Poetry from Wanchen Cao

That Fire

Someone who has been burned

learns to run very fast

She learned to be brave

learned to run

learned to find the window

before the door was locked

but never learned to obey

“That fire was for your own good”

She learned that love

first pours oil over you

then praises you for finally learning to shine

but she cannot learn to love

only to flee by instinct

she no longer explains her wounds

nor gives thanks for pain

She only runs

past ashes

past smiling faces

past those hands

cloaked in kindness

Later she stops,

looks back and sees the fire still burning—

not burning her

but the words:

“Everything I do is for your own good”

When a Petal Decides to Breathe

A petal pressed between the pages of a book

held by chapters, by intricate, heavy words

so flat  so thin

creased, hurt, holding on—

but never broken

away from light and sound for so long

that even the wind has withdrawn its memory

no longer remembering her scent

So long

that she, too, begins to believe

she is part of this page

that this flat shape is her own, docilely

pressed between the disciplined lines

“Am I still breathing”

Back then, a kind traveller

could not bear to let a flower wither

and so pressed her between

“should”  “future”

“be sensible”  “stability”

these thick and cold pages

to protect her fragile body

in this safe darkness

Suddenly, the pages turn

a gust of wind carrying the light of freedom

makes her tremble slightly

like someone suffocating who suddenly breaks the surface

and the whole book hears it—

she is still here, she wants to bloom again

the wind, carrying her almost imperceptible scent

has barely moved her rigid body

—“Snap”

a sudden crash

everything returns to dead silence

before her fragile dream can wake

the book closes again

leaving only a petal

thinner, more obedient,

slowly waiting to rot,

no longer breathing

Wanchen Cao is a Chinese poet and creative writing researcher. She is the author of Seven O’Clock (Anhui Literature and Art Publishing House, 2018). Her work explores dreams, memory, embodied experience and self-writing. She holds an MA in Creative Writing from the University of Southampton.

Poetry from Lan Xin

Awaken: Waking from Emotional Karmic Bonds

Poem by Lan Xin(Lanxin Samei)

Excerpt from Phoenix Nirvana (You Will Eventually Shine Bright) by Lan Xin

Life itself is a pilgrimage.

Karmic bonds come to temper and test you,

to rouse you to wakefulness early.

Every lesson in life

calls you to awaken:

to observe, to avoid, to amend, to release,

to cherish, to forgive, to let go.

Before you wake, life is shrouded in chaos and haze.

Once truly awake, mists lift, skies clear.

Life is a journey from slumber to awakening,

and so it is with emotion.

Everyone awakens amid emotional experiences,

yet the time varies.

Some wake in a week, some in months,

some take years, even a lifetime.

Pain is life’s way to wake you.

If mild hurt fails to rouse your soul,

greater suffering will come to call.

If still unawakened, life repeats its lessons,

until you finally wake.

Wake up. Leave toxic karmic bonds behind,

stay away from those who wound you.

They appear in your life to temper your soul.

Through pain, you learn to treasure joy;

through ill-fated bonds, you value true connection.

Forgive them with compassion. All follows its cause.

Heaven holds a better plan, and better love awaits.

Above all, learn to guard and cherish yourself.

To forgive them is to set your tormented self free.

No more self-blame, no more regret.

Let go. Release completely.

Alex S. Johnson interviews zinester Pagan Kennedy

Pagan Kennedy in the House of Broken Machines

I brought Pagan Kennedy onto The Kandy Fontaine Show with the kind of recognition that comes from shared lineage. She opened with a line that made me laugh: “I’m amused by the errors that pop up in my Wikipedia page, and I encourage them.” That was Pagan in a nutshell — embracing the glitch, the misprint, the mutation.

I told her about my own zine days, how I used to grab Fact Sheet Five off the newsstand and ask myself, “Who can I send stuff to?” One of the first places I mailed work was Dark Angel Magazine in Melbourne, which, years later, “wound up being archived at the National Universe Library of Victoria and of Australia.” I said, “Some of the stuff that we did we didn’t think was ever going to make any significant difference,” and Pagan nodded, because she lived that too.

