abstract world are we running out of paint conversation corner . . . where we sit to check our phones trapping mix of flavors in the casserole heat dome back then how little we knew about anything she tells me hubby won't be joining her for dinner widow angle broom yet my corners unswept toasting her campaign contributions party atmosphere tubes to the outside world incubator whispers of shadows they tell me everything about you casting his vote with confidence fisherman Roberta Beach Jacobson (she/her) is drawn to the magic of words–poetry, song lyrics, flash fiction, puzzles, and stand-up comedy. Her latest book is Demitasse Fiction: One-Minute Reads for Busy People (Alien Buddha Press, 2023). She lives in Iowa with her husband and three cats.
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Artwork from Aliyeva Matluba
About the author
Aliyeva Matluba Jakbaraliyevna was born on April 5, 1990 in Namangan district, Namangan region, Uzbekistan. She is studying fine arts and engineering graphics at Namangan State Pedagogical Institute.
She has been actively participating in public works, as well as attending classes regularly and getting excellent grades. The faculty has a graphics department and was able to attract talented students like Matluba to this department. Currently she is a member of the Students’ Academy established at the institute.
She is a winner of the “My first article” competition organized at the institute. She got 3rd place diploma in the “Best Article Author” contest in Pedagogical Sciences.
In 2023, she was awarded the New Uzbekistan Science Propagator badge, established by the Academy of Science and Scientific-Practical Activities.
She received a diploma of the Academy of Arts of Uzbekistan, and in 2024, she received a diploma and a certificate for taking the 1st place in the category of Design at the 2023 Festival of Fine and Applied Arts, Education and Training.
In 2024, she was awarded a diploma as the winner of the Namangan region stage of the republican competition “Navqiron ” in the Republic of Uzbekistan organized by the Union of Artists of Uzbekistan among creative young people, and was recruited to the republican stage.
At the moment, under the supervision of the associate professor of the institute, B. Oripov, scientific research is being conducted in the field of design of fine art (creating design based on creative ideas from fine art and grain products, fabric and decorative elements). In particular, during the 2023/2024 academic year, she published 4 articles in prestigious magazines and conferences, as well as a methodological instruction entitled “Specific aspects of Uzbek miniature art” and Artistic-methodological and professional principles of the work artists from Namangan. – methodical and professional principles) monographs were published in the German publishing house “Lambert Academic Publishing”.
Namangan, Uzbekistan
Story from Nahyean Taronno (continued from last month)
Read Nahyean’s first chapter here.

Echoes of Ravenswood Part 2: The Descent The friends landed with a thud, their flashlights flickering as they hit the ground. Groaning, they picked themselves up, realizing they had fallen through a trapdoor into a hidden basement. The air was damp and musty, the faint sound of dripping water echoing through the darkness. "Is everyone okay?" Jake asked, his voice echoing slightly. "Yeah, I think so," David replied, rubbing his sore shoulder. "Where are we?" Emily shone her flashlight around, revealing a narrow corridor lined with old, rusted pipes and crumbling brick walls. The atmosphere was even more oppressive down here, the weight of the earth above them adding to their growing sense of dread. "We need to find a way out of here," Sarah said, her voice trembling. They began to move cautiously down the corridor, their footsteps echoing eerily. The whispering voices seemed to have followed them, growing louder and more insistent. It was as if the walls themselves were alive, watching and waiting. As they turned a corner, they came upon a series of doors. Each was marked with strange symbols and covered in a thick layer of dust. The friends exchanged uneasy glances, the sense of foreboding growing stronger. "Should we open one?" Emily asked hesitantly. "Do we have a choice?" Jake replied. "We need to find a way out, and this might be our only option." They chose a door at random, Jake turning the handle slowly. The door creaked open, revealing a small room filled with old, rotting furniture and stacks of yellowed papers. In the center of the room was a large, ornate mirror, its surface tarnished and cracked. Emily approached the mirror, her curiosity getting the better of her. As she wiped