That Rotten Kid There once was a boy named Eddie. And clearly there was something very wrong with this nine-year-old. Ask anybody: they'd tell you, with an eye roll, that Eddie was disruptive, distracted, and inattentive in the classroom. It was 1962 and Eddie had just been enrolled in the third grade. He was forever shouting out non-sequiturs, throwing his pencils and erasers across the room and striking other students and teachers; constantly making his unwelcome presence felt. No one knew quite what to do with Eddie. He had been held back in school and so was bigger and stronger--and more destructive-- that his fellow students. Though it was suspected by some school officials that he was, deep-down, quite intelligent, Eddie was unable--or, they thought, unwilling--to work with other children or to complete an assignment. Rarely could he finish a single written sentence before his attention wandered again. Other children tried to ignore him, as they were instructed, but he was a handful, always out of his seat, in everybody's business and fighting with the class bully, who couldn't quite grapple with Eddie's size and manic strength. Teachers washed their hands of him. He was sequestered to a far corner of the room, but kept dragging his desk, like a security blanket, back amongst the rest of the students, on the other side of the room. He got lonely. Teaching him, they discovered, was impossible; he was admonished to "just sit and be quiet." For Eddie, however, that too was impossible. After the third grade, Eddie ceased being a student; once again he had failed and been held back. No one I knew ever saw the young man again. Word had it that he was declared "unteachable" and "incorrigible" and institutionalized. One teacher was heard muttering about "That rotten kid..." Eddie's departure came as a relief to the teachers and the other students, but in a sad way. ADHD was not officially inscribed into the Diagnostic Manual of The American Psychological Association until 1987. Today there are more than 6 million children diagnosed as affected by this condition. Incorrigible Bob sat at his desk in the 1st grade classroom, blinking his eyes and rolling his head to first one shoulder and then the next. This drew the unwanted attention of his teacher, Miss Edison. She stepped briskly down the aisle. "Robert, I've told you before to cut out the antics. You know you're disturbing the other children." Bob sneaked a glance at the boys and girls in his class, saw their happy grins; at the moment, they were happy not to be him. Bob coughed nervously. "And that cough," said Miss Edison. "I've sent you to the school nurse a dozen times but there doesn't seem to be anything physically wrong with you." She laid heavy emphasis on the word "physically," which set the other children off laughing. "So," she concluded unfeelingly, "if you're trying to get out of class, you can just forget about it." Bob's face grew hot, his skin a bright pink. He stared down at his desk. He wished he could sink through the floor. "Now, you sit there and don't move a muscle for the rest of the day or you're going to be in big trouble. Bob laid his hands flat on his desktop and tried to hold himself still. Miss Edison hovered over him and everyone was watching expectantly. Suddenly Bob's head turned to the left. his arm shot out straight and he coughed hoarsely. Once again the children exploded in gales of laughter. Miss Edison blew out a disgusted breath and told the class to be silent, that this wasn't funny. The teacher intoned somberly, "A class cut-up did no one favors." The classroom settled down, listening to every delicious word. This was how delinquency and a life of crime began, she added fiercely. Bob stole another look at his classmates, again saw their derisive, toothy grins. "You can just stay in class for recess and when the rest of us go to lunch!" proclaimed the teacher. "I wash my hans of you. You are, Robert, truly incorrigible" And she stalked back to her desk. Little was known of Tourette's Syndrome in the 1950s.
