes time to become successful. A personal instance: I started writing in 2006. Having faced several rejections from publishers and agents for years, it took me eight years to publish my first book! During those waiting periods, I was writing other books, attending book fairs, getting to meet authors like me and researching online authors who made it: what they went through. Being a published author is not an easy feat. It takes patience, resilience, persistence, connection (and some element of luck) to become that person whose name would be penned in print, electronic, audio and other formats. Remember this: Discouragement is a part of success!
Poetry from Daniel De Culla

BOY MILKING THE COW Who doubts that this child milking the cow Will grow up A leading man, governor, president or politician Well, his art of milking, without a doubt Will produce great effects As do those who govern and guide us In the valleys, on the hills In the streets, the stables and corrals In the palaces, government houses Deputations and Town Halls Leaving the State Cow dry Praising the great benefits What have they taken from it For their own benefit and advantage. This child, his lullabies already forgotten Won't be a Marine Because in this city of Burgos there is no beach But yes military or police Pedophile priest, or a qualified worker Subjugated like so many others. This child, grown up Praising the cow that he milked as a child Will dream, in his nights of happy sleep That he is in a world of peace Waking up to reality Watching the world keep rolling Between crimes and bombs That reach the Earth and the Sky And that all men Ppraise fascist and pedophile mysticism Under vatican canopy Admiring what a nuke shot Can do in palatial buildings In houses of administration and government And even in the Cathedral Without being able to emigrate to Asturias Dear homeland Unable to climb the tree Nor being able to pick the flower Nor give it to his blonde or brunette That he waits at the gate From the Walk of he Cubes Or in the Gamonal Square. -Daniel de Culla
Essay from Gulsevar Xojamova

MOTHERLAND In my dream a man gave advice, His words are bitter, but the truth is: "Don't be careless, be careful when you are, My words are wisdom, just remember." Know that without labor the Motherland will not prosper, There is love in this heart, he does not sleep at night. God does not like a careless person. Think of what you have done for the country. A true man who appreciates women, A moment to acknowledge the truth of life Failure to complete the cycle Push the drowsy soul, now awake I woke up to the magic of words You are my love, you are my freedom. I planted the seeds of vigilance in my heart I have given you this soul. Gulsevar Khojamova Student of Andijan State Pedagogical Institute
Essay from Zarina Abdulina (first of a series)
“Every teacher should be a psychologist, every psychologist an educator”
“The most important phenomenon in the school, the most instructive subject, the most living example for the student is the teacher himself or herself.”
~ Zarina Abdulina
In the creative pedagogical activity of a teacher, the key to success is the very process of creativity. The teacher acts as a comrade-in-arms, friend for children. Co-creation excludes an arrogant view of the child from the standpoint of adult experience. And in order to teach children something and raise real people out of them, it is necessary to focus on their requirements for us, teachers, and not just focus them on our requirements.
At present, when a person finds himself in a rapid flow of information, a lot is required from a teacher who adapts a growing person to these conditions. He must know and understand everything, be better and more perfect than any ordinary person. An ideally good teacher should rise above the human mass, demonstrating his knowledge, diversified development and bright talent!
The child begins to explore the world from the first day of his birth. Knows the subject to find out what it is for and how it is useful. The more things the baby learns, and the deeper he will study them. The concept of “modern teacher” is not limited by any framework. But at all times a teacher for people is a special person, an example for his students for life.
Thus, it turns out that a truly invaluable teacher is competent in many areas, teachers, psychologists, who are able to combine humanity and exactingness, and of course, love for their subject and mastery of its subtleties. The combination of these qualities helps the teacher to fulfill his main mission.
We all live in times of change: society, laws, charters, requirements for the school, for students, and, accordingly, for teachers are changing. But at the same time, the teacher’s ability to BE should remain unchanged: to be literate and competent, to be open to the different opinions of students and, of course, to be a person himself, and not a bureaucratic machine for the child, in order to hear him not only with ears, but also with his heart. Be sure to be, not to seem.
In the light of the foregoing, a rather serious problem in the pedagogical process of preparing a teacher of a particular subject is the transformation of the student’s personality in the future as a teacher-master (he will become a professional teacher in the process of teaching at school), capable of solving a fairly large variety of tasks related to learning, and education of schoolchildren. After all, a true teacher is also an educator. Unlike a teacher, a teacher teaches students not only their subject, but also teaches them how to live.
In order to be successful in teaching, teachers must have not only a deep knowledge of the subject, but also the most accurate understanding of people, their psyche and behavior. Consequently, a modern teacher is also a subtle psychologist. The teacher must be proficient in child psychology, understand the psychological state of the child and come to the rescue in time in difficult times.
And the last. In our opinion, it is extremely necessary to select teachers for schools, for universities for pedagogical specialties – applicants as strictly and biasedly as is done when enrolling in a higher educational institution. It is our deep conviction that only special individuals should receive the right to be called a teacher. Their pedagogical work should also be evaluated in a special way. To date, the status of a teacher, his financial situation, unfortunately, does not correspond to the importance of solving problems by him. And so we want our schools to always have the happiness of knowledge, the joy of communication in many languages, including foreign ones, an atmosphere of love and creativity, the unity of learning and teaching.
We can talk endlessly about the duties of an educator, but let’s not forget to tell them “Thank you!” for their endless work, patience and love for us, already native children. May your invaluable experience help our children grow up to be worthy and wise people. We wish you health, energy, strength and patience. Let positive, pleasant communication and interesting events adorn your lives.
Zarina ABDULINA
(student 3rd year) of Bashkir State Pedagogical University
named of after M. Akmullah