When she looked back on “the zine revolution of the late 80s and 1990s, “to my mind, it’s sort of the internet before the internet. You know, we were doing on paper what people do on the internet now… documenting our lives and delving into weird obsessions and things like that.”

She remembered trying to explain to “normal people” that she had her own magazine, and they’d ask, “Wait, what? Why? Why do you do this?” Then, she said, “10 years later, everybody was on the internet making their own media.”

But she didn’t romanticize what came next. “Now it’s just completely jumped the shark and gone… been monetized and turned into something so commercial.”

She added, “Of course, there’s still many wonderful things going on on the internet, but… I think it had its amazing zine moment in the late 90s, early 2000s.”

Then she dropped the line that cracked the whole thing open: “I’m not pro Section 230. I think that was kind of the end of the non‑commercial internet.” She explained, “It was a law that was pushed through in the middle of the night in Congress… and it means that the platforms have no legal responsibility for whatever happens on them.” She didn’t mince words: “That’s why you can have people planning mass shootings on Facebook… genocides can be discussed… people can be harassed, libeled, threatened with murder.”

She contrasted it with traditional media: “Unlike a newspaper… or a book publisher… if you publish something that libels somebody or threatens somebody, you can be held accountable.” But online? “You can almost monetize being a Nazi… or somebody like Alex Jones can just say that Sandy Hook didn’t happen and make millions of dollars.”

We talked about the collapse of alt‑press. “The internet kind of killed off all the alt newspapers,” she said. “My career as a working writer and journalist, I’ve just watched the business model fall apart piece by piece… so many talented people have been laid off, and so many great magazines, and even websites… just can’t make a go of it anymore.”

Growing up, she said, “There was always a sense of high and low culture, straight and weird,” but by the time she worked for the New York Times, “they really were weird, or they were interested in rap, underground culture.”

Then she took me into Building 20 at MIT — the legendary, asbestos‑lined, falling‑apart wartime structure. “It was built during World War II to house the radar research,” she said. “It was never intended to really be a building that lasted. It was covered in asbestos tiles and falling apart by the time I got there.”

MIT stuck “random interesting people who didn’t fit anywhere” there, and it became “the perfect incubator for interesting things.”

She described the MITers club: “They lived there… they scavenged stuff off the streets… all this tech, and they would build stuff… eating dumpster‑dived food. It was this amazing community where… you’d go in there and they had floor‑to‑ceiling cubby holes with every kind of machine, computer part, machine part you can imagine.”

Then came the Sweet’n Low story — pure cyberpunk. “3D printers didn’t really exist yet,” she said. “They were trying to build them in an official way at MIT, but Tim and Jim [residents] just decided to build their own for a party because they wanted to scan people and make tiny versions of people.” They used “old teletype printers which spewed ink, but you could put other things in them.”

First they tried kitty litter: “That didn’t really work.” Then they tried Sweet’n Low: “It clumped together, it was non‑toxic, and it was extremely precise and fast.” The result: “They built the world’s fastest, at the time, 3D printer and inadvertently made a lot of money.”

From punk tech we moved to forensic tech. Pagan said, “I don’t throw shade on DNA identification… it’s done so much to really help us solve… especially find serial predators.” But she added, “Even now, digital evidence is really superseding DNA evidence, because… like it or not, everything we do is recorded and filmed… our social interactions, conversations are filmed.”

She talked about Uber: “They have all kinds of complaints filed… they can see what happened in the car… where the car went… and they have hidden that information.”

Now that it’s been forced out, she said, “They’re pulling the same tricks as always happens with sexual assault… asking what people were wearing.”

She told me about domestic‑abuse tech labs: “There are tech labs that help domestic abuse survivors… they can remove spyware.” And about new forensic software: “There’s some computer labs that are trying to build entirely new software that would verify the digital evidence… so you can see it’s not made up by the victim… and allow it all to be gathered and entered into court in a way that would help win cases.”

She described victims who “might have 2,000 emails or text messages” from a stalker. “They hand that over to the judge, and the judge… is just like, I can’t, I can’t with this.”

We talked about surveillance and power. She said, “You can already see, like, these flock cameras and everything under the control of police departments… a lot of things can go very wrong.”

Her question was simple and devastating: “How do you really use that to support powerless people instead of the powerful?”

