UFO Museum: Roswell, NM Breaking in was nothing, For one of my talents, Ditto for lifting the device I needed From its glass case without tripping the alarm; Installing and testing it was a matter of moments. I was ready to go; I'd miss Darlene, she'd been good to me: A loving wife, willing participant In what must have seemed, at times, Bizarre activities, but she'd get over it, And I couldn't give her the children She so desperately needed, I needed to get back to my other family, My other wife Raising a horde of sprouts on her own, And I was so tired of the lies: An only child of fictitious parents Killed in a “car” crash, Born and raised in “the Midwest,” A retired airline pilot. My only real fear, That my wife had remarried, And her husband had, of course, eaten our young, So I'm on my way back to Aldebaran, And I really hope that if I have to kill and eat Her and her lover, He's not one of my brothers.
Category Archives: CHAOS
Poetry from Ergash Masharipov

Mother I get it when it's full of flowers scent I can't find a single scent I can't distinguish my mother From a thousand tosser Mercy is a river, my pure-hearted mother I have only one value To be alive for my child Eat our sorrow day and night He gave me a white wash Until adulthood I will see my child's happiness Give us a lifetime.
Poetry from Maja Milojkovic

GIFT FROM GOD Love is a gift from God thank Maya by writing about Me. You have no love for God, but call upon it, imagine that it is there, and pray for the Divine Vision. That sublime love is hidden in holy books and in people whose mouths kiss the word of God and do not deviate from the path of devotion. Don't trust Maya men when you read love poems, that's not love, that's lust. Yesterday someone wrote about the only love, today you are the only love tomorrow some other woman will be the only love. It is a lie hidden in beautiful words. Don't believe Maya's illusion Don't look for love where it doesn't exist. Pray to Maya with all your heart for protection. Call Me. I am Your gift, reveal me and keep me secret. I FEEL YOU Every raindrop is your inhale and exhale in the heavenly symphony I listen to the beat of your heart. Through the touch of the rain I feel you. Maja Milojković was born in 1975 in Zaječar, Serbia. She is a person to whom from an early age, Leonardo da Vinci's statement, "Painting is poetry that can be seen, and poetry is painting that can be heard," is circulating through the blood. That's why she started to use feathers and a brush and began to reveal the world and herself to them. As a poet, she is represented in numerous domestic and foreign literary newspapers, anthologies, and electronic media, and some of her poems can be found on YouTube. Many of her poems have been translated into English, Hungarian, Bengali, and Bulgarian due to the need of foreign readers. She is the recipient of many international awards. "Trees of Desire" is her second collection of poems in preparation, which is preceded by the book of poems "Moon Circle." She is a member of the International Society of Writers and Artists "Mountain Views" in Montenegro, and she is also a member of the Poetry club "Area Felix" in Serbia.
Essay from Feruza Abdullayeva
Poetry from Steven Croft
Seeing Desperate Lives The photos make me feel a hundred years old: Schoolroom made rubble, skeletal steel frames of desks somehow standing, withstanding the blast; exhausted fireman sitting in the living room of a burning house, admitting defeat; woman with concerned face dappled by sun through leaves of her yard's beautiful trees leaving her village house, one forearm holding a fluffy white kitten, its face buried in her shoulder. They are desperate, and I tire of mainlining their anxiety, so I look up from the phone into my rearview, at the sun-scorched asphalt -- the road beyond my yard's tree cover is molten with summer sun. I wheeled in and looked up Ukraine, like I do at least once a day, and it makes me feel a hundred years old. So, I do the only thing I can think of to forget: step out of my pick-up, take shoes off toe to heel, pull off socks, walk my pine straw and oak leaf drive onto the sizzle heat of road, and its sudden tactile feel in the flesh of my feet consumes me. And I am here, now, away from war, and soon I am young again, walking barefoot the hot paved parking lot to the state park spring that began a river in Florida, that mine and two other families caravanned to in summers, the hours of swimming, the picnics in a blanket of grass by sedges, herbs, and wildflowers at river's edge. Until -- the burn's ministry becomes too much, and I walk back onto the cool of pine straw, open the truck door for the phone, look again at the places I will never go to anymore. After Russia invaded, I talked with my Iraq vet friend David who told me of two acquaintances who went into Ukraine to rescue the in-laws of one of them, native Ukrainians, and I said I could no longer handle war psychologically: my mind hearing the ominous thump of helicopter rotors, distant artillery, pounding "danger close" seconds later, high flying planes, birds of prey dropping dots of bombs that ride gravity's slipstream to earth, plowing earthquakes that reverberate, spit heat and flame against everything natural. He tells me of the healing power of yoga, how he's started yoga teacher training. Next time we talk, I'll have to tell of walking a hot street. I look again at one of the photos. I'm well removed now, twice, through the lens of the camera, through the lens of the phone, but I remember the pain of watching starving dogs being shot by laughing Iraqi soldiers, and I wonder where the woman will take her cat. Year 2, Ukraine It was last year that the shelling first disturbed the deep time of an old village, hub for farmers and beekeepers Now tanks roll into the square again, one crushing the stone walls of a central fountain, old coins fall with the water from its heavy treads In the corner of the square, from the alley by the Armenian church, a shadow strides, moves into the square Pacing here and there erratically, palm to temple, this walking wound gathering breath to force insults in growing gasps This man whose family was killed in last year's shelling The Polish radio says his government is winning, at 10:00 and 5:00 daily He thinks the war has already gone on forever Bitterly, he thinks the war has already killed him A soldier shouts "Khokhol!" in the language of bears Waving him closer from the height of his round, iron hatch, the soldier points a pistol This dead man loads his mouth with more insults and rushes forward Into the loop of everlasting war In the sky's drizzle on his face are tears that were once salty seas Prayer for a Savior Come for your gentle people who shudder in this darkness bring your sovereign brightness unbreakable shield of goodness let misfortune, famine, disease, war, become faraway sounds make them gray at the temples, let them fade away give us a spell of warm sun, soft winds, clear rain over green valleys we know death is stronger than suffering -- may you open its horizon of strength in this living season and forgive our fragile clay, wounded hearts, that for heaven's peace can't wait.
A US Army combat veteran, Steven Croft lives happily on a barrier island off the coast of Georgia on a property lush with vegetation and home to various species of birds and animals. His poems have appeared in Liquid Imagination, The Five-Two, Misfit Magazine, Eunoia Review, Anti-Heroin Chic, Synchronized Chaos, and other places, and have been nominated for the Pushcart Prize and Best of the Net.
Poetry from Emina Delilovic-Kevric