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Poetry from J.J. Campbell

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scribbling down some poems
sitting in the
waiting room
watching all
these people
come in and
decide to sit
on the other
side of the
waiting room
as i’m sitting
here scribbling
down some
poems
crazy wins
again
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better when drinking
she had eyes
of the deepest
blue
i was too poor
to even think
i could get a
chance with
something
so beautiful
she bought
me a drink
one morning
after work
we started to
talk and play
a little pool
she didn’t know
i play better
when drinking
apparently,
i was supposed
to let her win
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hello is a better choice
a steamy eyed
vixen says hello
my first instinct
is to ask how
much money
does this cost
i figure hello is
a better choice
of course, a few
days later and it
will be questions
of how much can
i spend on a gift
card or anything
for them
humans have this
constant ability
to do nothing
but disappoint
me
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the better of me
i once asked burroughs
to cook me up a shot
fucker kept it
for himself
i used to dance naked
in the rain until time
got the better of me
she tasted like clove
cigarettes and trouble
i should have married
her on a tuesday
coltrane plays me
down from the ledge
yet, i can’t shake the
haunting feeling that
all good men fucking
jump
endless regret wrapped
inside a lover’s lament
yet another tootsie roll
i won’t get to lick
flirting with death
like a whore at last
call
i never thought
loneliness would
be the hill i’d die
on
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the simmering rage
say hello to the pain
to each wrong step
that brings about
misery
say hello to fucking
traffic
bumper to bumper
for no fucking
reason at all
say hello to the anger
the simmering rage
and the final days
where you’ll be able
to control it
say hello to dysfunction
the guiding light
through every dark
day
J.J. Campbell (1976 – ?) is slowly wasting away in the suburbs. He’s been widely published over the years, most recently at The Rye Whiskey Review, Horror Sleaze Trash Quarterly, Mad Swirl, The Beatnik Cowboy and Disturb the Universe Magazine. He has a few copies of his book with Casey Renee Kiser, Altered States of The Unflinching Souls, for sale. You can find him most days on his mildly entertaining blog, evil delights.
Poetry from Otayeva Dinora

The Birds at the Destination
We know that the eagle is admired worldwide for its bravery, courage, and strong will. It teaches its young to fly with extreme rigor. When the time comes, it throws its offspring out of the nest to prevent them from lazily returning to the “warm home” again, even going so far as to destroy the nest. The eagle is a bird unafraid of flying in rainy weather; in fact, such conditions stir its spirit, and it can use the pressure of the air to its advantage. Additionally, it brings benefits to agriculture by preying on rodents.
These characteristics of the eagle can be compared to those of teachers. For it is through our parents and teachers that we come to know the world, understand it, and achieve something. When we first come to school, our dreams are as high as the sky. We dream of changing the world. We debate with our peers about which professions are valuable and which are not, aspiring to become doctors, businessmen, or lawyers. It is the teacher who instills in us the understanding that achieving these dreams requires education. They dedicate their time, patience, and life to teach us, showing us how to distinguish between right and wrong. They teach us that life is not smooth, and that to achieve something, we must make an effort. If we face failure, they encourage us to try again, reminding us that for us, everything is just beginning.
Just as no two fingers are alike, people also have different goals and characters in life. Some may attempt to mislead those on the right path out of jealousy or for monetary gain. The teacher, however, teaches their students how to rid society of such “parasites.”
To the teacher, a student is like their own child. If the student makes a mistake, the teacher helps to correct it. Where the student spends their time and with whom, what they do—these things matter to the teacher.
A teacher is someone who has spent years studying and researching, climbing to the peak of their own success. Now, they are a noble professional, striving to ensure their students reach that same destination.
Otayeva Dinora Urinboy qizi was born on May 31, 2004, in the Khorezm region. She is currently a 3rd-year student at Urgench State Pedagogical Institute. As a creative student, she has participated in several competitions, including the regional stage of the Zomin Seminar.
Poetry from Ilhomova Mohichehra
Sweet Dreams
I dream with sweet dreams,
If it doesn’t come to you, it’s okay.
Actually, that’s how real life is,
Of course, this is the only time to write a poem.
Dreams pull me to the depths,
It puts a lot of weight on my shoulders.
I like these sweetest thoughts,
On the contrary, a negative thought sinks into the heart.
I also live in dreams,
I will take another step towards happiness.
Sometimes I miss four
Sometimes I love the heart.
Ilhomova Mohichehra is an 8th grade student of Zarafshan city, Navoi region, school No. 9.
Poems from Duane Vorhees
CONFESSIONS
Everyone’s a politician
and everyone’s a journalist
and none of us has inhibitions.