Listening to Pagan, I felt my own origin story — the zines, the photocopiers, the weird obsessions, the birth of Kandy Fontaine — click into place with hers. She reminded me why I started making my own media in the first place: to document lives, delve into weird obsessions, and build something that might, years later, end up in a library we never imagined. To follow the glitch. To stay in the house of broken machines and see what they’re trying to tell us.

About Alex S. Johnson

Praised for his radical hybrid texts by the likes of feminist science fiction pioneer Dr. Marleen S. Barr, John Shirley (The Crow; cyberpunk progenitor); R.U. Sirius (Mondo 2000), Paul Di Filippo (Nebula, World Fantasy and Hugo Award-nominated author) and Jeffrey Thomas (New Weird icon), Alex S. Johnson’s work is archived at Harvard’s Widener Library and used as course curricula at USC. His previous interview subjects include Norma Jean Almodovar, Diamanda Galas, Nina Hartley, Caitlin R. Kiernan and Mimi Pond. He lives in Carmichael, California with his family and runs Nocturnicorn Books, featuring Lasara Firefox Allen, David J. (Bauhaus; Bela Lugosi’s Dead) and Bibbe Hansen (Black Fag; Andy Warhol’s Restaurant with Edie Sedgewick). 

Essay from Dr. Jernail Singh

ARTIFICIAL SCARCITY: A Parenting Prescription for an Affluent Society

Dr. Jernail S. Anand

Artificial scarcity is a term used in economics and commerce to describe the hoarding of goods so that prices may be increased. It is an accepted, if unsocial, strategy of market behaviour. I employ the term here in an altogether different perspective, where it is akin to a transferred epithet — a sphere which has nothing to do with business sense.  

This argument does not concern the millions of young men and women who graduate into unemployment and search for work under the weight of real, material scarcity. They enjoy no surplus of luxury, nor any excess that dulls ambition. The problem under consideration belongs instead to those families who possess surplus wealth, and their growing up generations do not need to work hard or spend sleepless nights worrying about tomorrow’s ration or an elderly parent’s medicine.

The Three-System Breakdown

In such affluent sections of society, three systems are found under stress but at huge social cost:

First, wealth. Rapid accumulation of wealth, though not universally so, often bypasses ethical constraints. When business is run without a sense of ethics, skyscrapers rise in record time and fortunes multiply through means  barely transparent. Wealth amassed without accountability tends to affect the moral standards of those who inherit the unearned bounty. 

Second, the young. When this wealth is placed at the restraintless disposal of adolescents and young adults, it creates havoc. Lives are wasted in indulgence on what may be ill-gotten wealth. Because wealth is rooted in power, there is little fear of law. If illegal acts are committed, influence can secure a safe passage. By placing excessive power and pelf  in their hands without moral training or restraint, parents inadvertently push them toward a variety of crimes. Can we think of the nova rich kids without enjoying rave parties? Drinks and occasional fall into crime including killings of inconvenient partners? 

Third, society. The real sufferer of these derailed lives is society itself. Imagine if these same young people had been well trained and made to work hard, they could have given the world researchers, entrepreneurs, and innovators. That option is now substantially closed, leading to a wastage of young power and energy. 

The Principle of Artificial Scarcity

Here enters the idea of artificial scarcity by affluent parents, who  must confront the stark fact that excessive provision, born of love, often serves to turn children toward deviance. Juvenile delinquency has much to do with overindulgence by parents who are unrestrained provocateurs of evil among growing minds. The only reliable recipe to make them good and worthwhile citizens is to create an atmosphere of artificial scarcity. Apart from this, the parents themselves these days are rooted in a eco-system which does not believe in restraint. Isn’t it an additional liability? What the parents do not believe, how can they impart that sense of restraint to their children? 

The idea of Artificial Scarcity is a holistic measure to keep children from harm’s way. It does not at all mean neglect. It only means regulated flow. Parents can, and should, regulate money and comfort, and better still, require that their children earn their own living.

Mechanisms for Regulating the Flow: 

The concept becomes practical only when we develop some mechanism to implement it. 

Allowance with accountability: From age 10, we should tie pocket money to household or community responsibilities, with a condition for review.

