Poetry from Makhfiratkhon Abdurakhmonova

Young Central Asian teen girl with a headscarf standing outside in the dark by an outdoor brick building with books shelved into the wall.
Makhfiratkhon Abdurakhmonova
You are the Miracle of the World (for girls)

You are strong,
You are brave,
You are beautiful,
In every single way.

You are capable,
Of achieving your dreams,
Of overcoming obstacles,
And making them seem small it seems.

You have a heart,
Full of love and compassion,
And with every beat,
It radiates so much passion.

You are unique,
A one-of-a-kind gem,
A miracle of this world,
And someone's perfect friend.

So don't let anyone tell you
That you're anything less than great.
Because you are amazing
And destined for something great!

Poetry from J.J. Campbell

Middle aged white man with a beard standing in a bedroom with posters on the walls
J.J. Campbell

in the middle of writing a poem

i always love when

my arthritis starts

flaring up right in

the middle of

writing a poem

i have only

survived these

years by finding

pleasure in the

pain

god help us all

when that stops

happening

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love letters to female prisoners

is it possible life

has passed me by

possible all the

former lovers

weren’t the ones

to make the mistake

all the old guitars

collecting dust

all the things

i tried for pussy

this pen served me

as well as any of

them

i might as well be

writing love letters

to female prisoners

and as the mundane

starts to swallow me

everyday

prison becomes

a relative topic

modern day slavery

someone is always

making money off

of someone

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walk in the park at dusk

here come the virgins

the terrorists were

promised

all the freedom we

gave up to feel secure

now our own nation

points the gun at each

other

kids can’t play outside

you can’t walk in the

park at dusk

and god forbid, don’t

you dare be mentally

ill

too bad we can’t make

money off of them

if that ever changes

suddenly…

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trying to steal my heart

an angel with dark hair

panties begging to be

yanked off

a smile that seems to

be too good to be true

the latest trying to steal

my heart although, i am

a willing victim

this one wants to get to

know me enough so she

can travel across the

country and fuck me

my inner child starts

to sprint

but the battered soul

inside knows there is

no way this will ever

come out good

all the while, i’m trying

to play it cool

i certainly believe i’m

due a fucking break

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words are not enough

the spanish princess cries

herself to sleep in my arms

complains about the pain,

life and all the miles between

us

i feel helpless, know that

words are not enough

fall in love with an introvert

and come to terms with a

brand new level of frustration

stuck in the old century of

love letters and flowers,

boxes of candy and a glass

of wine at sunset

how in the fuck did so

much time pass us by

J.J. Campbell (1976 – ?) is trapped in suburbia, wondering where all the lonely housewives have gone. He’s been widely published over the years, most recently at Cajun Mutt Press, The Rye Whiskey Review, Misfit Magazine, just good poems and The Beatnik Cowboy. You can find him most days on his mildly entertaining blog, evil delights. (https://evildelights.blogspot.com)

Poetry from Mesfakus Salahin

South Asian man with reading glasses and red shoulder length hair. He's got a red collared shirt on.
Mesfakus Salahin
Moon Without Language 

The moon doesn't just shine 
Burns the darkness of the night
 Fire burns in the eyes
 Flowers bloom in the flesh of fire
 In the midst of emptiness brings infinite fullness 
Build the construction.
 Even if everyone disappoints, the moon does not 
The emotion of the first letter is in his skandha 
Breakfast radiates love
 Like the unspoken eye language of a girl Waiting at an open window with a tower in her hair 
Or like a long-enveloped rose petal 
Lover's hands will be dyed
 Or as unknown letters on the pages of the heart.

I touched the body of the naked moon Touched day after day 
I saw the mystery of the fingers of the ancient scholars 
Shaking, shaking my life line
 There is a river of voices in fear
 Saw delirium delusion smell of cinnamon From start to finish.