April April has long fingerprints on the window The girl climbs up to the soft cheekbones Across furrows touched by life It is morning and freedom smells at the top visible to the inner stumbling Enchanting flowers will bloom from the fingers, and smells flow instead of blood But despite the joy of the will, her body doesn't recognize the arms that hug her. Emina Đelilović-Kevrić (Sarajevo, Bosnia and Herzegovina) After studying the b/h/s (bosnian/croatian/serbian) language and literature at the Philoshopical Faculty in Zenica she got her master's degree on the subject "Memory construction in the South Slavic interlinear community: typical models of the war camp experience in literature“. She is the author of the poetry collection "This time without history“ and the short stories collection "Erased lives." Her collection of poems "My son and I“ is awarded by the Publishing Foundation of Bosnia and Herzegovina in 2021. In 2022 she won the second place in the international literature competition "Isnam Taljić“. She is the winner of the second award for the best short story of the regional literature competition "Zija Dizdarević“ 2022, and she won the first place on international literature competition "Nastavi priču“ in 2023. She won a third place on the international poetry competition "Ossi di Seppia“ in Italy.
Poetry from Noah Berlatsky
Gen X Maybe we weren’t resourceful. Maybe we were just confused. Maybe we lost our way. Maybe we lost our shoes in a pond with a surface like a screen without words or songs from the future disconnected walking barefoot down the long screen to the future which doesn’t have a phone or a bookstore or a workplace and is leaking like snow cone purple across the tile. We follow cracks from lock to key through the back screen door. To be safe you touch the tree growing upwards towards the moon and on up towards the light pollution that blurs what’s happened. Together with what might.