Self-funding thresholds: Major purchases—a first car, foreign education, business capital—should require at least 50% self-funding through work, scholarships, or enterprise.

Mandatory work exposure: One summer job, internship, or rural/volunteer posting before college, with no parental bailout for failure.

Family business induction: If a family enterprise exists, entry only at the lowest rung, with promotion based on measurable performance, not surname.

If parents enforce these conditions and compel their children to work their way up, it will likely reduce a significant share of deviance and make society healthier. Moreover, when young people work as hard as the children of less privileged families, they generate new ideas and innovate. They become stronger mentally and intellectually. The only barrier between them and greatness is the flow of easy money, which distracts and derails.

This may sound idealistic, but affluent parents already witness how children slide into drugs, fraud, and violent  conduct. The most effective check on that slide is to stop the unconditional flow of money and create artificial scarcity, so that they must work their way up. That discipline is, finally, a highly beneficial act for society as a whole.

Extension to Human Relations

The idea extends beyond money to human relations. Any child for whom parents lose their sense of balance and become overprotective ends up spoiled. If a girl is overprotected and supported in every fantasy by her mother, she may have a hard time setting up a stable home. Young boys, too, need a rationing of affection. They must be corrected, and no partiality should be shown if they overstep what is right. It is for parents to make them realize their limits.

Conclusion

Artificial scarcity is not deprivation; it is design. It is the conscious choice to replace indulgence with structure, entitlement with effort, and power without responsibility with earned merit. In an age of abundance for the few, restraint becomes a form of ethical parenting—and a public service. It can also answer the issue of social disparities in the grooming of youngsters. 

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Author Note

Dr. Jernail S. Anand, with 210 books to his credit including 20 epics, is a Chandigarh-based polymath and architect of 21st-century ethical literature. Founding President of the International Academy of Ethics and laureate of the Charter of Morava, Seneca, Franz Kafka [Germany, Ukraine, Czech Rep] and Maxim Gorky, his name is inscribed on the Poets’ Rock in Serbia. He is an Honorary Member of the Serbian Writers Association, Belgrade. Email: anandjs55@yahoo.com[Serbia][Italy][Russia]

Bibliography: https://sites.google.com/view/bibliography-dr-jernal-singh/home

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Poetry from Abigail George

Does God have a listening device?

because you are a drug addict

because you are a thief

because you are promiscuous

and you told your boyfriend 

to tell my brother that he, the guy you were seeing, had a gun

You abandoned the child

left your daughter with her paternal grandmother

You’re so bad that you were in my brother’s bed

the night your mother died

Your sisters cared and cooked for her

while my brother gave you pleasure, 

you moaned into the darkness, into the half-light,

as the silvery moonlight covered

the shadows of your bodies

in the room next to mine

Sometimes you would would come over in the afternoon

The two of you would go straight to his room

Afterwards, you would stand on the stoep

and smoke marijuana

While your mother, who had tumours deep inside her brain,

was waiting to die

Perhaps it is best that you disappeared

Maybe you’re in Johannesburg

Women lose their innocence there

And they never return

We will tell your daughter,

that she was wanted

that she has your nose, your lips, the colour of your eyes

We will tell my niece,

that you, the woman that she called mother

for the first three years of her life,

the woman who gave birth to her,

that she called, mummy, 

We will tell your daughter that you loved her.

This is for me, for the woman whose mother never loved her

When you gave birth to me, you drew

an invisible survival map on my body

Like your mother had drawn on your 

own body when you were born

You weren’t my best friend

No, we were never friends

You had your reasons, I suppose

You never taught me about make-up

You never painted my nails

You never said, I love you

So, now I look for Second Mothers in other women

You had your reasons, I suppose

You hit my father with a hairbrush

when he went for radiation therapy

When I shouted at you, you turned on me

You said that the social workers would come for me

You had your reasons, I suppose

I had failed you

I hadn’t given you grandchildren

I hadn’t given you a son-in-law

you could boast about to your friends

You abandoned me as a child

You had your reasons, I suppose

You call me mad, you have your reasons

Yes, you have your reasons

Can you acknowledge now the role 

that you played in my madness, mother?

Die mense gaan dink jy’s mal

She puts her fingers in a circle 

and rotates it around her ears. 