away the grime, she gasped. The reflection showed not just their group, but also shadowy figures standing behind them, their faces twisted in expressions of agony. "Guys, look at this," she whispered, her voice shaking. The others gathered around, their faces pale as they saw the ghostly figures in the mirror. Suddenly, one of the figures moved, its hand reaching out towards Emily. She stumbled back, her heart racing. "We need to get out of here, now," David said, his voice urgent. They backed out of the room, closing the door behind them. The whispering voices grew louder, now accompanied by faint, ghostly laughter. Panic began to set in as they hurried down the corridor, desperate to find an exit. After what felt like hours, they came upon a set of stairs leading upwards. Relief washed over them as they climbed the steps, hoping to find a way back to the surface. However, as they reached the top, they found themselves in a large, circular chamber. The chamber was lined with ancient, decaying bookshelves, and in the center stood a stone altar covered in strange, ritualistic markings. The air was thick with the scent of old, damp paper and something else, something metallic. "Where are we?" Sarah asked, her voice barely a whisper. Before anyone could answer, the door behind them slammed shut, and the room was plunged into darkness. The friends huddled together, their flashlights casting eerie shadows on the walls. Suddenly, the altar began to glow with a faint, otherworldly light. The markings seemed to come alive, writhing and shifting like living things. The ghostly laughter grew louder, echoing through the chamber. "We need to destroy whatever this is," Jake said, his voice filled with determination. They approached the altar, their flashlights flickering as if the very air was trying to extinguish them. David picked up a heavy book from one of the shelves, intending to use it to smash the altar. As he lifted it, the room seemed to pulse with energy. Just as he was about to strike, a figure appeared before them. It was a woman, her face pale and her eyes filled with sorrow. She seemed to be made of mist, her form shifting and shimmering in the faint light. "Please, help us," she whispered, her voice filled with despair. The friends froze, unsure of what to do. The woman reached out a hand, and they could see the marks of chains on her wrists. She seemed to be pleading with them, her eyes filled with a desperate need. "Who are you?" Emily asked, her voice trembling. "We are the lost souls of the Blackburn Mansion," the woman replied. "We were trapped here by a curse, bound to this place for eternity. Only you can set us free." "How?" Jake asked, his voice filled with a mix of fear and determination. "Destroy the altar," the woman said. "It is the source of the curse. Break it, and we will be released." With a determined nod, David brought the book down on the altar with all his strength. The room seemed to explode with light, the air filled with a deafening roar. The friends were thrown back, their flashlights clattering to the ground. When the light finally faded and the roar subsided, the friends found themselves lying on the cold stone floor. They groaned and slowly sat up, their heads spinning. The room was now eerily silent, the oppressive atmosphere lifted. "Is everyone okay?" Jake asked, helping Emily. Nahyean Taronno is a student of grade eight in Harimohan Government High School, Chapainawabganj, Bangladesh.
Essay from Burikulova Shakhnoza
Knowledge is power!
I was a school student. My life changed completely after a forty-year-old doctor of English language literature, a professor, came to our school and spoke to me. I was really envious of his achievements in life. he was looking for, he easily covered himself financially even when he was a student. Even while studying at school, he became a teacher, the profession he wanted. He graduated from school with a gold medal and entered a prestigious university on a grand basis During his student days, he expanded his business and also received the title of international teacher.
Do you know what he told us?
– Never dream of success, try to achieve success. Do not choose a good day or a good opportunity. Start today and now. Only then will you be among the successful! That’s right, you will stumble and fall. Know that the more obstacles and difficulties there are, the more success lies ahead! Work hard in silence, let success be your noise!
Guys, one of the main reasons for my success so far was that woman.
Keep this in mind:
“Knowledge is power! Stop living in your dreams and use all your knowledge and action to make them come true. Because your future will be better than your past!”