But we all have our tales to twist.
I went to see my physician
in her office inside my tomb.
For practice, she writes out prescriptions
just to kill the kids in their wombs.
My preacher makes his confession
to the girls who are blonde and young.
He lays on his hands, as his mission,
and exhibits the gifts of his tongues.
Professors write dissertations
in order to hide all the facts.
And if you want real information,
–well, you needn’t even ask.
The lawyers brand themselves hired guns.
They court the richest criminals,
who transfer to them ill-gotten funds
to lie as far as laws allow.
I said I’d fill that thin co-ed
who said she hungered for new verse,
though she still starves though I’m her poet
and she’s swallowed my Complete Works.
Was Jesus tacked to an easel
so Romans could paint him later?
They staged all the acts of the apostles
just to build wings for their theaters.
And everyone had truth to twist
till they convinced me I was cured.
But when I asked, my psychiatrist
sneered. “Why no, I’m not even bored!”
METAMORPHOSIS
Brave audience caterpillar
agrees to enter
the stage magician’s magic box–
LOVE’S MEASURE
Although I know marble outlasts wax, longevity isn’t love’s measure,
and I know how to read with pleasure the artists, the crafters, and the hacks.
ZOMBIE VAMPIRE MUMMY….
One of us was born to die living,
one of us to live dying.
The one and the one
are one and the same.
And there’s one other other,
one for whom
living is dying is living–
each one is one and the same.
As we alternate these ones
we cling, otters, to each other,
to these disparate slices
of our pied kaleidoscopic whole.
LILLIAN THE OCEAN AND THE ISLE OF PALMS
Together in memory are soldered
Lillian, the ocean, and the Isle of Palms,
fused cubistically like frozen sculpture
of motionless craft forever becalmed
a picture of beach-clinging waters
hanging between the frames by their thumbs.
And Lillian the old skygod’s daughter
parades ashore on the Isle of Palms
followed by fleecy waves that slaughter
themselves as sacrifice for her balm,
crashing on the beach at her immortal
feet like jap endless squadrons of bombs.
Sun-sand-sky welded to ageless water,
seagulls shackled to the gulf like charms,
ocean as static as a krater,
and sands as eternal as the psalms:
my marble memories unaltered.
Lillian, the ocean, and the Isle of Palms.
Short story from Jim Meirose
Ah, okay – But, anyway
Hey, great—good stuff, that drink, eh? I can see it in your face. I happened on this stuff while I was down here getting this place built. What do you think of this nice quiet spot here? I had them level this side yard, and plant in this garden space, as a little bonus just for us, while they were finishing up the relocation. I figured, why not throw some money this way? It’s a cool perk. This garden, that is. What do you think?
It’s okay. But—what drink is this?
Ah. How ‘bout you guess?
I can’t guess. It’s—its just good {b-b-b-b-but at that very moment this pleasure’s offset by past experience, that without any exceptions, anything popping up unexpectedly pleasant, that is so unexpectedly pleasant as to be a life-changing breakthrough, as this—drink outshines any prior drink, and God damn it to hell “I can never ever drink another”—only to find very soon after that the unpleasant aftertaste—which bubbles up completely repulsive—says you must never ever try that drink again, Daddy, yah yah no no it is in fact so terrible! Where is a sink? I need a sink! Or water fountain, or something to flush out this taste, and, thank God the evil of this drink? Food? Or whatever made itself known quickly—if not, we very well may have told others you must try this—you will not be sorry eh will each of your friends try to tell five more friends each to try and them same so ah game being to cover the planet with fans of this drink drinkers of this drink lovers of it consumers of it tell a friend tell a friend but then they start tell a friend tell a friend tell a friend to grab their stomachs change tell their a faces friend to tell what a the friend I don’t I thought wow this isn’t good it tastes horrible why the hell’d you recommend this to me, GIMI? Were you trying to kill me with this, Daddy, oh, of course you know I don’t mean that literally, GIMI—oh, no you don’t, Daddy? Really really, Daddy? If you really didn’t mean it why’d you do it to me, Daddy, do you always make a point of doing some set number of “meaningless things” GIMI, and if so, Daddy, does trying to poison us me or them with this gasblaster hot tongued overlycrapullar supercloyingone drink, GIMI? Oh, yah, DADDY, yeah that’s so, GIMI, really, really so, DADDY! You are not our friend afterwards are you oh you will be made very very sorry GIMI because each of your former friends will tell five more generating more former friends, DADDY, telling five more and then five again five again friends the game being to cover the planet with maximum hatred for you yes you DADDY—maybe even a touch past the maximum for YOU–so there. Phew!}
Oh? Is that all you’ve got to say? That it’s good?