My mother laughs laughs like a maniac

From far away, the sound of my father’s voice, 

I have cancer. There’s nothing I can do 

for you anymore. Look after yourself, my child. 

It’s like he was saying goodbye

The darkness has taken its toll on me

It has also given me the wings of a dove

The world looks different up here

Believe me, it does

It’s less terrifying, there’s more connection

Question mark

Wednesday, early morning

It is the 22nd of July 2026

Waves of Charles Bukowski’s making

Our father 

is finishing radiation therapy 

on Monday

My back hurts

It is the middle of winter

At night, he looks at pornography on my computer

The computer that people out of the kindness of their hearts

fundraised for me

I am greeted, Good morning, in the darkness

By curvy women

And busty babes

An online casino, rainbow lights flickering

Is this what his despair feels like?

Every night, he  

surfs the web

Looking for

Curvy women

Busty babes

There’s nothing I can do about this

There’s nothing I can do about the online casinos

That I find on my computer

The cigarette ash

The packets of marijuana

The crystal meth

His pipes

Dear God, please tell me what am I supposed to do

When he makes a fist

When he screams, Dyke!

Yes, this is what I wake up to

Please, make it stop

I just want it to stop

And I don’t 

want to read 

this memoir 

that he is writing

I have 

a terrible cough 

and headaches now

because 

he smokes 

all the time 

in the house

He has a vape

He smokes that

He smokes cigarettes

He smokes marijuana

I don’t know 

if he is still using tik

He used to hide 

that in his drawer

Where his son 

played computer games

Is this 

what suffering is,

Or, is it terror?

Is it the stuff 

that nightmares 

are made from?

This is what my despair feels like

My sadness

my yearning for days gone by

The longing for the brother 

I used to know gone up 

in webs of smoke

The zol a cobweb in his hand

What am I praying for? 

Your soul?

Yes, maybe, 

I am praying 

for your soul

Maybe that is 

what a sister 

is supposed to do 

for her brother

I just don’t know 

how much more 

of this I can take

I am living 

on the edge 

every day

My mental health 

Is in a precarious 

state of balance

I am scared 

I will be hospitalised again

My sister says 

that she thinks 

I am sick 

and I need 

to see a doctor

They pay no attention 

to my brother

who is the cause 

of my distress

I am the problem

I knit

I knit 

I am knitting 

a scarf 

for my niece

I don’t know 

how long I will be sane, 

this time

I ask my father,

How can my own brother do this to me?

How? 

Why, why, why?

My father turns his head, and says,

There’s nothing I can do for you now

I have cancer

Look after yourself, my child

There is nothing 

I can do 

for you, my brother

But I will 

pray for you

For an about turn 

in your life

How I can remember

All the tides that came before

The shift and change in my mood

Like yesterday, like yesterday

As I feel it come upon me now

How sacred 

your boyhood was, once. 

Once. Once

I think of all the harm 

that you have done to me,

I think to myself that you 

would never have done 

that to the women

You worked with when you 

were a credit risk analyst at that bank

The white women, the pale Amazons

But you did it to me,

To your sister

What kind of a man are you,

Or are you just a drug-fueled monster

At the point of no return?

I have forgiven you

What else can I do?

I have my own life to live

I must look after your daughter,

encourage your son

Poetry from Eva Petropoulou Lianou

Like the first time…

My heart 

Close to your heart

They whisper

They talk like the know each other for years

Your heart tonight

Make love to my soul

A love full of passion

With care

Respect

Your heart tonight

Show to me

The magic moment

Exist

Your heart

Touch my heart

Like a child

Your heart

Has his own

Prophetical knowledge

You are a diamond

But i had to climb

The highest volcano

So i can find you…

©®Eva Lianou Petropoulou

EVA Petropoulou Lianou 

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Poetry from Sayani Mukherjee

Hope

The night is murky

The dawn passes through

As the road gets ditsy

The pine roads pass by

The same old Town of dreams and magic

As I wander through

Through the wet sickness

Dry devoid of God’s optimal grace

The rain drenched hopes

Come by in surplus

The pink peonies of mahogany lines

Soft dangling daisies hope by

As I come home in unpredictable feelings.