Synchronized Chaos Mid-May 2023: Growth, Healing and Change

Welcome to Synchronized Chaos’ second May issue! This month many of the submissions focus on growth, healing, and change.

Image c/o Mohamed Mahmoud Hassan

Beth Gulley’s poems draw us into nature’s continual motion and transformation.

Vernon Frazer’s pieces explode with color and sound, evoking the Big Bang, and Mark Young’s art presents ordered geographies of color and design.

In J.K. Durick’s poetry, we fly, fall, and lurch forward into the future. In Emina Delilovic-Krevic’s work, a young girl experiences the refreshing embrace of nature on a warm spring day, while Don Bormon evokes the rhythms of day and night and the renewal of sunshine in his cloud poetry.

Young writer Bahira Baxtiyorova urges us in an essay to go take action, achieve our dreams. Elmaya Jabbarova calls us to lives of hard work and integrity, along with celebrating her homeland of Azerbaijan and the exquisite emotions of romantic longing.

Christopher Bernard reviews Toshi and Bernice Johnson Reagon’s operatic dramatization of Octavia Butler’s Parable of the Sower, a novel that explores how we can find and generate community and meaning in dystopian times. The young heroine creates a spiritual path that reveres change.

Death and the accompanying grief are also forms of and catalysts for transformation when we attempt to recover and heal.

Image c/o George Hodan

Chris Butler’s nihilistic pieces offer humorous responses to death. Kendall Snipper reflects on how our bodies will ultimately decay, or transform, back into other aspects of nature.  

Michael Lee Johnson’s poetic speakers are full of vibrant life and movement, yet acquiescence to their inevitable deaths.

Boronova Sevinch reflects on her grief over nearly losing her Mom.

Robiul Awal Esa presents a tale of death at the hands of human cruelty, which cannot be undone even with clever poetic (musical?) justice.

Stagnation, being unable to move beyond an unpleasant status quo, is another cause of grief.

Image c/o George Hodan

Arikewusola Abdul Awal highlights the grief of a young man trapped by tradition.

Combat veteran and poet Steven Croft writes of memories stirred by Putin’s long war in Ukraine. His work shows how war ages people and can become more than we can handle psychologically.  Bruce Roberts also speaks to the absurdity of armed conflict through rhyming pieces about the Russian invasion.

Pat Doyne comments on the tragedy of gun violence in the USA.

Ibn Yushau remembers a sister shunned by her family for her choice of husband.

Clive Gresswell conveys stuck-ness in the face of physical and political realities through surrealist stylized poems meant to evoke feelings.

Z.I. Mahmud explicates the social satire of Gulliver’s Travels, lampooning human foibles that have lasted centuries.

J.J. Campbell relates his discomfort at being faced with reality, whether from potential partners on dating sites or from silent medical office waiting rooms.

Ian Copestick gripes about sarcastic bus drivers who are unpleasant, and not open to the journey of life.

Others write about vague anxiety, alienation, or other psychological griefs. Change can be scary as well as a welcome relief.

Image c/o George Hodan

Leslie Lisbona relates a new experience that wasn’t as good as she expected.

David Kopaska-Merkel tells a clever story about an alien who returns home to a parallel but very different family life, who is out of place in both worlds.

Jahnavi Gogoi’s poems probe grief and solace and various kinds of lostness and being found again.

Azemina Krehic contributes a poetic lament for an abandoned lover.

Mesfakus Salahin’s speakers pine away for lost love and search for spiritual communion in the desert.

Texas Fontanella’s surrealist word kaleidoscope echoes modern struggles.

Sarah Daly speaks to our grief and our human efforts to overcome life’s challenges and finds poetry in everyday matters, such as showers and punctuation.

Noah Berlatsky probes Generation X’s lostness, being caught between the past and the future, between nature and technology.

Image c/o George Hodan

On the other hand, Steve Brisendine makes peace with memories, crafting dream sequences within Midwestern towns. Places become superimposed on each other, confused but not frightening, evoking the comfort of the past.