Yep. Why?
Oh, no reason. But anyway—as we were saying before—
Jim Meirose’s short work is widely published, and his novels include “Sunday Dinner with Father Dwyer”(Optional Books), “Le Overgivers au Club de la Résurrection” (Mannequin Haus), “No and Maybe – Maybe and No”(Pski’s Porch), “Audio Bookies” (LJMcD Communications), “Et Tu” (C22 press), and “Game 5” (Soyos Books). info: www.jimmeirose.com, X id @jwmeirose
Essay from Hilola Abdullayeva

METHODS OF SOCIAL WORK WITH CITIZENS RELEASED FROM PLACES OF DEPRIVATION OF LIBERTY
ANNOTATION: This article discusses the methods necessary for the rehabilitation and reintegration of individuals who, having committed crimes and been deprived of liberty, need to return to a healthy life and be provided with employment opportunities.
KEYWORDS: Social life, rehabilitation, employment, non-governmental organizations, adaptation.
Currently, many people commit crimes due to a lack of knowledge or because they have lived in an unfavorable environment, unable to properly direct their views. This can cause significant harm not only to the present of Uzbekistan but also to its future. Social work with citizens released from places of deprivation of liberty is a crucial process. This process helps them readjust to society and return to social life. The main goals of this process are as follows:
Psychological support and counseling: Returning to society is often stressful and complicated for individuals who have been deprived of liberty. Therefore, it is important to provide psychological support, personal counseling, and services to assist them.
Social adaptation and support: After being released, individuals may face difficulties adjusting to a new life. Social workers help them reintegrate into social life, restore relationships with family and the community. Employment and economic independence are vital for individuals returning to society. In this regard, vocational training courses and job creation are key factors in helping them regain independence.
Rehabilitation and development of social skills: In this process, social workers teach individuals various social skills and help them actively participate in society.
Protection of rights: When individuals return to society, it is essential to ensure their legal rights are protected. This includes making sure they know their rights, receive legal assistance, and are accepted by society.
Social work with individuals released from places of deprivation of liberty creates the conditions necessary for their full reintegration into society and for leading a positive life. In this process, support from government organizations, non-governmental organizations, and society is crucial.
Guiding individuals released from prison toward the right path is important for the stability and security of society. The application of effective methods and support measures in this process helps individuals adjust to social life and prevents recidivism. Below are several methods and recommendations for guiding individuals released from prison onto the right path:
Rehabilitation programs: These programs focus on providing psychological assistance, vocational training, and the development of life skills.
– In psychological assistance, working with qualified psychologists to address mental health issues or alleviate stress helps individuals understand themselves and make positive changes in their lives.
– Supporting individuals released from prison to attend educational courses to acquire new professions.
– Many government and non-governmental organizations provide opportunities for higher education or specialized secondary education.
– Employment, i.e., helping organizations and rehabilitation centers provide job placement for individuals who have been deprived of liberty. Cooperation with local entrepreneurs and government agencies can create job opportunities.
– Individuals who are active in society can offer advice and help those who have been released adapt to a new environment.
Hilola Abdullayeva was born on May 8, 2004, in house number 19, Do‘stlik neighborhood, Beruni district, Republic of Karakalpakstan.
She is currently a second-year student at the Faculty of Social and Economic Sciences at Urgench State University, specializing in “Social Work with Families and Children.”