Poetry from Tuyet Van Do
distorted sounds in the front yard black feathers leg pulling at the end of the bed a lingering spirit cat meows ... a half eaten quail in the garden bedtime a dark entity zooming through the doors midnight vision in the bedroom corner a headless woman
Poetry from Paul Tristram
Gratitudes Three I am grateful for Petrichor, Intuition, and for being born the Wrong Shape to fit into Pigeonholes. Confrontational Weird It’s that [Special] moment when Marina Abramović stepped towards Rhythm O’s participants dripping with blood and tears… and, they ran away like cowards. You cannot ‘Buy’… that … Knowledge, Feeling, Experience… to look the Aggressor/Betrayer in the face and see No Remorse whatsoever … is to Understand that it is the Weak who ‘Attack’ the Strong not the other way around. The ‘Snake’ which hides in Human Nature… is kept within the flimsiest of Cages, out of eyesight … those who ‘Lack’ Courage ‘Hate’ The Light. Back When I Was A Drunkard “Who the hell is Belle Elmore? … you crawled out from behind the settee late last night… around the guests’ feet… over to the coffee table … spoke her name into that old Dictaphone … then, disappeared back to whence you came. Eh, drunk? of course you were ‘Drunk’ … but, at least you weren’t ‘Juggling Knives’ again or ‘Remote Reading’ Diary Pages of the Ladies present. We sold a bunch of copies of your new book… which, you refused to sign after the first one… upon which you cryptically scrawled… She’ll simply end-up ‘Blaming’ Monte Carlo.” Spent Recharging … you don’t need ‘revenge’ but a bigger cup, for that one overfloweth. Your dazzling ‘Smile’ has become a weapon after scaling over adversity … and your ‘Composure’ a Silent Strength that is Elite. The Sage nodded respectfully at your Honesty and Calm … and claimed, that you were dressed in Spiritual Armour. ‘Renounce’ and ‘Accept’ … ‘Letting Go’ is always a new Beginning … take it, and run forward. Be selective who you listen to … ‘sticks and stones’ are thrown by small people trapped in crippling insecurity. ‘Integrity’ is earned slowly… along a path of… Self Control. Blemishless I like the things which make her ‘Real’, ‘Individual’ and ‘Unique’. She’s shy, and a little insecure about the adolescent self-harm scars… but me, I could kiss them, one by one, until the cows come home. A stretchmark is where you became a Mother. And broken heart after broken heart… you refused to walk the weak path of bitterness, and are strong enough to still love, and give. Perfect, to me, is not blemishless and doll-like… it’s a woman full of character, alive within her own skin. Bleeds Into Another At the ‘Knitting-Stage’ … conversation is littered with “I was just going to say that”. Yawning is contagious, in normal folk, right … but, when you’re almost unconsciously racing each other to start… it’s special, you know. I like the way you ‘Stand’ within yourself … an entire universe all by yourself… except, you’re not ‘All By Yourself’, are you… I’m tagging along for the ride. … Almost Spoon-Dippable You cannot cheat Time by breaking apart clocks, revisiting past experiences, nor by Wishing rather than Action. Complaining, is a snare, and you’ve got your ankle and elbow stuck fast. That’s not Schizophrenia, exactly, behind her frowning forehead … it’s Hurt … and I’m proud to stand watching her bravely try to bucket it empty. They’ll Finger-Point no matter what you do, the gift this knowledge gives is Freedom. Down the road is either another Mountain or Molehill, depending upon your Character. Out of the Crowd, apart from the Racket and Noise … is where the Imagination riots uncorrupted, and the Maya Blue Sky becomes almost Spoon-Dippable. Paul Tristram is a Welsh writer who has poems and short stories published in many publications around the world, he yearns to tattoo porcelain bridesmaids instead of digging empty graves for innocence at midnight, this too may pass, yet. His novel Crazy Like Emotion was recently released upon the public by Close To The Bone Publishing.
Poetry from Heather Sager
Treading Water Winded, throat burning, I’m feeling the taunt of the finish line How many things in aging body and my life need fixing— how many relationships are set akilter Whimsically, try sometimes forgetting the balance, shut the laptop, listen to the rain on the window On a quiet afternoon, when my face studies yours, what psychedelic radiance glows within irises? On the night of a party, I wonder who will flick off the room’s lights and watch the night-shadows when we leave. Heather Sager lives in Illinois where she writes poetry and fiction. Most recently, she has contributed poetry to The Dawntreader, Meat for Tea, The Opiate, orange juice, The Stray Branch, The Nature of Things (Lone Mountain Literary Society), and more journals.