On another hopeful note, Peter Cherches’ poems tell stories about a man who tries to do good but gets everything wrong, yet it works out.

John Tustin asks us to consider what is important and what we should notice in our everyday lives (squirrels!), and speculates on what will become memorable.

Duane Vorhees brings a curiosity about our place in the universe to his poetry. Do we really know what we know, where do we belong in the world?

Channie Greenberg’s monthly set of photos shows towns situated within nature, belonging and growing together with the local flora and fauna in an ecosystem. Wazed Abdullah also celebrates country village life in his poem.

Image c/o Linnaea Mallette

John Culp calls our attention to the emotionally and spiritually transformative journey of love, and how each step along the way is worth it.

Mahbub Alam’s paired poems explore intense moments in nature (a cyclone near the coast) and in a blissful connection between people.

Maja Milojkovic exhorts her readers to wait for true and unselfish love and to celebrate it when it occurs.

John Brantingham relates a tale of love rekindled among prehistory.

Ammanda Moore’s short story narrator remembers an experience that helped her realize how she was open to a different way of loving.

Garret Schuelke reflects on love and respect earned and bestowed after death.

Gulsevar Xojamova offers up a paean to a mother’s constant love while Feruza Abdullayeva affirms the heroism of caring parents.

Ergash Masharipov relates how her loving mother inspires her to care for her future child, while Nozima Ulo’g’uva claims there is hope for the future thanks to the young and the mothers who raised them.

Turakhanova Mumtozbegim Bunyodjon highlights the young people creating the future of Uzbekistan through increased educational opportunities.

Some of this future is shown by academic research including Guzal Sunnatova and Sohiba Rahmanova’s history of an Islamic shrine in Uzbekistan and Atajanova Ogultuwakh Makhsadowna’s exposition of Annimarie Schimmel’s scholarship on Islam that showed that women and girls were respected and important.

Dr. Annemarie Schimmel

Other Uzbek writers advocate inclusion and justice. Makhsadowna also highlights women and girls’ active roles in modern Uzbekistan.

Elsewhere, in Bangladesh, Mahbub Alam describes his experience at a professional development retreat on learning how to teach foreign languages. Publishing this essay de-centralizes English, reminding readers that it’s by far not the world’s only language, and further highlights education for all ages as an avenue for personal growth and cultural interchange. 

Poetry from Kendall Snipper

On Decay

Someday, the earth shall sink our bodies into her somber soil. 

Our expressions will still, slip and melt, iris eternally slept to the sounds above.

Marigolds and mignonette will mingle in our eyesockets as their stems and seed speckle the surface.

As the bubbles in our blood break, the lingering love will liquefy into the expanse of the lusting, fertile terrain.

The cloth coating our flecked figures slowly frays and fragments, formerly protecting; 

Now naked and pure for the glossy mahogany and roses ringing our forms.

The mauves, azures, and sepias will frolic from our fingertips into into the firmament.

Bleeding and blooming at the break of dawn.

Time tips and the trapping of our entombment softens and starts to rot, returning to the tranquil trance of the planet as a sparkling spring star. 

Poetry from J.J. Campbell

Author J.J. Campbell, white man with a big beard and tee shirt in his bedroom with many music posters.
Author J.J. Campbell
how much money
 
a few women in the last
couple of days have told
me i don't look my age
 
i laugh, tell them thanks
and then ask how much
money are they looking
for
 
i certainly love how
honesty throws them
off and when i'm not
interested in seeing
them naked for just
a few dollars
 
they quietly go away
 
apparently, this sucker
has grown up
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lose yourself
 
the receptionist reminds
me of this girl i used to
flirt with back in high
school
 
amazing smile, dark
eyes, smooth brown
skin with an ass you
could lose yourself
in for hours
 
in high school, it only
got to the stage of
kissing
 
i see the rock on the
receptionist and know,
this won't even get
that far
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some kind of music
 
i don't trust a waiting
room that isn't playing
some kind of music
 
it's obvious,
this office wants the
patients to have nothing
but impending doom
on their minds
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and the moment i decide
 
i wonder when
the relief of
death will
knock on
my door
 
i'm patiently
waiting as
best as i can
 
i figure, my life
will change, i'll
be active in the
world and the
moment i decide
life is a beautiful
thing
 
i'll hear a knock
and realize i never
was smarter than
when i was eight
years old
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your profile photo
 
these younger
women these
days make me
laugh
 
like i'm supposed
to believe you really
are the adult film star
in your profile photo
 
and when i catch
them in the lie it
gets even better
 
and sure, they all
think i'm handsome
and all have been
abused one way
or another
 
it never dawns on
them the amount
of abuse i have
survived
 
you can't bullshit
a survivor

J.J. Campbell (1976 – ?) is trapped in suburbia, plotting his escape. He’s been widely published over the years, most recently at Misfit Magazine, just good poems, The Beatnik Cowboy, Horror Sleaze Trash and The Black Shamrock. You can find him most days on his mildly entertaining blog, evil delights. (https://evildelights.blogspot.com)

Poetry from Nozima Ulo’g’uva

MOTHER

This time I got a pen, for you mom,
I was looking for words like your kindness.
Dare to go today
Just wanted to say I'm fond of you 
Actually you are my endless verse,
I have hidden in the bottom of my heart.
Mother, mother, I've said it a thousand times,
You are my sun, the light in my eyes.
Sometimes I couldn't speak my mind,
I couldn't stand and hug you!
Sorry, I couldn't kiss your hand.
I wish these days would come back, mother
I wish I could honor you, mother.
The education you gave me has blossomed today.
I took a place in the heart of teachers.
Your bitter words opened my eyes,
You, my friend, are full of advice!
You planted a seedling with hope,
You will be the best gardener.
With praise, applause, recognition,
You will be a perfect mother!


CONGRATULATIONS TO THE YOUNG PEOPLE

The Uzbek people are young people,
Lover of youth.
Respectfully,
An uplifter.
Young people are ours,
Owners of our tomorrow.
Our pride is our honor,
Trusts of our country.
Be wise, smart,
Intelligence is unique to you.
Smart kids like you
Suitable for great ancestors.
Today is a beautiful holiday,
Let it be forever.
Be happy, be happy, be happy
Congratulations from the bottom of my heart.
Dear President,
Attention is ours.
Today is a celebration,
All boys and girls!

Nozima Ulug’ova was born on October 13, 2001 in “Yosh gayrat” neighborhood, Shorchi district, Surkhandarya province. He graduated from the 37th general education school in the Shorchi district and at the same time, the Nukus branch of the State Institute of Arts and Culture of Uzbekistan “Art Studies” 3rd-level student of the department “Dramaturgy of Stage and Screen Art”. In 2022, his creative author collections “Mother for you” and “Salvation” were published and gained their readers. At the same time, his creative story is among the young artists of Uzbekistan. “Culture”, “Creative Flight”, “Women and Time”, “Surkhan Youth”, “Morning Star” are examples of creativity in our republic. It is  covered in newspapers, “Gulkhan” magazine and “Nurli Jol” newspaper of Kazakhstan. The young penman did not limit himself to creativity, but participated in conferences and scientific meetings in prestigious journals with a factor recognized by OAC with about 20 scientific articles, pamphlets and theses.”Samarkand Youth Forum 2021″ “Uzbekistan Development Forum 2021” Participant of several forums and conferences, festivals and seminars. Nozima Ulug’ova in Personal development & Step into the international sphere Course, because he was able to show his activity and interests in the fields of literature and art in this course .Creativity Forum for Culture, Arts and Peace International member, Active member, working Group of International writers “Jontous por las Letras” Iqra Foundation has received membership offers from several international organizations in its field.